Dec 23, 2020
sometimes, i feel angry
angry at all the people i spent time and energy and money and love and hurt on.
angry that those people still make me angry.
angry that i miss them.
angry that they’ll never know how angry they make me.
angry that they don’t realize how much they hurt me.
angry that people don’t care.
angry that i have so many of those people, that if i took them all off my social media, there’d be almost no one left. do i suffer by watching these people live their happy lives or do i suffer by having no one to see or keep track of.
is it better to feel lonely or loathing.
