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[ he/they/it ] [ demiflux / transmasc ] [ spiritual fictionkin ] [ July 26 '06 ]

[riseofthejesters]

New Year, New Intro

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Welcome people, to my fictionkin side blog!~

Warning: This is somewhat of a diary blog, I WILL ramble and I WILL vent. If you don't wish to see vents and talks from a delusional man, don't follow me <3 (blocking is free :3c)

I am 19 years old at this moment, will be 20 this July 26th. Using they/he/it and masc/neutral terms. I am somewhat uncomfortable talking to random ass kids, but you are still welcomed to ask questions related to fictionkin/otherkin things if you need it or cant find resources. I do know lots, though i would recommend getting off of Tumblr and not even viewing my profile, but i know most wont follow that...

My main blog is here, and thats where i interact from and sometimes reblog my posts onto here to talk about kin stuff lol.

Here are some important links for you!

Fictionkin List & Tags Personal Kintropes Kiddos I Adopted Boundaries Terms I use (with meanings)

That is all, enjoy this hellsite buddy :]

[hyprdeath]

computer how to deal with fictionkin yearning how to get rid of The Yearning. computer are you listening. computer What To Do

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Watching the new demo things so far and.

1: my dad did not fucking do that

2: Mystery Person is still acting like me, even more so w the new dialog (HELLOOOOO BADFUTURE MEEE!~)

3: yeah. dude. Dude seriously, talk of the "choir", makes me feel like they also grabbed the ghostwalker. But.. idunnoooo... I remmeber it having the illumina as its main sword.. and it also had two illuminas before i took it. Hmm.

ANYWAYS!!! YOU FUCK FACES BETTER DRAW MYSTERY FIGURE WITH ITS ONE ARM LIKE SPAWN INTENDED, PLEASSE ALL FANART I SEE OF MF BESIDES 3 PIECES HAVE HAD THEM WITH TWO ARMS. AND IVE SEEN ALOT SO FAR...

IT HAS ONE ARM, POLLEASEE T_T. PLEASEE GIVE MY EVIL SELF ITS SINGULAR ARM..

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Here was i, minding my business realizing how hot Dr. Sophie was, then, suddenly, i find out i was in a sword swap au. i guess??

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sometimes i think my old lives sucked but then i come to the realisation that i actually feel true fear being around someone who is drunk enough to stumble.

So, i would rather take the horrors of collecting the SFOTH swords or being the worst villain ever, compaired to me being afraid of something as weak as a drunnk person. Thnak you very much.

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Feel like I need to look back at some kintypes,, since some could've been me as a kid daydreaming (my daydreams CAN be vivid but I now can tell mems apart easier, compared to 14yr old me)

I,, dont know if I was Wiz. Hmmm. (Same thing happened w Mags, so it could be.)

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Yk for some fuckass reason im calling the ghostwalker my wife and tbh, hell yeah my sfoth sword is a she/it killer. She is my wife and I miss being able to hold it :[

> this is not about ph1ghting

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hmmnbnmb i feel crazy. and like no one should talk to me. </3 Like an SCP thats bad,, yarg

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why the fuck did i get a mundane-ass memory of getting my tonsils removed as a child.

what. huh??? <- never had that surgery irl.

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just realised alot of my rambles of my less-shifted kins are just, gone, as it was on a priv amino group.

aughhh. I had information about my Chat kin,,, gosh.

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I just remembered about how i wanted wolf ears and tail for the longest time as a child,,, then a while later (after getting over that phase) realizing i am an Alolan Vulpix kin.

i should look into therian and otherhearted terms,,, feel like i could be otherhearted for arctic foxes? Therian stuff tho, it just useful for me too know ^^;

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Ugh. Look, i feel like my home self more, kinself, whatever. But that means I want to help my dads with business stuff and walk around outside without a care.

Im in Alaska, it takes hours to go anywhere on foot. Fuckk thiss >:[

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Things from my old life appears in this one.

The way the sunsets is similar to that of the sunsets on The Heights.

The clouds during a nice day reminds me of Bizville, my home. They look fluffy and nice.

People, nice communities, reminds me of home.

Nature is the most connective thing for home and here, I like it. People, not as much. Though its probably due to propaganda n staying inside alot.

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Yk I belive in past lives, the multiverse existing. All that shit.

But a moment someone says that im a starseed or if they gen belive that they are. I get the red flag in my head. Just . Pops up.

Made this bc i remembered a weird interaction when I was getting my hair cut, I would rather just have been called the r-slur or autistic instead /lh, more straightforward.

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In the middle of sleep and wake i kind of started daydreaming and realized, even if I was still there in Robloxia. I would've had to seen my friends die of old age, which. Sucks.

Im not good with death here, I haven't even accepted that my family friend is fucking dead and its been. I think 4 years. Haven't really mourned.

I think back home, it would've been a bigger issue.

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OKAY, SO

saw this meme, remembered something, and went:

"Well i mean, they're nonbinary so i guess that counts"

...

I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT TF THEY LOOKED LIKE.

HELP ME

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H.

Hey.

Hey past me.

Past me.

The boss was a they/he, mostly they in what new memory feels tells us. Pretty sure they had no concept of gender. For their culture? Maybe?? (Idk we killed him, so. ._. )

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Me: "Aw man, missed my chance of using Call: Jerry, ima watch a video on it"

Video: Shows the information

Me: Somehow gets a memory of me fighting with him once.

Me: