He wasn’t sure if he could ever change, no matter what. That was probably one of his many main issues with not only this situation, but everything. He didn’t bother to try and hide his hate, there was no more point to that, considering Aki now knew how two faced he really his. Then again, even if she didn’t know, it’s not like he’d do too much to hide his actual hate. Not only did it frustrate him, but it severely bothered Divine how Aki’s friends are there for her. He couldn’t pinpoint the exact feeling, but he knew it just irritated him, to think she has people for her now, that her hopeless situation changed. How she’s happier now than she ever was in the Arcadia Movement. It’s not as if he cared if she were happy or not there, all he needed was to use her, but despite that… Maybe it was a silly thought, much like everything else he was thinking. He knew how petty he must be, and that just maybe… maybe he should actually try. Try to open up perhaps, be willing for minor adjustments for the time being.
Yes, even he himself had somewhat of a hard time believing he said what he did. Even if it was because of a different motive, agreeing to cooperate was still a big change to him, something he’s not used to, or rather, doesn’t want. He knew though, that this would be for the best right now. If he didn’t then either they’d be back at square one, or she’d be completely done with him. “If you say so, but don’t forget who you’re dealing with.” His tone remained emotionless, but he had a tiny sneer. It was honestly something Divine couldn’t begin to imagine; peace. If she really could ‘help’ him then that very well could be possible, but now, that type of thing was unimaginable to him. “Hmph, well that’s true. If I can understand you better then…” His sentence trailed off, and he put his hand near his mouth, thinking. That was actually something he wanted to hear from her. He needed to see how she sees things, how she does deal with matters. It could help, considering how he was used to understanding her before, and now see was so foreign to him. If that can change, it would help him. He’d never given thought to how their roles turned around now. Her ‘taking him in now’… Considering how he fueled her hatred more with his influence just maybe she could influence him in a positive light. Not that Divine could think of it in that way if he even gave a thought to it. He wouldn’t give up the hope that he could revert her back to the Aki he knew. Divine knew she most likely could hear some of what he muttered, and somewhat bothered by how she didn’t say anything about it. It made sense why she didn’t, but Divine couldn’t help but click his tongue in annoyance. So odd to think how not too long ago, that Aki was almost in the same situation as Divine. Having nothing but thoughts of vengeance and hatred, and now she’s much better off. All he’s done is concentrate everything into those negative thoughts, every single dark emotion. Aki though, she’s repaired many things, and most likely thinking of a positive future. It’s as if he’s stuck in time, not even trying to move. It would never occur to Divine that Aki would miss them being close. He figured she’d never want that back, considering how he’s treated her, how he’s done nothing but lie to her. It was true; he’s not once tried to get along with the current her, the actual Aki. If his mind wasn’t so clouded in the past though, that very well could change, even if he himself wouldn’t admit it. Similar to Aki’s own fear of them not becoming close again, he feared that she wouldn’t come back to him, the Arcadia Movement. That she wouldn’t only depend on him once more and use those powers. That needed to change, he had to stop thinking that way. Even if those thoughts were brief, he knew. This was only going to end in a bad way if that continued… He shook his head, All I need is revenge though, isn’t it? His thoughts were cut off, as he heard Aki once more. Divine couldn’t help but chuckle slightly, she was right. Maybe he wasn’t aware anymore. “I have to admit, you’re right. Maybe for a while now I’ve had no idea.” He didn’t know how else to reply to her, he was already probably sounding somewhat… ‘Crazy’. Divine continued to smirk, “I guess you shouldn’t even try to be a ‘hero’, since there’s no such thing anyway.” Not sure if he should reply to the other part she said, he bit his tongue. She should know full well he’d never agree with that she just said, considering all he wants is to cause others pain. “…Try all you like.” After clearing his throat, Divine stopped. “Stopping my bad intentions… heh, this world is the only thing that is ‘bad’. They deserve punishment.” He looked away, “…So do you have any plans whatsoever to try and ‘stop’ me? To ‘change’ me?”
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