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-- You leased an entire apartment for work? -- Technically, yes. But I guess it's a bit more complicated than that.
Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes...
You can fit me Inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen Next to your heartbeat where I should be Keep it deep within your soul And if you hurt me Well, that's okay baby, only words bleed Inside these pages you just hold me And I won’t ever let you go
Allie and Matthew + babysitting
Logan had been pacing around the small hospital room for what seemed to be hours now, earning him more than just one visit of worried nurses who seemed to have taken pity in the young man whose brows furrowed constantly and whose back hurt from the poorly furnished rooms.
"I could watch him for you if you'd like to grab a coffee," the most recent member of hospital staff to drop by noted, her gaze sympathetic towards the hacker but she received no more than a shake of his head in response. "No, thanks. I'm staying with him."
"Are you sure, honey?" A nod, brown hues not moving from his fiancé's features, earning him a warm smile from the stranger in the doorway. "He's very lucky to have you."
"'M very lucky to have him," Logan murmured, anxiously biting his nails as he paced around the edge of the hospital bed.
"Let me know if I can do anything for you, sweetheart."
Upon hearing the satisfying click of the door closing, the dark-haired male sighed, cracking his knuckles as he eyed the washed out color of the floor. He loathed hospitals with his entire being; much more so when one of its current residents happened to be Duncan.
"You know I hate it when you do that," the cracked voice of his soon-to-be husband piped up and Logan seemed to be beside his bed in a heartbeat.
"Sorry, 'm sorry," he whispered, watching Duncan's eyes flutter open, "Hey, you. Missed seeing those eyes."
"How long've I been out for?"
"'Bout five hours now. D'you need anything?"
"Water."
"'Course." Long fingers snatched a cup from the bedside table, forcing his hands to remain calm as he helped Duncan gulp down the cool wet. "Better?"
His fiancé nodded, sleepy eyes searching for Logan's gaze. "Did you call them?"
"Yeah, I did. Allie picked up but I asked her to hand the phone to Matthew. Figured she'd freak out on me, so it seemed like the better choice. I asked 'em to stay put, said I'd call if I got news. I reckoned the room would be a bit crowded if we all squeezed in here. I already feel claustrophobic enough as it is."
"Logan."
"This room is really fucking small."
"Logan."
"There's like no where to walk."
"Logan."
The addressed male turned his features back towards his long-time boyfriend. He'd started pacing again, rambling atop of it all. But he just couldn't help it. He sucked at trying to stay calm.
"Logan -- fuck. Stop pacing around and sit down, please. You're driving me nuts."
The hacker complied without audible protest, although he looked more than unhappy when he collided with the uncomfortable chair near the bedside.
"Thank you. You're making me nervous."
"I'm making you nervous? How about you? Duncan, you're lying in a god damn hospital bed," Logan argued, trying to keep from wriggling within the chair, "You scared the fucking crap out of me."
"You're overreacting."
"Fuck no, I'm not, alright? You don't get to tell me that. Not right now."
Silence spread between the two men for a mere moment in which Duncan observed the younger male whose eyes stayed averted. He hadn't meant to snap at him, really, but he felt very much on edge -- not to mention sleep-deprived.
It took several moments before he finally plucked up the courage to speak up anew.
"I just need you to be okay."
He looked much younger sitting there in the corner, bambi eyes shining with worry when they met Duncan's gaze. His features seemed unusually fragile and his former bodyguard felt the strong urge to comfort him to the best of his abilities.
He supposed it was one of their similarities; being unable to stand looking at the other suffering.
"And I will be. Okay?"
Logan nodded meekly, responding with a breathy "Okay" in response although he didn't seem any less unsettled. And he wouldn't anytime soon -- not until he had heard those exact words from Duncan's assigned doctor.
"Oh -- I didn't know you where filming."
Her bashful laughter hummed in the air, echoing back from the empty hallway and made something within his chest tighten. There was a certain sense of pride within him for having made her laugh and it dawned on him that he seemed to enjoy the sound so much, he felt desirous to hear her it more often -- to always be the reason it evoked from her lips.
"Ashton?"
The familiar voice snapped him back to reality, only to find himself gazing into a pair of chocolate brown hues that stared at him intently, confusion and amusement sparkling up at him.
"Sorry, what was that?"
Allie chuckled anew, shaking her head as she tugged on the sleeve of his suit and he leaned into the touch effortlessly, following close by as she dragged him away from the noisy chatter in the main hall. "I asked if you wanted to get out of here," she repeated, the talks of the crowd fading into background noise once the petite brunette pushed open the door and strode outside, "I'm off the clock and the event seems to be running smoothly, which means I'm free to go and leave as I please."
"Right." The young male nodded, rewarding her with a grin as the fresh air swirled around them and the smell the drizzle left on the pavement greeted him. He sneakily cast glances at the female whom accompanied him, watching the way the black dress which hugged her curves moved as her eyes observed the quiet streets. "Would you like me to take you home?"
"Not quite yet," Allison drawled, her tone of voice implying she was up to something and her male companion quirked a brow. Not so much at the thought of what was to come but more so at the brutal realization that he had internalized her speaking habits.
He knew the impish undertone of her quiet ideas, the barely audible, yet piteous crack when she chocked up 'cause she was close to tears, the gleeful hum when she suppressed her laughter and the tender note radiating off her every word when she adored something.
He was entirely smitten. Pathetically so.
"What's going through that mischievous little mind of yours?" The question was merely a cover up, perhaps even a way to distract himself from the ridiculous school boy behavior he was portraying. He was a damn grown up, not an eight year old who had a crush on his teacher. Then again, if Allison would be his teacher, he might've harbored a thought or two non-school-related...
"I don't know about you but I'm craving a milkshake right now. Rosie's diner is barely three streets away. What do you say?"
"I'd say that it's raining."
"Drizzling," she corrected, raising a scolding finger and Ashton couldn't help but think of the teaching association he had formerly made within his mind, "There's a difference."
"We'll get wet. And I'm not carrying your, 'cause it's your fault for wearing heels." Except he would if she'd just ask. Which she wouldn't, of course, and he'd never dare to openly admit. It would just cut short on their playful banter an he enjoyed it too much to let it end.
"I can walk just fine by myself, baby," -- Ashton's heart skipped a beat at the choice of nickname, despite knowing its teasing background -- "And you're a chicken. We'll barely get damp if we run."
He wanted to question her, really, but much to his amazement the brunette sprinted out from under the deck they had occupied and hurried down the rainy streets. All whilst wearing her heels. "Last one there's a boring stoner!"
You just couldn't help but laugh once you came into close proximity of her. Or so he thought, as Ashton chased after her, the little drops of water falling down on him no longer or importance as he watched her throw looks over her shoulder to stick her tongue out at him.
"Cheater," he called out, just to hear her stiffle a laugh while trying to keep up her pace.
He could've easily outrun her but he caught up with her at the door to Rosie's Diner only to let her push it open, ringing the bell hanging above it and chocking out a triumphant sound. "Ha. Getting out of shape, hm? Getting a bit chubby too, don't you think?"
Ashton smirked as he swatted her hand away, which was nudging his side. "I let you win that race, you're aware?"
"You're just a sour loser." Again with the sticking her tongue out. If only it wouldn't look so darn cute."
"I'm a gracious winner -- plus, we're both wet from your drizzle."
"Just order a milkshake it'll make you feel warmer."
"That makes no sense."
"Fine. Be that way. Order a boring old coffee then."
Ashton merely grinned at her dramatic sigh ere she waltzed to the counter and requested a malted chocolate shake. He followed close behind her without being asked twice. As he always did.
"Do you want anything?" The brunette asked, smiling up at him and he took note of several little raindrops caught in her lashes, shaking his head in response. "Like I said. Boring."
He did end up ordering a coffee after all but convinced the young woman to retreat into one of the booths instead of sitting at the counter at the very least and ended up taking a seat across from her, out of the mere concern he'd end up being unable to keep himself from touching her in one way or another, should he be within close proximity. The fact that he now has a hard time concentrating on the ongoing conversation because he is too busy watching Allie chew on her straw, the tip of her tongue brushing against it once in a while when she pulls it between her lips ... well, it's distracting, to say the least.
"Are you even listening?" Apparently the object of his affection caught wind of his questionable conversation skills and Ashton is quick to raise his brows at her and nod eagerly. Unfortunately Allie just narrows her eyes and tries to fight off a smirk. "Oh, yeah? What did I say?"
"Maybe if you'd be talking about more important things I'd bother answering," Ashton swiftly cuts in, trying his best to throw her a rather teasing grin that does not look like he's still thinking about her mouth in places other than that straw.
"Dick."
"Bitch."
Allie rolls her eyes in amusement, gazing at the clock behind the man across from her that reads 01:45 in bright red letters and suddenly her face gets a tad more serious, the ease formerly surrounding her washing away. "I should get going. It's getting kind of late."
"We used to be out much longer than his. *Getting old, Carter?"
The brunette purses her lips to hide her grin, ere she shakes her head. "Getting responsible, more likely. I know that word mustn't be very prominent in your vocabulary, however, so I'll let it slide this time."
As she moves to slide out of the booth, Ashton feels himself getting alarmed, desperate almost for her presence not to vanish. "You could crash at my place," he suggests out of the blue, unable to stop the words from falling, "It's closer. I have a spare shirt to lend you."
Allie smiles and it's sincere, affectionate but not in the way he wants it to be and he almost guesses the answer before it slips past her lips. "As tempting as that sounds, I'll have to decline."
Her petite frame gets up from the leather surface, fixing her ponytail before she rewards him with a smile once more. "Thanks for sticking around tonight. But I should really get home and check on Matthew. I bet he's doubled over on the couch again if Logan even got him back in one piece."
And there it is; the brutal reality crashing down on him. Matthew. Her fiance. His best friend. Allison Carer, soon to be Nichols.
It's at this very moment he wishes to unlearn the tone of her many voices 'cause he can just too easily tell which one she is using the second Matt's name passes through her lips..
It's faint but tender. She loves him.
The way Ashton loves her.
Love.
She's long gone by the time the drop of dew on her leftover milkshake trickles down her glass but Ashton remains staring at the empty space she used to occupy nonetheless, horrified by the realization of just how deep he had gotten himself into this mess.
You simply couldn't fall in love with your best friend's girl.
But he had.
" Wait— I am going to cut this? Do you honestly want me to fuck up your dinner, because that’s what going to happen if you let me handle this.", Ashton took the knife and cutting board to place them down the counter. "I thought you were going to show me and not make me do the cooking. Ps. Don’t treat me like an Idiot, the stabbing thing was not a joke.”
"Considering you're insisting you don't possess enough knowledge to cut a pear, treating you like an idiot isn't that far off. However, I'd never treat you like that," Allison insisted, biting back a smirk as she extended her hand towards his cheek, "I'm treating you accordingly to what you are. A complaining, grown up man child baby," the female clarified, pinching Ashton's cheek as you would with a little kid. "P.S.: cut the pear and reduce the stabbing remarks. I'm not afraid of your stoner ass."
Ashton grabbed the nearest knife and board, handing them to the brunette. He glanced towards her shooting a the female a slight smirk. “Maybe I’ll just stab you if it tastes like the stuff the idiot would cook. Have you ever tasted what he cooked. I would not wish this to my worst enemy.” He shook his head. “.. but fine. If you say so, I will trust you.”
"That's cause you can trust me,” the young female spoke up anew, granting him a smile ere she grabbed a pear and slice it in half, "And if anyone's gonna stab anyone it's me. Stabbing your ego." The brunette pushed both the knife and cutting board in front of him, taking a step closer. "I'm gonna need you to cut this about one centimeter thick, horizontally, like this," she ordered, demonstrating it once before she extended the knife to him, raising a brow in a challenging manner, "That should be easy enough for you, hm?"
" Well. Great, then I guess I’ll just be excited and impatient for you to show me that great talent, hopefully it won’t taste anything that Matt would cook because I do hope you won’t make me go through something like that", he laughed slightly, leaning himself on the counter.
"Look, I'm far from being a stay at home wifey but I did up my housewife skills in terms of cooking so Matthew wouldn't smother me with McDonalds or the like. And also 'cause my brother's a health freak and swears on self-made stuff. So don't you dare compare my food to Matt's. That's an insult,” Allie teased, grinning at him from over her shoulder and pointing behind the male, "Go grab a chopping board and a knife, will you?"
"You know this is never going to work right? I prefer ordered pizza and take out instead of cooking."
"This is going to work. I'm a great cook and I just so happen to be a fabulous teacher as well. Once you've had my food, you're not even gonna want that takeout anymore."
ashton and allie + keeping in touch (allie needs some help) [pt. 2]
ashton and allie + keeping in touch [pt. 1]
"Oh, she's so sweet, I could eat her!"
"You're not eating my baby," Logan chimes in, pops his head over the crib that Allie's staring down upon and carefully lifts up his daughter ere he moves on to clutching her protectively against his chest.
The dark-haired girl watches with a pout as he strides over to where her brother is already gazing at the pair of them, eyes wide and soft like Allie's only seem them on rare occasions such as the both of them sharing a quiet moment in which she plucks up the courage to tell him she loves him or when Logan's pretending to like the movie they chose but ends up falling asleep on Duncan's chest, hair fluffy and ruffled. He eyes him with a similar expression then but not quite what she can see in his features now.
"I wasn't being serious, Logan," Allison complains for a moment but cannot keep herself from softening up when Duncan wraps one arm around his husband and their daughter lets out a pleased sound.
"Oh, she's so cute." The brunette latches onto her boyfriend's arm, resting her head against his shoulder all the while her eyes are still focusing the couple of new parents "I want one."
Logan as well as Duncan both lift their eyebrows and manage to avert their eyes from the little creature within their arms to take in Matthew's positively mortified expression. The tall and blue-eyed young man is staring down at his girlfriend, moving a tad to the side to get her to look up at him. "-- Dude. No."
Logan hears her brother snicker next to her, muffling his laughter by lifting their daughter from his arms and rocking her within his arms. The young hacker eyes them with a fond expression, squeezing his upper arm for a moment, ere he leans against the baby's crib.
"I think it's a fabulous idea," he chimes in, earning an offended look from the former drug-user, "I mean, I'm not letting you near my kid but you can make your own. That way we don't have to share ours. In fact -- go ahead and try your luck right now. C'mon, Matt, man up. Bang her. I'm volunteering our bedroom."
"Still my sister, Logan," he hears Duncan's voice from behind him, although the muscular male doesn't look up from the small child.
"Right. Sorry, boo. I meant to say he can make loooooove to her."
Allie snickers all the while her other half huffs, crossing his arms over his chest and muttering something about Logan being a dick. The addressed male points a finger at his friend. "Watch your language! There's a kid present."
"You just talked about banging," Allison defends, pursing her lips to suppress a grin.
"The next one who talks about banging while my daughter is present leaves," Duncan finally orders, giving them a look over his shoulder, "Last thing we need is that being her first word."
His husband flashes his most innocent grin at him. "No, her first word's gonna be Logan."
"You wish."
"Oh, oh! Duncan. Imagine if her first word is gonna be boo! I'm gonna teach her!"
Duncan lets Allison hold his kid for approximately thirty seconds as he swats Logan over the back of his head.
"Ouch. Fine. It's gonna be boo-bear then."
It's about a minute that time around as Logan ducks away and tries to make a run for it.
Somewhere in the back of the room he swears he hears Matthew's sarcastic voice shouting "No violence in front of the kid!"
“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”
Ernest Hemingway (via blurrymelancholy)
We looked at each other a little too long to be ‘just friends’.
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