CANON CRITICAL 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐅𝐀𝐍 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐄 RIPPED EXCLUSIVELY FROM THE FIRST THREE SEASONS OF THE VAMPIRE DIARIES. ANTI-CANON. SLOW REPLY. CHERISHED BY KING.
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CANON CRITICAL 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐅𝐀𝐍 𝐒𝐀𝐋𝐕𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐄 RIPPED EXCLUSIVELY FROM THE FIRST THREE SEASONS OF THE VAMPIRE DIARIES. ANTI-CANON. SLOW REPLY. CHERISHED BY KING.
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kill me bc its 2am but i finally have ic content posted so who's rly winning here
𝐾𝐿𝐴𝑈𝑆 𝑆𝐴𝐼𝐷, ' 𝐷𝑂𝑁'𝑇 𝐹𝐿𝐴𝑇𝑇𝐸𝑅 𝑌𝑂𝑈𝑅𝑆𝐸𝐿𝐹, 𝐼 𝑆𝑇𝑂𝑃𝑃𝐸𝐷 𝐵𝐸𝐿𝐼𝐸𝑉𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐴 𝐿𝑂𝑁𝐺 𝑇𝐼𝑀𝐸 𝐴𝐺𝑂. '
he's like barbed wire against stefan's skin, irritating him beyond all measure. exhales a long breath that stands no chance at truly steadying him. knows @bloodpsalm can hear the too - fast thud thud thud of his dead heart. understands that this game of denial gets neither of them anywhere. but the alternative ? it comes at too great a cost, & most certainly not for klaus.
' then don't believe me. ' grits out into the air between them, ignoring the way each rake of the hybrid's gaze across stefan's features strips him again & again of ... something. that's the worst part, he can't even always make sense of whatever this is, what effect klaus has ( shouldn't still have ) on him. unsettles.
' but i'm staying here, klaus. you don't have anything for me anymore. we left everything we ever had in common behind us, in the '20s. ' a beat passes. who in this room is he trying to convince more ? ' you don't want anything to do with me when i'm being who i really am. '
𝐾𝐴𝑇𝐻𝐸𝑅𝐼𝑁𝐸 𝑆𝐴𝐼𝐷, ' 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝐶𝑂𝑁𝑇𝑅𝑂𝐿 𝑀𝑂𝑅𝐸 𝑇𝐻𝐴𝑁 𝑌𝑂𝑈 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸 𝐻𝑂𝑁𝐸𝑆𝑇𝑌. '
it may as well be sunlight across his flesh, the way the accusation burns. his laugh is short, sharp, devoid of humor. shakes his head as he half - twists away from @malka-lisitsa ; but never fully, strives to stay prepared for her next trick, next game, next assault. ( though simply being near her again is torture enough, forcing memories down his throat like shards of glass, unwelcome & painful. ) is it any wonder he wants an iron grip on control with her around ? every time he's ever given her the reins, she's steered him down a path he'll never recover from.
' what would you know about honesty ? seriously , katherine , you can't expect me to keep having the same argument with you over and over again for an eternity. ' jaw clenches into marble as he flicks a dark stare at her, willing her into walking away this time. ' you try to convince me that you really care, you do something profoundly selfish, & you disappear. there's your honesty. '
doesn't know if her love is or was ever sincere. doesn't want to know. already swallowed more than enough viciously sharp lifetimes of her disappointment, & he can't let himself bleed out.
stefan instantly recognizing katherine in s2e1 when she's masquerading as elena btw <3 katherine's reunion with damon featuring her looking guarded vs her seeking stefan's touch immediately upon first seeing stefan again btw <3
don't objectify us :/ (i trail off into blah blah blahs as u stop listening)
THE VAMPIRE DIARIES (2009–2017) — S01E18 | under control
ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ RANDOM INSTIGATIVE PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.
you really don't hear yourself when you talk, do you?
i don't know who you think you are, but it's not impressive.
you love playing the victim when it's convenient.
don't look at me like that. you made this choice.
you always say that, and it's never true.
i'm tired of pretending you don't know exactly what you're doing.
funny how it's always someone else's fault.
you don't get credit for almost doing the right thing.
i trusted you, and that was my mistake.
you don't listen, you just wait for your turn to talk.
say it again, slower this time, maybe you'll hear how stupid it sounds.
you don't get to rewrite what happened just because it hurts.
you're not misunderstood, you're just wrong.
i don't owe you patience.
you love control more than you love honesty.
stop acting so surprised, this was always coming.
you really think that excuses what you did?
you don't get to be angry about consequences.
i expected better from you, and that's on me.
you're exhausting, and it's not charming anymore.
every apology you give sounds rehearsed.
you only care when it affects you.
you don't actually want the truth, you want validation.
don't pretend this is about concern.
you cross lines and call it curiosity.
you never ask how i feel, you just assume.
you're cruel when you're cornered.
i see right through the act.
you confuse confidence with arrogance.
you just don't know when to stop.
you keep pushing until something breaks.
you don't get to play innocent here.
you really thought i wouldn't notice?
you always need an audience.
i don't recognize you when you're like this.
you're not brave, you're reckless.
you say you're honest, but you're just mean.
you enjoy this more than you admit.
don't flatter yourself, i stopped believing you a long time ago.
you don't fight fair, you fight to win.
you're not protecting yourself, you're attacking me.
you keep confusing silence for forgiveness.
why do you make everything a competition?
you don't get to decide what hurts me.
you act like being hurt gives you permission.
you only hear what supports your narrative.
you don't respect boundaries, you tolerate them.
you always push until i snap.
is this the part where i'm supposed to feel sorry for you?
you keep calling it honesty like that makes it noble.
you enjoy being cruel when you think you're justified.
you've been waiting to say that, haven't you?
i know you always choose pride over people.
you don't know how to back down.
you don't listen when the answer isn't what you want.
you treat everyone like they're disposable.
after what you did, you don't get to talk about loyalty.
you always take more than you give.
you never stop to think who gets hurt.
you only care when you're exposed.
you don't know how to sit with discomfort.
you poke until something bleeds.
you love being right more than being kind.
you don't know when enough is enough.
you keep digging and wonder why you're alone.
you don't see people, you see leverage.
no, you don't get to speak for me.
you twist everything until it suits you.
you don't actually care about the truth.
you always need the last word.
you don't know how to be gentle.
you don't care who you hurt if it proves a point.
stop calling it honesty like it absolves you of anything.
you don't know how to lose gracefully.
you don't fight fair, you fight dirty.
you make everything personal.
you don't know how to let things go.
the truth is, you just enjoy tearing people down.
you don't care how this affects anyone else.
how convenient, you only show empathy when it benefits you.
you don't see how far you've crossed the line.
you always think you're justified.
you don't know how to stop hurting people.
don't act like you actually want answers.
you always think you're the smartest one in the room.
you care about winning.
you don't fight for resolution. you fight to hurt and you know it.
happy birthday to all the katherines & katherine fuckers out there stefan's experiencing psychic damage as we speak
portrayal notes:
no silas doppelganger line. it was lame, and took away from the intriguing unique weird of katherine v elena. stefan is his own man.
still in love with, and extremely complex about, katherine pierce even after meeting elena. century old feelings for the woman who turned you and overthrew your life don't vanish overnight. this made stefan's struggle with his heart -- and an old obsession vs fresh infatuation -- much more drawn out and more realistic. who his heart finally bottoms out for is entirely dependent on writing partner / verse.
similarly to the above, he is extremely complex about klaus mikaelson. stefan is the feelingest feeler to ever feel, as demonstrated by his surplus of diaries categorizing his years by mood, and his past relationships are perhaps the strongest indicator of this. thus, after klaus takes the blinders off his memory, this too complicates things for him; yes, klaus is the worst, but stefan was the worst with him, once. whether this be romantic or strictly platonic also dependent on writing partner / verse.
rocky relationship with damon did not magically become unrocky overnight, especially not after all damon did and continued to do through s1 and beyond. stefan does not like him, nor trust him, and certainly would have something to say about damon-and-elena.
no humanity switch. that shit's lame.
his struggle against his "ripper" nature is extremely real, an active addiction, and regularly invades his daily life / conscious choices. i love pressing the gothic horror button on this regularly. let's lean into it gang.
STEFAN SALVATORE
The Vampire Diaries, S01E04
this is my self reminder to write a long meta post abt this later but real ones remember that stefan started mooning over elena bc of his unresolved feelings / trauma surrounding katherine and how wildly unfair it was to all three of them to just kind of sweep that under the rug
ignore me bc i'm posting too much ooc but i'm so miserable abt him,,,,
thinking abt all the things they could have done differently with stefan. thinking abt stefan's struggle with control vs his strong sense of morality. thinking abt how hard they sideline him later for d*lena and reduce him to a plot device / cheerleader / i don't even know ...
› FIRST TO ADMIT → receiver to sender.
i think about you
you make me nervous
you feel like home
don’t leave just yet
i missed you today
i want you close
you’re hard to ignore
you matter to me
my heart knows you
i care too much
you’re all i want
i waited for you
i feel it too
i’m drawn to you
it’s always been you
i can’t stop looking
i like you more
don’t make me fall
stay a little longer
i’m not over you
you’re more than beautiful
you feel like safety
i need you here
you’ve ruined my plans
i can’t unfeel this
i like your laugh
you have my attention
you're in my dreams
i noticed everything about you
i didn’t mean to
just say the word
i’d choose you again
you’re impossible to forget
i want more time
i still remember everything
i can’t fake this
you’re not just anyone
i want to try
i want you badly
i wish you knew
i think you know
i meant every word
you’re more than enough
you make me better
i feel something real
you’re messing me up
i’m not afraid anymore
don’t make me say it
i love your voice
you’re too important now
i’d ruin everything for you
i’m trying not to
you’re in my blood
don’t let go yet
i ache for you
you already know, right?
i didn’t expect you
you mean so much
this can’t be casual
i need to tell you
it’s killing me inside
you’re all i see
i feel so alive
i wanted you first
it’s always been this
i’d wait for you
you’re more than temptation
i keep choosing you
i’m not good at this
please don’t walk away
you were worth waiting
you make it hard
it’s not just physical
i feel every second
i want to stay
i can’t do this
say something, anything please
you still have me
i’m not pretending anymore
this is all real
just let me in
i feel everything now
i tried to hide
you’re already in deep
this changes everything, doesn’t it?
i’m terrified to lose you
don’t make me guess
you’re all i crave
i wasn’t supposed to
this is more serious
i didn’t expect this
i’ve never felt this
you’re messing me up
can you feel it?
i don’t regret us
i’m scared it’s real
we’re not just friends
you feel like forever
do you feel it?
i think i’m falling
Mike Owens, from “In My Cell”
Text ID: And of course, my guilt / always in the periphery of my vision,
do you have other blogs we could check for writing?
yeah buddy happy pride month bc i used to write an angry lesbian.