annika

independent original character, for cws supergirl.

[roltikkon-blog]

Kissing Starters!

Send me a symbol for your muse to kiss mine:

❥:Our muses first kiss

☂:In the rain

☻:Good morning

☹:Goodbye

☠:While in danger

☏:On the phone

♫:At a concert

☯:To make someone jealous

❅:Under the Mistletoe

→:On the Cheek

↡Desperately

✘:For the last time

[vaememes]

` ° * ✧ ° RANDOM SENTENCE STARTERS PT 2.

❛ I wish that I could tell you. ❜ ❛ You should have stayed. ❜ ❛ Please don’t come looking for me. ❜ ❛ Just get out of here. ❜ ❛ I don’t know, I just don’t know. ❜ ❛ Why did you come? ❜ ❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜ ❛ Can’t break something that was already broke. ❜ ❛ Don’t fix something that isn’t broke. ❜ ❛ Why can’t you just butt out? ❛ I don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ I’m not here for you. ❜ ❛ You’re never here for me when I need you. ❜ ❛ Is that smell you? ❜ ❛ Can you please just stop already. ❜ ❛ I’m leaving you. ❜ ❛ I just didn’t want you to come around. ❜ ❛ Are you sure you’re okay alone? ❜ ❛ No, no, no, no —- I just checked it last night. ❜ ❛ Don’t worry, you’ll learn how to do it someday. ❜ ❛ I think we are going to like each other a lot. ❜ ❛ I just wanted to come and let you know. ❜ ❛ So, what are you going to do, now that you know? ❜ ❛ You have got to be fucking kidding me right now. ❜ ❛ Do me a favor and shut up already. ❜ ❛ Scratch the serial number off of it. ❜ ❛ I’m not wearing a mask. ❜ ❛ You act like it’s all my fault sometimes. ❜ ❛ I’m here for your pity party. ❜ ❛ You are in a lot of trouble, you know that right? ❜ ❛ You aren’t allowed in here. ❜ ❛ Who invited you? ❜ ❛ You aren’t wanted around here anymore. Sorry. ❜ ❛ I can’t keep covering for you. What’s going on? ❜ ❛ Just tell me what’s wrong! Talk to me! ❜ ❛ There’s so many things I would’ve done differently. ❜ ❛ Stop crying about it and do something about it. ❜ ❛ Stop looking for the things worth dying over and find the things worth living for. ❜ ❛ So, prove them wrong. Thats the best way to do it. ❜ ❛ Don’t need anyone who doesn’t need me. ❜ ❛ Yeah, well, we all have our sob story so just save it. ❜ ❛ Don’t cry over me or for me, I’m not worth it. ❜ ❛ It isn’t cheating if you aren’t actually dating. ❜ ❛ You know what? That’s a good idea. ❜ ❛ You need to find someome better already. ❜ ❛ I’m not listening to your bullshit right now. ❜ ❛ Is that a freaking condom? ❜ ❛ It smells like sour milk in here for crying out loud. ❜ ❛ Am I really standing here witnessing this right now? ❜ ❛ I’m not a bad influence if it’s always your ideas. ❜ ❛ I never forced you to do anything. ❜ ❛ Are you really walking out on me? ❜ ❛ Come near me again and I’ll blow your head off. ❜ ❛ Treat me like the princess that I am. ❜ ❛ Just remember a lot of guys want what I’m letting you do right now. ❜ ❛ How can you possibly be in love with two people at the same time? ❜ ❛ Let’s just get out of here. ❜ ❛ Shhh, I’m going to key his/her car. ❜ ❛ There’s no one even here. ❜ ❛ I’m just saying, it sounds like a bad idea. ❜ ❛ Is that blood on your shirt? ❜ ❛ Oh my God, are you bleeding?! ❜ ❛ Jesus, don’t you ever get tired of doing that. ❜ ❛ You know they throw people in Asylum’s for doing that. ❜ ❛ You’re just looking for trouble, like always. ❜ ❛ Enough is never enough for you. ❜ ❛ I could never get tired of this. ❜ ❛ You’re so jumpy lately. ❜ ❛ I mean I feel bad but whatever. ❜ ❛ I have a reputation to maintain unlike you. ❜ ❛ Why are you staring at me? ❜ ❛ Stop feeding into his/her bullshit! Wake up! ❜ ❛ Are you on drugs or something? ❜ ❛ You have lost your fucking mind, once and for all. ❜ ❛ Yes, you summoned me. ❜ ❛ I’m not here to help you. I’m here to watch you struggle. ❜ ❛ Hey, cut it out already! I can hear the stupid TV. ❜ ❛ Are you seriously asking me this right now? ❜ ❛ Have you ever tried to count the stars? ❜ ❛ I should kill you right now! ❜ ❛ Don’t you dare walk away from me! ❜ ❛ I know where you live! Don’t forget! ❜ ❛ I just wanted to have a good time but no, you couldn’t let me, could you? ❜ ❛ This friendship has officially sunk, hope you’re happy. ❜ ❛ Are you satisfied now? You should be. This is what you wanted. ❜ ❛ I don’t get everything that I want unlike you. ❜ ❛ Must be nice to be that miserable all the time. ❜ ❛ Happiness is the most temporary thing in life. ❜ ❛ Everything happens for a reason, right? ❜ ❛ You can call me at any hour. Always. ❜ ❛ There’s nothing that I can’t do. ❜ ❛ You’re like a forty year old, like an old soul or something. ❜ ❛ Say it or I’ll cut your finger off. ❜ ❛ I will stab you right in the eye if you look at me one more time. ❜ ❛ Go ahead and look but don’t touch, unless you want a broken limb. ❜ ❛ I’m actually a serial killer. I’m not joking. ❜ ❛ You have such a morbid sense of humor. ❜ ❛ This is our time, come on, let’s have our time. ❜ ❛ Hey, want a hand with that? ❜ ❛ I almost forgot what that felt like. ❜ ❛ I just want to feel something. I don’t know what though. ❜ ❛ I need your help with something. ❜ ❛ I’m pissed off right now. ❜ ❛ Don’t go breaking my heart. ❜ ❛ Why do you build me and watch me fall? Is that fun for you? ❜ ❛ Well, I’m used to it by now, so take your best shot. ❜ ❛ I hate crying. It makes me mad. ❜ ❛ I really don’t want to be seen with you right now. ❜ ❛ Please, just don’t forget. Whatever you do. Don’t forget. ❜ ❛ You can’t catch me though. ❜ ❛ I know I said fucked up things and I’m sorry. ❜ ❛ Look, I’m an asshole. I don’t mean be to be. ❜ ❛ I’ll try not to be an asshole anymore. ❜ ❛ Any pocket knives or anything? ❜ ❛ Where’d you go? ❜ ❛ I’m going to turn myself in. ❜ ❛ Did you finish your cigarette yet? ❜ ❛ You can turn around and face the other way. ❜ ❛ It wasn’t worth it, was it? ❜ ❛ I have no idea what you said. ❜ ❛ Right now, you’re acting very weird. ❜ ❛ I don’t even know what that statement means. ❜

[borderline-borderwhine]

my kink is constant and never-ending affection and validation

[roltikkon-blog]

               ( (  starter call  ) )

[ladiescaps]

[roltikkon-blog]

                                                 ☄️  -----  having  been  a  stray  myself ;                                                              I  seem  to  attract  them.

[roltikkon-blog]

oh. hey. remember me? no? -- yeah, i forgot about this blog too. but this is me making a come back to my precious alien child. soooo. new promo to follow shortly~ 

[roltikkon-blog]

         With a huff, the blonde threw herself down opposite some unsuspecting stranger. “Sorry about that, I got a little distracted. Where were we?” Annika said convincingly, before raising her brow at the guy who’d followed her over to the booth. He showed up from nowhere and had decided to stalk her for the last ten minutes; apparently the word ‘no’ wasn’t part of his vocabulary… and Annika just wasn’t into him– or any guy for that matter– but guys like him don’t listen. Until now… now that she was ‘reunited with her friend’, she gave him a look as if to say you can leave now, and she pretended to turn her attention back to the stranger opposite.

         “I’m so sorry, I hope I didn’t just jump in on anything. I saw you were alone and hoped you wouldn’t mind me using you to get him off my tail.” Annika apologized to the stranger, flashing a warm smile. And from the corner of her eye, she saw the defeated guy move onto another victim.

[missdontcare-x]

[andhungry]

the last five years lyrics sentence starters.

❝  i’m still hurting.  ❞

❝  ____ is probably feeling just fine.  ❞

❝  what about lies? what about things that you swore to be true?  ❞

❝  run away, like it’s simple, like it’s right.  ❞

❝  maybe i’d see how you could be so certain that we had no chance at all.  ❞

❝  i’m breaking my mother’s heart. the longer i stand looking at you the more i hear it splinter and crack from ninety miles away.  ❞

❝  i’ve been waiting for someone like you.  ❞

❝  the minute i first met you i could barely catch my breath.  ❞

❝  well yeah, nobody’s perfect! it’s tragic but it’s true.  ❞

❝  you are the story i should write.  ❞

❝  i think that i could be in love with someone like you.  ❞

❝  i guess i can’t believe you really came.  ❞

❝  see, i’m smiling. that means i’m happy that you’re here.  ❞

❝  i mean we’ll have to try a little harder, to make this love as special as it was five years ago.  ❞

❝  and you’re mine.  ❞

❝  with all we’ve had to go through we’ll end up twice as strong.  ❞

❝  you know what makes me crazy? i’m sorry, can i say this? you know what makes me nuts?  ❞

❝  you could be here with me or be there with them — as usual, guess which you pick!  ❞

❝  and i know in your soul it must drive you crazy that you won’t get to play with your little girlfriends!  ❞

❝  i swear to god i’ll never understand how you can stand there straight and tall and see i’m crying and not do anything at all.  ❞

❝  i’ve got a singular impression things are moving too fast.  ❞

❝  maybe i can’t follow through — but oh, what else am i supposed to do?  ❞

❝  i’m a part of that.  ❞

❝  and it’s true i tend to follow in his stride. instead of side by side, i take his cue.  ❞

❝  i said i’d stick it out and follow through.  ❞

❝  and then he smiles, and nothing else makes sense.  ❞

❝  first, a story.  ❞

❝  then the clock upon the wall began to glow…  ❞

❝  i’ve got to make due with the time i’ve got.  ❞

❝  don’t you think now’s a good time to be the ambitious freak you are?  ❞

❝  have i mentioned today how lucky i am to be in love with you?  ❞

❝  he wants me, he wants me, but he ain’t gonna get me!  ❞

❝  i’ve found my guiding light, i tell the stars each night.  ❞

❝  son of a bitch, i guess i’m doing something right!  ❞

❝  so hurry up schmuck, get unstuck and get on the scene!  ❞

❝  have you been inside the museum? we should go meet the dinosaurs.  ❞

❝  will you share your life with me for the next ten minutes?  ❞

❝  there are so many lives i want to share with you. i will never be complete until i do.  ❞

❝  i don’t know how anybody survives in this life without someone like you.  ❞

❝  i want to die knowing i had a long, full life in your arms.  ❞

❝  will you share your life with me for the next ten lifetimes?  ❞

❝  i do.  ❞

❝  you can not touch them. in fact, you can’t even look at them!  ❞

❝  but it’s fine, it’s fine, it’s fine — i mean, i’m happy!  ❞

❝  it’s not a problem, just a challenge. it’s a challenge! to resist temptation.  ❞

❝  i shouldn’t care what she thinks since i can’t fuck her anyways!  ❞

❝  when you come home to me i’ll wear a sweeter smile and hope that for a while you’ll stay.  ❞

❝  i am a good person. i’m an attractive person. i am a talented person.  ❞

❝  jesus christ, i suck, i suck, i suck!  ❞

❝  i will not be the girl who gets asked how it feels to be trotting along at the genius’ heels!  ❞

❝  can we please, for a minute, stop blaming and say what you feel?  ❞

❝  if i didn’t believe in you, we’d never have gotten this far.  ❞

❝  if i didn’t believe in you, we wouldn’t be having this fight.  ❞

❝  don’t we get to be happy?  ❞

❝  no one can give you courage. no one can thicken your skin.  ❞

❝  if i didn’t believe in you, i couldn’t have stood before all of our friends and said ‘this is the life i choose. this is the thing i can’t bear to lose.’  ❞

❝  this is the life i choose. this is the thing i can’t bear to lose.  ❞

❝  if i didn’t believe in you, i wouldn’t have loved you at all.  ❞

❝  i thought, i can do better than that.  ❞

❝  you don’t have to change a thing, just stay with me.  ❞

❝  i want you, you, and nothing but you. miles and piles of you.  ❞

❝  say you’ll move in with me.  ❞

❝  nobody needs to know.  ❞

❝  hold on, don’t cry yet.  ❞

❝  since i need to be in love with someone, maybe i could be in love with someone like you.  ❞

❝  don’t kiss me goodbye again.  ❞

❝  you want the last word, you want me to laugh, but leave it for now.  ❞

❝  goodbye until tomorrow. goodbye until the next time you call.  ❞

❝  i have been waiting for you.  ❞

❝  it’s not about another shrink. it’s not about another compromise.  ❞

❝  i’m not the only one who’s hurting here.  ❞

❝  i could never rescue you, no matter how i tried.  ❞

❝  all i could do was love you hard and let you go.  ❞

❝  god, i loved you so.  ❞

❝  so we could fight, or we could wait, or i could go.  ❞

[kieraknightley]

[roltikkon-blog]

????

         Friend. She tensed her shoulders slightly at the word that carrier the tone of an insinuation. If only she knew… she had bared her heart, exposed her vulnerable side and for what? She wanted to mend things with Maggie, she wanted for them to be… okay, but it hurt to even look at her and know she didn’t exactly reciprocate her feelings.

         “We work together,” came her answer but not without a hint of sadness. What were they right now? Maggie had always been supportive, helpful, understanding. That was what a friend was supposed to be; not that she actually had many of those. A brief tap locked the phone, she then stuffed it in her back pocket. She wasn’t going to answer the text, let her ‘friend’ think whatever she wanted to think for now. “And you are?”

         She couldn’t help but be suspicious about the woman’s intentions, something about her demeanor, her approach, and the fact that she was aware of her connection to Maggie even though she had never noticed her before. A feigned smile as she brought the now lukewarm beer up to her lips and glanced at the other; put that mask on again, pretend everything was fine.

          “Oh.” Annika looked down for a moment; she had seen the sadness in the woman’s eyes, heard the heartache as it echoed out in her words. Had Maggie Sawyer done the same to her, as she had done to her friend not too long ago? She thought, and she took a deep breath before taking a seat beside Alex.

            The blonde then looked up to find the other’s gaze, an unsure smile resting on her lips. “My name’s Annika, I’m Roltikkon-- my friend Darla over there...” Annika trailed her words, as she turned to motion toward Darla, who was oblivious to everything as she served someone. “She used to be ‘friends’ with Maggie too.” And she raised her brow suggestively at the word ‘friend’. Because she could tell there was a lot more to the story, no one was that sad over a friend standing them up. 

[kieraknightley]

[findingcarterstevens]

She’s like a moon, part of her is always hidden.

[roltikkon-blog]

“Come here often?” Annika asked, as she slipped herself beside Kara at the bar. “Wow, sorry, that came out like a cheesy pick up line-- I swear that’s not how I meant it...” She let out a laugh. “What I mean is... I haven’t seen you around here before, are you one of us or...?” With most it was easy to tell if they weren’t human; by their weird eyes, or their abnormally large... something. But with most aliens taking the form of humans to feel safer on earth, it was becoming harder to tell. Not to mention there were races, like her own, that already had the ‘human’ form down. 

@herodestined

[wasabelieverarchive]

[altruisticlies-blog]

         Patience wasn’t exactly one of her traits, especially when she was unsure about where she and Maggie stood. She had been nursing a beer, waiting for the detective for fifteen minutes or so for the game of pool she had agreed to, when her phone vibrated.

sawyer → sorry, something came up. rain check?

         She let out a soft sigh ready to leave the bar when she heard a voice.Turning to face the stranger, she curved her eyebrows somewhat apologetically for not quite paying attention to her surroundings. “What?” 

@roltikkon ♥

[roltikkon-blog]

            Annika scoffed at the accusation; her eyes meeting his gaze with a look of sheer innocence. Of course, she would never cheat. Right? As the frustrated guy turned his back to leave, the young girl wore a smirk and headed back for the bar. “Another please, Darla...” She asked, as she slapped a couple of the ‘stolen’ dollars down on the bar. 

            As she waited for her drink, Annika’s attention wandered around the bar; seeking her next victim. She mostly spent her nights hanging around the bar-- any bar, actually-- looking for someone she could persuade into playing pool. Someone who she knew she could either win, or wouldn’t necessarily catch her cheating. 

            As her eyes scanned the room, Annika noticed the woman sitting a few spaces to her right. The woman she recognized as the one had Darla pointed out as Maggie Sawyer’s new ‘friend’. She waited for Darla to hand over her drink, before sliding herself beside the woman. “You’re Maggie’s new girl, right?” And as she questioned the woman, she caught a quick glimpse at her phone; and her text from ‘Sawyer’. And Annika raised her brow, at the confused woman. 

             “Maggie Sawyer? You’re uhm...” She cleared her throat. “Her friend, right?”