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To long

𝐴 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠.

𝐹𝑢𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑙.

𝐹𝑒𝑒𝑙.

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑛 𝑎 𝑗𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑦.

"𝑇ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔𝒉 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑒."

𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑡.

The self fufilled.

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Not loa related, but please invest in yourself completely. You cannot continue to take on the role of your parents and be their successor in your own demise and degradation. If this way of self-talk/ criticism was the way to a better version of yourself, it would've worked by now.

If this self talk worked you'd be richer than a Dubai prince, if the way to being beautiful was to criticize your looks at how your family did when u were a tiny little thing, you'd be a world-renowned model.

Please invest in yourself, your education, your time and what u consume so completely and utterly to the point where it is an offense to put u in one box and to the point where the compliments you've been dying to hear are too simple for you.

Make sure everything is ready the previous night so when u wake up you don't worry your little head about a thing. Invest in your education and learn things like you're thinking about the future for your own child,. Because you want to be well equipped, not because you should look well-educated to the public, because you want an easier life for yourself.

Ask yourself things with curiosity instead of explaining every little detail to people around you because you've made the world your council, filled your mind with people who you should listen to because they "know better". If u make the world your council and ask them something as simple as if you're allowed to breathe, they'll still say no.

The desire to stay so small and quiet comes from a fear that we'll become the people who have hurt us, and just one more thing we can not bear. That's how monstrous the idea of taking care of yourself is to a person who pleases and fawns. There's others who "exist" more than us, right?

But if you invest, even in the most ridiculous thing, you do something scary and you create a small space only for you in your OWN mind, it's only then we feel alive.

We feel our needs, and then our desires start feeling important, then we think, " wait, there's one more person we have to give to"

Even in the most ridiculous wants u have, u can listen to it. You have a thing for expensive textiles, you love Chinese embroidery art, and you want to live in a ryokai for the rest of your life. It's not a matter if things are ridiculous or not, you carry a thousand fake beliefs about your life and looks by other people, things people have said to u and haven't thought about a 2nd time for the rest of their life. It's like stepping on a flower once, and the whole species goes extinct.

You can believe in that, but you can not give yourself a thought of pleasure because it's too unreal?

Maybe for the version others have built of you, the things u want are too big for that simple you. Well It's a good thing they're not too big for who you really are.

The point is not to tell you to always be righteous and do right. You've got your own discernment and morals. But whether you live the life u want or not, at least let it be your choice.

Invest in yourself like you exist.

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After reading your last post, I've kinda given up on the law. In a really weird way.

At first before the law, I was mostly neutral with myself. I wasn't satisfied, but I also didn't allow myself to want more, because It was impossible anyway, I better just live life normally.

Then after discovering the law, slowly over the years I just got really hateful and uncomfortable with myself and imprisoned by my life. Just not satisfied, and the stark contrast between what I could achieve (everything and anything, infinitely) and what I had fueled those feelings. Over the years those feelings became my imprisonment. It felt so hard to change. I hated everything about me. Everything. Just a few hours ago I was deep in that state. Imprisoned by the state I've spent years on.

Right now, I feel better(?). I don't even know what I'll do. I'm exhausted. But I know one thing changed. I'm looking forward to just stop. Stop affirming, persisting, accepting, saturating and all of that. I still kinda believe in the law. I've just given up on blindly following people associated with the law? Neville, Edward art, bloggers, youtubers, even you.

I feel better and I want to change. But now maybe in more neutral and simpler ways. But I still feel a lack of trust. Do I even know enough to do this alone.

I guess I'm writing this for validation. Because I feel so scared, I don't even know what I'm doing. Thank you for writing that post. It helped more than reading a thousand posts. Seriously, you really helped me. Even though technically I didn't do anything.

Feelings of giving up on my fantastical perfect dream life are arising. I feel like I'm begging(?) myself to just rest, to be healthy and safe. The desire arising it's still unrealistic and logically impossible. But rooted in safety and health, not vanity, a perfect life or even my dream life. Just a break. A safe space.

I'm looking forward to better times in my life. And more neutral ways of manifesting. Not rooted on hatred or effort.

That post came to mind as I was watching a post this woman had made about being the source.

She'd gone into this story where someone close to her was going through a tough time. She stood in front of the camera with this air of confidence but I kind of watched with half a mind because a lot of the times the things said on tiktok are recycled from here or another platform. It just wasn't the type of mindset I followed anymore.

However her words stuck to me when she said that we are the source, source of all. It was then I realized, why are we doing all of this then? Actually, if I am source, then there is nothing to worry about?

Sometimes, the reason why we dive in so deep and ruin ourselves to manifest something is because we are looking for another way to abandon ourselves. Some of us are really good at finding ways to do that. I think that's why we often feel the way that you describe, why should u and I worry so much about something that comes from us, whether it happens or not?

I think sometimes we are just confused. One post is super spiritual, believe, believe, believe, or you'll be punished. Just another copy-paste of religious script. Then the next is more scientific, quantum physics says this and says that.

It's tough to believe either because one focuses on the faith of something as if the universe is a diety, and the other is coming from someone who most likely isn't a professional and just repeating what they hear.

There is always something better, something we can change. If the king of the world was given an option to become God, u think he would refuse?

If we are source, and I mean the root of all, where everything comes from, then what are we preparing for? If we are the root of all, then why are we waiting for the universe to "take action"? You are not the button that makes the universe move, If you are the source, then u are the action! The action u take is the action source is taking!

Other than this extra rant, I wish u the best of healing ♡. I completely understand on a deep level what you're describing, and I'm sure others who read it do too. You have been doing this all alone, so nothing would be new to you now. You are not the worker working a shift in building a better future for the version of yourself that doesn't exist yet and always seems out of reach. You are the end result.

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Thank you so much for your post. I really resonated with what you said.

https://www.tumblr.com/reverieaa/811244935235895296/i-believe-we-often-get-so-caught-up-in-manifesting

You are very welcome. Thank you for reading ♡

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I believe we often get so caught up in manifesting and controlling our reality that we fall into a state of " I need this all figured out"

Sometimes life can become so complicated, you want to change your appearance but you also want to look after your health, you want go to therapy but what good does that do if you are trapped in the home that made you need therapy in the first place?.

You need to read some loa posts on the void, but you also failed your exam, so you need to be quick! Learn quickly! Grab the key to the door of success before they change the locks again, and you spend another year in circles.

Life knocked you down. You can let it out, but be careful because your emotions will turn your world upside down. If you're sad enough, it'll turn the sky red, you'll hrow a third arm, and you'll wake up in the middle of the desert.

Sometimes, you need to sit and think: if I'm told that I'm the source of all and everything, then how can I be afraid of anything?

And I mean source, nit "creator". Because to me creator implies effort is needed to create what if already there, that there is puzzle pieces you must put togather to "make things work"

You do not have to look in the mirror and demand what needs ti be changed, make a long checklist of what you need: money, a car, a house, friends, I need a dog and a cat, a mansion, an empire and then a goldfish.

You can sit and tell yourself: if I am the source of reality, and I desire change, I desire movement, then whatever comes my way will figureout itself.

it will move itself away without me needing to scream and demand for it to leave. If I am a source, then why do I need to try so hard for something simple? To be the source of reality is completely effortless. A river doesn't care to push rocks down the bed, it flows either way.

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have your thoughts on law changed?

I suppose a lot has changed, more on how things were than the law itself.

I feel as though, when the loa community was really active, everyone could be so hostile because we were obsessed with the idea of finding the "correct" answer on how to "perfectly" manifest.

That only births arguments, confusion and keeps people hooked on with desperation, it creates a hierarchy of the blogger being the "perfect manifestor" and the anon who is just " too dumb/insecure" to understand.

We write about ourselves so simply that we tell ourselves to strip off all of our beliefs that make us who we are because we want to wake up to a different nose.

We are complex beings, not robots who download a new software update and wake up feeling like we can conquer the world. Going against our limiting beliefs is so praised because it's historically the hardest thing for us to do.

No one who has achieved anything started off by believing that they could 100% do it from the start.

I also look back and think a lot of bloggers had a sort of rude tone towards anons who asked repeated questions, and vice versa.

On one hand, as a loa blogger myself, i completely understand the frustration of answering the same questions and even dealing with rude/ disturbed anons. Trust me.

In the beginning, I would recieve private messages complimenting me, and whenever i said thank u, they would sort of "trap me" in a conversation by asking questions that I felt too bad to just leave unaswered. From then on, i didn't answer any private messages again because the interactions didn't feel geniuene (and more on with just disturbing anon asks that are not worth mentioning)

But on the other hand, loa is only presented on few simple prinicpals, and if we have a blog deciated to talking about those prinicpals, then naturally we will continue to get the same questions. We are dealing with people who are looking for an escape, anons who have lost their loved ones, pets, are in abusive homes, etc.

I thought: no matter how real loa could be, how much one could believe in it, who am I to tell these people to "assume" their problems don't exist? to ignore their reality and focus on what they desire? That if they believed properly, their life would get better? No one, that's who I am.

I feel as though we are so desperate to manifest, we did not allow any sort of questioning, or God forbid doubt, because that shakes the foundation we have worked so hard to build.

Loa is one piece of a giant puzzle in the questioning of humanity's existence and how things come to be, I wish we spoke about it more than just "it's my one way ticket to make things happen" and we should not fix all "teachings" from some previous people into stone.

Loa is not outside to be chased, loa is quite literally you. We as beings are always changing, and if we are always changing, then nothing we carry can stay fixed, all is changing to confrom to our transitions.oke way or another, even if "logically". Then, loa is never, just a fixed order or something already all "discovered".

Change is the one thing we constantly do. We are so good at it that It's scary. We do it without even noticing. We are so good we change even when we don't want to. Why am I told that in order for my change to be real and authentic, I'll have to see results in the environment around me? Am I not bigger than that? Do mot believe for a second you are all fixed, with the same " limiting beliefs" or unable to do the one thing u know how to do perfectly, change.

Well, these are my couple of thoughts on everything, both as a loa blogger and as someone who was an anon asking questions myself. I guess it's more of a blank slate than a fixed way of teaching.

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happy ur back :( loablr is literally dead

I just rarely pop back up to see every now and then, I dont use Tumblr as much anymore in general and that is why im not around. But I suppose it's more because loa is a journey and the end of the day, every journey has its end. Either we end it or we choose to go down a different route.

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ur blog.. pure perfection

Thankyou my sweetttt lover ♡

Thank u ♡

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I come back for 5 mins and this is the things u guys send me 🫤

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ohh i understand now, thanks for the explanation!! yeah i also believe that consciousness is the only reality and since i am consciousness, i am that reality itself and i’m also not 3D focused cause the 3D is just part of my consciousness. i just got confused cause there are so many infos to take on this site and some of them are clashing 😭 thanks for taking the time to answer my question!

Happy to help ♡

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Lately I’ve been planning to go to the gym and eat low calorie food to lose weight. I don’t hate my body or myself, I just want to lose weight really fast but I feel super guilty for not “manifesting” my dream body and for planning to exercise everyday. this is probably because I haven’t manifested anything in my life since being in loa for 3 years…. How do I defeat this?

What is there to defeat? What is there to feel guilty about? If you haven't manifested this body you manifested another one, and you'll manifest another one, and another one, another one, you get it.

Both are equally the same, you just don't see it that way because there bias for one over the other, but it's the same one taking form. I won't go into detail of how to do so, or what the issue is, because I've already posted answers to questions like this, I hope my previous posts help to give you an understandable answer.

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I think many people don't realize that the mindset of "trying to make sth happen" or "creating sth for the outer world" fails bc there is no outer objective reality.

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The "dressing of a new state" occurs in the change of self. You do not "attempt" to change state for you are not the state itself, neither do you attempt to change thoughts or feelings. You shift self's consciousness of that perceived reality, it is such a small act you don't even have to try and do anything, it's natural. How? By becoming aware that you are/have your desire, you naturally enter the state you wanted. Many think because what they desire is so huge and life changing, they must take some massive action/sacrifice for it, it is quite the opposite.

But by then, you won't care what state you're in, only enjoying what is in the present, yourself.

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I'll be posting some old quotes m/stream of consciousness I have had in my drafts I forgot about but really like.

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Can u expand a bit more on creation is finished?? I have a hard time grasping that concept! A link to post would be fine too thank you💖

"Creation is finished " is a very common phrase used/concept in loa so it's good to understand it. Creation is finished bc when you imagine something it's always in the end of it and NOW, not the "process" of it. When we imagine it's always in the end of what we want. If there's a dress you really want, do u imagine it it's full and final form, or do u imagine it being made from cloth and needle into a full piece?

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Hello everybody, I'm here to manye answer an ask or two that have been collecting dust in my inbox that i mever finished, but there seems to be sth wrong with my Tumblr editing option so until I figure that out, I'll have to answer like this if that's ok.

That's because you're waiting for a "big boom" to happen, where u suddenly wake up and have everything. Now you can countinue everything you've put on hold, the wait is over.

When the waiting should've never begun in the first place. For what are you waiting for? For the 3d to reflect what you are? It already is. There is nothing wrong with the "3d." Change of perspective won't "change your 3D" bc if u had a new perspective you wouldn't care if what is being shown to you is what you want, you KNOW it is.

States and perspective exist bc you give them power, its not a human shifting to a place where they're finally happy after trying hard enough. States don't go down a check list and say "ah yes this one is worthy, they've tried hard enough let's give them what they want, today was their last day or presisitng"