LOVE AND AFFECTION by the blackdresses sentence starters.
“ this is the shit i said i always fucking dreamed about. “
“ so fucked up but honestly, i’ve never felt more alive. “
“ how did i ever become this? “
“ it’s fucked up. it’s been days since i slept. “
“ i’m in heaven, seeing hell through stained glass. “
“ i tried so hard to kill the past. “
“ i’ve always been a burden. “
“ the nightmare’s reoccurring. “
“ i’ve never been a person, i’ve never had a soul. “
“ if you can dream, you can be anything. “
“ if you can dream, you just get further away from everything you ever wanted. “
“ i know you don’t believe it hurts. “
“ saying i’m in pain makes it worse. “
“ i know you think all i need is just to think positively, but it fucking hurts! “
“ i’ve never had a purpose. i’m too weak for working. “
“ all these years of worthlessness really take their toll. “
“ this is something you’ll never understand. you’ll never know what its like. “
“ i’m bleeding out on my back. “
“ i’m laughing because it feels like i am finally somewhere that makes sense. “
“ i feel so fucked up, but i just wanna be fucked up with you. “
“ sometimes i want to kill who i am. “
“ i never thought i could go to heaven until i died and i met you. “
“ is the truth just too depressing? “
“ my body hardly knows how to move. “
“ all those years just wanting to run away, i never dared to dream that i could ever feel safe. “
“ if i could tell myself that i would feel alive again someday, maybe i’d be okay. “
“ pretend for a while that we’re still alive. “
“ i’ll be trapped here forever. “
“ my soul is hardened on the floor. “
“ this town is festering decay. “
“ this body feels like a grave. “
“ everyday i’m so fucking freaked out. “
“ everyday i can’t get the evil out. “
“ every night i feel so far away. “
“ will it ever be okay? “
“ everyday it seems like no one sees and no one knows. “
“ most days i just feel like i’m making it up. i pray to god that i’m just making it up! “
“ i can feel the evil in me. “
“ i’m such a faker, really. “
“ i’m a mess, a beautiful monster. “
“ life is so boring, there’s not much left to do. “
“ get cut apart and consumed, and you can be me too. “
“ the world is meant to change and it should change. “
“ i’d love to see the world in a beautiful new shape. “
“ i’ve tried so hard to be good. “
“ this is how it was always going to be. i’m still me. “
“ it must be protected, it’s all we have. we can’t survive without it. “
“ i’m not sure that music is anything at all. “
“ if it was the answer, don’t you think that all our problems would be solved? “
“ the pain’s still loose in my head, but that’s okay. if it ever changes, i’m sure ill be dead. “
“ if all we need is love, could there be enough to undo what we’ve done? “
“ healing is an ideal that’s supposed to be real. “
“ music is so easy but it only makes it easy to pretend. “
“ i can’t cry and i can’t sing and i can’t move and i can’t breathe. “
“ there’s no torture left, we just used it up. “
“ i’m sick, i’m suffering. “
“ i’m so fucked up my heart beats out of time. “
“ is this body me? can i be more than it? “
“ in a rotting shell, why do i exist? “
“ is this fucked up hell really all there is…? “
“ would we understand? would we still connect? would we recognize? would we still be friends? “
“ impending doom, is it true? “
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