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one day, the sadness will end.

[reveluvcide]

“From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity.”

juju or juliana, she/her !! 20 🇧🇷 eng/pt-br ok and learning french! architecture student 🏛️

mostly a my chemical romance blog rn …. i’m obsessed. yay ❤️ but also into fall out boy, art, architecture and fashion history, 1960s music and fashion, cinema, blvns, supernatural, amc the walking dead, nbc hannibal. i love aespa and red velvet ❤️

i wouldn't consider myself a proshipper but i do like some content that is considered problematic so be warned! terfs and zionists dni.

spotify | letterboxd

header: the sun by edward munch | icon: catherine deneuve in les parapluies de cherbourg

[reveluvcide]

when i’m 99% sure that the red attire the doctors that operate the verger siblings in hannibal wear is inspired by dead ringers but i can’t prove it

[un7nown77]

Stills from the film Dead Ringers (1988)

[carvedhopeonmywrist]

[reveluvcide]

omg haiii @deadrrngers thanks for the tag!!!!! tag game under the cut 👇👇👇

Hair colour: my natural black color in a grown out pixie but i’ve had coloured hair many times …. i’m thinking of getting caramel and light pink highlights in the near future

Favourite colour: hmmm light pink except i hate wearing it. otherwise 99% of my stuff is light pink

Favourite drink: iced coffee and ice cold water 🥶🥶🥶

One thing love about myself: i guess my drive to always keep learning about new things …. ever since i was a kid i’ve always wanted to try to be the smartest person in the room (yes i am a know it all yes i will start ranting about stuff unprompted)

If I could be any animal: a small strange fish like a mudskipper

Dream place to visit: my dream has always been to visit europe but if i had to narrow it down it would be florence, italy

One thing I'm looking forward to rn: getting my grandfather old analog camera fixed and my next semester at uni!!

Biggest dream: i guess work with/on something that helps people and travel all over the world. like literally everywhere

Song that's permanently on repeat: cosmic by red velvet always!!!

tagging: @marcystar00 @nag4to @scariffs @blacktea-bluepens annnnd i don’t know who else but whoever i tagged or sees this feel free to do it (or don’t that’s okay too!!)

[kirakkkchs]

Superbat honeymoon somewhere away from crime (for a few hours, at least)

[reveluvcide]

i enrolled in a elective photography class for this semester i’m sooooo excited

[reveluvcide]

soooo my registration wasn’t accepted 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[reveluvcide]

omg 🥺

[badymaru]

one of my new all time favorite frimages 💜 ty @vampire-void

[reveluvcide]

i enrolled in a elective photography class for this semester i’m sooooo excited

[talkshowboyluvr]

A line about Richard's character that has always stuck out to me is a small remark delivered by Henry with 'a look of indescribable contempt.'

"You amaze me," he said. "You think nothing exists if you can't see it."

There truly isn't a line from an outside party that encapsulates Richard more, he is almost complete absent of any ability to picture things he has not seen. The simplest example I can think of is his lack of attachment to any religious beliefs, something unique to his character and sets him apart from not only everyone in the greek class but even characters outside it. Though I believe it exists mainly as a way to further his exclusion from the group (in a similar way that Bunny being the only non-catholic besides Richard is for his character) it doubles as part of the reason he would never have been able to be apart of the Bacchanal.

"That if one is to read Dante, and understand him, one must become a Christian if only for a few hours? It was the same with this. It had to be approached on its own terms, not in a voyeuristic light or even a scholarly one."

Richard is the outsider, the narrator, practically every way he operates is voyeuristic in nature - the story only works due to his need to observe those around him. He is never able to give himself over to belief as the others are. His placement of being the only non religious character cements the idea he would have been unable to complete what Henry deemed as necessary.

More to the point of his lacking ability to believe in what he cannot see, the most literal example I can remember is his breakdown the night of Bunny's death.

While I was washing my face, I began to cry. The tears mingled easily with the cold water, in the luminous, dripping crimson of my cupped fingers, and at first I wasn't aware that I was crying at all. The sobs were regular and emotionless, as mechanical as the dry heaves which had stopped only a moment earlier; there was no reason for them, they had nothing to do with me. I brought my head up and looked at my weeping reflection in the mirror with a kind of detached interest. What does this mean?

I mostly see this quote discussed in relation to Richard's detachment from emotion, but the image of him not realising he was crying until he is forced to see the tears on his hands and face in the mirror is what sticks out to me. Henry really couldn't be more right, Richard needs to observe something in it's entirety until he believes it.

[crunch3r]

provide, answer, belong

wanted to include the sketches since i didnt post them on twitter ;3

[neetpro99]

[egonkula]

the key to happiness is cutting and pasting

[reveluvcide]

been having Real bad fomo of being a researcher lately

[gerardwaysbob]

[morphogenetic]

starting b stage with honey and ending with demo lovers. right.