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@rollandwtf; i'm rolland but you can call me later.

[oxaprilxo]

No, Ro. I don’t want to just be friends. Ever. I want to be with you…always….I want to go back to how things were when I was yours and you were mine. I’ll never not want to be with you, because I fuckin’ love ya. More than you can even imagine. Don’t you dare feel guilty, I just have to take care of things on my own….okay? 

[rollandok-blog]

If that's what you want then...okay. I love you, April Raynes. Now don't go kissing any other boys, okay? You're mine. I worry about you, April. I don't want you to get hurt.

[oxaprilxo]

God, i love you so fucking much, Rolland. I love you so fucking much.I don’t care if it isn’t a good idea, I can’t live my life without you in it…I know because I tried….I tried so hard, and I couldn’t stop thinking about you….I don’t care if this costs me the competition…I need you…I need you so god damn much, Rolland….You’re the perfect one….Utterly perfect….Everything about you is so great…so so so great….I’m just…I can’t afford to loose you again Rolland…I just can’t do it. I-I know you’ll help. But I don’t want my problems to become your burden…Not now, and not ever. This is something I have to do. 

[rollandok-blog]

Okay, baby, okay. I don't want to hold you back, so make sure you want this. If you don't, it's fine. We...we can go back to being friends. I don't want to slow you down just because I want you, alright? Your problems aren't my burden, you're my gir-... you're my friend, it's what I'm supposed to do. If I don't help you, I'll just feel guilty.

[alaskamitchell-deactivated20150]

Why didn’t you just say romantic comedy then? Oh, how so?

[rollandok-blog]

Because rom-com is faster to say. And it's cooler. April and I had...something going on, I don't even know, but then Wade kissed her and I don't know, it's just shit really.

[sebastian-miller-blog]

Yeah I arrived yesterday. I’m glad that I haven’t missed too much, I wouldn’t want to be behind on all the gossip. 

[rollandok-blog]

Ah, latecomer, hey? Nah, don't fret. I don't even know what's going on with most of these people, and I've been here from the start.

[rollandok-blog]

i'm going to vanish because i'm slowly drifting to sleep here so goodnight lovelies 🐯 (this isn't under readmore because let's face it i'm too dumb to figure that out)

[rollandok-blog]

Eh, just trouble with my girlfriend…ex-girlfriend? I don’t know where we stand exactly, and my brother. It’s like a love triangle or some shit like that…except now he might be gay. It’s all very dramatic.

[sebastian-miller-blog]

Well, that sounds extremely confusing, you only just explained it and I already don’t understand. It looks like turning up late means that I missed all the drama. 

[rollandok-blog]

Yeah, you should count yourself lucky. So I take it you arrived yesterday then? I don't think you've missed anything too drastic...

[rollandok-blog]

Cute blonde girl, hey? Maybe you should hook us up.

[oxaprilxo]

Maybe I could….She’s a bit of trouble though, you’ve got to be sure she’s worth it. 

[rollandok-blog]

I'm sure she is, in fact, I bet she's perfect.

[rollandok-blog]

Hmm, that’s very true. Now all I need to do is find myself a suitable girl to fit the roll…

[oxaprilxo]

What about that cute blonde girl in the house? I’m sure she’d be up for the role…..

[rollandok-blog]

Cute blonde girl, hey? Maybe you should hook us up.

[rollandok-blog]

Because everything is going so wrong that it’s almost funny.

[sebastian-miller-blog]

That doesn’t sound good at all, want to talk about it?

[rollandok-blog]

Eh, just trouble with my girlfriend...ex-girlfriend? I don't know where we stand exactly, and my brother. It's like a love triangle or some shit like that...except now he might be gay. It's all very dramatic.

[rollandok-blog]

What’s that?

[oxaprilxo]

In the end, the guy always gets the girl….

[rollandok-blog]

Hmm, that’s very true. Now all I need to do is find myself a suitable girl to fit the role

[rollandok-blog]

I feel like my life resembles some kind of crappy rom-com.

[alaskamitchell-deactivated20150]

What’s a rom-com? And why would you say that?

[rollandok-blog]

It's a romantic comedy, and because my love life is hilariously tragic.

[rollandok-blog]

[oxaprilxo]

But you know what the good thing about rom-coms is?

[rollandok-blog]

What's that?

[sebastian-miller-blog]

Why do you say that?

[rollandok-blog]

Because everything is going so wrong that it's almost funny.

[oxaprilxo]

We are good, Rolland. I know for a fact that I’m choosing you. B-because…I’m in love with you…I always was…Always…I…I-I wanna be with you…all the time…Nothing feels right without you…I’m…I’m sorry I kissed your brother. I shouldn’t have, and I’m a just a total fuck up, and I don’t deserve you…I never did, you were always too good for me. Too good to be true—a-and….fuck…I don’t know….Rolland I’m so scared of loosing him….What if I can’t pay the bills…what if he gets taken away from me? I-I need you to be calm Rolland..You’ve always been my anchor..my light..everything good in my life, and, and I don’t know…

[rollandok-blog]

I love you so much, you know that right? But...But maybe this wasn't a good idea to begin with, us getting back together...This is a competition, after all. You're not a fuck up, you're perfect. Everything about you is, and maybe that's why I can't seem to be able to keep you because well, fuck, I'm not. You won't lose me, April. As long as you want me, I'm here. I always have been, since we were kids, right? That's not going to change. It shouldn't all rely on you anyway, April. It isn't right. If you need help, I can help you. I'll help you pay them, it's not like I can't afford to. I just, I want you to know that you mean the world to me, April...I just don't know what to do anymore, you know?

[rollandok-blog]

I feel like my life resembles some kind of crappy rom-com.

[cathywtf]

Haha, you’re so nice Rolland. How can you not notice?

[rollandok-blog]

Because you're not that noticeable. Though, it was unusually peaceful...