Rosie Tallen

Love is rebellious bird that nobody can tame, and it's all in vain to call it if it chooses to refuse.  

[rosietallen]

ryans-carter‌:

“That’s a lie, you had million reasons to think that, but you decided not to and that’s the difference that matters.” the boy said, knowing his bad reputation. But that was just another reason he liked Rosie so much. She didn’t care. From the moment they met, she didn’t care about rumours or about Ryan trying to prove her that he’s the bad guy. She just got to know him, in her own way. She saw that he’s not so bad and at one moment, neither one of them knew when exactly they became closer than they ever thought that they will be. And that was the best moment of his life. “You really think that? That I’m one of the greatest guys in the world? ” he asked, not beliving that someone could ever see him this way. When Rosie involved his bad opinion about himself, he looked away and bit nervously his lip, remembering all the crappy things he’s done in his life. As soon as she said that he worthed a lot to her, he looked at Rosie, not knowing what to say. “And what is that supposed to mean?” he knew exactly what it meant, but it was kind of too hard to believe it. It was too good. He looked down, when a stupid smile appeared on his face. He was acting like some in love teenager and it was absurd, but it felt so good. The next moment he moved his eyes, so they can meet hers and said, almost whispered, actually “I will be. And I really hope this won’t be followed by a slap, but…” he took a deep breath “I need to…” he leaned over and kissed her, and maybe it was stupid maybe he was crazy to confess to his best friend that he’s in love with her, and maybe it was crazy to kiss her 5 minutes after that, but he didn’t care anymore. Life was too damn short to waste any more time. And there was one thing he knew,  and it was that If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you’re scared that it’s not the right thing. Even if you’re scared that it’ll cause problems. Even if you’re scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it, and you say it loud and you go from there.

A soft laugh escaped Rosie’s lips. Of course Ryan wasn’t going to take the compliment just like that. Though she guessed there was some truth in what he was saying. People were quick to judge him, especially considering all the stories that were passed around about his past. Rosie knew how that felt like. Back in high school, she was girl that was as cold as stone. No one understood why she hated her life as much. She was as much as a misfit as he used to be. Maybe that’s why Rosie has always liked his company -- the constant unharmful bickering and banter made her forget about all of it. “Yeah, I do believe it. I mean, I obviously don’t know a whole lot of guys...” she tried to joke to make their conversation a bit lighter. “Just, take my word for it, okay? And accept the compliment.” Her hand was resting on his cheek now, and her legs almost turned weak when he looked away from her and bit his lip. She had never seen him this vulnerable before. Usually he was the person that had his quick remarks ready to fire back, but now it seemed like he didn’t quite know what to say or do next. “It means what it means,” she shrugged, as her thumb traced his cheekbone. “You matter to me. You’re the kind of person I want to keep around for a long time.” Everything she said had one simple meaning. She really liked him. Her heart started racing as it looked like Ryan was making his next movie, and when he said he hoped she wasn’t going to slap him, a frown appeared on Rosie’s face. “Slap you? Why would I feel the need to slap you at this--” Before she could finish her sentence, Ryan put his lips against her. “Oh,” she whispered under her breath, as everything started to become clear. It must’ve really been ages since she kissed someone, because she really didn’t see this one coming. She quickly closed her eyes and moved her hands to his neck, as she sighed happily and returned his kiss, her lips parting just slightly. After seconds, she couldn’t remember what they had been talking about just before, or what she was planning to do. Nothing was more important than this. Damn, she couldn’t believe she was having the thoughts those cheesy people in rom coms had. The feeling of floating on air was pretty new for Rosie, but she didn’t hate it, that was for sure.

[fysebastianstan]

[sebastiansource]

[rosietallen]

ryans-carter‌:

The boy shook his head at her question or whatever it was supposed to be. “Of course I like you, you’re you…” what was he doing, he wasn’t a one to share his feelings just like that. “You can be annoying at times, no question, but you’re also energetic and nice and funny and different.” he said taking a deep breath. “And it’s a good different…” after she said that her opinion has changed now, Ryan smiled at her “So…do you? Think I’m good enough for you, I mean?” he didn’t know if she was surprised that he liked her. But it would be weird if she was. Like he really didn’t like sharing his feelings, but most of the time it was obvious when he had them. And for the past few years, she was probably the person he was the closest with. Maybe that was one of the reasons he never admitted his feelings, cause he didn’t want to ruin this. He didn’t want to ruin his relationship with the person he cared about the most. “Oh come on, my jokes are always good.” the boy said, laughing. “ Rosie Palladino…listen to me.” he said, and smiled looking at their hands. “You are not trying to make me do anything. It’s my decision and…I most certainly prefer to go down with you, which won’t happen by the way cause you’ll make it, than to watch you struggle when I can help you. Even if I have to live on the street, I would do it, I would do anything to make your dreams come true, cause it will be worth it.” Ryan said and looked her right in the eyes “You’re worth it.”

“Good you added that last part. I was almost going to whip your ass,” Rosie joked, though she thought being called different was one of the best compliments she could ever get. That’s all she ever wanted to be. Different. Outstanding. “I have no reason to think you aren’t good enough, Ryan,” she started, trying to carefully choose her next words. She didn’t know how to do this. Admit to someone she liked them back. Sure, Rosie had had her fair share of flings through the years, but they often ended as soon as they started. “I’m just trying to say... if you aren’t good enough for me, then no one is. Then again, I might be a bit biased, seeing as I think you’re one of the greatest guys in the world,” she said softly. “I know your life has been leaving you with the impression that you aren’t worth much. Maybe you think you haven’t done much good on earth. I’m not in a position to objectively judge you on that. But in my experience, you’ve done much more good than bad. You’re worth a whole damn lot to me.” With her free hand, she reached out to caress Ryan’s cheek, with a fond smile on her face. He was addressing her with her real last name now, and that was enough to get her full attention. It was hard to believe and unusual, to say the least, that someone would give everything up for her. “I already figured you’re not the kind of person that backs down on decisions. I’m sure there’s nothing I could say that would make you change your mind. But I won’t let you end up like that, over my dead body. If you’re doing something for me, I want to return the favor. I don’t want to do this unless we’re fully in it together. If I’m going to rise to the top of the world, I want you to be there, too.”

[rosietallen]

ryans-carter‌:

“I find your ego quite attractive, but still I’m doing this for you and I won’t take no as an answer.” he said, smiling at her. “I like you Rosie and I refuse to let you, settle for something that isn’t good enough for you.” the boy explained, waiting for a reaction. “Except for me, I’m the only thing that isn’t good enough for you, that you can settle for.” when he saw her poker face reaction, he laughed. “Ok, it was a joke, don’t throw anything at me.” well it wasn’t exactly a joke, but who cares. “Please, let me do this. You know, I’m not going to heaven, If I’ve never done something good in my life.” why was she making this so hard for him, why was she so independent and stubborn. And why he wanted to be so involved with her life. 

For the first time in a while, Rosie didn’t have a witty remark ready to shoot back at Ryan. Bright blue eyes stared at him when the lighthearted, playful mood of their conversation shifted to something she couldn’t quite put her finger on. She had never seen Ryan like this. And the words he was using, well, those were kind of new too. “You... like me?” Rosie repeated, as if she just hadn’t heard him admit it loud and clear. A small smile then formed on her lips. “Only I get to decide what and who’s good enough for me,” she said stubbornly. “And I’ve never said you aren’t. And if I ever did, back in high school, that’s all in the past. My opinion has changed now.” It was true. God knows she hadn’t expected things to go this way, but Ryan had been a constant in her life for the past few years. Sure, they had lived separate lives, and they hadn’t always been talking as much, but Rosie knew that when she needed him, he would always be there. “It was a pretty sweet joke, I have to admit, even though you blew it out of proportion,” Rosie giggled, scooting closer to where Ryan was sitting. She resisted the urge of making a joke about how he was concerned whether he’d end up in heaven or not. She didn’t want to hurt his feelings, not now. Rosie grabbed his hand, shaking her head. “I can’t make you do it, Ryan. You barely make enough to support yourself. I don’t want you to go down with me. I would never forgive myself if that happened. I’m a big girl, I can handle this. Believe me.”

[rosietallen]

ryans-carter‌:

Ryan looked at the girl again, with a smile on his face. “You look like a boring teacher, so I guess the answer to your question is yes. You look as professional as one can look.” The boy couldn’t understand why she needed this lame job. It was not for her. She had this sparkle in her and her whole attitude wasn’t suitable for a job like this one. Sure, she needed the money, but was this the way. “I do, I know…but come on. I can’t imagine you doing this. It will seriously kill your whole persona.” the boy said, meaning every word. “You’re Audrey Hepburn, not 68 years old grandma with 2 cats.” this sounded way too nice for his taste, but someone had to talk some sense into her head. “I can help you. If all you need is money, I can.” What was he doing, he couldn’t even support himself. 

“Boring teacher was exactly the look I was going for though,” Rosie fired back at him, sticking out her tongue. It was so obvious Ryan didn’t think applying for this job was a good idea. But the interview was in two hours, and Rosie had already made up her mind. There was no going back. “It’s not like I’m signing a lifetime contract, Carter. It’s only an intermediate solution,” she argumented, though she did understand where he was coming from. It’s not really a Rosie Palladino thing to do. “You’re really good at exaggerating things, you know that?” she replied, not being able to hold in her laugh as he compared her to Audrey Hepburn. “’That’s a really sweet offer, Ryan, and it’s incredible that you would do that for me, but you know I cannot accept it. I don’t want to be dependent on anyone, especially not when it comes to money. I have to battle this on my own."

[ryans-carter]

Is this one of those times when you want me to lie to protect your delicate emotions?

[rosietallen]

“Ryan Carter,” Rosie said, her voice sounding as strict as ever. “I need you to look in my eyes and be fully honest with me. I’ll just repeat my question -- does this outfit make me look professional and serious enough?” She was heading to a job interview later on, a secretary job, to be exact. It was far from her dream job, and Rosie hated she came to the point of having to do this, but she had no choice. Her performances simply weren’t paying the bills, and she was having a hard time supporting herself financially, all alone in the small apartment in New York. “You know how much I need this to work.”

[rosietallen]

You're so in love with Jesse, it's obvious.

Rosie rolled her eyes. “Seriously, can’t a girl be friends with a boy for once without everyone else assuming she’s head over heels?” People were such hypocrites sometimes.

[rosietallen]

You're so in love with Noah, it's obvious.

“No, I’m not,” Rosie quickly shot back. “In love, that’s just ridiculous,” she said, letting out a mocking smirk. “Besides, you have no insight in however I might feel.”

[letmebeyour-killerking]

WHEN SHE GRABBED HIS HAND TO SHAKE IT, nate smiled–a tiny smile of victory–as he nodded. “rosie. it is my pleasure, beautiful.”.❞

[rosietallen]

So, Nate... Can I ask you something? Could you stop giving me pet-names? It won’t work, so why would you even use them, right?

[letmebeyour-killerking]

RAISING A BROW, nate crossed his arms in front of his chest, staring at the girl from head to toe. she was fiery, that was sure… “oh–fierce.” he said, a smirk toying his features. “backersfeld. nate, backersfeld.” he said, extending his hand for her.❞

[rosietallen]

[she nods] Yeah. I’m Rosie. [she took his hand and shook it] It’s, erm... Nice to meet you.

[noahxmiller]

Noah laughed at her comment and leaned forward, resting his arms on his upper legs. He focused his gaze on Rosie and when she started talking his smile grew wider. She was one of a kind and he was grateful that he got the chance to know her. From the moment the brunette started singing, he was amazed. She was truly talented and even more than the boy could ever imagine. Her eyes twinkled as she performed and it gave him an odd but good feeling. After she sang the song, Noah was speechless—in a good way. After a moment he got up and cheered for her. “I’m impressed, I don’t even know what to say.” he said, smiling.

[rosietallen]

Rosie hadn’t felt this amazing while singing in ages. She felt like she was finally getting the thrill back. And maybe, just maybe she wasn’t right about not being able to get the right chance with her career here. Maybe she wasn’t right about not being appreciated. When she ended the song, she carefully looked up to face Noah, to see his reaction. The boy already stood up and had a huge smile on his face. The girl returned his smile and took a bow. “Personally, I also think I did really great,” she said with a little nod. “Better than I expected.” Is that what you do to me, Noah Miller?, Rosie thought deep inside. It was like he brought out the best in her. “Thank you.”

[letmebeyour-killerking]

LAUGHING, nate raised a brow, playing with the rings on his fingers as he let his eyes peer into the girl’s. he didn’t know her–hell, he didn’t know half of the girls around campus, at least not by name–but he wouldn’t mind getting to know her. he never did. “i suggest you try and figure out, pretty blue eyes. it tends to be a real advantage having me in your contact list.”.❞

[rosietallen]

Rosie rolled her eyes. Here we go again—another guy that’s trouble. She saw it in his eyes, the way he acted, the way he talked... “I don’t really care about having a contact list,” she said shrugging, trying to bring over the fact she wasn’t interested.

[letmebeyour-killerking]

“YES, I AM BACK; YOU CAN STOP FANGIRLING NOW.”, nate said as his notorious smirk toyed his features, his emerald eyes glimmering with actual amusement at their reaction. he had been glad to be away from the school and all the drama that had happened–but if he were honest, he didn’t mind being back. after all, four years add up, and the place has already become like a home to him.❞

[rosietallen]

So, I basically should know who you are? Exchange student, sorry for that.

[cinzentava]

[noahxmiller]

“I might have to rethink that.” Noah replied joking, as he focussed his gaze on Rosie. “I’m sure I can handle it.” he added smiling, excited about seeing her perform, which was an odd feeling to him. A smile came across his lips as she walked up the stairs of the small stage.

[rosietallen]

“Of course you can,” Rosie said, dramatically rolling her eyes. She now walked up to her spot, her heartbeat going faster—not really knowing why. She just decided to ignore it and faced the empty chairs, and Noah. “Thank you, thank you,” she said to an invisible crowd that was cheering her on. “I dedicate this performance to my most supportive friend—Noah Miller,” she said, giving him a wink. Then she put on the music (she was yet to find a pianist friend to accompany her) and started singing after taking a deep breath to concentrate. “L’amour est un oiseau rebelle, que nul le peut apprivoiser...”

[rosietallen]

“Are you sure you’ll be able to handle it?” Rosie said joking, as she walked up the stairs of the small stage, where she was about to sing a part of her favorite opera ‘Carmen’, to the person that was sitting down in front of her.