noirful𖣂

disturbed girls only

[angelbloorp]

" white lines , pretty daddy , go skiing

you snort it like a champ , like the winter we're not in "

[zepskies]

BREAK ME DOWN || Series Masterlist

Pairing: Soldier Boy (Ben) x Reader

Summary: You’re a private investigator by trade, but now you happily sit at a desk — leading a surveillance team at Supe Affairs. After managing to end Homelander in New York, Soldier Boy escapes custody. You are recruited for the manhunt, joining Butcher’s team.

Truly, you joined the S.A. for the right reasons. But after you become his accidental hostage, Soldier Boy will break down every single one of them…

AN: For those of you who enjoyed “Checkerboard,” here’s the requested prequel series! It’s gonna be a long road to get to that version of Soldier Boy. Technically this is an AU set post-season 3.

Series Tags & Warnings: (18+ only.) Enemies to frenemies to lovers. Angsty, messy, moral quandaries galore. This is a romance, but it’s a dark world with morally gray and dark characters, including Soldier Boy, of course. **Smut, language, misogyny, violence, and other chapter-specific tags.

🎵 Listen While You Read:

BMD Playlist Posters

YouTube Playlist || Spotify Playlist

Chapters:

⟡ Prologue

⟡ Part 1 - The Game Begins

⟡ Part 2 - You Move Me, Baby

⟡ Part 3 - Somewhere Down Below

⟡ Part 4 - On the Inside Out

⟡ Part 5 - Morning, Night & Day

⟡ Part 6 - A Hot Meal

⟡ Part 7 - Until Midnight

⟡ Part 8 - Something in the Way

⟡ Part 9 - Breach

⟡ Part 10 - Caught in the Balance

⟡ Part 11 - The Lion's Den

⟡ Part 12 - All Your Wicked Ways

⟡ Part 13 - A Generous Deal

⟡ Part 14 - Safe House

⟡ Part 15 - The Tower

⟡ Part 16 - Soldier Boy

⟡ Part 17 - More Than Words Can Say

⟡ Epilogue - All My Living Time

Series Complete!

Not done reading this version of Soldier Boy x Reader? Well, there's more to their story.

One-Shots & Mini Series

All of these stories follow the main series above and are listed in chronological reading order (not the order I wrote them in, but how they should be read).

(❤️‍🔥 = smut)

In the Dark You and Ben have tackled the insurmountable together, but no one said the recovery would be easy.

Checkerboard You’re not a supe. You’re breakable. Soldier Boy sometimes forgets that.

Wanderlust Your wandering hands are keeping Ben up at night.

A Simple Touch Annie still has reservations about Ben, and you dating him for that matter…until she sees it.

Love Actually ❤️‍🔥 - [MINI SERIES] Ben gets in late on Christmas Eve with a Grinch-like attitude, but you’re determined to force some holiday cheer into his system. At least, you hope you can, before he meets the rest of your dysfunctional family on Christmas Day.

⟡ Series Complete ⟡

Wake Me Up ❤️‍🔥 - [MINI SERIES] A few weeks after you and Ben celebrate your first Christmas together, he is returning from another mission with the Supe Affairs team. When he discovers that you’ve been taken, he’ll do whatever it takes to find you. And then, to help you heal.

⟡ Series Complete ⟡

Exposure Therapy ❤️‍🔥 You’ve tried dealing with it the “healthy way,” like talking it out with a therapist. But what you’re really hoping is for Ben to fuck it out of you.

Strong As Blood ❤️‍🔥 After you accidentally break through a solid wood table, you know there’s something wrong with you. You begin to have your suspicions, but can you keep it from Ben long enough to find out? 

(In other words: This is the story of how you and Ben discover that you’re pregnant.)

Part 1 || Part 2 - Complete

Sleigh Ride Yet again, you convince Ben to indulge you in a new Christmas tradition.

Until Morning A quiet moment between you, Ben, and your newborn daughter.

This One's For You Late one night, finding no other recourse, Ben sings to his infant daughter to help her sleep.

Lesson Learned ❤️‍🔥 There’s only so much teasing Ben is willing to take. He has no choice but to punish you. (Sequel to This One's For You)

Green ❤️‍🔥 Ben spends the day alone with his daughter, to varying degrees of success. When you get home, it prompts a serious conversation.

Calculated Risks You and Ben argue about your commitment to being a working mom. When a rogue supe gets loose at Supe Affairs, mayhem ensues, putting not only your life at risk, but your daughter’s as well.

I've Got You ❤️‍🔥 Being pregnant with a supe’s baby isn’t easy, even the second time around. The good news is your husband is all too willing to help you relieve a certain craving.

Imagines:

Getting jealous. ❤️‍🔥💚 Ben needs new clothes, but the shop girls think your boyfriend is fair game.

Ben’s reaction to his girlfriend on her period.❣️ How he takes care of you.

Ben loses you. 💔 Includes a “twist” ending…

Talk to Me 💞 In the wake of his vivid nightmare, you confront Ben about his fears and get him to open up. [Sequel to “Ben loses you.”]

Headcanons:

Inspiration behind the Part 17 plot twist. It has to do with my love of Smallville. (Spoilers for BMD Part 17.)

How many kids would you and Ben have? The answer is...

Ben's reaction to his daughter Lila's first crush (vs. his son's). The double standard here is ridiculous!

How Ben would react when Lila gets a boyfriend (or girlfriend). Dad!Ben is pretty much what you'd expect...

How Ben reacts when his daughter (Lila) is dating an asshole. He sees an unfortunately "kindred" spirit.

What if Lila caught Ben on a bad day? Featuring reactions from young!Lila and teen!Lila.

What (BMD) Soldier Boy/Ben Would Say to His Younger Self Ben has the opportunity to meet his counterpart from the 1980s. What advice would he offer?

Imagine Soldier Boy (Ben) "Sliding Up" to You in the Club Despite what you might think, he's got moves...

Domestic headcanons with Ben After you get through the wall of bravado, you can expect...

Moodboard below created by @chernayawidow:

"But you move me, baby. All my livin time..."

Moodboard below created by @spnbabe67:

"A fight for love and glory, a case of do or die..."

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Soldier Boy Masterlist

Main Masterlist

[thelhc]

nobody has been there for me like the ‘x reader’ tag has been there for me

[amiratheangel]

crankama is so fucking fine like ohhhh my lord

[romydolly]

When you find a fic with all your k/nks together

[riacain]

[romydolly]

[fatherless-girl]

I need to lose my virginity to an older man so bad

[cisfleshlight2]

why is my pussy always aching for something to be inside of her omg girl shut upp

[bruisedfig]

bruisedfig’s masterlist .ᐣ

all my writing in one place. listed from oldest to newest. minors do not interact. * = p-rn link on X.

( separate call of duty masterlist and second jensen ackles masterlist coming soon… )

✶ ◞ dean winchester : supernatural

one shots

⨯ dean fucking you with sam asleep in the same room 18+

⨯ dean being a sub with his gf for the first time 18+

⨯ dean winchester and his sweet little angel gf 18+

⨯ sleepy motel mornings with dean

⨯ sub!dean needing to taste your pussy 18+

⨯ dean winchester coming home to gf!reader after a hunt

⨯ grumpy!bf!dean being overprotective of baby

⨯ “do you wanna just have sex while we wait?” 18+

⨯ manhandle 18+

⨯ jealousy games 18+

⨯ dean pulling over the impala because you just can’t keep your hands to yourself 18+

⨯ depression (depressed!reader)

⨯ sleepy boy (somno) 18+

drabbles / headcanons

⨯ opposites attract 18+

⨯ deepthroating dean 18+

⨯ dean winchester finding out you got a new tattoo 18+

⨯ dean winchester kink headcanons 18+

⨯ dean winchester x chubby!reader 18+

⨯ random dean and sam headcanons

⨯ dean winchester finding out his gf wears glasses

⨯ dean winchester x chubby!reader headcanons

⨯ jerking off sub!dean 18+

⨯ dean x angel!reader headcanons

⨯ loverboy!dean 18+

⨯ dean winchester x goth!gf!reader

⨯ dean winchester x reader using their safe word 18+

⨯ how loverboy!dean proposes

⨯ dean holds your hand when he’s eating you out 18+

⨯ beyond just physical / overstimming reader 18+

⨯ soft touches after a long day 18+ *

⨯ sex with older!bf!dean 18+ *

⨯ needy!dean taking care of himself 18+ *

⨯ bigdick!dean sending you a video 18+ *

⨯ older!bf!dean post sex 18+ *

⨯ dean sticking his fingers in your mouth headcanon 18+

⨯ older!bf!dean using a vibe on you 18+ *

⨯ dean “use me to get off” winchester 18+ *

⨯ sex with angry / angsty dean after a hunt 18+ *

⨯ car sex in the impala 18+ *

⨯ placating dean’s foul mood 18+ *

⨯ dean and reader taking a chocolate aphrodisiac 18+

⨯ dean making shy!reader vocal during sex 18+

⨯ dean loves when you wear lipstick 18+ *

⨯ dean texting you a video of him cumming 18+ *

⨯ dean tying you up and overstimming you 18+ *

⨯ brat!sub!dean sending you a video 18+ *

⨯ older!bf!dean looking after you when you’re drunk

✶ ◞ soldier boy : the boys

one shots

⨯ combat knife 18+

⨯ soldier boy can’t keep his hands out of your pants 18+

⨯ soldier boy finding your onlyfans 18+

⨯ night time bj with soldier boy 18+

⨯ soldier boy and his spit-obsessed bunny girlfriend 18+

⨯ soldier boy forcing you to take his fingers 18+

⨯ soldier soothing your post-sex soreness (fauxcest/daddy kink) 18+

⨯ soldier boy + forced intox (payback!supe!reader) 18+

⨯ telling soldier boy your biggest fantasy is double penetration 18+

drabbles / headcanons

⨯ “you like fuckin’ a supe?” 18+

⨯ just more one 18+

⨯ soldier boy taking your virginity 18+

⨯ soldier boy’s birthday 18+

⨯ “say it, baby. words.” 18+

⨯ soldier boy x chubby!reader 18+

⨯ soldier boy finding out his gf wears glasses 18+

⨯ soldier boy bites 18+

⨯ soldier boy x reader using their safe word 18+

⨯ soldier boy needs skin-to-skin contact 18+

⨯ soldier boy who ties your hands to the bed 18+

⨯ “can you just shut the fuck up for once?” 18+

⨯ soldier boy dumbing you down 18+ *

⨯ how soldier fucks you when he wants to you shut up 18+ *

⨯ needy and desperate sex with soldier boy 18+ *

⨯ soldier boy is obsessed with your cunt 18+

⨯ soldier boy’s cock and how he likes to use it 18+ *

⨯ soldier boy soothing your daddy issues

⨯ sub!soldier boy headcanon fic 18+

⨯ soldier boy tying you up 18+ *

⨯ fauxcest-y sex with daddy!soldier boy 18+

⨯ ex boyfriend’s dad!soldier boy fauxcest sex 18+

⨯ stepdad!soldier boy fauxcest 18+

✶ ◞ beau arlen : big sky

one shots

⨯ helping beau arlen relax after a stressful day at work 18+

drabbles / headcanons

⨯ older!bf!beau disciplining you 18+ *

⨯ nsfw beau arlen headcanons 18+

⨯ softdom!beau nsfw headcanons 18+

✶ ◞ jensen ackles

one shots / series

⨯ best friend’s dad!jensen 18+

› after a night out

drabbles

⨯ dean’s daughter fauxcest 18+

✶ ◞ alec mcdowell : dark angel

one shots

⨯ heat 18+

drabbles / headcanons

⨯ “fuck me like you hate me” 18+

⨯ riding alec 18+

⨯ (mostly) nsfw alec headcanons 18+

✶ ◞ other : sam winchester, COD, sabrina carpenter

one shots

⨯ sam winchester aftercare 18+

⨯ taste — sabrina carpenter 18+

⨯ filthy sex with older boyfriend mark meachum 18+

⨯ run — simon ‘ghost’ riley 18+

⨯ four — simon riley and johnny mactavish 18+

⨯ gross stepdad!price 18+

drabbles / headcanons

⨯ thigh-riding sam 18+

⨯ orally-fixated tit-obsessed sam winchester 18+ *

⨯ simon ‘ghost’ riley returning home from deployment

⨯ my favourite jackles characters x reader pairings

for more lil thoughts & blurbs, scroll through “#✧ fig’s freak thoughts : jacklesverse” on my account !! <3

© bruisedfig, est. 2024. please don’t steal, rewrite or reupload my writing anywhere.

[deanwinchesterkiss]

I think about this pic so often

[pynkylla]

luteal phase or am i just freaking ugly???

[aquawild]

all roads lead back to jensen ackles

[2godboy22]

i know i say hollis looks a mess but ima still eat it thru them soggy ass jeans

[romydolly]

No because hes still my albino vampire after all these months

[angelbloorp]

" you taste like the forth of july... "

thinking about soldier boy x vintage americana reader...

[castielsfoot]

half of me wants to cradle a crying dean winchester and tell him everything is going to be alright and the other half wants me to bounce on his dick crazy style

[wvffles]

˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀; ben masterlist main masterlist // navigation // 18+ only ⭑.ᐟ

↓ oldest to newest ↑ ✮ all stories are ben x fem!reader unless otherwise stated, pls heed individual warnings <3

one shots — 1k+ words // drabbles — less than 1k words

one shots

the perfect gift .𖥔 ݁ ˖ fluff, dad!ben

this house is not a home (without my baby) .𖥔 ݁ ˖ angst, supe!reader

babe, don't let him steal your love from me .𖥔 ݁ ˖ flangst, part two

to know you is to love you .𖥔 ݁ ˖ flangst, part one

holly jolly headache .𖥔 ݁ ˖ holiday, fluff, dad!ben

drabbles

a face full of fur .𖥔 ݁ ˖ fluff, dad!ben

repose .𖥔 ݁ ˖ fluff, dad!ben

headcanons

imagine ben talking to an oblivious sweetheart .𖥔 ݁ ˖ silly, fluff

series / mini series

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ adaptation

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ dad!ben fics in order (chronological, not written order) repose → holly jolly headache → a face full of fur → the perfect gift