星が空

“ know this: you can start over, each morning.”

[wildelectrictype]

the sky looked so pretty last wednesday

[blossomfully]

Maybe,“ she said, “I’m sad because he hurt me. Maybe I’m sad because I was convinced he wouldn’t. “Maybe I’m sad just because I’m sad, or maybe it’s because I’ve lost something I gave away so willingly, that now I’ll never get back. Maybe I’m sad because I lost a part of myself, not because I lost him.

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[blossomfully]

“Can you stay friends with an ex?” she asks. By this she means, can you forget the nights when your head was on his stomach and his hands were in your hair and you swore you would never let each other go? Or, maybe, more importantly, can you remember but still let go? “Maybe,” I tell her. By this, I mean, maybe - if you’re over him and he’s over you. By this, at least, I mean: can you remember and not want it back? Can you remember and not feel sad?

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[thelovejournals]

I loved you head over handles like my first bicycle accident — before the mouthful of gravel and blood, I swore we were flying.

Sierra DeMulder (via thelovejournals)

[yand-illust]

コミティア出るっす

スペースは【け08a】です

[quotemadness]

You were a dream. Then a reality. Now a memory.

Iain Thomas (via quotemadness)

[ksoo]

151017, 160113 ☁

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

I lied and said I was busy; but not in a way most people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming a racing heart. I was busy telling myself I am OK.

b.oakman/Anxiety Doesn’t Knock First (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[tokivi-blog]

flower wall

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I thought I would be okay. I kept telling myself: “Work harder. Go home and get to bed early. Don’t tell others you’re unhappy.” I don’t know how to get through these long nights. I can’t sleep. I don’t want to hate myself.

Days Of Being Wild (1990)

[blossomfully]

I want you to know that - i. It doesn’t matter that we ended. Life moves on. People forget. Friends become strangers. The ones that you love(d) change. ii. That doesn’t mean I didn’t love you. I did. In my own convoluted, messy way. I did. iii. I’m sorry I couldn’t heal the wounds in your chest, I tried. I’m sorry for creating them. I never knew that I was capable of hurting anyone like that until I hurt you. iv. But… I know that war is never one sided. Sometimes, sometimes I feel like I lost a limb in that battle too. v. When it comes down to it, I’m grateful for our moments of silence, our moments of peace, interspersed with laughter. I’m grateful for your kindness. vi. Maybe I’ll never stop writing about you.   vii. But you should probably stop reading what I write. viii. The truth is that some nights I still feel unbearable. But I’m getting there, I’m getting there. Most days now, I feel alright.

Sue Zhao // A Letter (via blossomfully)

[blossomfully]

I was afraid that no one would understand, so I kept everything to myself.

S.Z. // Vodka thoughts #34 (via blossomfully)

[muniacs]

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[crystalcurses-deactivated201802]

[theunrequitedlover]

[blossomfully]

I hope you marry her. I hope she makes you happy. I hope one day you look into her eyes and know that she’s the one. I hope she makes you laugh. I hope she never dismisses your tears. I hope she’s there for you when you need her most and she never makes you question whether you’re enough. I hope she supports you and you support her too. I hope you build each other up. I hope she feels like home after a long day, and her arms feel safe. I hope she does little things absentmindedly which make you smile, and she gets along with your brother. I hope her family are kind to you. I hope you are happy together. I hope you marry her. It is none of my business anymore but I hope she gives you everything you deserve. I hope she gives you everything I never could.

Sue Zhao (via blossomfully)

[hanasaki-ki]