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Intro Post #3

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My name is Lix

I am 17 years old (‘08)

I make long form research posts on controversial people/events in history (but i’m ☕️🌊🌊 and music focused)

I currently am writing a series ive named “Who was?” where i will do a deep dive on a specific person or event and you can find those easily with the tag ‘#who was’ on my profile. I also take requests on certain cases or people!

I also LOVE asks, so send them!!

yes i know this is from Lords of Chaos

my dms are open, and i'll share other socials in the dms!

I have been in the ☕️🌊🌊 community for around 5ish years now, I’ve had plenty of blogs that ended up getting termed.

My previous account was ‘dkpilled’, I was spread around a for a bit in summe ‘25 due to me requesting rira’s autopsy report, where unfortunately i was informed they never performed one.

I have always been interested in music subcultures, and researching them. I just never made the posts before. I’m deciding to spread my focus a bit more this summer though.

My tags are

#rirapilled yap - personal posts

#informational post - research posts

#who was

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trying to decide between political science, literature or history as my major… sos

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Rira in books

Book 1- Serial Killers & Mass Murderers by Nigel Cawthorn

Book 2- Serial Killers by Brian Innes

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Women as Perpetrators

DISCLAIMER: This list is for educational and news purposes only. I do not condone the actions of nor support any of the women listed.

I saw someone's intro that said they were into cases where women were the perpetrators so i scoured wikipedia lists to find the most interesting women i could

I tried to title them using the most popular buzzword, so some are titled by the place where it happened, and some are titled by the perps name

"Known" Perps in the CC

- Aileen Wuornos: Probably the most widely known female serial killer

- Jodi Arias: Murdered her ex-boyfriend in 2008, still alive in prison

- Alyssa Bustamante: killed Elizabeth Olten in the woods in 2009, is still alive & in prison

- Natalie/Samantha Rupnow - i think we all know who she is, school shooter, happened 2024, killed 2

- Tumbler Ridge Shooting: Jessie Van Rootselaar/Strang, Feb 10th 2026, 9 total deaths 2 at her house and 7 at the school including herself, (this happened the day after my 19th birthday)

(Note: Didn't include Audrey/Aiden Hale due to the iffy gender stuff.

Note 2: Didn't include Lois Lippert & Isabel Valdez as they were only arrested for conspiracy to commit.)

Kinda known?

- Cleveland Elementary School Shooting: Brenda Spencer, happened in 1979 by a 16 yo, shes still alive in prison

- Nevada Tan: 11yo Natsumi Tsuji kills her 12yo classmate Satomi Mitarai in 2004

Single Murders (Attempted & Succeeded)

- Morgan Geyser & Anissa Weier: Attempted murder of their friend under the guise of "pleasing Slenderman"

- Tracey Wigginton: Vampire Killer, "allegedly" killed and drank the blood of animals, then upgraded and killed a man

Spree/Serial Killers

- Caril Ann Fugate: Spree killer, was an accomplice to a man, 14 when the 9 murders happened

- Velma Barfield: Serial Killer, First woman executed in the US, Active 1969 - 1978, 7 Victims

- Tamara Ivanyutina: Russian serial killer who used Thallium to poison people, active between 1976 and 1987

- Gang of Amazons: Family of Russian serial killers, 4 members 3 women, killed up to 30 people, active 2007 - 2013

Mass Killings (Attempted & Succeeded)

- Youtube Headquarters Shooting: Nasim Aghdam, 2018, no deaths except herself

- Bryansk School Shooting: Alina Afanaskina, 2023, 2 deaths including Alina, shooting happened in front of Alina's twin

- Olga Hepnarova: Czech mass murderer, used a truck to kill 8 people, was the last woman to be executed in Czech

- Hart Family Murders: White lesbians kill their 6 adopted black children and then themselves

- Christine Paolilla: aka Clear Lake Murders, shot 4 ppl in 2003, wasnt apprehended till 2006

Terrorism/War Crimes

- Kim Hyon-hui: North Korean Agent who bombed South Korea, killing 115 people

- Hiroko Nagata: Japanese Leftist Terrorist who killed/helped kill 15 people, was a part of the URA (United Red Army)

If anyone has cases to add lmk! I still need to read through a few different sources I have so I'll be adding as I read

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Lullaby - a Brazilian metal musician. The next slide is a weird ass love letter Varg Vikernes wrote to her

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Richard Ramirez police sketches, in chronological order.

March 1985: Two sketches made from Maria Hernandez’s description.

May 1985: Sketch made from Lillian Doi’s description.

June 25th 1985: Sketch made from Carol Kyle’s description.

July 7th 1985: Sketch made from Sophie Dickman’s description.

July 21st 1985: Sketch made from Somkid Khovananth’s description.

August 30th 1985: Second sketch made from Carol Kyle’s description.

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necrobutcher, 1989

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evidence recovered from the cafeteria and erics car

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Kys whore

I tried to answer your DM from your other account but you blocked me so you couldn’t receive it. Feel free to dm me if you have anything to say beyond this👍

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The .45 caliber handgun Dylann Roof received for his birthday. It is believed he used it in the massacre.

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Who was Bård Eithun? (Faust)

Early Life

Bard Eithun (Faust) was born on April 21st, 1974 in Hedmark Norway. Not much is known about his childhood or immediate family. Throughout his early life he’d often visit Lillehammer, and in his mid teen years that’s where he moved.

Photos of Faust

After moving to Lillehammer in 1990 at age 16, he joined the band Thorns as their drummer. 

He was a part of Thorns until 1992, when he moved to Oslo and joined the band Emperor.

Emperor Era

Faust became Emperor's permanent drummer in Autumn 1992, shortly after the release of Emperor’s demo “Wrath of the Tyrant” in May of the same year. They’d rehearse their positions in Notodden, Norway with Faust's arrival as their drummer allowing everyone to hone their skills. 

Faust performed on the 1993 demo also holding the name of “Emperor”. This was their first official release. This demo helped solidify them in the scene, and the sound and direction they would have moving forward.

Faust was also the drummer on Emperor’s full length debut album, “In the Nightside Eclipse” when recording took place in July 1993 at HM Studio in Oslo. It was released on February 21st 1994 by Candlelight Records. 

Faust on drums

In 1992, Faust got a job at Euronymous’s record shop named Helvete. Helvete was used as a meeting spot for the ‘inner circle’ of the black metal community there in Norway. 

Helvete, after its creation, quickly became a meeting place for those in the ‘inner circle’ of the black metal community, with figures like Faust, Varg Vikernes, Occultus and others. While this was technically not an official or formal group, the people who were considered a part of the circle are considered to be influential to the early second wave scene.

The 1992 Murder

On the night of  August 21st, 1992, Faust was walking home from a Pub in Lillehammer while visiting family. An older man named Magne Andreassen, while drunk, approached him and propositioned Faust for sex. This led to Faust agreeing to go to a secluded area in the park's wooded area. He then stabbed Andreassen 37 times. 

The next day he returned to Oslo where he told other members of the inner circle what happened, notably Euronymous and Varg Vikernes. 

Later that same year the three of them burned down Holmenkollen Chapel. 

Faust avoided capture until late 1993, after Varg's arrest for murdering Euronymous. After Varg was arrested, the police began investigating members of the Black Metal community which eventually led to the arrest of Faust in August 1993, where he then confessed to the killing and stated it was on impulse.

In 1994 Faust was on trial for the murder, where he was sentenced to 14 years for the murder which was standard for cases where there were no aggravating factors like multiple victims. 

Imprisonment Period

After sentencing in 1994, Faust was in prison up until 2003, being released 5 years early. While in prison Faust maintained contact with the black metal community and participated in multiple interviews.

He once stated “I have a lot of bad memories from the early times of my arrest of course like the custody, the trouble of accepting my situation and such…” -From: I Return to Darkness 'zine Issue #6 - FINLAND - Surma 1998 V.A.

Post-Prison Career

After his release in 2003, Faust made a return to music joining the band Scum as their drummer. In 2004, he co-founded the band Blood Tsunami which was thrash metal music, taking inspiration from 80s bands. 

Following this, he has joined a multitude of other bands, acting as a lyricist and drummer. In 2025, Faust reunited with Emperor, with them having a special performance at the ‘Beyond the Gates” festival, which is set to happen from July 29th - August 1st later this year. 

Despite his controversial life and past, Faust has remained in the music scene and kept connections with the black metal community. Kristian Espedal also known as Gaahl once stated Faust is the first person who supported him once he came out as gay. 

““[W]ithin metal, I think the metal community is one of the most open communities there is. I have never seen any disturbances there. Of course, they are linking things back to the early days with Dissection and Faust and Emperor. The first person to send me a message after the media caught up with me being gay, was Faust. He sent me a message of support. So people can imagine whatever they want, I don’t know anyone in the Norwegian black metal scene that is against gays. It’s an extremely liberal scene.” -Gaahl 2019

Faust 2024

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The Faust post is taking much longer to write compared to the other two posts, so im slightly unhappy with the rate ive been getting work done but its okay chat

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"When will you learn that it is you who corrupts? For it will be too late when the new rogue erupts. Richard's story to you was a shocker but you're still working on another Night Stalker, and for us who love Richard our love is great. It just goes to prove we have less hate.

-Christine"

The ending of a poem made about rira towards the end of his trial

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I'm working on a post about Faust right now, but lowk worried i might lose power since its thundering so bad </3

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if anyone has any specific cases they want to know more on send me an ask

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Who was Pelle Ohlin?

This post has been edited as i've received new information and to clarify some points!

Early Life

Per Yngve (Pelle) Ohlin was born on January 16th,1969 in Västerhaninge,Sweden, he was a quiet, introverted child, and most considered his interests weird as he was intrigued by horror, comics and war. His parents split shortly after their third child was born. He is the older brother to 3 younger siblings.

Information on Pelle’s early life has been made known through interviews and statements made by his brother and are available in more detail online.

Throughout Pelle’s early life he also suffered from Sleep Apnea, a condition which causes breathing interruptions in sleep. 

One critical point in his childhood has been made aware to the public, when he was 13 years old, he ruptured his spleen which caused internal bleeding, an injury so intense his heart stopped and he lost consciousness for multiple minutes until he was eventually resuscitated by paramedics.

Pelle himself claims this was from an ice skating accident but his brother, Anders, stated in a book, where he revealed that Pelle was severely bullied as a child. After one attack by the bullies so extreme he ruptured his spleen, which led to him being rushed to the hospital. 

This incident is what led to Pelle’s fascination and obsession with death and inspired his stage name, Dead. 

Teenage Years

As Pelle entered his teenage years, he grew interested in heavy metal and the music scene as a whole, with Venom, Bathory, and Sodom being some of his favorites. 

In 1986, when Pelle was 17 years old, he founded the Swedish death metal band Morbid, he recorded the debut demo album named ‘December Moon’ which was released in 1987. Pelle’s feelings towards Morbid were complex, he was passion driven, and had an artistic connect to the band, though with the loss of his guitarist, he decided to move on. 

Mayhem

In 1988, the Norwegian black metal band Mayhem needed a new vocalist after their previous one ‘Maniac’ left the band. This led to Pelle being interested and sending Euronymous and Necrobutcher a package, a crucified rat, and a tape with his vocals on it. While they lost the crucified rat, they made sure to save the tape with his contact information. Euronymous was impressed, this was exactly who he wanted as his vocalist. 

So, Pelle packed his belongings and moved to his sister country, Norway to join Mayhem as their newest vocalist.  

Dead and Euronymous

The Dead Persona

Pelle’s stage name throughout his musical career was ‘Dead’, a nickname chosen by himself due to his intense morbid fascination with death. During his time with Mayhem, he cultivated a persona, around darkness and being corpse-like. 

Mayhem as a whole held an image of being a part of the darkness, being anti-christian and satan worshipping. Dead helped drive this image as for him, the lines between his Dead persona and him as a person blurred.

Pelle suffered from depression for a big portion of his life, this was shown with his self harm, him both doing it in private, but as well as on stage. He’d cut himself during performances to put on a show of ‘evil’. It was stated by Emperor’s drummer Faust that after one performance Pelle injured himself so badly he was supposed to go to the hospital afterwards but didn't, leaving Pelle sick with blood loss.

Pelle would bury his stage clothes in the ground so they would develop a grave-like rot smell, so he could further his corpse-like appearance, Pelle wanted to be as similar to a corpse as he could. 

To further the look into being corpse-like, Pelle would wear corpse-paint, and he popularized it within their band. The origins of corpse paint are complicated and has mixed interpretations, but Dead did popularize it within the immediate scene and popularized the name of ‘Corpse-Paint’ 

Photos of Pelle during a recorded video and him wearing corpse paint

He would also self-isolate. This was made easier by the fact some of the members of Mayhem decided to live in a remote house in the woods. He would lock himself in his bedroom, and go days without speaking to anyone. 

Necrobutcher would state that the house situation could be tense, Euronymous and Dead often got on each other's nerves, they’d agitate each other. With one situation being stated by Hellhammer that Dead would sleep outside in the woods because Euronymous would blast music that he hated, and that Euronymous would go outside with their shotgun and shoot it into the air.

The Death of Pelle Ohlin

By April 1991, his persona of Dead became intertwined with who he was as a person even off of the stage. He continued to suffer from depression and ultimately on April 8th, 1991, Pelle killed himself in his bedroom while alone in the house. He left a suicide note which started with the line “Excuse the blood…” 

Euronymous returned home to find the door locked, and with that he had to get a ladder and climb inside through a window. This led to him finding Pelle’s body. Euronymous then left the house, going to a closeby store to buy a new disposable camera. He returned to the house, and posed Pelle’s body moving the objects around him and the way his body laid. He then took multiple pictures of him. After this, is when he decided to report the suicide.

One of the photos that was taken that day was used as the cover of Mayhem's bootleg live album named “Dawn of the Black Hearts” which was released in 1995. 

Pelle Ohlins Legacy

Following Pelle’s untimely death in April 1991, the black metal scene went through many very drastic changes in a very short amount of time. People who knew Euronymous have stated that Pelle’s death, and him finding his body affected him more than he showed, and that it led to him taking the ‘dark’ and ‘evil’ persona to a more personal level, beyond the show it was before. 

Emperor’s drummer, Faust once stated "[Dead] wasn't a guy you could know very well. I think even the other guys in Mayhem didn't know him very well. He was hard to get close to….”

Occultus, who took over as Mayhem's vocalist for a short period after Pelle’s passing stated “"He [Dead] didn't see himself as human; he saw himself as a creature from another world. He said he had many visions that his blood has frozen in his veins, that he was dead. That is the reason he took that name. He knew he would die." 

Many fans or people who knew who attempted to sensationalize his death, which in the decades following his death, has led to much misinformation and rampant theories we cannot confirm. 

Pelle Ohlin's passing was tragic, and should’ve been preventable if he had the proper support system that he needed during his times of struggle. His life was a foundational part of the early Norwegian black metal scene, and his legacy has continued to live on in the 3 decades it has been since his passing, with people still enjoying the music he created, and finding comfort in the person he was. 

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currently working on a post about Pelle Ohlin, similar to my last post. Not sure how long this one will be in comparison 🧐 (euronymous one was 863…)

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Its an absolute monster of a post being over 1k words, editing it right now and will post it soon