thursday, december 25, 2025. 10:27 pm
merry christmas, please don't call
i saw your pain and i held it. and it crushed me and i bent my body into uncomfortable angles and tried desperately to distribute the weight, to withstand until you were ready to give it back. but it wasn't enough.
i know, how we got here. and i want to change it and make it so that it could hurt less or i could be better, but that's not the problem. at the end of the day you're just like him and my love can not heal someone's pain and brokenness as much as i would like it to.
we both know, what happened to you, why you're out on your own
you should know that i died slow
it's just you and your anger
merry christmas, please don't call.
















