[righteousnerdfridge]

Wttttfff

Last night I was feeling really suicidal. Usually when I feel like that I can smoke a bowl and the feeling will subside. But it didn't this time. So I took some klonopin because I was having a panic attack while I was already high. That didn't help either so I took my night time meds which includes seraquil so I could just go to sleep. My doctor suggested when I feel suicidal to just put myself to sleep. That's what I was trying to do! But apparently I just blacked out and fucked the shit out of Travis.

I remember NONE of it 😕

[nikita-ermakov]

[righteousnerdfridge]

Feeling so horrible today.

I'm so tired of taking meds that make me physically sick. Withdrawal is no joke.

[thoughts-in-shower]

Anxiety is like being tied to a table with a blindfold on and there is a knife hung above your stomach. You know the string will eventually break, you just don’t know when and you can’t see it happen. You just have to wait for the sound of the string breaking and inescapable pain of the knife plummeting through your stomach.

[entheognosis]

[thefit-witch]

When you’re getting rid of some of your kids old toys and your kid asks “Mommy what’s in the bag?”

[unpretty]

[bbppddd]

isnt it crazy how one moment youre fine then youre sad as fuck then youre horny as fuck then youre planning how to hurt yourself bc haha thats so funny!

[righteousnerdfridge]

What the heck, did I write this? My life

[righteousnerdfridge]

Am I dying...?

[smores-crepes]

something something mood swings are a fucking bitch

[childoftheplanets]

[righteousnerdfridge]

Why am I still alive?

[madnessisinmyhead]

“It’s getting bad again, I want to hurt myself so bad.”

—

[righteousnerdfridge]

Seriously.

[depression-stays-but-you-dont]

[tokiobordell]

[veryfunnymemes]

[cwote]