♡ Hello, just call me "Rosie" or just "Rose". This is my safe space to express my love for my F/Os and selfshipping as a whole. 💙 I'm an artist and sometimes I enjoy editing as well, you might see me rambling as well^^
♡ I'm a black, 19 year old Bisexual (Also, lithro-aro) Female and I use She/Her pronouns! I'm AuADHD. The reason I bring this up is because: One, I can share this with selfshippers who are also like me and two, this comes important for the way I interact with others!
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As you can tell by the profile, Ferris is my Main F/O. Keep in mind that I use He/Him pronouns for Ferris, even they/them as well sometimes. I see them as a male, this is MY opinion. But, if you see ferris as a trans Coded or even gender-fluid, that's perfectly good too! I'm saying this so people know just in case we see things differently when it comes to ferris's character. Everyone views their F/O differently and all of it canon to you ♡
So, my love for ferris has gone way back ever since I was younger. (I think middle school mostly?)
He's the reason why I got into Re: Zero to begin with. Cat-like and cutesy characters were always my favorite, for example, Rin Hoshizora from love live or Kirio Nekoyanagi from Idolmaster sideM. So me falling quickly in love with ferris was bound to happen. I made an OC who was shipped with ferris at the time but I never made content involved around them. Looking back at it, she was definitely a self-insert, I had many OCs who were just like her. Anywho, I was secretly still having ferris with me even when I was gushing around my other F/Os (I still love them ♡) but, last year, I started to embrace with him and share it in this community. So, that's a small story about my relationship with ferris. Even though I self-ship for funnies, I view Ferris a little differently. Even probably as an Oshi too. 💙🩵
Other besides ferris, I do have other main F/Os:
♡ - Lyney (Genshin Impact)
♡ - Astolfo (FGO/Fate Grand Order)
♡ - Kanata Shinkai (Enstars)
These are just main Ones, I have a separate post, just in case if you are curious: ♡ Rose's F/O list ♡
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♡ My other interests:
♡ - Sabrina Carpenter/Katseye fan
♡ - Sometimes listen to kpop (twice fan if wondering)
♡ - Re: Zero (I only really care about ferris and that's about it. But, I still enjoy the series once and a while.)
♡ - The Amazing digital circus
♡- Fnaf (Five nights at Freddy's)
♡ - Fate Grand Order
♡ - Enstars/Ensemble Stars
♡ - Vocaloid (not sekai)
♡ - Cookie run (mostly ovenbreak)
♡ - Genshin Impact
♡ - Umamusume: Pretty Derby
❌ DNIs/Don't interact If:
- if you selfship of my F/Os who I'm non-sharing of.
- if your blog involves a lot of canon x Canon ships, mostly: Ferris x Crusch, Lyney x Treavler/kinchi, Astolfo x sieg. Just these ships give me discomfort!)
- if you are a hater of selfship/Yumeship/fictos. Why are you even following this blog if you hate it?
- if you are against non-sharing yumes or the ones who have a lot of F/Os. Your love doesn't have to be limited to one F/O.
- Transphobic/Anti-lgbtq (especially biphobic, this is personal for me.)
- if you are just toxic in general, please don't follow me.
- Proship or just supporting problematic crap.
- if you support 🧊 LEAVE, if you support 🍊🗑️, LEAVE.
Just be nice, respect people and be kind. I don't want anyone who can't respect me or other people to follow me. If anything that makes me uncomfortable, I will just block you.
♡ Just small other things I wanna add:
- I don't do F/O fidelity list (this is only restrictly for close friends only.)
- I don't support any harassment towards doubles as a non-sharing yume myself.
- only 16+ can follow for fun or if you just enjoy my blog, but I'm not comfortable messaging or being friends around anyone who is that age or under. But, if you are 18+, feel free to message me or just interact if you wanna be friends!
♡ Other Socials:
♡ Instagram: Rose_Selfship
♡ Tiktok: Rosieyumeship
(i will update it if there's anything I feel like I need to add.)
A week away from my birthday... I think I should commission an artist to draw something again or do it myself. Btw, I'm drawing two Yumeship and I don't really have the motivation to do so...
I am really sorry if you're a person who cannot handle seeing stuff like that (the ragebait account who was ableist). I cast a reverse spell:
Your partners DO love you.
Your partners would NEVER want to see any harm come your way.
Your partners will NEVER think you're a burden
Your partners will ALWAYS treat you with so much patience, care, and kindness if you agere!
Your partner loves you for you and not some pathetic ragebaiting garbage person can change that! THEY LOVE YOU FULLY AND WITH THEIR ENTIRE HEARTS AND SOULS
And they WOULD reassure you now! If that troll account has made you question or doubt, your partners are right there with you! Reassuring you that just because some sad little welp of a person wrote something nasty about their love that DOESN'T make it true!!
GUYS!!! Everyone look!!! My Leolie commission is back!!! 😭🩷✨ Just… look at them. LOOK AT THEM!!! Look at how Jolie fits so perfectly in his arms. Look at how ridiculously in love they are. AAAAAA!!! 😭🫶🏻 AND UHM… LOOK AT THEIR INITIALS IN THE TREE!!! Leorio absolutely carved them in there because there is NO way Jolie’s short little legs were reaching that high. Sorry girlie, this was a tall boyfriend job. 🩷AND THE SUNSET!!! LOOK!!! Sunset is literally the most romantic time of day and nobody can convince me otherwise!!! >:’C💕
I’ m done. I’m finished. I can’t do this anymore.
AWGHHHHHH this commission is giving me such severe cuteness aggression that I may never recover from it. 😭🫶🩷
Oh my gosh hii you are so cute! Ferris from rezero!! I would love to know more about your selfship
Thank you! This is a bit of a mess but if you wanna read a better version of this, check out my asks, it's in there somewhere ^^
I don't really have any new information to share because I'm on new chapters at the moment.
But I will do a quick summary of my self insert and their relationship.
Rosabelle Mayfield is an assistant for Anastasia Hoshin and handles most financial stuff for the iron fang. Compared to my other self inserts, she is way more on the timid and shy side than the others. She is very close with her, pearlbatons, Ricardo, sometimes Julius and crusch.
Her and ferris did meet a few times from meetings but they didn't really have any thoughts about each other.
Not until Rosabelle got herself into a huge accident where Anastasia made a deal with crusch to have ferris watch over her and let her stay. I haven't figured out what type of incident she got herself into but it was a pretty bad one.
I will say that Rosabelle always did have a bit of a crush on ferris but ofc, she never said details but it didn't take hard thinking to already know that. Ferris obviously knew but just like the others he isn't too close with, he just teased her and flirted sometimes but accidentally got himself falling in love with her the more he watched over her.
After that, their relationship was complicated in a weird way because they would do things that scream romantic (nicknames, gestures, how they talk about each other, etc) but it was never confirmed because they don't even know if they consider themselves as a couple.
But they eventually date but it would take some time to grow. Massive thanks for crusch because she let out a few hints for the both of them but without being in their business, it was best to let them figure it out.
I really need to do a clean version of this but idk when but I hope this was easy to read and understand. I'm not really a writer 😅
I'm back! I had to take a long break away from the Internet as a whole, everything was just drama after drama and it was causing me horrible anxiety. The whole thing made bet a bit insecure about my Yumeship and people's opinions just did damage BUT anywho, I feel a bit better and way more relaxed. LONG ASS POST ⚠️
Weather I'm offline or online, I'm still kept in touch with the re zero light novel. And I have a few thoughts but I will bring it up later.
I been doing a bit of art fight and learning Japanese since I dreamed about traveling abroad someday.
Not only that but most stuff I'm into is related to Japan and the Japanese language, so I kinda have to. Might take a while but I'm determined about it.
For umamusume, I decided to try the Japanese version and OH MY GOSH, I kinda hate myself for missing out on SO MUCH CONTENT. I seriously wished I didn't quit years ago...
I can't even play most career events because it's spoilers and two, I saw a few leaks and I will believe they will hit the global soon. I do have the translator but it's only effective for gameplay wise but I'm okay with that. And I found me a new Oshi... THE DIVA HERSELF 👑✨ omg I love her, she is so beautiful. Btw, rice Shower is still my precious angel and you know she is my main uma on home screen-
Not only that. I got meisho Doto new card and I got both of the new skins on the global server of mejiro McQueen and Goldship!
And last thing related to umamusume, I got myself an art commission from Yaddorin on VGen ♡ I'm still indecisive if I want to post my umamusume selfship here but if you want to see it, feel free to follow my Instagram: Tachyonrose
And Finally, I have mixed feelings about the recent chapters. Although, I'm very glad that ferris isn't hurt but... I don't really like how he treated Subaru when he was just trying to be nice, I get it wasn't the right time but come on...
Anywho... It still seems that ferris and crusch relationship is a bit rocky for obvious reasons, but in the last chapters, it seems comical and I'm not a fan. I do hope for some serious but I do want their relationship to regrow. This is probably my jealousy speaking.
And for the rest, everything is a damn mess 😭 you will never catch me in Re: Zero. EVER.
I know I don't have to talk about this and it's very unnecessary, but I like talking about it. I do hope everyone day is good and okay 👍
Shoutout to selfshippers who have been recently diagnosed with depression or have been living with it for a long time. I just want you to know that no matter how low you feel, your F/O will never leave you. When you break down or start crying, they’ll be right there to gently hold you, rub your back, and remind you how much they love you. They won’t get annoyed or tired of you for struggling. They’ll stay by your side, quietly and patiently, helping you stand back up, no matter how long it takes. And even if your depression never fully goes away, they will still love you, support you, and hold space for your sadness without ever making you feel like a burden. They accept every part of you, and that includes the pain too. You are still worthy of love, and they’ll remind you of that as many times as you need.
NGL, I'm not sure if I should post more of my umamusume selfship on here. I tried to post it on different socials but finding yumes is a bit difficult but the selfshipping as a whole.
I don't think I will make a whole blog since I use this to post whatever.
Shout out to the selfshippers/Yumeshippers who struggled with mental health.
To the ones who struggled to talk about their problems.
To the ones who have to deal with no medication but prefer to have them.
To the ones who struggled to get up everyday to do something.
To the ones who feel like no one is listening to you or understand you.
To the ones who are being treated differently because it.
To the ones who have to deal with people who don't take them seriously.
To the ones who feel ashamed about it.
To the ones who have to deal with negative thoughts.
To the ones who have dreams and goals but fear they might not achieve them.
To the ones who want to be alone without getting judged.
And to the ones who are going through it for any personal reasons. Family, friends, etc.
You are valid and you are listened to. this can go for anyone with mental health problems, the things we have to go through are difficult and hard and I know we feel like giving up, So do I.
But please, don't knock yourself down to the ground. It's hard to get people to understand us or to understand what we are going through, it's frustrating.
I can vision that your F/O is seeing what you are going through and they are worry about you.
They want you to be better.
They want you to be happy.
They want you to be honest.
They want you to love yourself.
They want you to be kind to yourself.
They want you to be open so anyone can try to help you.
What I'm trying to say is, that you aren't alone in this and we are all struggling for our own personal reasons but know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and your F/O will be holding your hand.
Please, if you are going through anything. Talk to someone who you can trust, who can understand you and help you. Friends, family or anyone that you need. Your F/O wants the best for you.
Me reading Re: Zero be like: *Important lore but don't really care too much besides crusch*
Me: WHERE TF IS FERRIS??
Look, I know I have to wait and I know there's mostly a build up but I wanna make sure my baby is okay 😭 if Russell does anything, I will hate him forever and ever.
I'm not sure if this is a "hot take," but ;
If your f/o is what it takes for you to get through hard things, complete tasks, whatever it may be, don't let anyone make you feel bad for it. If your f/o motivates you to become better, encourages you to rest or seek support when you need it, helps you accept and love yourself, then that's beautiful. I couldn't be happier that you've found something, or someone, in this case, who helps you help yourself.
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after seeing some negative stuff in the tags today, i think everyone deserves a reminder about how much they're loved by their f/os! everyone deserves interaction, no matter if it's 'obligated' or not, so please remember to practice reblog karma and make someone smile!
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