Kellin.

she / they. misery is company. 25.

[risenfromthe-ash3s]

kellin quinn ~ 25 ~ unholy heart <3

topics of depression, anxiety, suicide, hatred of oneself, death and hatred of others will be present. you have been warned.

{ fandomless oc blog ~ mod is 18, be respectful }

RULES

LORE

MUSIC TASTE

CLOTHING TASTE

TRINKETS

{heavily inspired blog. i do not intend to impersonate or copy. im here for fun.}

i am my fathers mistake. im easily undone and im no stranger to rage.

[christiansdeaths]

Been home for one week and I’m already going to the ER. Some kind of Pitt curse.

[doctor-batty]

Could just be because you have the balance of a newborn horse, but I don’t know all that much about curses. Could be connected for all I know.

[christiansdeaths]

Definitely connected, tho newborn horse is a little ego bruising. Can’t I be something less gangly looking?

[doctor-batty]

No, no, I think it fits. If you want you can be a goth looking horse but that’s the best I got.

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giraffe.

goth giraffe.

[christiansdeaths]

D: even worse.

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baby.. bat?

idfk anymore

[christiansdeaths]

Been home for one week and I’m already going to the ER. Some kind of Pitt curse.

[doctor-batty]

Could just be because you have the balance of a newborn horse, but I don’t know all that much about curses. Could be connected for all I know.

[christiansdeaths]

Definitely connected, tho newborn horse is a little ego bruising. Can’t I be something less gangly looking?

[doctor-batty]

No, no, I think it fits. If you want you can be a goth looking horse but that’s the best I got.

[risenfromthe-ash3s]

giraffe.

goth giraffe.

[risenfromthe-ash3s]

What kind of style would you go for?

- 🕸️

like for a haircut or clothing?

because if it’s a haircut I’d stop having my hair in a ‘straightened’ look and actually take care of it for a wavy look up to about my mid neck or start of my clavicle. really miss that look.

BUT if it’s clothing, I think I need to embrace myself more. I have so many thrifted band shirts and I don’t wear them enough. I was cleaning my room and I think I found at least.. 15?? maybe 20?? ive got more somewhere.

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I might just chop my hair off or shave it. don’t know.

seems fun.

:)

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what if I actually show my true self. what would people think?

would people like me more?

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trying to study when this creature is disturbing me.

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as that one linkin park song says, I’ve #givenup with life actually.

im just here to please people. im a people pleaser. thats all ill ever be. a dumb fucking people pleaser.

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ugh should i steal the weed stash? the alcohol? fuck knows.

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1am thoughts baby.

what if my family didn’t grow up with trauma from suicide? what would have happened?

they never talk about him. i think they’re scared. that’s why he haunts the old house.

I quite like him. he reminds me of what could happen. death.

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god i fucking talk a lot.

someone needs to stitch my mouth closed.

maybe my parents were right.

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fuckin hate tumblr sometimes.

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TRINKETS!!

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CLOTHING TASTE!!

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MUSIC TASTE!!

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+ more!

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LORE!!

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kellin grew up with her two older brothers and one older sister in [redacted]. she no longer have contact with her family, due to toxicity, but they still try to contact her to guilt trip her into coming back. 

she found her people when she moved to pittsburgh, where she is studying to become a medical receptionist, and is currently working at an alt / goth clothing store. one of her biggest dreams was to become a teacher, but once she cut contact with her family, that dream died.

despite looking like she just walked out of a hot topic, kellin is quite harmless once you get to know her, and she’s not scary at all. she just wants to be loved, unlike what her parents showed her as a child.

she will make dark jokes, that’s just her humour. don’t take it personally.

[risenfromthe-ash3s]

RULES!!

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will interact with: kind people, ocs, anonymous asks, fandoms, those who have basic respect for others.

won't interact with: bullies, racists, sexists, those who do not show respect for others.

nsfw + sfw topics ( if you aren't sure if you can interact, just ask! )

please be restful. i am 18. i have not been alive long enough to deal with people’s bullshit. i will call someone out if i have to.

topics of depression, anxiety, hatred of oneself, suicide, hatred of others & death will be present at times. you have been warned.