misfit / harlow / riven

they/xe/he/ask | profic Hardcore BF Owain fan I really like media analysis and in depth headcanons so follow for that

[riven-in-time]

I suppose since I’m getting a small following in my very specific niche—analyzing Minecraft roleplay and talking about the lack of media literacy in current fandom—I should introduce myself more than just “that one random autistic Owain analyst”

Formerly @fandoms-a-circus!!

Hi! You can call me Misfit, Riven, or Harlow. I’m 16 and use they/xe/he/ask pronouns, but basically any pronouns are fine as long as they aren’t she/her :)

Asks in inbox: 0

I am autistic and have ADHD as well as agoraphobia. I also have DID, though that’s not something I’ll talk about very often or at all here.

misfits_circus on ao3!

misfits.circus on discord!

About crediting for ideas

I’m officially the #1 Owain fan and the Owain expert 🥹

Generative AI is not at all welcome here. Even beyond my environmental concerns, writing and art will always be a human endeavor. Art is a human expressing their emotions and thoughts. A robot cannot experience the emotions and thought required to create art. Do not feed any of my work to those soulless programs.

Please don’t spam like, it’s gets really annoying

My special interests are media/literary analysis, animals, psychology, and Minecraft

favorite animals: primates, dinosaurs, and Carnivora, specifically pinnipeds

favorite books: The Hunger Games, The Beautiful Something Else, and To Kill a Mockingbird

favorite minecraft series: Rats SMP, Bannerfall SMP, Vampires SMP, and Pirates SMP

Things I post about: Pan!Owen, BF!Owain, OwengeJuice characters, random fandoms I’m in, media analysis, fandom discourse, my headcanons, updates on my fanfics, etc

Current fandoms: Pantheon SMP, Descendants, Bannerfall SMP, The Hunger Games, Vampires SMP, FNAF, Pirates SMP, POW Creations, Outsiders SMP, DSMP, MCU (not really the new stuff though)

I don’t have a DNI, but I block freely

Asks and comments are very appreciated!! I love being able to converse about things I like!! I do take requests for analysis as well!

Tags:

#heavy is the crown - polls

#to the round table - answering asks

#obligatory owain tag - posts not necessarily related to Owain or any other fandom

#just yapping to the void - random rants, thoughts, or unrelated to main fandoms

#my brother in arms - reposting or answering asks from mutals

Taken Anons:

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[riven-in-time]

Oh Owen, the self fulfilling prophecy you are.

[cuporat]

PAN!OWEN WORRYING ABOUT THE DIAMONDS

I CANT :(

[riven-in-time]

Very religious trauma of him. Very religious guilt. Very Owain of him

[riven-in-time]

Come tell me about your pantheon rare pairs. Please. (Bonus points if they include Owen because that’s kind of my thing)

Personally, I think Nikos and Owen has potential, but I’m also a sucker for boisterous extrovert x introvert with crippling anxiety

[riven-in-time]

I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill I’m so ill they’re sickening me

Pieduo😿😿😿 Pantheon Pie duo😿😿😿

I’m so scared, Yuri. They’re so doomed. Apo is going to manipulate Owen or take advantage of his confusion and kindness. Or or, Owen is going to try so hard not to mess up that it messes up something else and Apo blames her for that and sees it as a betrayal. They make me sick. I love them. They’re doomed.

[riven-in-time]

Owen trying so so hard to fulfill the future he sees. But she can’t understand the real future beneath all the other fragments. It’s like a puzzle, but with pieces mixed from a dozen other puzzles that she doesn’t have the reference picture for. He can’t piece together one puzzle (one moment) because of all the other pieces (fragments.)

I’m not sure if this allegory makes sense to anyone else, but it makes sense to me. But that’s probably because I have a dissociative disorder and am used to doing the same thing, but with past memories instead of the future.

[riven-in-time]

Pan!Owen is really really dissociative disorder coded. I need everyone to know this. Time blindness? Memory confusion? Not feeling like you know yourself? Feeling separated from reality? Even the hearing voices that are simultaneously yours and not yours? Oml she's so dissociative disorder coded, I can't put it into words.

[riven-in-time]

Heh….. should I rewatch Owen’s POV of Pantheon? I do a backflip internally whenever I see her so I’ve come to the conclusion to ask you, the person who REALLY likes [probably the understatement of the century] Owen’s characters :D

/pos

Yes. Absolutely. You should watch it two more times before episode two comes out in ten hours. <- guy who’s watched it eight times in a week.

[riven-in-time]

I am curious about something. Plus, I need info for my fic. SO, poll time!

What’s your favorite Owen?

Flower Prince/Phantom/Ghost

SOS/O’en/Llama

Outsiders

Rats/RIP

Pirates/Miss Snapdragon

Jester

Bunny

Vampires

Owain

Pantheon

Sparrow

Other (comment pls)

Voting ended on50m

I might’ve missed some, and I also had to combine a few because tumblr only lets me have 12 options

[riven-in-time]

:3 :3 :3 I’m excited to talk pan smp with you

HEHEHEHE Everyone say hi to my bsf Tommy who helps me organize my thoughts so I can do analysis. And also encourages my fucked up imagination :]

They are the reason I have half of the analysis topics on my to do list for pan!Owen because I would not be able to put my thoughts to words without them

[riven-in-time]

Just realized how well my username fits with pan!Owen. Maybe I really can predict the future holy shit. I changed this like a month and a half before pantheon started so it wouldn’t be directly referencing fandom, but irony kicked my ass anyway

[riven-in-time]

I just want to say that I am absolutely adoring all of my pan!Owen art I’ve seen. I do have one request for any fanartist reading this, though. Can you… malnourish him? Can you make him bones? Please? She is a blind beggar and presumably in the same state she was when she died so… don’t be afraid to show her ribs and collarbones. I would greatly appreciate this :]

[itsabirbe]

Champion of Chronos… I’m quite proud of this one I tried something new

[riven-in-time]

About thirty hours since episodes one’s release, here are my standings!

Made by powsupdates on twitter

Obviously I’m going to continue watching Owen and Apo’s POVs, but I’m also probably going to watch Abolish, Sausage, Pearl, and Cleo. I probably will end up watching the others too, that’s just who I’m prioritizing :]

[riven-in-time]

I know I’ve joked about CC!Owen ending his character’s stories with infinite torture chambers. But I would like to point out that this time, he fucking started with it. We are so screwed. Pan!Owen is so screwed. It’s going to get a little better and then end horribly. Pan!Owen is going to spend her entire existence as a character in an infinite torture chamber. (Whether the chamber is the tournament or his own mind is up to you to decide.)

[riven-in-time]

Is now a good time to talk about my DID system Owen au again? Because pan!Owen works really well with my current concepts and ideas. The dude literally comes with funky memory and a displacement from reality. Pan!Owen is going to be a gatekeeper, I think. It works well with his character

[riven-in-time]

how are we feeling about champion of chronos owen???

I am. Unwell. I’m on my fifth watch of the first episode. All I can think about is how his constant displacement from reality and memory issues could be a dissociative disorder in a modern au. I need everyone to know just how much angst potential is here. She was/is/will be a blind beggar after all, her life has almost certainly not been good. (I will be posting about that some time this week. Stay tune.)