Part 1 "God is willing to help you find him."
Indeed, God is willing to help you find him. He really works in mysterious ways, his wonders to perform. Just like, you've thought that the guy who courted you for so long may not be interested in you in the future. But you still chose to hold on and the late night after celebrating your simple birthday (12-09-2016), you prayed to God with tears in your eyes, you asked the Lord if it's really a time to let go of that friend who gave you tears for so many years for keeping his untold feelings for you. And also to give you a reason to stop holding on 'coz it really breaks your heart whenever you see how easy for him to admit his feelings to some other girls he just met than telling to his only girl-closefriend in hs his untold feelings. That night, you asked for a sign, "if there would be a guy who's better than him, maybe that would be a sign to let go of him."