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Goodbye

Hopeful

Wish you well.

Ex calling me

Should I answer or ignore?

I crave you, but I don't want you anymore

When I was with you I made a lot of mistakes. I ignored the red flags, I fell in love with your words and your potential of who you could be, what we could become. I was so desperate to be with you I think I lost sight of what I deserved, I deserve to be with someone who doesn’t make me second guess myself and whose actions back up their words in a way that yours never did. I don’t regret you, you taught me a lot of things and you showed me the type of woman I was with you, the type of woman I will never be again.

you showed me everything I don’t want in a relationship, so thank you for that. (via helplesslydreamingx)

relatable in so many ways, know your worth baby girl.. your heart is gold

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Star-crossed.

threesixxtyfive

Day Four Hundred Sixty Four.

I love you isn’t enough

it’s long nights and tight hugs it’s laughter and curling into each other when the world is relentless it’s understanding and patience endless patience

it’s that you know how i like my coffee and can tell something is wrong before i do it’s finished sentences and inside jokes it’s planning our future together planning a life it’s the calm to every storm the impenetrable protection from every danger

it’s you and me us in this crazy world taking on every moment because there’s no other way it’s happiness and sadness and everything in between tackled hand in hand side by side together teammates

I love you is true it’s sweet and sentimental it fills my heart so much it overflows but it isn’t enough

thank you is a better place to start

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achingchest

i love you. [delete] did you ever love me? [delete] was i just somebody you used to make you feel better about yourself? [delete] well, here’s me making you feel better about yourself: you’re the most amazing person i’ve ever met in my life. nobody could ever take your place. i love you more than words can say. [delete] yeah, you fucked me over, but i still think you’re great. i don’t know if that says more about me or more about you. i don’t know if that makes me pathetic or kindhearted. i always saw the good in you. [delete] i know i didn’t always act like you were important to me. i’m sorry for that. i’m sorry i didn’t shove it down your throat every day, tell you that you were worth everything to me; i’m sorry i held your mistakes against you so much. i’m sorry i didn’t realize you were struggling too. [delete] you’re still the first person i want to tell anything to. like did you hear who our ex-friend is hooking up with? did you see that facebook status? did you see that car crash on route 29? did you know there are more microbes on your body than people on earth? [delete] i know i said leave but i really meant i’ll be waiting for you to come back. my friends say it’s not permanent; i can go back whenever i want to. i know i can but i left for a reason. it hurts so much that you don’t want me. [delete] i keep thinking i can convince you to choose me. who wouldn’t want someone who loves them this much? i want to shower you with compliments just so you realize what you lost. [delete] but i also want you to know you’re special. i want you to know somebody loves you, even if they’re far away. i want you to know how you lifted my spirits by just existing. [delete] but then i think: where’s my “i love you”? where’s my “thank you for existing”? where’s my “you’re special” and “i appreciate you” and “you’re important to me”? why am i always the one trying to make this work? why don’t you value me? [delete] you told me you’d always answer my text messages, probably even in your sleep. i can’t believe someone so goddamn beautiful could do such ugly things. [delete]

delete delete delete (via achingchest)

why promise me the world

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