[riverdarks]

this is my little nsfw space where mostly I post fic and rb fanart. I don't post a lot here bc I am probably somewhere on the asexual spectrum. posts I make here are generally community labeled where necessary & appropriate but I will still block any minors that interact with my more explicit posts. for my safety, not just yours. this is a sideblog. you can probably find my main easily enough but I'm not going to give it out freely.

fic tag / ao3 / art tag / wips / bluesky

I do tag fandoms but I try to tag them in a way to get as few people to see the posts as possible bc I stay on the DL. you can probably familiarize yourself pretty easily.

all content warnings are tagged as "cw [subject]".

[timeskip]

Yayyyyyy

[inber]

hate it when you see something in media that has great kink potential so you skedoodle post-haste to ao3 only to discover there's none fic left beef and then you have to sit there going oh I see I'M the pervert weirdo I'M the problem with society and everyone else in the world is going to heaven with a hundred innocence dollars preloaded onto their ole fashioned wholesome funtimes themepark fast pass card like fuckin oath man

[fanpolls]

Have you ever had a strict Top/Bottom preference for a same-gender ship?

Yes, often

Yes, occasionally

No, never

Voting ended onMar 29

[riverdarks]

thinking about evespella swapping/switching their roles and I think eve would have to be the one to initiate bc espella I can't see really thinking to want it. but like there is something to the idea of eve notable control freak being willing to cede control to espella that does compel me I just have a mental block surrounding espella actually taking that chance

[riverdarks]

oh yeah and like. while I have talked about it on main a little I feel irresponsible posting about an eroge on main even if I'm doing it in a way that's not sexual at all

[riverdarks]

cabbage white

[riverdarks]

a full femslash big bang 2025 masterpost bc my nsfw fic means I can't post a full list on my main

Big Bang - No Prompt

But Hope Remained, UTY, Alphroba (T)

February - Reunions

need you to stay right here, right now; DGS, Ginasusa (T)

March - The Places on Our Maps

messages from around the world, PL, Janice/Emmy (G)

April - Forests

in a fantasy of our own, PLvsPW, Evespella (E)

May - Moving In

where the ocean meets the sky, AITSF, Bibimame (T)

June - Time and Time Again

A New Divergence, Hundred Line, Shizufuji (T)

July - Rain (done for Rollover Week)

intentions lack memory, Hundred Line, Shizufuji (T)

August - Wish Upon a Star (done for Rollover Week)

when i wish upon a star (you take me back into your heart), Wicked, Gelphie (G)

September - Poetry

like poetry in motion, Hundred Line, Daruko (T)

October - A Touch of Magic

Art, Hundred Line, Daruko

November - How Many Years We'll Have

i am starting it all over, Hundred Line, Shizufuji (T)

[riverdarks]

but what if I wanted gelphie pregnancy sex with gliyeraba. what then.

[riverdarks]

various things I'm working on, of the NSFW variety:

tsugumi/takeshi/sora threesome. tentatively on pause until I finish e17 or at least tsugumi route

evespella darklaw role-playing fic

ch 2 of the manatomi fic (snippet below cut)

sigh. sakuhina piss.

ch 2 of triumvirate (very slow but progress is there)

She shuts off the water. A deep sense of shame washes over her. If things become awkward, she doesn't know what she'll do. Hitomi's hospitality is probably the main reason her future child is alive right now.

She dries off her hair and wraps it, and then wraps another towel around herself to pick up some clothes. But she can hear Hitomi, as she approaches the bedroom -- little half-moans and sighs.

"Hitomi?" she asks.

Hitomi is lying on the bed, one hand under the waistband of her skirt, face flushed. It's very, very obvious what she had been doing while Manaka was in the shower.

"Um...I'm..."

She looks away. She doesn't really know what to say.

"I didn't-- do anything," Hitomi says. She's not looking at her, either. "The bed is clean."

[riverdarks]

it's a good thing I'm not into teacher/student or else you would be getting some incredibly cringe evespella smut from me ngl

[riverdarks]

I did recently (read: a couple weeks ago) get possessed and wrote like 700 words to add to a scene I was working on with them but that's along different lines. still involves roleplay but of a different sort

[riverdarks]

it's a good thing I'm not into teacher/student or else you would be getting some incredibly cringe evespella smut from me ngl

[boanermcmoaner]

some nrmt from a while ago that i never posted and then a more recent superbat

[memoryblogging]

can Sakura actually handle all that

[veemimis]

Yesss let your gf chew on your wires

[riverdarks]

do you love me, do you love me? (please stay with me) [explicit, manatomi, 1.4k, 1/?]

Manaka stays with Hitomi during her pregnancy. Hitomi's crush reaches a boiling point, and she's left with the choice -- will she let it crush her, or their friendship?

Manaka collapses back onto the bed in Hitomi's room. Her stuff is in the guest room, but they've been sleeping in the same bed since Manaka's morning sickness kicked in. It's eased up now, luckily, but the second trimester has brought different kinds of symptoms.

Hitomi is trying her best to be a good best friend and host. Her crush on Manaka won't stop her from being the best friend she can be. She'd managed to be normal when Manaka had to go bra shopping because her breasts had started to swell, even though she wanted very badly to do something indecent in that dressing room when Manaka had asked her how she looked.

Maternal fashion wasn't supposed to be sexy, but Hitomi thinks Manaka could have pulled anything off.

read the rest on ao3

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