Nameless

XVII | INTP | 5w6 | Names are irrelevant they only enslave their owners with a tantalizing but questionable sense of identity. | online diary of sorts, no other purpose

[rhizomeofache]

you can sacrifice all your hopes and dreams and destroy yourself for a person and they will never love you as much as a stray dog will

[rhizomeofache]

i miss my dad

so much

[rhizomeofache]

sometimes it really bothers me that there’s other people

[rhizomeofache]

relistened to this and it’s first time i’ve felt anything in a long time

[rhizomeofache]

seeing a post i like and thinking wow i like this i should like it, only to find out i already liked it because i liked it before..

dementia and a consistent sense of self

[rhizomeofache]

i’m so funny lmao

[rhizomeofache]

i’m still so funny lmao

[rhizomeofache]

omfg i actually hate her energy

[rhizomeofache]

this triggered me so so so fucking bad i had no idea i could feel this way again

[rhizomeofache]

my heart physically aches ..

[rhizomeofache]

sometimes i wish anyone would call me just to talk to me.. i wish anyone would ask about me

[rhizomeofache]

god i’m actually so tired and miserable i swear it will never get better as long as im alive

i wanna shoot my brains out on the new couch set we got when we set it up

i wanna slice my veins and bleed to death on that new fucking couch in the new fucking apartment

[eymurn]

In your 20s, you'll feel like you're losing the race. It's important to understand that there is no race.

[rhizomeofache]

i’m genuinely repulsed by myself

[rhizomeofache]

i’ve never received a compliment in this country

[rhizomeofache]

i’m beyond repair

i’m genuinely so repulsive and miserable i’ll never be loved i’ll never be enough for anyone or anything

[rhizomeofache]

[rhizomeofache]

i kicked mocha to get her to stop licking herself and making sides but she was so comfortable laying by my feet that she didn’t even expect the kick and she was so heavy and warm and i felt her on my foot and i instantly started sobbing and now i can’t stop

i’m a horrible person

[origami-dragons]

I go to youtube. Cute animal videos are AI now. I go to instagram. There are AI influencers. I go to spotify. It's flooded with AI bands and music. I go to ebay. Every product is AI. I open netflix. Every movie has AI. I watch TV. All commercials are AI. I cancel all my suscriptions. The customer support is AI. I buy a book. It is written by AI. I talk to my friends. They tell me that AI is their new therapist. I take the subway. Some dude is talking to his AI girlfriend next to me. I go to the beach. The sunset is real. I take a pic and upload it. The photo is enhanced with AI. You can't opt out.

[digitalisnarcissus]