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My Dash Varies Based On My Current Obsession(s). |she/her|23|Gemini|Occasional NSFW content. I'm a multi-shipper. My side blogs are @ShinigamiGrellLover & @Heathers-Hoe

[rexbec12]

Illness

Hey everyone!

I’m sorry I haven't been online for a long time. I’ve been mentally and physically ill. I’m going to explain in detail under the cut, but in short, I’m getting help and I am safe. I love you all and I hope to talk to you soon! 

So as many of you know, I have depression, anxiety, panic disorder, PTSD, asthma, agoraphobia (fear of leaving my house), a past of self-harm, and reactive hypoglycemia (low blood sugar.)

These past few months I haven’t been able to be alone. On the days my mom couldn’t be with me one of her good friends would come over and hang out with me. This has been very stressful for me and my family.

Tomorrow morning I plan on calling my towns behavioral health center for an in a home psychiatric evaluation. I am very hopeful that they have a program that can help me have a life again. I’m tired of being miserable every day. I’m tired of my illnesses forcing me to push people away. I’m tired of always being scared. Overall, I’m tired. 

If I am admitted to a treatment facility I probably won't have any access to the internet for a while. I don’t know how long I will be away. 

I’m really nervous.

I want to thank you all for staying with me through this process.  I’ve pushed so many people away out of fear, and I don’t really have many friends anymore. It’s my own fault.

I especially want to apologize to my irl friend @chocolatesugarwaffle I’m sorry I pushed you away. I hope you are doing well.

I’m sorry to @kuroshitsujionkrack too. I’m sorry I haven’t been around to talk. 

You will all be on my mind as I try to get better. I love you all!

[benofalderaan]

Reylos right now

[rxbxlcaptain]

So did Chewie pick up a therapy porg to help him cope with the death of Han or…?

[galactic-kosher-ace]

I’m now going to dress Claude up as a Porg and you are entirely at fault.

[rexbec12]

I need to see this!

(Maybe I should get a little porg costume for my puppy Ryan... hmm.)

[daryshkart]

Rey/Happiness - my otp :)

[stardustlightsaber]

@foop-ge-doop at first I thought it was a joke, but people are serious???!!? About alien fruit dick?!!!!

[galactic-kosher-ace]

/GUILTY SOBBING/ I DIDNT KNOOOOOOOOW

[rexbec12]

You are the mother of Frussy!

[just-shower-thoughts]

Why do we assume that a zombie appocalypse has to have human zombies? Maybe zombie cows will be a threat to all humanity!

[rexbec12]

The zombie horse we got a glimpse of in The Walking Dead terrified me.

[roi-des-fleurs-deactivated20190]

Hello! My name is Sage and I am a trans masculine person who is trying to raise enough money to begin the medical part of my transition. My transition is not covered by my insurance plan at this time. I am still under my parents insurance.   $500 of this will go to my first doses of Testosterone and the rest will go to top surgery (DI). This covers the payment for the anesthesiologist, consultation, hospital bills, bandages, and all the other general medical expenses. 

As insentive, for every $5 you donate, I will give you a little doodle of some sort of animal, for every $10 you donate, I will draw you a personalized crest and coat of arms (sheild and coat of arms), for every $20 you donate, I will do a full sketch and color of a character of your choice or 2 crests, or 4 doodles. Just send me a message letting me know your name and what you donated then we can discuss details.

(Link to fundraiser below)

https://www.generosity.com/fundraisers/help-me-begin-medically-transitioning/dashboard

[roi-des-fleurs-deactivated20190]

https://www.generosity.com/medical-fundraising/help-me-begin-medically-transitioning/x/17329992

^^^ updated link that may work better!

[rexbec12]

Please help my irl friend if you can!!!

I will be donating as soon as I can!

[lostodosblancos]

Dark chocolate syrup on rainbow sherbet 😍

OH

Y E S

[rexbec12]

YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON THAT'S EVER BEEN OKAY WITH THIS COMBO!!

My friends and family think it's gross, but I love it! lol

[lostodosblancos]

Fresh Tomatoes + Honey = <3

IF I LIKED TOMATOES I WOULD EAT THIS

[rexbec12]

I'm going to try this!

[purple-pixel]

ISABELLE ICONS!

This is something Ive been working on on-and-off for a few weeks now, some simple Isabelle icons, I saw some Hello Kitty wrapping paper and liked the simple look to it, the bold lines and blocks of color appeal to my style of working, so set myself a little project to do an Animal Crossing version.

I may make this into a repeat pattern design for some things of redbubble like leggings or duvet covers. 

Who should I do next? I was thinking Lottie? 

[rexbec12]

Your Isabelle Icons are so stinking cute!!! 😍

I love the idea of some Lottie Icons. I bet they will be adorable in your style!

If you'd still like some suggestions, I was wondering if you could make some Pekoe Icons? She's my favorite villager.

Thanks again for sharing these adorable Isabelle Icons! ❤️

[catsbeaversandducks]

More Dog Snapchats On Bored Panda

[thisoneshade]

We don’t deserve dogs.

[anxietyproblem]

This blog is Dedicated to anyone suffering from Anxiety! Please Follow Us if You Can Relate: ANXIETYPROBLEMS

[daxlo-ren]

Oh man imagine double date finn and rose with Kylo and rey. Poe is like their chaperone ( well Kylo chaperone lol). BB8 is the host and BB9E is the cook what could go wrong

Hahaha, THAT WOULD BE PERFECT!  

BB8 would be wearing a magnetic bowtie and BB9E has a magnetic chef hat!  And they’re all sitting at the table as BB8 set’s out the dishes!  BB9E has made everyone’s favorites!

Kylo:  Is it… a good idea to let droids cook?  I mean, they can’t even test the food properly.

Poe:  yOU DARE TO QUESTION OUR BB UNIT’S ABILITIES?!

Finn:  Ummm… I’m kinda with Kylo on this.  I have a sensitive stomach.

Rose:  I’ve watched you eat glue, Finn.

Finn:  KYLO DARED ME TO DO IT!

Kylo: /giggling/ HE ATE LIKE SOOOOO MUCH!

Rey:  We’re dating five year olds….

Poe:  Finn, if I dared you to eat this rose would you do it?

Finn:  Who says I haven’t already?! /stupid laughing/ 

/Kylo and Poe join in laughing/

Rose:  I’m breaking up with you…

[skiplo-wave]

Omg!

Okay but when it’s time for dessert there’s a food fight. Kylo was trying to be romantic and feed Rey ice cream somehow it ended up on Finn. Ice cream and cake everywhere. BB9E is confused BB8 is beeping loudly like they’re encouraging the fight. Poe joined in too but on inside he’s so fired when Leia sees the dining hall covered in food

[daxlo-ren]

Yas!  

And during the fight Kylo tries to be all heroic and protect Rey by being her body shield, but Finn is ducking behind Poe and eagerly throwing all the food at Kylo.  Meanwhile Rose is laughing cause Poe slips on some chocolate and falls on Finn.  And it takes Luke walking in to stop the fight and he lectures them all like their children.  It takes weeks to clean BB9E and BB8.  And Finn and Kylo are cleaning the dining hall with a toothbrush.

Finn:  I really hate you.

Kylo:  I hate you more.

Rose:  I hate you both.

Rey:  /crying loudly/ So much wasted food!

[skiplo-wave]

Lol but where’s Poe?

Either Leia giving him a lecture now or luke has him doing something else ( I want to say it involves porgs)

[daxlo-ren]

Poe is the one that has to clean the BB units.  He thinks it’ll be easier than the dining hall, but it’s SO MUCH WORSE!

Poe:  /watches Finn, Rose, Kylo, and Rey go home happily finished and tired/

Poe:  I HAVE MADE A GRAVE MISTAKE!

BB8:  /angrily beep/

BB9E:  /angrier beep/

Poe:  Watch your language!

[skiplo-wave]

Poe: and this why you shouldn’t hang around Kylo

BB9E: *beep!*

Poe: what you mean you didn’t get it from him

BB8: *beep!!*

Poe: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU HEARD THAT FROM REY!?!

[daxlo-ren]

Rey:  /stubs her toe just outside while trying to return to her room/

Rey:  SON OF A !?&@!? THIS !?#@&? HURTS!

Kylo:  Oh my god, Rey!

Finn:  Oh my GOD, Rey!

Rose:  OH MY GOD, Rey!

Poe:  NOT IN FRONT OF THE CHILDREN, REY! 

[galactic-kosher-ace]

You two are g/dsends, I fucking love you both 💕

[rexbec12]

It's so beautiful!

[pissbabysithlord]

@coupdefoudreylo

VERY GROSS AND NSFW UNDER THE CUT

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[rexbec12]

The gateway into Reylo heaven.

[merijae]

just watched the force awakens and i am now reylo trash 

((on the other hand lets take a moment to appreciate the height difference))