〰️ (｡>﹏<) her love is in your hair you lost her earrings in her bed you couldn’t tell her that you lost them cause you’re scared and you’re not talking . . . 💬
hi friends hi rebrand long time no see nb gaf but i’m working on my first long fic!!!! very different from my new theme and very different from what i usually do so when im almost done with that i’ll post a snippet and a taglist ! miss u chat
WHAT CAN WE DO TO HELP HEESEUNG AND ENHYPEN? please read below.
hi guys, i redownloaded tumblr again just to make this statement but heeseung leaving enhypen has caught many of us off gaurd. i think everyone is devasted by this and yes i know everyone is thinking about a future with enhypen as six and honestly I don’t want that either.
i came here to spread awareness about what we could do as a fandom. please refer to this thread first of all.
link one — HEESEUNG did not make the decision to leave—he was kicked out of ENHYPEN.
this shows everything that adds up to heeseungs departure if anyone was also fishy about his sudden announcement like me. honestly, it makes sense.
but now that we are aware, what can we as engenes do? thankfully, twitter engenes made a thread of everything we could do from our side to fully support heeseung and bring him back.
link two — things you can do to help enhypen
sign the petition.
link three — template to email journalists about the situation.
link four — guidance on calling / faxing hybes investment companies !
link five — i found this account very helpful with keeping up with updates and finding out ways to help enhypen.
please sign the petitions ( as to my knowledge, we already have just over 500k ), rich engenes donate if you can. and most of all, do not stop talking about it.
this is genuinely the least we can do and it’s heartbreaking to me that we have to take action when their shitty company can’t do jack.
reblog this post, share it, do anything you can to raise awareness because this isn’t a simple decision you make, this is injustice.
came back to say enhypen will ALWAYS be seven, regardless of whatever’s official or what’s not.
it honestly feels like i grew up with all seven. i got into them when i was 15 and im turning 20 this year, so ultimately i attach them to my teen years entirely. now knowing that we’ll never get enhypen as a whole again… it almost feels like im watching my youth slip away from me. i know im not the only that feels like this, and that might be why this situation feels a lot heavier than normal. it’s not odd or weird to feel upset, because we’ve grown comfortable with enhypen as seven and heeseung being a source of comfort for us all. he has provided millions and millions of people comfort during their darkest times including myself, and for that, i owe him and enhypen a lifes worth of gratitude.
unfortunately, it is that deep, and unfortunately, the decision for heeseung to leave enhypen was extremely sudden and imo a little inconsiderate to the fans that would do anything to support him. i fully think belift is the worst company to ever exist (sm is a suuuper close second), and i DEFINITELY think they’re sabotaging heeseung/enha as a whole because of creative differences. at the same time, we don’t actually know what’s going on, what the future entails for the group and for us.
i think this is a good time for everyone to focus on themselves and remember that unfortunately this is an awful industry at the end of the day. love u all and if anyone wants to vent or talk abt anything my asks and dms are always always always open (:
don’t feel weird for being upset, enhypen is always sev en <3
just a reminder that if you support any acts of killing normal citizens, or the things that ICE is doing to poor and innocent people. I welcome you to unfollow me and not interact with my account.
heyy <3 i js discovered ur account and i really love the way u wrote the ot7 angst argument >< i reread it twice in one night!!! it rly made me feel Something jskdndkd plz write it more!! 💖
UR SO SWEET THANK U ML ☹️ truely it means a lot that u liked it <3
im def trying to get more out but im lowkey pooped i need more ideas ㅜㅜ
In case you haven't seen this trope, basically the other members of the group send the reader photos of their boyfriend
It might just be me that loves this trope, but I wanted to recommend all the versions I have currently seen <3
Part of my Themed Fic Recs
BoyNextDoor:
★ Pictures bnd sent you of your bf leehan
By @nemoihan
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, they're both downbad for each other, fluff, crack, flirty comments, the members are genuinely tired of them, jokes about Taesan being Leehan's bf
★ Lovestruck [Park Sungho]
By @shdrum
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, Sungho is really sweet & plans surprises for reader, down bad Sungho, fluff, Sungho being a bad cook, talk of Woonhak being their child
★ Lovestruck [Lee Riwoo]
By @shdrum
SMAU, male reader, established relationship, slight jealousy from Riwoo, playful banter, being called Daebak's other father, slightly unhinged Riwoo, teasing, fluff
★ Lovestruck [Myung Jaehyun]
By @shdrum
SMAU, male reader, established relationship, down bad Jaehyun, being tired from practice, so fluffy, Jaehyun is slightly crazy and unhinged, pouting, missing each other, fluff
★ Lovestruck [Han Taesan]
By @shdrum
SMAU, male reader, established relationship, down bad Taesan, looks of love, small mention of drowning, blushy Taesan, giving gifts, adorable pet names of 'Sun' & 'Moon' for each other
Enhypen:
★ Enhypen sending you pictures of bf! Heeseung
By @lululoveyy
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, slice of life, down bad reader, reader jokingly hating on Jake, corny and pouty Heeseung, favouring Sunoo out of the members, crack, fluff
★ Enhypen sending you pictures of bf! Jay
By @lululoveyy
SMAU, unspecified reader (but reader is called pretty & beautiful), established relationship, down bad reader, Heeseung calls his hangout w/ Jay as a date, Won & reader are jokingly enemies, fluff
★ Enhypen sending you pictures of bf! Jake
By @lululoveyy
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, slice of life, down bad reader, mentions of overworking, puppy Jake agenda, jokingly possessive reader, playful beefing with Riki, fluff, crack
★ Enhypen sending you pictures of bf! Sunghoon
By @lululoveyy
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, slice of life, down bad reader, jokingly possessive reader, Jake & reader are jokingly enemies, jealous Sunghoon, fluff, crack
★ Enhypen sending you pictures of bf! Sunoo
By @lululoveyy
SMAU, unspecified reader (but they're called 'Mom' by Jungwon), established relationship, down bad reader, bickering with the other members, Sunoo teases reader, playful banter, crack, fluff
★ Enhypen sending you pictures of bf! Jungwon
By @lululoveyy
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, slice of life, down bad reader, mentions of Jungwon being overworked, nerdy Jungwon, reader implying they like losers, crack, fluff
★ Enhypen sending you pictures of bf! Niki
By @lululoveyy
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, down bad reader, Heeseung calls Niki a 'loser', mentions of clingy & nonchalant niki, reader hates sunghoon (jokingly), slight freak reader, crack, fluff
★ Sending you texts of your boyfriend!
By @rikivsco
SMAU, female reader, different scenarios, one chat for each relationship, crack, slight suggestiveness, pet names, random members assigned to the different members, teasing, fluff, crack
★ Pictures ENHYPEN send you of bf!Jay
By @ddksoo
SMAU, gender neutral reader, down bad Jay, crack, playful bullying from the other members, jokes about JakeHoon being married, slightly suggestive, slight talk of marriage
★ Pictures of bf!jake ENHYPEN send you
By @ddksoo
SMAU, gender neutral reader, golden retriever Jake, down bad Jake, teasing from the other members, playful banter, Sunghoon & reader are jokingly beefing, slight suggestiveness, pet names
★ Pictures Enhypen send you of bf!sunghoon
By @ddksoo
SMAU, gender neutral reader, down bad Sunghoon, looks of love, slight suggestiveness, mentions of nudes, Hoon spends lots of money on reader, teasing, slight playful bullying, crack
★ Enha sending you pictures of bf! Sunghoon
By @run2gyuz
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, mentions of nudes and lots of suggestive things, matching each other's freaks, crack, calling Jake Hoon's bf, down bad for each other
Riize:
★ Pictures of bf!eunseok RIIZE send you
By @ddksoo
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, playful bullying from the members, down bad Eunseok and reader, possessiveness, slightly suggestive, fluff, crack
★ Pictures of bf!sungchan RIIZE send you
By @ddksoo
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, down bad for each other, playful teasing, suggestive, matching each other's freaks, mentions of Taro trying to steal him, fluff, crack
★ Pictures RIIZE send you of bf!Anton
By @ddksoo
SMAU, gender neutral reader (but they're called 'pretty'), established relationship, obsessed with each other, matching their freaks, fluff, crack, playful teasing & bullying, silly pics, talk of marriage
Stray Kids:
★ This your man? [Hwang Hyunjin]
By @filmrku
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, yearner x yearner dynamic, down bad for each other, matching each other's freaks, suggestive, constantly horny, other Skz members are sick of them
★ This your man? [Han Jisung]
By @filmrku
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, they haven't had the chance to see each other in a while, down bad for each other, talk of sex & nudes, teasing members, Chan thinks reader is a witch, fluff
★ If I was your boyfriend... [Bangchan]
By @yangkitties
SMAU, gender neutral reader (but reader is called 'mom' once), established relationship, slightly suggestive, Hannah also sends pics of Chan, teasing, fluff, cute, down bad for each other, silly
★ Photo's the Stray Kids send you of your boyfriend [Bangchan]
By @justauthoring
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, playful bullying, thirsting over Chan, silly photos being sent, missing each other, compliments, fluff
★ Photo's the Stray Kids send you of your boyfriend [Changbin]
By @justauthoring
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, thirsting over Changbin, gym pics, Hyunjin & reader fighting playfully over him, cuteness, fluff
★ Photo's the Stray Kids send you of your boyfriend [Hyunjin]
By @justauthoring
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, matching each other's freaks, down bad for each other, thirsting, suggestive, mention of mpreg, playful bullying, fluff, crack
★ Photo's the Stray Kids send you of your boyfriend [Han Jisung]
By @justauthoring
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, fluffy, teasing, down bad for each other, pouting Han, sillyness, compliments, playful bullying from the other members, crack
★ Photo's the Stray Kids send you of your boyfriend [Felix]
By @justauthoring
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, down bad for each other, playful arguments over Felix, compliments, Felix & Seungmin try to cook, fluffy, down bad for each other
★ Photo's the Stray Kids send you of your boyfriend [I.N.]
By @justauthoring
SMAU, female reader, established relationship, playful bullying, really cute pics of Jeongin, compliments, slight chaos, mentions of him falling asleep after practice, Jeongin gets called stupid
Xdinary Heroes:
★ Xdh members sending pics of your bf [Hyung line]
By @devilish-meangadh
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, slightly suggestive, individual chats for each member, randomly chosen members, crack, teasing, mentions of getting drunk, fluff
★ Xdh members sending pics of your bf [Maknae line]
By @devilish-meangadh
SMAU, gender neutral reader, established relationship, slightly suggestive, individual chats for each member, randomly chosen members, crack, quirky Junhan outfits, work being hard, fluff
Idk if your doing requests but I was wondering if you could do angst like idol niki or any enha member x non idol reader and he goes onto a show or smth and flirts with the girl mc of thw show and they get shipped and then like he starts being cold and really dry to the reader in texts and person and they argue about it and he says something really really crazy to her like in a rude way and she starts crying and leaves and yeaa the rest is up to you!!sorry I wrote sm I feel like a yapper🥲
(also they keep their relationship secret for the enha members career)
THE GREATEST ✶ PARK SUNGHOON
𝕰𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐋 : "just wanted passion from you, just wanted what i gave you…”
note 。 anon u must know i live for angst cause this prompt is EVERYTHING hopefully it was what u wanted!
it felt almost comical seeing your boyfriend laugh for the nth time on your tiny tv screen. your coworkers all around you, murmuring about how handsome he looked, how good the chemistry was between him and his cohost. you couldn’t even deny it, as much as you wanted to, that the chemistry between them was palpable.
like any other friday, your coworkers would turn on music bank to watch their favorite groups perform and their favorite idols mc; on any other friday, you were always snickering under your breath hearing your peers fawn over the man on the screen knowing you were the only one that got to sleep with him at night.
that being said, this wasn’t like any other friday. you weren’t normally the jealous type; you were secure in your relationship with sunghoon, despite him wanting your relationship to stay between the two of you (for your protection, of course).
you met very late at night at the convenience store ten minutes out from his company building. he joined you after watching you at the window table eating ramen like there was no tomorrow, and around a month after that first meeting, he asked you to be his girlfriend. that was around eight months ago now, so when you say you’re secure in your relationship, you meant it.
and for the past eight months, sunghoon has been nothing short of perfect. you never tried to bother him much, knowing how busy he got. he was always gentle and caring with you in return, so your relationship grew into a more domestic kind of love.
there was nothing to complain about, really. that was until around a month ago.
sunghoon had been preparing strenuously for his new position as a music bank mc, and because of that, his hours got longer, his work doubled, and his time with you lessened.
you really tried not to care, just focused on your work instead of his, because that’s how he preferred it. you just couldn’t help but feel off when you would receive dry messages and one word answers on phone calls all the time.
it didn’t help that his first day on the job led to tons of dating rumors between him and his cohost. who likes seeing their boyfriend be happy with everyone but them?
“did sunghoon just say she was the prettiest girl he’d ever seen? he wasn’t even looking at his script-- it’s like he wants dating rumors!” that alone snapped you out of your thoughts. they were right; he was barely looking at his script.
“yah, shouldn’t you be working?” you said as you turned back to your laptop. you heard your coworker sigh, leaning against your cubicle wall. “you’ve been like this since the new mc’s starting hosting… are you just sad your favorite idol has a new girlfriend now?”
you felt your heart pick up, but you let out a snicker to mask it. “what are you talking about mina? i think i’ve been like this since you started playing a music show at your office job.”
“did you see the picture that just came out?”
“...what picture?”
“the picture of sunghoon out with his new girlfriend? i thought you liked him…? wait-- do you even like idols like that?--”
“show me the picture, mina.” she hesitated at your change in tone, but she pulled out her phone anyways. turning her screen to you after a few moments of looking, you saw a very clear picture of him and his mc partner at dinner together. by themselves. he was laughing brightly and feeding her a piece of food.
“when was this?” you heard mina gulp at your sudden interest, “two nights ago? do you actually have a crush on him, y/n--”
“no.” you handed her back her phone and turned back to your laptop. “get back to work, mina.”
“okay mom…” you heard her say before turning around and walking away. “weird…”
. . .
“y/n? what are you doing here? you know you can’t be here.” he looked around the hallway before gently pulling you inside. “i know, i know. i just really needed to talk to you, you know, about what's been going on recently?”
after work, you decided to take matters into your own hands. it was a risk going to sunghoon’s dorm when the sun was still up, but it was a risk you were willing to take.
he sighed deeply as he turned to walk towards the living room, leaving you to take your shoes off at the door.
“alright. jay, heeseung and sunoo are out and jungwon is at the company so we’re good for a little while. jake and ni-ki are gaming inside though, so lets just try to keep it down, yeah?”
usually you wouldn’t question it, but you were starting to since he seemed so okay with going out with his mc partner in public…
you set your bag down on the coffee table wordlessly opting to sit next to him on the couch, looking anywhere but at him. it was clear you weren’t in your right mind; your posture was perfect and you were rubbing your sweaty palms against your work slacks. usually, sunghoon would pick that up, but this time, he was just looking at the ground with his elbows resting on his knees.
if someone were to walk in, they would think you two were at a business meeting with how rigid you guys were.
“where were you two nights ago?” he stiffened at your soft voice.
“i was out.”
you looked at him now, your eyes hardening at his vague response. you quickly pulled out your phone and pulled up the picture, before throwing it in sunghoon’s lap. “yeah i fucking know you were out, hoon.”
he flinched at the contact, picking it up to look at it in detail. he groaned while putting your phone on the coffee table.
“this is what your here for? it was nothing, y/n. i thought you weren’t like that.”
“i’m not “‘like that”’ unless you give me a reason to be-- i mean why the fuck are you feeding her food in the first place?” he leaned back on the couch, looking almost bored of the conversation now. “she couldn’t pick up the meat properly so i just did it for her.”
your eyes widened at his shamelessness. “am i a fucking joke to you, sunghoon?” he groaned again, rubbing his hands over his face. “you know you’re not a joke to me, babe, it was a harmless dinner. our managers were there, they just left early.”
“so why didn’t you guys leave with them?”
silence hit him. for some reason, he couldn’t think of anything to say. you got the hint though, and you felt sick. your eyes started to water quickly.
“you fucking liked it, didn’t you?” you heard him sigh as you stood up from the couch. “be honest sunghoon, you went on a date with another girl, and you liked it?”
“it wasn’t a fucking date, y/n--”
“is that why you want me to be kept secret so bad? so you can go out with whoever and not have a girlfriend on your conscience?”
“i’m doing this for you!” you flinched as he stood to tower over you. that was the first time he ever raised his voice at you. “you think i want to deal with your shit and be private at the same time? you don’t think i’m dealing with enough right now? i’m doing this because i have to, so don’t say dumb shit like that, y/n.”
“how do you expect me to think you’re serious about me when you can’t even bring me around your dorm?”
“you knew what you got into when you got into this relationship.”
“and i dealt with it. but how does hiding me from your own members help either of us? and now this? going out in public with your work partner-- feeding her food-- how are you hiding me “because you have to” after all that?” your breathing was heavy as you sobbed, looking at the ground. sunghoon was silent, but it was clear he was heated.
“how can i even… reassure myself that you still love me if you’re out with other people and keeping me hidden?”
sunghoon’s shoulders dropped.
“y/n, i’m so tired. i’m tired of this job, i’m tired of these accusations, and i’m so tired of your stupid insecurities being projected onto me. i don’t have the energy to reassure you, okay? if you think i don’t love you anymore then so fucking be it. i just want you to leave me alone and let me deal with my own shit-- it’s draining, to be as honest as i can, since that’s all you fucking want from me these days.”
the silence that fell after that was… heavy. he regretted it the second his heavy breaths settled into the tension.
your reaction didn’t help either.
you were at a loss for words; your eyes were wide and glassy, mouth slightly agape. your previous sobs came to a halt when he first said it.
if you think i don’t love you anymore then so be it. you did think it, so he did feel it.
you looked down, nodding to yourself as your tears started to fall to the ground instead of your cheeks. if you think i don’t love you anymore then so be it.
“then so be it, sunghoon.” you wiped a stray tear away as you reached for your things on the coffee table. your previous sadness was so quickly replaced with emptiness, you didn't even know how to process it all. and sunghoon, your once lovesick boyfriend that never even dreamt of saying what he said to you, was at a loss himself.
he didn’t mean it-- any of it, he didn’t mean for things to get this bad, but he himself started to lose his grip on his balance between you and work. his adamance on you staying hidden was draining enough, but he was doing it for you-- or at least that’s what he’s been telling himself.
you couldn’t understand why you had to be hidden from his members too, but you were starting to realize it was because he was afraid that in doing so, you would be real. it was so clear to you now, he was just pushing you away before things got too real, but like him, you were tired too.
the front door opened as you put your shoes on. heeseung, jay, and sunoo froze at the door as they watched you look at them and bow, before sliding past them to go home. the air inside was extremely tense as sunghoon collapsed back onto the couch, his hands rubbing his face in distress.
“uh-- why was there a girl crying in our living room? do you… know her?” heeseung got no response for a minute as the rest of them continued to come inside and settle in.
“she’s my girlfriend.” he heard sunoo spit out the water he was about to drink and jay drop four shopping bags from across the hall. “or-- she was. i fucked up so bad.”
. . .
that night was one of the worst nights of your life. you cried so hard you passed out at four in the morning and you couldn’t open your eyes properly when you woke up. you had to call in sick because your head was pounding and your nose was so clogged you were breathing through your mouth.
you knew sunghoon wouldn’t even have the time to check in on you, and he certainly hasn’t given you a call or a text. not that you would want one-- no, you blocked him the second you left. he was already gone before you had even confronted him about the whole thing anyways. you did wonder what the others thought when you walked in though... maybe sunghoon told them you were a stalker, or maybe that you were his old figure skating friend.
it had been a week since the argument, and you were already learning the hard way that the world doesn’t stop when you’re going through something.
you had just gotten back from a run to clear your head after work, because “out of sight, out of mind” was becoming your new motto. it was starting to become familiar to you, the phrase, until your doorbell rang right as you stepped out the shower.
honestly, the last person you expected to show up at your door was sunghoon. hell, you even expected mina to show up before him-- but to your surprise, sunghoon stood tall in front of you, holding three big gift bags and a flower bouquet.
you didn’t even know how to react, your eyes were wide as you looked up at the boy, who was nothing short of nervous.
“can i… come in?” you barely heard him. his voice was so quiet and gentle that the aircon was almost louder than him. you were seriously debating on if you should because even if it was almost a week ago, his words ran deep. ultimately, your body reacted faster than your brain did, stepping out of the way to make the entrance clear. you heard him release a strangled breath, like it was something he had been holding for years.
he carefully placed the gift bags on your dining table before turning back to you with the large bouquet in hand. he was staring at the flowers, shaking a bit.
“i don’t… expect you to forgive me…” he drew in a deep breath, before looking into your eyes. “but if we’re going to end, let’s end right.”
for some reason, that broke your heart. for the past week, you were so adamant on ignoring the situation overall that you didn’t think about the status of your relationship after everything. facing the reality that maybe things won’t be the same… it made you feel sick. sunghoon continued before you could respond.
“i want to start by saying that i’m sorry. bare minimum, yes, but you deserve that at least--”
his words caught in his throat as you gently took a hand that was holding the bouquet to guide him to the couch. you sat down quickly after, patiently looking up at him to sit beside you. you looked like an angel on earth to him, really. he too, felt his body move before his brain did as he sat down with the bouquet still held tightly.
“what i did was… unforgivable. to be honest with you, i didn’t think anything of it because i would never even think to choose another person over you. that dinner felt like nothing to me, because i was just thinking about how she wasn’t you the whole time.” he sighed, holding the bouquet to his lap now.
“i don’t even know why i got so defensive… i just had a two hour meeting before you came that day-- about everything happening right now. maybe having another talk about it set me off. that isn’t an excuse, but it’s context, i guess.”
you could tell he was starting to word vomit now, but you continued to listen patiently.
“honestly y/n, its been rough, these past few weeks. i couldn’t even look past all that and see how hard you’ve been trying for me. how many times you’ve made meals for me, or sent me coffee. this whole week without made me realize this might’ve been a fraction of what you’ve been feeling like this whole month… i’m just… so deeply sorry for making you feel like that.”
he finally looked up to see your eyes watering as you listened silently. and as if he couldn’t help it, he let go of the bouquet to wipe a stray tear from your cheek.
“I’m drowning all the time, y/n, but you? you’re my breath of fresh air. you’re the reason why i try so hard to swim back up to the surface.” you started to fully cry now, and you could feel sunghoon gently pulling you into his chest.
“i tried to keep you at a distance so i didn’t pull you down with me, baby,” he murmured into your hair. “when we first started dating, i brought up the idea to the members and they were… really against it. they really got in my head about involving others into my personal life because of how intense it can get. honestly, i still agree with them.”
your cries died down, hiccups and sniffles being the only sounds coming from you as you listened intently against his chest. it was nice, his heartbeat never jumped when he talked. just a soothing, steady rhythm.
“and after you left that night, i told them everything. i realized that it’s not fair to you, being left behind to the closet people to me.” there he goes again, speaking softer than the air around him. “i do love you, y/n. i love you more than anything.”
at that, he felt your arms wrapped around his waist tighten, then relax. after a minute of silence, he craned his neck to the side to see your face buried in his chest, eyes closed.
to be fully honest, you haven’t slept properly in days. sunghoon somehow always had that affect on you: his soft voice that he reserves only for you, his calm breathing in contrast to your constant anxious state, and his scent that always smelled like home to you… it almost made you forget the whole thing.
you knew you weren’t going to leave, but you also knew it wasn’t going to be the same, either. there was some trust you had to rebuild, some new friends you had to make. you both knew it wasn’t going to be easy.
he chuckled at your cheek squished against his chest and kiss your head, before laying you back with him on the couch.
honestly, rebuilding seems like a tomorrow problem. you were going to stay here for now, at the safest place where you know you could be.
a/n: yes i know the ending is ahh im trying to get this out before finals week
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