[ridddarna]

I'm loved...

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I really want to laugh with you. Hold your hand. Walk under the rain with you. I want to call you corny names.

How am I ever going to achieve that, though?????

[ridddarna]

My heart feels something my mouth won't let me scream

[ridddarna]

I may be in love

[ridddarna]

I need to shut the fuck up

[ridddarna]

God I like you so much I like you so much but being with you seems impossible

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I wish I wasn't such a coward. All the things you said all those years ago are true no matter how much I hate to admit it. I am a coward. I should be brave enough to destroy the status quo to be with you but I'm so scared

[ridddarna]

God I like you so much I like you so much but being with you seems impossible

[ridddarna]

What do I do. How do I do it. How can I do the things that'd make me happy but that'd make the others happy too.

Why is nothing ever easy

[ridddarna]

what a sorry excuse of a human being I am

[ridddarna]

I'm so tired of waking up every morning.

[ridddarna]

I hope I die tomorrow. I can't make anyone happy. What is the fucking point in trying if I can't make anyone happy and on top of that I make myself miserable trying to do so

I am so sick of this

[ridddarna]

I'm always like at the verge of screaming

[ridddarna]

Mess with my routine and I will kill myself in front of you

[ridddarna]

honestly I should be dead

I really really really should be dead

[ridddarna]

Wow....... I'm a bad person and I deserve to die 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

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When will my life belong to me? Will it EVER belong to me?

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none of my achievements mean nothing to me because they actually don't belong to me at all. All I've done for ages is doing shit to make others happy while I remain miserable and become more and more bitter with each passing day