menhera type blog

.ghost/23/they. trying to cope

[rolling-boy]

accepting im in a sick era. my wardrobe has yet to meet my current needs and I feel bad bc of it. I will work to make it more accessible for my physical struggles

[rolling-boy]

did I tell yall (double digit follower count) I got diagnosed with central sensitization syndrome. of course thats the thing I have. unpredictable spinal cord disorder. hypersensitive nervous system disease. the diagnosis has helped a lot tho. I feel less lost and more certain in my choices. its still rlly hard but things are making a little bit of sense now at least

[sandmandaddy69]

[fairycosmos]

accidentally got stuck in a compulsive thought loop instead of living any sort of life

[hopegrasping]

Despite popular belief, smelling bad is not actually a crime and should not be used to judge someone's morality or character. Lots of good people smell stank as hell. Real bad. You can acknowledge that bad smells are unpleasant, and how you might not want to be around someone who stinks (I choose to suck it up personally, just acknowledging it as an option!) without perpetuating a sentiment that causes disadvantaged people to face more harm and scrutiny. Stand up for stinky people I'm being so genuine rn.

[xxooxp]

xxooxp 🩹

[vunky]

menhera chan

[circusofperil]

angel autopsy; limited pieces available

[menhera-info-archieve]

[souuploads]

siron - Melting the Heart ♡Full Gra T-Shirt

[prettydeath]

[yellow-cat]

some days are really hard and it can be difficult to understand why. but usually its probably because my blood is haunted

[macabrevampire]

it probably feels good as fuck to have the energy to live

[mi-te]

【水玉コラニーハイ】

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[fr4gm3n7c0r3]

OMPF

[moldavite]

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[lesvegas]

A few years ago while trying to find ways to commit suicide as painlessly as possible, I came across a PDF of Dr. Paul Quinnett's The Forever Decision. Thinking it might go into actual methods of suicide (I read an article once that actually did that and was trying to find it again) I started to read it, and I think I only got about two pages in before I was crying too much to actually see the words.

I downloaded the PDF to my hard drive and I open it again whenever I'm feeling too suicidal to do much else, but not enough to start booking a ride to the hospital. And every time without fail I only go up to a few pages before backing off and choosing to live another day just because suicide suddenly seems even more unbearable than whatever the hell upset me in the first place.

All the book really does is [I'm pulling a summary from GoodReads here as, again, I've read no more than 5 pages] "discusses the social aspects of suicide, the right to die, anger, loneliness, depression, stress, hopelessness, drug and alcohol abuse, the consequences of a suicide attempt, and how to get help."

But it also starts with the author kindly asking the reader to complete the book before going through with anything, and for some reason I'm compelled to really just try to read it all before finalizing everything. Despite not yet completing it (hopefully never will) I think I can safely say it's saved my life at least a few times now.

It's intentionally legal to copy and redistribute this book to keep it as accessible as possible, and it's very easy to find, but here's a link for it anyways.