What they do when you get cancelled as the new love interest in their favorite otome game
Caleb
Crashes out so bad. He actually crashes out and starts raging. Will start petitions online to get you back and will MAKE people sign them. Even the ones that weren't particularly interested in your release. Sends emails after emails to the game company to not do this to you. Writes in the survey how shallow they are for cancelling you. That's all he could do right? Is what you thought. This man will show up at the game company with a bunch of other players. If that doesn't work he will get a hacker and hack in the game server and leak your release. He's not giving up on you.
Rafayel
Sulks in his bathtub the first time he heard the news of your cancellation. Starts painting you and won't stop. You basically become his original character now and you're in every one of his paintings. “Didn't he paint this same maiden in the last painting?” “Doesn't this painting look a lot similar to last ones?” Murmurs spread around the exhibition and Thomas starts panicking. But he won't stop. This is to send a message that if they're going to cancel you he's going to keep bringing you back even at the cost of his own career, about which he could care less.
Zayne
He's the dawnbreaker, the foreseer and Dr. Zayne. You best believe that he will somehow find a way to you and bring himself in your game and become your canon love interest. Problem solved
Xavier
Nero 2.0 Will start a blog with your name and will defend you from the haters. Will get Isaiah and Jeremiah with him into this, though they do it for the fun. Isaiah absolutely rages at others. “If you're so keen on getting a character deleted because you don't like it, you should also consider getting yourself deleted because I don't like you.” Also replies to another comment saying they're gonna leave the game if you don't get cancelled with “Good. Don't bother coming back.” He gets so bummed out, he was saving diamonds in game for you and got a lot of savings for your upcoming merch and stuff. It's alright, he gets it all custom made.
Sylus
Buys the company and releases you himself.
⤷ Please don't be sad about the current situation. I hope this comedy of a thing that appeared in my mind gave you a little laugh. And please don't quit or uninstall the game because the other boys are gonna sure miss you as heck.
what I find really funny is how most of the time in fanworks Caleb is portrayed as desperate eager one as we tease/deny him
when in truth he's the one who teases us relentlessly and then something switches inside his head and he's like "all this time... you were tempting me NOM-"
The Importance of Being Gege (AKA why MC doesn't always stand up to Caleb when she definitely should)
[spoilers ahead for Spotlit Gaze]
Finally got around to watching Spotlit Gaze (Caleb's very excellent new Promise card) and it got me thinkin about MC and Caleb's relationship and why she puts up with it when he lies or avoids telling her the truth, and how that gets under my skin sometimes. (For the record, that doesn't happen in this card, but you'll see why I thought of it if you keep reading... Also the reason may have been painfully obvious to you this whole time, but I only just got it 🫣.)
It's not the fact that Caleb lies or does other problematic things that bothers me. That's part of the story and his character and I ADORE Caleb's crazy like 95% of the time.
What gets to me (or used to get to me) is when he lies to her and she lets it go. When he keeps secrets from her, VERY IMPORTANT ONES, and she lets him off the hook, despite the fact that those behaviors are not signs of a healthy relationship AND the fact that MC is not the type of person to stand for being treated poorly in any way. Caleb's not just her gege anymore, he's her partner too, and while he's not alone in having moral grays (looking at you, literally all the guys except for maybe Zayne), no one does it quite like Caleb.
I don't want him to stop those behaviors necessarily. Conflict makes for good drama and tension is key for desire. I think that's why Caleb hits different than the other LIs, even Sylus. Caleb is the only one who low-key threatens MC's autonomy. Not maliciously, but he can be manipulative and evasive in ways that the other four just aren't. It makes him (you HAVE to forgive me for saying this) juicier.
But even so, I have trouble accepting the way MC responds to Caleb's more red-flaggish behavior and I think it's because I treat the game as roleplay.
Roleplay (to me) is similar to self-insert, but not quite. I don't see myself as MC when I'm playing. I sort of project myself INTO her, take on her thoughts, feelings, abilities, experiences as much as possible. I would never make some of the choices she makes in game, but I feel what it would be like to be someone who would make those choices. But when she makes the choice to give Caleb pass after pass, I balk. I can't understand why MC, who is a straight baddie and headstrong af, would let some of that shit slide.
True, there is a lot of trauma there, and I know a big part of it is not wanting to lose him again, but that never seemed like enough to me. Backing off here or there, sure, but she does it to the point where I couldn't believe it wasn't coming from somewhere else too. MC has flaws, but she's mostly secure in herself and who she is and knows what she wants and how she deserves to be treated. When she finally refused to let Caleb deflect her in Lingering Lust, I said "thank you!" out loud because FINALLY. THAT'S the MC I know. (It's like she pushed back hard that one time in Hidden Waves and then barely ever again until LL.)
Only today after finishing Spotlit Gaze did the thought occur to me that her letting these things go is not just a trauma response or low self-esteem. It's because he's her older brother.
I'm an eldest sibling, so I did not get the full weight of this at first, but something about SG just made it click. For all the teasing MC does to Caleb, all the ways he dotes on and caters to her, there's power in him being older. He says it several times in game, how she used to follow him around and look up to him, how she used to try to compete with him, likely because she wanted to be just like him. In Spotlit Gaze, she has a bunch of recordings of him humming to himself when they were younger, showing she was admiring (and possibly in love with) him on a deep level from the very beginning.
Caleb must have seemed so much wiser than her growing up, so capable, so smart, so caring. He was a golden boy, he could do no wrong. He would never do anything to harm her, even indirectly (or so she believed). He's still kind of like that even today, as we see in the way people are drawn to him in cards like Chasing Summer. So MC still has him on that pedestal in some ways because that is her gege.
From a relatively young age, Caleb practically raised her. I think about how long it took me to stop feeling like a kid around the people who raised me, and how easily I can still slip back into that role without even noticing. I think that's what's happening to MC when Caleb decides to be on his bullshit. She's not dismissing Caleb's behavior out of insecurity or a lack of self-respect. She does it because of that part of her that still recognizes him as her big brother.
In the 4-star art for Spotlit Gaze, Caleb looks like an idol, towering over us but looking down with a beatific smile, lights shining around him like a halo. That's how MC sees him sometimes. She worships him. (And you know what? SAME, GURL. SAME.)
It must be hard when a person you love that much, someone who you've trusted on a core level to look after you, lies to you or hides themselves from you. She can stand up to everyone and anyone else, but Caleb? He's always been the one in charge. If he truly puts his foot down, then that's that. And on top of that, he almost always gives her what she wants anyway, so she doesn't always know how to deal with it when he doesn't do that. She's always seen him a certain way, so when he insists on only showing that side of himself, the path of least resistance for her is to let it lie, another reason why she may have held back being honest about her less-than-familial feelings for him.
And that I get. I really do. Part of what draws me to Caleb is the fact that I've never really felt that kind of security at any point in my life, even now. He scratches that itch, offers a facsimile of what it would be like to have someone look out for you in that way, someone who is everything to you and WANTS to be everything to you. (Only he isn't that secure, because he's always lying and disappearing, but we won't get into that today.)
And not for nothing, but can't no one convince me that Caleb only wants a romantic relationship with MC and wants her to stop seeing him as gege entirely. Ain't no way. He wants both. And if MC's responses have been any indication, she's trying to let him have it. Whether or not that's sustainable remains to be seen.
TL;DR: MC lets Caleb lie to her and keep secrets from her not from a lack of self-respect, but because part of her still sees him as her big brother who can do no wrong, who she trusts as a caregiver and guardian, who has that authority over her. Even if her adult mind knows better, deep down, that's still her gege, and gege knows best.
Oils you say Caleb cares about people outside of mc? Like would he nag, would he be protective of friends? He acts playfully mean with gideon but does he actually care about him or is it just their dynamic? And outside of gideon if he has another friend.. am I making sense? I’m just wondering about how Caleb acts with people other than mc when she isn’t there
he's a good person at heart and cares about others, yeah. in the recent world underneath, we learn he's set up his own secret private health clinic just for the people he saves from EVER while he's the colonel. i suspect he might have saved that little girl that dies in the main story during his release chapters too. he's authoritative when he's in his colonel role and very 'no nonsense' but has that underlying warmth/kindness that makes people want to trust/follow him, i suspect.
he's an obsessive yandere though so he's focused on mc above all else to the degree that people around him notice it, and if it came between mc's life and wellbeing and anyone else's, he's choosing mc without hesitation. he's kind but ruthless.
he's literally described as the sun by people who hardly know him so yeah i think he had lots of friends, probably without any effort on his part. just maybe not very many that truly knew him well.
i think the difference with mc and others is that he doesn't care how others feel about him, whereas he VERY MUCH cares with mc. so that's probably what is most likely to influence his behaviour in terms of differences between how he is with others versus mc. he's more... blunt? with others from what we've seen. straightforward and no nonsense. whereas with mc, he's very gentle and aware of her feelings and careful with his words.
also, being with mc genuinely makes him the happiest so that warm sunshine part of him just comes out with her more consistently too probably. so partially consistent effort to be someone she likes and wants to be around, and partially just being his warm happy self bc he's happy when he's with her.
