I'm in a weird funk and don't really feel like verbally processing this on regular social media with IRL friends/family, so... hi, Tumblr. It's been a minute. I was recently laid off from my dream job that I had only had for less than a year. Since then, I've been putting 20-30 hours per week into job hunting and so far, it's just been dead end after dead end. THIS JOB MARKET FUCKING SUCKS. I'm really exhausted and depressed. And I'm having a really hard time masking and acting like everything is okay. Every single day lately feels harder than the one before. I already wasn't doing great before I lost my job because the world's on fucking fire and living in the U.S. is a literal nightmare right now. And now I'm dealing with all of that and this. Today, I couldn't even get myself out of bed till nearly 1pm because I woke up with a raging migraine. I'm trying to take care of myself -- eating clean, lots of mental health walks, journaling, etc. -- but I just feel like shit all the time.
