I have no idea what I'm doing✌

33 ♓ Homebody 🏡 Pet parent 🐾 Mentally ill 🗑

[inthemoodformoodboards]

[gentlemanmotorslifestyle]

[gentlemanmotorslifestyle]

[fucklife101]

I feel so unbelievably alone.

[rickittalala]

I'm always the caregiver in every scenario. But who takes care of the caregiver?

What I wouldn't give to be taken care of, even just for a day.

[latibule-e-deactivated20231012]

— Lurlene McDaniel, from “Breathless.”

[metamorphesque]

“I was always ashamed to take. So I gave. It was not a virtue. It was a disguise.”

— Anaïs Nin, The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4: 1944-1947

[wedarkacademia]

[fairydrowning]

Love really is just "I'm thinking of you. I will ask you if you are okay. I remember your favorite flavor of tea. I want to talk to you. I hope your mother is well. I will read to you. I like your laugh. I want to help you. I will sit next to you. I got you the chocolate you like. Your eyes have gold in them. I think you'd like this book. I miss you when you aren't here." isn't it?

– Via "becherdireinen" on Tumblr

[abusedpixie]

[fucking-voices-kill-me]

I want to escape from this hell

[quotemadness]

“I’m slowly learning that some people aren’t good for me, no matter how much I love them.”

— Unknown

[makeyouleave]

i hate how much i’ve shared with people. i want to take everything back

[lamictaltears]

liability by lorde.

[eefrostpoetry]

“i was so desperate to be loved that i didn’t see you were incapable of loving me”

—

[thehopefulquotes]

“I no longer know If I wish I to drown my self in love, vodka or the sea.”

— Franz Kafka

[nemosopenletters-blog]

Too Much

I will always be "too much".

Doing too much

Saying too much

Thinking too much

Asking too much.

Giving too much.

Wanting too much.

Feeling too much.

Sometimes I even be seeing too much.

Sometimes I'm too insecure.

Too depressed.

Too loud.

Too obnoxious.

Too clumsy.

Too forgetful.

Too angry.

Sometimes I'm working too hard.

Sometimes I'm complaining too much.

Sometimes I'm sleeping too much.

Hell sometimes I think I'm eating too much.

I be feigning too much.

Needing too much.

Always be asking you questions too much

Always be opening up too much

Always be shutting you out too much.

Sharing my stories a little too much

Sharing my feelings a little too much.

Seeing in black and the white too much.

But sometimes im not enough.

I'm not helping enough.

Explaining enough.

Pretty enough.

Quiet enough.

Happy enough.

Stable enough

Sometimes I think I'm not dead enough.