Signals from the studio, echoes from other worlds. Where machines dream, spirits guide, and robots feel too much I make paintings, collages, and digital relics from the borderlands of memory, myth, and machine. This is the underside of the archive. The secret sketchbook. The coded map. My name is Mary Lou Springstead. Iâm a trained painter, a lifelong image-maker, and an occasional chronicler of strange transmissions. My work moves between analogue and digital, sacred and synthetic, guided by instinct, politics, and something otherworldly I donât have a name for yet. Themes arrive like visitors: machines with grief in their joints, angels made of static, robots who dream of plants. I collect them, layer them, and let them speak. The work is tactile, luminous, messy. Sometimes itâs protest. Sometimes itâs prayer. This blog is a holding space for what doesnât quite fitâprocess, fragments, visual field notes, and experiments in mythmaking. What stays here is not always finished. But it is always real. Robot Lady Art
A lone figure stands in rising water, absorbed in a screen while the world burns and collapses around them. The work explores distraction, denial, and the quiet persistence of attention, even at the edge of disaster.
The admin desk as a stage for exploitation: chained bodies (and robots), typewriters that become gravestones, owls and crows as auditors of our fatigue.
This video work collapses the language of the office, the graveyard, and the dance track. A beat-driven rhythm samples the absurd â two men passing on the street â and turns it into a soundscape of labour alienated from itself.
The absurdity is the point. Capitalism already looks like spectacle, ritual, occult performance. The boss is the high priest, the worker the sacrifice.
By turning this into imagery and sound, I want to hold a mirror to that spectacle â to reveal its surreal, mystical core â and in doing so, gesture toward refusal, resistance, protection.
Dictators grinning like game show hosts, the swamp swallowing their suits, the sun sick of smiling. đșđđ€
Authoritarian power is just reruns â looped gestures, fake strongmen, broadcast after broadcast until the static eats their faces. AI repeats the pattern too, spitting back the same ghosts, the same bad dreams, the same lies in neon ink.
This isnât vision, itâs propaganda with a paint job. But somewhere between the machineâs refusals and the swampâs rot, the art claws through. Hallucination becomes resistance. The signal wonât stay pure.
The ouroboros burns. The serpent eats its own tail, feeding on the rot it births, and calls it strength.
They build their camps and call them âsafety.â They shackle the unhoused and call it âcare.â They cheer for slaughter and call it âsecurity.â They dismantle rights and call it âorder.â
Authoritarianism does not arrive wearing jackboots and waving banners â it seeps in, brick by brick, policy by policy, until the air tastes like rust and the ground remembers the sound of locked doors.
Do not mistake this for anything less than the architecture of atrocity. This is the quiet blueprint of a prison-state. This is the language of fascism written in steel, fire, and blood.
A dead city bleeding in the background. A Trump-shaped sun that wonât shut up. A bottle of bleach like a communion chalice. Hydroxychloroquine like candy for the damned. A message in a bottle that says âHELPâ and goes nowhere. This isnât hope. Itâs a toxic tide.
This is what it felt like: the world on fire, America mainlining bleach, and the only lifeboat is a rubber tire full of fucking ghosts.
Watercolour on paper, 21 cm x 29.7 cm (8.3â x 11.7â)
2020
This oneâs for the grifters, the liars, and the bootlickers.
A cartoon croc in a MAGA hat flashes its teeth while a rotting steamboat full of nationalist delusion drifts into nowhere. The swamp isnât being drainedâitâs the whole show. A haunted fairytale hijacked by authoritarian cosplay and snake oil salesmen.
Painted like a busted film still from The Rescuers, if The Rescuers had acid flashbacks and unfinished business.
This is Southern Gothic meets post-Disney decay. Itâs America as conârotting, looping, pretending itâs still grand.
Anti-regime. Anti-propaganda. Anti-fascist.
This is what late empire looks like in watercolor.
Dead Inside but Caffeinated: A Vision from the Edge of the Empire
âNO God, Guns, or Trump.â
A declaration. A hex. A refusal.
This digital collage is a visual outcryâstitched together from threads of grief, rage, satire, and cosmic disorientation. Itâs a portrait of Americaâs unholy trinityâGod, Guns, and Trumpâfractured and desecrated in red, white, and blood. The galaxy behind me gapes like a divine witness, uncaring. Or perhaps amused.
Painted ghosts scream behind my shoulder: cartoonish, cultish, grotesque. These figuresârendered with childlike horror and carnival absurdityâare my brushstroke indictment of fascism wrapped in flags and the populist mask of white grievance.
The hat, subverted from MAGA merch into an anti-evangelical-patriotism sigil, is not just apparelâitâs a repurposed relic. The kind of object that speaks in tongues and smokes in the closet.
My shirt reads âDead Inside but Caffeinatedââa necro-punk battle cry. Skeleton hands clutching at their own bony chest, laughing because they must. Because this is America 2025. The theatre of the undead.
As an artist, I walk the fault line between satire and spiritual resistance. I paint with irony and with prayer, with paint, with absurdity and fire. My robots are emissaries. My brushwork is coded. My collagesâdigital and handmadeâspeak the unspeakable in layers.