haihaiahaihai my name is jackie >_> i use she/her && im queer !! secretly a pink haired unicorn! living in sunny ☀️ california Ꮚᵕ̣̣̣̣̣ ہ ᵕ̣̣̣̣̣̣ Ꮚ i 💟 dr.langdon so so much & ofc @theyreworsethantremors my bestea ☕️
pls dni if you fall under the basic dni criteria / you like waycest. i will block!!!!!
i mainly post about mcr & loona!! most of my past post are x readers & i dabble in rpf if you dont like that i advise you not to follow, i may get back into writing from time to time 𓏴𓏴
masterlist
below are more things i like ! ⬇️
i ཐི♡ཋྀ music : fall out boy, piece the veil, paramore, the academy is…, panic at the disco, pencey prep, silverstein, bring me the horizon, chiodos, picture me broke, nettspend, 2hollis, xaviersobased, rommulas, underscores, bleood, che, datealyfe, bikini kill, millionaires, arranged in april, zerobaseone, triples, girls generation, stayc, ichillin, ifeye, kara + so many more 💟
i ཐི♡ཋྀ tv & movies : legally blonde, hairspray, juno, john tucker must die, clueless, bottoms, easy a, scott pilgrim vs the world, hsm (1,2,3), a cinderella story, mean girls, 13 going on 30, 10 things i hate about you, one on one, semantic error, the pitt, ouran high school host club, jersey shore
i like a lot these are just thefirst things to cometo my head o3o
Ok ur gonna hate me for this but uhm.. now the links inside ur masterlist dont work 0: idk if i explained that right, sorryy)):
no worries ! im guessinf its what the anon said and that the links are connected tk my old user, for the time being you can search [member name] x reader and all fics for them will pop up ^_^
Hii if u still don't know what's going on with ur masterlist I might..I had that issue too and its bc u changed ur username and the old link you put in for it is associated with ur old user so it becomes invalid .. unfortunately I had to redo my entire masterlist because of it
i fixed it !!! i just had to scroll all the way down to it >_> it should be back up now but i am so sorry that happened to you i was afraid i was going to have to do that TT
hii i want to start writing for more than mcr, specifically armando (hormiga) gonzalez, rommulas , nettspend , loona and so many other things !!!! feel free to continue sending mcr requests or anything for those mentioned above <3 im currently working on an mcr request so im sorry if i seem a bit rusty when it comes out LOL
hello hello dearest oomfling jackie👀 i just wanted to share some mcrbit realness i made bcs it’s #ourniche #yay👀👀👀🫰
AWWW yes i LOVEEEE my little bebes that i miss very much,, im going to see yves next friday! with two of my very cool friends we arent sitting together but hanging out before LOL are you going to her tour? love u mcrbit
Haiii :33 can you do illi mcmillin x reader maybe just a drabble or hcs of when they first met like in art class or smth!!
(can I also be 🎵 anon??)
yes i can TOTALLY do that. very nice mind you have little music note anon. :3 hope u laik. this is kind of like half drabble half hcs
once second semester started your counselor informed you that you would be switching some periods, something about athletes needing to be moved around so it would be affecting you too.
you dragged your feet as you walked to your new art period, right at the end of the day when you were already worn out.
the classroom was dimly lit, students quiet as they worked on their respective pieces, you noticed how they all didnt care when you walked in.
you were used to being invisible, you werent popular but you also werent seen as nerdy or weird— you were just you.
“um, excuse miss?” you stood at the edge of your teachers desk as she flipped through past oil pastel projects she was grading.
“yes dear?” her voice was soft, “oh they moved your period, you can sit in the back— next to illi.” she pointed to the corner.
you walked over, fidgeting with your fingers. you werent sure if she would be kind, though you had heard her name a couple of times during passing period
“excuse me—“ you tapped her shoulder, watching as strands of her jet black hair fell over her shoulder when she turned her head. “are you illi?”
she nodded, “yes, why?” a light pink tint took over her cheeks as she shut her sketchbook.
“miss perry told me to sit over here, i had to get my art period switched thats why.” you smiled at her while you set your bag down, watching as her posture straightened and she slowed her breathing.
after that day, she began to warm up to you more. she spoke a lot about comics and her annoying brother.
you would tell her about the places you liked to go after school, giving her recommendations of the best coffee spots.
she would lean into your touch a little more each time you guys saw each other, the same pink tint took over her face everyday as well.
sometimes you would take turns drawing each other, yours would be very silly but hers were always detailed.
she almost studied your every feature and you couldnt help but blush every time you thought about her watching you.
if you ever had to stay after class she would no doubt stay with you sometimes even bringing you snacks!!!!!
illi would invite you to hang out with her friends during lunch after you told her you usually spend it in the library.
you tried to hang out with her but felt like you didnt belong so you ended up reverting to the library once more.
“hey, my friends are wondering if youd come back to hanging out with us again?” her eyes were so beautiful, she could basically ask you to murder someone with her and youd do it.
“i dont know, are you sure im not invading?” you looked down at your shoes, avoiding her eyes.
she told you to come over to her house after school at least, and the rest is history you had joined her friend group and loved it.
hihi!!! i love love LOVE your writing its so fricking good and so nicely made ^^
I was wondering if you could write something for fem mikey or normal mikey? it's completely up to you and take your time if anything no rush <33
(also can I be, 🐈⬛ anon? :3)
sorry this has taken so long, i see everything i just let it marinate in my brain !!! ive been in a weirdly angsty mood & i am sorry if thisis bad im usually very happy feeling with my writing. fem mikey & frank!!! xoxoxo 💟🪽
for lovers who hesitate
the rain came down, droplets running along your window with the low thunder beginning to brew outside. you curled in just a bit, feeling mikeys thin fingers drag through your hair.
“the rains supposed to clear tomorrow, frankies gonna host a party for jamias birthday.” her voice just above a whisper as you perked up.
“she told me to invite you— kinda like a plus one thing,” she let out a small laugh, she didnt bother to look down at you and just kept her eyes fixated at the screen. “it doesnt have to be anything like that though, just friends who happened to go together— since you dont drink and all.” her favorite movie was playing, with the lead actress who looked just like you.
you looked up at her, the way her eyes were fixated on the shining screen, the way her hands continued to get tangled in your hair, and above all the way you wanted to kiss those stupid lips of hers.
“i can come if you want— m’not busy.” you moved your body closer to hers, the world shifted just a bit. this was normal for you guys, it was normal for best friends to devote one week a night to one another and just intertwine bodies like there was no tomorrow.
she squeezed your arm and nodded, brushing a few hairs out of your face as you turned your focus back to the tv. you wanted it to be so much more, more than anything in the world you craved her.
you laid your head back on her chest, feeling as it slowly came up and fell back down; you matched your breathing with hers. her finger tips grazing your skin, feeling the way your lotion softened your skin.
she kissed the top of your head, you didnt fight it or giggle to her about doing it again— you just let it happen. like you always did.
you were always there for her, something for her to fall back on when she needed it. you were there when she broke up with her first boyfriend, you were there when she got kicked out for a week. your body was marked by her touch, her fingerprints all over you like she owned you.
nobody knew you without knowing her, you sort of hated it sometimes when it came to things like this— not being exclusive. you pinched her thigh and drifted off to sleep, you had already see this movie with her a million times so it wouldnt hurt to miss it once more.
“ill pick you up later ‘kay?” mikey watched as you shut the passenger door, giving it extra force since it was so old.
“i dont get why i cant just get ready at your house, you cant wait ten minutes for me to grab my things?” you pouted and slung your bag over your shoulder.
“come on hun, i told you i got a special friend coming over for a bit.” her voice was the sweetest as it could be, like she wasnt stabbing the fuck out of you.
you nodded and turned around to walk to your apartments lobby, in the short amount of time it took you to reach the door she was already gone.
she always did this to you and you always swore it would be the last, nights spent in each others embrace just for her to take you back home the minute the sun came up— like she had regretted everything from the night before.
the ride up the elevator was simple, your bag held over your shoulder as your eyes fluttered. you slid your key in and noticed the way your apartment didnt change while you were gone, obviously.
sometimes you wished it did so you could have an excuse to never end up in her bed— ‘my house is haunted ooh i have to stay home’.
you wandered around your apartment, you felt like a ghost in your own body like you werent supposed to be there— you were supposed to be with mikey.
the room was cold as you entered, small remnants of your life scattered around as you searched for an outfit for the party.
you sifted through your clothing trying to find something that wouldnt be too much but also wouldnt be too little, something that was just right.
shirts were tangled in one another as the cold air stuck to your skin, you wondered what would happen if you decided to stand mikey up. maybe give her a taste of her own medicine.
but you could never do it, the truth will always mean much more to you than whatever horrible thing you could do to her; and the truth was you loved her.
you slipped on your favorite shirt, one that had gone through all the parties with you and still survived. pairing it with some new bottoms your friend had taken you out to by after mikey left you outside on your doorstep on a long night and some small heels to give you that boost you desperately needed.
a small smile crept on your face, you looked like yourself just better. one day mikey would realize how amazing you were— not only as a friend but as a person.
as the clock ticked and you continued to get ready you heard your phone buzz a few times.
once
twice
three times.
you knew it wasnt her but you couldnt help to think that it was, so you ignored it and continued working on your makeup.
glitter was smeared all over your body— from your eyelids to your arms and down your legs, your whole body had a slight shimmer.
your phone rang,
“hello?”
“im outside, dont make me wait too long frankie said she got the good stuff,” you could tell she already had something to drink beforehand, her words had a slight slur and you could feel her stupid smile radiating from your phone.
“ill be out soon, dont worry much.” you hung up and got some of your favorite perfume, rushing to grab your small purse.
you wore her favorite perfume, the one she always complimented when you wore it. you grew out of it since it reminded you too much of high school but she somehow still loved it.
your heels clicked as you walked out of your apartment, hurrying to the elevator.
the sun was starting to set as you exited and noticed mikeys car in the front, you could hear the stupid britpop she loved to play and couldnt help but smile.
“hey,” you opened the car door and slid in, “are you ready to party?” you smiled and shut the door.
“of course i am,” her hand slid down your thigh as she smiled back at you. “lets head over there before frank drinks everything on his own.”
the music buzzed as you guys parked outside, you watched as people piled in and drinks were tossed around. mikey got off the car and immediately went up to some friends she had made at a show, leaving you to walk in alone.
she laughed and smiled with them as you passed by, not bothering to wave you down or tell you to wait a minute.
you bee-lined to the kitchen watching as everyone poured each other drinks, red cups full of mixtures you couldnt even bother to understand.
“hey, you came with mikey im assuming?” gerards voice peeped behind you, handing you a drink as he leaned back on the counter.
“yeah i did but shes out front, so i basically came alone.” you looked down into the cup not bothering with the pity look you knew gerard was givng you.
you usually wouldve denied the drink and instead asked for something else, but tonight it was something you just needed.
“she-she’ll come around, i know my sister and she loves you but shes just—“
“you dont need to give me an explanation for her, if she wanted to she would tell me everything by now,” you gave him a light touch as you downed your drink, “but thank you gee.” you walked off to the backyard and found a crowd to dance in.
everything was loud, the music, the people, everything around you and you loved it.
the music was seeping into your skin, you could feel it in you as you moved. you noticed mikey a few feet away from you but didnt bother to go up to her.
you decided to grab another drink, scurrying back into the kitchen you caught jamia,
“hey girl! happy birthday everything is so amazing, youre so lucky to have frankie.” you pulled her into a hug and smiled, she tried to answer you but ended up getting pulled away by frankie who was obviously more than enough drinks down.
the kitchen cleared up a bit but so did the drinks, as you grabbed a cup and poured yourself a drink you couldnt help but notice a couple stumbling into the house.
their limbs all tangled together and messy giggles inbetween sloppy kisses.
“shit sorry,” you moved out of their way as you perked your head up you noticed an all too familiar pair of jeans.
“mikey?” you put your drink down.
“aw, hey girl— dont mind us,” she gave you a sloppy smile, one that was supposed to fix everything.
you didnt know whether to freak out or just let it go like you always do but it was definitely your breaking point tonight.
“seriously? i am so- i am so done with you!” you stormed out of the kitchen, tears welling as you gripped the red cup.
you walked out to the end of the street, sitting down at the corner while you took small sips out ofyour drink, there wasnt much you could do so you debated on going home with mikey or crashing with frankie and jamia. it seemed like your world was crumbling with each second that passed.
the wind had a slight breeze, it was almost comforting how the only thing you could rely on was the weather. you tapped your foot on the asphalt, focusing on the loud music and voices you could hear.
you wondered how you ended up here, you had pretty good friends— mikey was pretty good up until she started moving closer to you, more than she shouldve.
grass crunched from behind you, murmurs continuing until you turned around. your eyes were all blurry but you could still tell it was mikey and gerard.
“y/n, please just— its not what you think.” gerards voice right behind you as you got up.
“it obviously is if you have to speak up for your sister, “ you looked gerard into his stupid puppy eyes, darting to mikey who looked like she wanted to puke.
she walked up to you, reaching her hand out to brush your arm.
“please, i just got carried away—“ her voice shaky, you could tell she was more than just drunk but still had some sense in her.
“you dont just get carried away with every girl you see,” you took a step back, watching as gerard began to walk back towards the house, “mikey im sick and tired of only being useful to you when you feel like i am.”
her eyes moved away, she was thinking about what to say. she couldnt handle seeing you hurt but she also couldnt commit to you.
“you know i have the band— we have the band and everything, its just a lot.” her voice was unapologetic, piercing through your skin.
“tell me you dont want me, and i swear mikey ill believe you.”
“what?”
“you heard me.” your voice shook as you took a step back, watching as her face contorted in all the emotions she could ever feel.
the only noise was the loud music from the party and small crickets hopping around throughout the night, her eyes were glossy as she watched you.
“i get it mikes i really do, im sorry but its best if this just ends here.” you turned around and began to walk in the other direction, pulling out your phone to call your friend.
“wait please,” her voice pleaded, small sobs coming out as she let out gasps inbetween, stumbling to catch up to you.
for once, you didnt turn around even though it hurt you more than ever to hear her crying but she finally understood how you felt having your person slip through your fingers.
what’s ur thoughts on secretary gee / boss gee i think about her literally 24/7 i was in an exam today just thinking about those leather gloves
i think she is amazing,,
her gloves are always cold i dont know why but they are. she loves to direct you with her hands, she definitely ends up like conditioning you into thinking you absolutely need her. shes not very kind at first, or ever really but you can tell when she begins to soften up around you,,, shes less stern though you can never get too comfortable around her
beautiful woman who gives me the worst jobs ever but i play at my computer because i know she secretly loves me.
