fairy ana

this is my safe space.

[nat-20s]

"what's your dream job??" Uhh to have 17 weird little hobbies that I don't have to be good at and hang out with friends. I get money via being the world's specialist little princess

[brunettebaby]

"june will be my month!!" not if you keep eating like that

[roadtougw]

reposting with bread rolls in my other hand

[xfloral-and-fading-deactivated2]

I feel so fucking empty but at the same time I feel everything and it's driving me insane.

[roadtougw]

i want to be liberated from life, from my mind, from people, from everything.

[bl0w-m3]

[roadtougw]

every damn day

[sweet-like-saccharine]

there’s no way this is real life

[roadtougw]

i never grew up. i'm still stuck in the same household that has abused me and i feel like a helpless child and idk how to get her out.

[s-squeamish]

you experience murderous rage only if you have mother issues and i learnt it in the hard way

[disorderly]

I'm hopelessly ruined. I'm so weak at the thought of everything that's ever happened to me. It's like I've been paralyzed. I can barely stand or breathe. It all just weighs me down. Every last cruel word they've ever said punctures me and becomes a wound like a never-ending fountain of gushing blood. How could anyone ever love someone whose parents couldn't do something so simple? With such a horrible past looming behind me, am I nothing short of a lost cause to everyone I meet? At some point, my value will exhaust, and everyone who once pictured me as heaven will soon see me as the hell I was slowly cultivated from.

VERSUS.

I've made it through every day I thought I wouldn't. Every time I thought this abuse would be the end of me, it never was. I've climbed out of the hole I was buried in, and if I've done it once, I'll do it twice, and I'll do it till the very end. I've been loved for short periods of time and long. My worth isn't determined by the people who made me, but by what I can do with the pieces they've left me behind. The past was hell, but that doesn't mean it has to continue to burn. Flames die out eventually, and I promise they'll all finally rest with me.

[roadtougw]

i don't want to see or interact with my mom, pls leave me alone and stop forcing shits on me

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

The urge to completely isolate myself and never speak to anyone or leave my room ever again

[roadtougw]

i just want to be left alone

[imnotentirelyhere]

god if you're real please don't let me wake up tomorrow

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[roadtougw]

i'm soooo high the crash gonna be so bad but let's not think abt it hehehehe

[roadtougw]

rummaging for pills again with a burning desire to get high and feel okay even if it's for a while

[beautyfshn]

sorry for ignoring you i was mentally dead