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An Open Letter to My “Almost” Happy Ending

“People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret road maps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don’t. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut’s long gone, the pain still lingers.” – Meredith Grey

To the person whom I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, thank you!

Thank you for letting me go, for giving up on me – on us.

Thank you for the time you have spent with me, for all your expenses you had just to feed me whenever I am hungry, just to surprise me whenever it's our monthsary.

Thank you for all your expenses just to buy me random stuff which you thought will make me happy and for me to forgive you whenever I get mad at you or whenever we have a fight.

Thank you for the “away – bati” kind of relationship.

Thank you for accepting me, my flaws and my shortcomings for all those times that we have shared.

Thank you even if you broke up with me in an asshole way. Although yes it's very painful in my part and only an asshole would do such way of breaking up with someone, still I am thankful.

Sorry…

Sorry for all the physical and emotional pains.

Sorry for all the bad words I said to you especially lately. I know I’ve crossed the line but there’s a reason behind those bad words.

After our recollection, I realized many things in life. Not just for myself, not just about you and my family but in all aspects. I did realize a lot of things. So now, I want to make myself feel that I am free – free from all fear, regrets, and hatred in life.

Thank you for the 8 months – love and hate, ups and downs kind of relationship. It was one hell of a ride! You’re free. Go chase and live your dreams. Make your family proud as what I’ve told you before. The right woman for you will come at the right time and the right man for me as well. Take care and God Bless! Love you!

PS. I can not totally say that I am fine now unless we’ll meet each other soon. And when that moment comes, I guess that’ll be the time that I could finally say that I have moved on.

Way too many times I've found myself telling other people to go and follow their dreams and do what they wish to do - but often, as I think many do, I find myself wishing to do something but always finding an excuse. And I’m not talking about the valid excuses like not having the money or the actual time, I’m talking the excuses you make up because in reality you're just scared. And sometimes it’s not even about being scared, it’s about you being too lazy to actually do it - maybe you don’t want it enough though. I tell you this from the bottom of my heart that if you stop making up those excuses, if you actually do what you know you want to and maybe should do then your life-spirit and satisfaction will significantly increase. Because maybe many of us don’t really know what it is to 'be alive'. We just 'live'. And to 'be alive' and 'live' is totally different things. So go and do that thing! Start training for that half-marathon. Color your hair pastel blue. Go get those nipple piercings. Get that tattoo. Travel to another city or country alone. Talk to that person you’ve wanted to befriend for a long time. Take up those subjects. Apply for that job you’re sure you’re probably not going to get. Do it, be alive! 🤙🏻

Life really has its own way of surprising us. Damn! Why do they need to suffer God? Why? Why not us? Us who just give them too much stress. Us who are the hard-headed ones. Why does good ppl suffer too much rather than the bad ones? Why? 😔

There really comes a point in your life wherein you could just ask God why? Why her and not you? Why does she need to suffer? Hays 😔

“Karuyag ko la”

Karuyag ko la, makalimtan ka.

Karuyag ko la, makapahuway na.

Kay inin kasing-kasing, ginkakapoy na.

Inin kasiing-kasing, nagbuburublag na.

CHORUS:

Makuri kun hirayo, oh.

Bis ano’t natatabo ha aton.

Nakakalimtan.

Nasusumhan.

Makuri kun hirayo, oh.

Waray ak mahihimo ha aton.

Nagagasgas liwat an takot.

Ini nga paghigugma nga imo la ginkarag.

Gabay ginhatag ko nala ha iba.

P*ta hin kamalas kun nababalik an oras.

Waray nala unta.

Ayy nala unta. .. .

(Repeat Chorus)

Karuyag ko la na makita ka.

Karuyag ko la makaupod ka.

Kay inin kasing-kasing ginmimingaw ka.

Inin kasing-kasing, ginbibiling ka.

Sagdi kun hirayo, oh.

Bis ano pa’t natabo ha aton.

Di kakalimtan.

Di susumhan.

Street party with cousin 😊 103015 -photocredits- (at Leyte Provincial Capitol, Tacloban)

Street party with BMLS 1A (at Leyte Provincial Capitol, Tacloban)

It's nights like these that we all love living. #partycauseyourealive #wetandwild

#partycauseyourealive #wetandwild

City Lights

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I wish I never loved you.

(via mrdoctor-love)

I wish.

(via maiigamaii)

maiigamaii

Mahal ka niya, may mahal ka pero may mahal siya. Lintik na pag-ibig. Napakakumplikado.

*MaiiGamaii (via maiigamaii)

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Never knew loving could hurt this good, oh And it drives me wild

Troye Sivan’s Wild (via maiigamaii)

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HOW TO EAT BALUT THE PA-SOSYAL WAY

BALUT. Scientific Name: Fertilized Duck Egg with Appetizer Soup. It is also called “not a duck, not an egg, but in between.” But in our sosyal neighborhood, we call it “The Egg of Darkness.” We, Pinoys, love it because it is pampalibog.

For all the social climbers out there, i’m gonna teach you how to eat “The 15 pesos Shades of Gray" the sosyal way.

Make basag the top of the egg with a spoon. Make sure the spoon is sterilized.

Don’t eat the pearly shell. It’s from the ocean. Shining from the sand.

Ask the magbabalot if they have balsamic vinegar. Then, you jakol the vinegar on the butas.

Make higop the amniotic fluid liquid and the laman from the hole. Don’t higop with sound. It is so unethical and no breeding at all.

Make laway the dulo of your daliri then make it dawdaw on the asin so you can make it supsop to add a salty taste when making laklak the remaing sabaw.

De-virginize the egg by making it butas pa a little more so that you can kagat the laman.

Don’t look at the eyes of the sisiw. You’ll be takot and maaawa at the same time. Like nakakaloka.

Pull the kawawang partially-formed sisiw on the shell and eat it like a predator. Say, “rawr!”

You punas your bunganga with your hanky to remove the bulbol of the sisiw.

Call Darla to make abot the payment.

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Hahahaha bat di natin yan naisip @iamferleene lol

rizjuntilla

Ambot lang HAHAHA