The little flower of God

Feel free to use any pronouns. I am a very staunch Leftist (specifically a Socialist) and a somewhat newly religious person.

[roseconservator]

Hello to anyone reading this! I decided to make an introduction post, so here I am! My name is Flower, and as my bio says, I go by any pronouns. I'm a leftist and a religious (though currently unaffiliated) person; the purpose of this blog is mainly to try to learn more about/"reconnect" with Islam (I say reconnect in quotes, as at one point I was raised in a Muslim family, though I don't really identify with this), particularly I hope to learn more about and perhaps convert to Shia Islam in specific for several reasons, though even if I end up not going through with that I'll keep using this blog to learn about Islam because I find studying religions to be unironically enjoyable. I am from and currently live in the USA, specifically the Southwest. I will be updating this in the future if anything else crosses my mind to include!

[stalinita]

My math teacher does not like Arabs and thinks that looking at Arabic calligraphy makes me a radical Islamist which is really funny because she KNOWS I'm Catholic 😭😭

[stalinita]

She only decided I was a radical Islamist during the last week of school I hope she forgets about this by next year so she doesn't act super weird towards me

[roseconservator]

Okay I would love a story time if you'd be up for it cause genuinely what the hell 😭

[roseconservator]

So my Quran got here today! I will say that it got delayed a few times, but I'm happy nevertheless

[avantgarden-er]

I waited two minutes to like your post to be mysterious

[hagiomoto]

It's super annoying that they're never this annoying about every other religious LGBT people

It's 2026 if you're still acting like this I'm afraid I might have to stereotypically act out

[aolafamily2000]

I am a mother living with my children in a tent that no longer protects us…

Its walls are worn out, and the cold seeps through every night as if we have no shelter at all.

Rodents are everywhere, getting close to our little food and frightening my children in their sleep.

I try to stay strong for them, but fear and exhaustion weigh heavily on my heart each day.

We are in desperate need of help… any kind hand that can restore a sense of safety and give my children a chance to live with dignity.

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[ilyapricot]

people talk about russian men the way they talk about arab men and people talk about russian women the way they talk about east asian women. does this make any sense

It does, it really really does.

Men are rendered as big and sexually animalistic and obviously subhumanly ‘backwards’, culturally, but like in a hot way(rooted in western anxieties around white masculinity and the need to ‘protect’ white women, it is intended to frame the subjects as sexual threats, jut now reinterpreted for a fetishistic western audience.) and the women are pretty, servile, sexually available and would do anything for a buck(reflective of the history of sex tourism, trafficking and exploitation that followed imperialist intervention and economic hardship in their region)

It’s not always clear-cut and binary though, one thing we can infer from things like the “his eyes have a sadness you only see in Eastern European gay porn” jokes and the theming of certain gay porn websites where the kayfabe is primarily a fantasy of financial sexual coercion of passively unwilling young former-Soviet men and how that parallels the real, historical sexual exploitation of young men(and women) by western pornographers after the illegal dissolution of the USSR(more on that), and the way muscular or otherwise gender-nonconforming women are talked about especially in primarily queer western spaces, it’s very clear that the sexually dominant/violent brute archetype and the sexually submissive/servile sexworker archetype aren’t gender-locked, especially not when you stray from the heterosexual context.

So yes, it does very much make sense. And also at least prior to WWII, East Asian men were also hypersexualised as dangerous, sexually-menacing civilisational threats(Yellow peril) before desexualized emasculation became the primary role they occupied in the western imagination, and Arab women are also often reduced to a very similar stereotype to East Asian and Russian women, so at certain points in history, it was all even more similar across the board.

The only conclusion to extract from all that is that Russophobia is simply orientalist racism applied to a Russian context, and that orientalism functions in very similar ways even when applied to different contexts.

[hagiomoto]

Hello! I was wondering if you wear a hijab/veil, what specific "style" you wear or just how you like to wear it (:

I wear it the way most Malaysian girls wear it either in the shawl style or the square scarf style.

Malaysian hijab style is pretty laid-back but still put-together. Since it's hot and humid here, we go for lightweight, breathable fabrics like chiffon, jersey, and cotton. The look is soft and natural, not too stiff or overdone. Most of us use just a pin or two, and we don't rely on big underscarves or complicated folds.

There's no big hump at the back, unlike how some Arab and Turkish girls style theirs. But it's also not completely pinless, nor do we show our bangs. We're somewhere in the middle… neat but relaxed, simple but still polished.

[tamamita]

they call it the most leftist position among israelis

[ahmedans-blog]

I am a father of a baby. A few days ago, we were caught in a downpour, and water flooded our

flimsy tent. I have an amputated leg and am

unable to work; I suffer pain every day. What hurts me most is seeing my little boy shivering and crying from the cold and hunger. We urgently need a tent to protect us from the rain, and diapers and milk for my baby. My campaign is documented as number 23, and any small support could help us protect our child and live with dignity.

[ahmedans-blog]

This post has been shared by nearly 200 people, but no one has donated. The last donation was 12 hours ago. Please don't ignore us. Please donate to us; we desperately need your help. Please donate.

Donate even a small amount: Tent: $300, Diapers and milk: $70, Shade: $60, Winter clothes for my child: $90. Every contribution, no matter how small, helps us a lot and changes our lives.

[dewshines]

2,808 / 60k, march 27th.

[yixiaosuige]

gazavetters #23

[justers-fundraiser-reblogs2]

£2,857 / £60,000 raised as of March 29th, 2026. Please donate to this family if you are able to at all, anything you can give will make a difference and is absolutely worth it even if you can only afford to contribute a small amount, and be sure to reblog this post using tags to spread the word and keep donations coming in consistently!

[justers-fundraiser-reblogs2]

£2,928 raised as of April 2nd. Please do as much as you can to help, the last donation was made a full 2 days ago

[zinaanqar07]

Please please guys, help Ahmed and her family, he has son and needs our support so please please help him, share and donate if possible, his campaign vetted from Gazavetters under #23

Please donate and share with your friends

[ahmedans-blog]

I never imagined I'd reach a point where I'd be standing in line at a charity just to get a little food for my wife and baby. I'm disabled and unable to work, yet I try every day to bring home something small so my family doesn't go to bed hungry. The hardest feeling in life is seeing your child cry because they need milk and you can't provide it. My baby urgently needs milk and diapers ($70). My campaign is documented, and any support, however small, could ease our suffering.

[mistyquarz]

My mom won’t let me donate so if you can please donate

[ahmedans-blog]

You will be held accountable for your negligence.

[ahmedans-blog]

My campaign is fully documented and verifiable. I am a Palestinian father who lost my leg and lives with my family in very difficult circumstances. We need a tent, food, milk and diapers for my child, and I need a prosthetic leg so I can stand again. Every donation, no matter how small, can change our lives. Please don't leave us alone.

[hopeforalaa]

Here is a silent cry amidst the many wounds that remain etched.

Who will change this pain and suffering? Where can we speak? Where can we cry out? There is no place left but death, pain, and loss.

All children in Gaza suffer from different forms of hardship; our children need full support.

I have two beautiful children, Hamza and Maria, who need care. Please, I am waiting for your support.

donation

[hagiomoto]

Go back to arabia, coloniser

Leave Palestine and go back to Europe, you murderer

[stalinita]

Guys I know I just deactivated and lost like 150 mutuals and then came back but can somebody send me a question about Nadezhda Alliluyeva I'm not doing too well right now and I think flexing my knowledge about her will make me feel better

[futchfidelitacastro]

I'm interested in anything she's written or writings about her :)

[stalinita]

For writings about her, I recommend searching for her on Russia Beyond, Espresso Stalinist's archive of excerpts about Stalin's personal life (there are a few sections about Nadya), and the book Kremlin Wives. Kremlin Wives does make a pretty serious and likely false claim about Nadya, though, at one point and the author, although describing herself as a "feminist" is quite misogynistic so be careful reading it. Most of the information is pretty biographical, but the author's tone is pretty off and the claim that I mentioned has been spread, but has considerable evidence against it. Molotov Remembers is also a GREAT book and he writes a bit about her. Svetlana Alliluyeva's books have some nice information, even though she's pretty anti-Stalin and not always the most reliable. For the most part, she's only said true things about Nadya, and maybe some debunked things about Stalin after Nadya died.

Nadya didn't write anything that we know of besides letters, and most of them that I know of are in those books/pieces of writing.

Here is a link to some of the written exchanges between her and Stalin.

[ode4nonia]

hmm.. how about her relationship with her children (svetlana has a few stories about nadia being very strict yet caring)

[stalinita]

Nadya had a really interesting relationship with her children. Before killing herself, she told a nurse that nothing made her happy, not even the children.

She was pretty cold around them, but she cared for them. She always wanted them to be busy. I think Svetlana once wrote about Nadya giving decent advice, even though she definitely was quite strict.

Svetlana also wrote about how once her mother "slapped her across the hands" and it made her cry so hard that Stalin picked her up and reassured her.

Here is a letter from Nadya to Svetlana: "Hello Svetlanochka:

I had a letter from Vasya saying that my little girl is carrying on and being terribly naughty. I hate getting letters like that about my little girl. I thought it was a big, sensible girl I was leaving behind, and now it turns out she's only a little girl after all and doesn't know how to behave like a grown-up. Svetlanochka, please talk to Natalia Konstantinovna and fix everything so I don't get any more letters like that. After you've talked to her, get Vasya or Natalia Konstantinovna to help you write me what you've decided. When Mama went away, her little girl made a great many promises but now it turns out she isn't keeping them.

Please write and let me know whether you've decided to be good or not.

You decide. You're a big girl and are able to think for yourself. Are you reading anything in Russian? I'm waiting to hear from you.

Your Mama."

She loved her stepson, Yakov, and they were actually fairly close in age. I think they bonded because they both had intense mental health struggles. She was horrified when Yakov intended to kill himself.

Not much is written about her and Vasily, but according to Svetlana, she "adored" him.

She seemed to be stricter with Svetlana. But I guess we just don't know much about Vasily and Stalin. She also adored Svetlana, from what people have said, even if she had some issues, but their relationship seems more complicated and in depth. Svetlana and Vasily were also significantly younger than Yakov. I believe she and Yakov were only six years apart.

You can read a bit about them here, these are some of the main sources I use for this information:

The Tragic 1962 Death Of Joseph Stalin's Son, Vasily Stalin

How My Mother Killed Herself; By Svetlana Alliluyeva: How My Mother Died

What was Stalin’s wife Nadezhda Alliluyeva like?

[ode4nonia]

oooh i just know vasily was her favorite! thank you!!

[stalinita]

I personally think it was Yakov! She preferred older children over younger children, and they were known to be very close.

When she died, there were rumors that Stalin murdered her for having an affair with Yakov...which I actually find pretty disgusting.

But she definitely loved Vasily as well. I think that Yakov was more of a friend to her later in life, since they were both so young. It is kind of sad looking at her letters though, seeing such a youthful 19 year old Nadya refer to a 14 year old as her child.

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

[stalinita]

Honestly I want to be inside the body of the girl whom I love but not in a sexual way I just want to be one with her and see and feel and hear and live through her body

[stalinita]

Stalin may or may not have had an affair with Nadya's mother before Nadezhda was born and so one time in an argument he joked, "you're either mine or Kurnatovsky's!" and it really horrified Nadya.

Nadya looked quite a bit like her father, Sergei, and inherited many of his Romani features, but it was a pretty sick joke and he retracted it immediately.

[roseconservator]

Oh. Wow. Okay. 😭

[ahmed-ziiaad]

This may be the last plea I write while so many people keep scrolling past our pain as if it means nothing.

We urgently need only $500. If just 10 people donate $50 each, my mother could have another chance at life.

No donation is too small when someone’s life is at stake. Please don’t ignore our cries for help , your support today could be the reason my mother survives.

If you cannot donate, please at least share this message. I’m begging you, don’t leave us alone in this nightmare… please do something for my mother.

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[dewshines]

£11,569 / 40k, may 29th.

[coolasice1991]

No donations since above update!

[ahmed-ziiaad]

All I am asking for is a single share, yet so many choose silence as if our suffering means nothing. Where is humanity? Where is the compassion people speak about? Or are those just words that are easy to say and easy to forget? I am not asking for the impossible, I am only asking for a small act of kindness before it is too late.

[professionalmushroom]

Please donate to Ahmed if you can, any support will help keep a mother alive! Donating or sharing can really help!!!

[djayatollah1]

is my cock getting smaller or is my brain just getting bigger

[roseconservator]

"Oh. Wow. Okay"