you are not your parents.

❝ they say that abandonment is a wound that never heals. i say only that an abandoned child never forgets. ❞ ( independent and selective multi-fandom oc. please read about and rules. written by shaggy.)

[rosievelt-blog]

( @thestarfleethistorian xx )

Rosie struggled to hide a smug smile, glancing at her face when she spoke. A redness warmed his cheeks when she continued, and he nodded a little. “I guess that’s true. Still, the instinct’s still there,” he said, moving to stand behind her as she continued to cook. His arms slid around her waist, and he buried his nose in her hair as he chuckled. “Yeah, it is. I should probably be clear, though: it was his security who picked me, not him. It’s not like he gets to choose his own guards.” He sighed, preventing himself from rambling any longer and moving to stand directly next to her, leaning against the counter again. “That smells so good,” he moaned, peaking under one of the lids. “What is it?”

[rosievelt-blog]

THREADS ;;

( under the cut are a list of threads i’m going to keep working on. with school and everything irl i really needed to cut down. if our thread isn’t on this list, it really really isn’t personal at all, and i probably immensely enjoyed writing with you. and chances are, we’ll write together in the future. but for right now, i either lost muse for it or it just doesn’t fit my overall feeling that i need to be able to keep going right now. <3 )

and lastly, if it seems like im playing faves, it might be because i am --- but it doesn’t have anything to do with you personally!! sometimes certain threads with certain muses work better, and muses get really picky sometimes, yknow?

with all that being said, if you don’t want to continue one of these threads, holla at me!! i won’t be offended at all.

here are the threads ‘n shit:

pretty much everything with @morpheddruggie and @darcybby and @thestarfleethistorian bc both the muns and muses are my actual children

this and this with @fclswrthstrk

this with @agentxiii

this with @adaftoldman

this with @themxghtythor

and until things slow down irl, this is gonna be it. please don’t be upset if ur not on here, it’s not like the noms for the oscars lbr. love y’all!

[prodiitus]

P L E A S E                                 don’t                                                      L E A V E                                                                                      me                                                                                                          B E H I N D

[rosievelt-blog]

( HELLO FRIENDS !! i’m actually here to do some stuff. tbh tho, because of how little time i have nowadays, i’ll probs have to cut some threads. i might make a list of threads im keeping and leave it at that and hopefully not offend anyone in the process ?? just so everyone knows im not just... ignoring their thread, yknow. bc im def not, i’ve just got a loooot of irl stuff goin’ on rn but i don’t wanna stop rping rosie bc HE’S MY SON, so i’ll just have to downsize. but it’s got nothing to do with anyone, just me needing to lower my draft count. I LOVE Y’ALL !!! )

[rosievelt-blog]

( yo everyone sorry again for disappearing, i got buried in surprise hw and it became my priority! ill try and get on today but unfortunately i can't make any promises. i might go on semi-hiatus until things slow down a bit. LOVE YALL. )

[astrohistoria-a-deactivated2018]

rosie doesn't really love you. he's working undercover for an enemy organization and was told to get close to you. it's all fake; his feelings, the apartment, everything.

Tell my muse lies about people they care for(no longer accepting!)

“Th-that’s not true…Rosie lo-loves me. H-he wouldn’t do that, I k-know he’d never do that…he’s not a spy…………..it’s real, I know he loves me!”  @rosievelt

[astrohistoria-a-deactivated2018]

@rosievelt​

Rosie: “Why don’t you just bite the bullet and do it?” Mika: “No cause it’s pathetic!” Rosie: “But chasing me around my office, begging me to help you out of it isn’t pathetic?” Mika: “Well…this is a pathetic I can live with where as that other thing would be a truly pathetic, pathetic and only you can save me from the Double Pathetic!” Rosie: *sighs* “Fine…” Mika: “Ha! Thank you! I love you!”

What do you think of my characterisation?

[letusfanfic]

cute things your otp can do

buy each other flowers

have a cream tea

sing (badly) to old songs to try and cheer the other up

breakfast at tiffany’s in new york

baby animal hugging

have a discussion about something one of them is passionate about

eat macaroons in montemart

dance in the middle of the street 

put post-it notes around the house with compliments to remind each other how beautiful they are

buy each other food(!!)

dance in the rain

did anyone say impulsive road trip?

art museums and comparing each other to masterpieces

jewellery shopping (+ one asking the other if they could imagine it as their engagement ring)

playing with bubble machines 

old school hopscotch

painting each other (+ failing)

“if i get on that motor-bike i’m 500% sure i’ll die”

eating gob-stoppers (+ choking and completely necessary mouth-to-mouth)

giggling at each other

puppies (no action needed)

explore old historic sites

watch old movies

recite old movie romance lines to one another

compliment each other in their native language

teach each other instruments

throwing one another into swimming pools

karoke

couple co-ordinated halloween costumes(!!)

serenading each other

passive aggressive post-it note argument

dressing up as a bunny rabbit for easter

stealing each others bubble gum

selling things just to try and get enough money to see each other

failed magic tricks

las vegas and drunken giggles

“no, don’t eat more sugar.”

balloon animals

cosplaying

bonding over puppies

“i’m going to pretend to be smart to impress you”

bonding over music

old record player (+ bad dancing)

“why are you so tall, stop!”

tandem cycling 

golf carts

star-gazing

“if you die, i’ll kill you”

[astrohistoria-a-deactivated2018]

♪ Playlist

“modernize” me

@rosievelt

[It said 5 songs but…nah]▶ Alexander Hamilton▶ Black Magic ▶ Brandenburg Concerto▶ Bye Bye Bye▶ Candyman   ▶ Canon in D▶ Can’t Help Falling in Love▶ Cell Block Tango      ▶ Come Clean▶ Coming Home▶ Dance of the Blessed Spirits▶ Express  ▶ He Love You Not▶I See Fire ▶ Jupiter, the Bringer of Jollity ▶Just Like Fire ▶ My Songs Know What You Did in the Dark ▶ Oops!…I Did It Again▶ Problem▶ See Ya   ▶ Sing, Sing, Sing▶ So Much Better▶ Some Nights▶ The Sorcerer’s Apprentice▶ Violin Concerto No. 2 ▶ Waltz in D “Minute”▶ You Make Me Feel 

[rosievelt-blog]

( @darcybby xx )

he shrugs a little frantically at her question, not having had a good enough look at it to know for sure what is is. 

rosie hesitated when he reached for the unknown object in darcy’s hair. “uh... paper? no, wait.” he gently pulled it out of her hair with a calming sigh, making sure it didn’t tug on her hair. he showed her the harmless --- albeit shriveled --- leaf, holding it up.

“you’re safe now,” he joked, turning the leaf around and examining the many holes in it. “unless, of course, you’re allergic to the offspring of trees.”

[rosievelt-blog]

( @darcybby​ xx )

                 “okay, sure, i can do that.” a short pause; for dramatic flair, or course. “what do you call a sad border collie? meloncollie.”

[rosievelt-blog]

( @morpheddruggie xx )

“ oh, well --- as long as you don’t overdo it, ” he joked, smiling at her antics. “ but, i’ll have you know --- for the record --- that i agree. behind all the ‘beating their ass,’ stuff, of course. ”

[astrohistoria-a-deactivated2018]

“I think you’d be able to protect me from them!” She gave him an imploring looking. “And if you’re not there, I can protect myself! Anyway, It’ll look a bit suspicious for one of the Smithsonian’s curators to just vanish like that!”  

[rosievelt-blog]

“I can’t always protect you, and you can’t always protect yourself. Things aren’t that simple,” he said, his voice low with frustration. “Yes, it would! That’s what I’m saying,” he continued, his voice raising to a louder level for the first time in their conversation. “You have to be a secret, Mika, or they’ll find you, or hurt you, or both, and I’d never be able to forgive myself!”

[rosievelt-blog]

( @thestarfleethistorian xx )

His brows furrowed, and he listened with a certain confusion lining his features. Abilities? A witch? What was she talking about? His mind grasped for the logical explanation, and he took a moment before he spoke. “So... you’re a mutant?”

[sad-goddess-blog]

on the bright side, at least my debilitating fear of abandonment will never leave me

[rosievelt-blog]

( @agent0019​ xx )

Rosie’s eyebrows lifted in part surprise, and part amusement as Bobbi shooed the other bar-goers away. He grimaced slightly himself as the pair left out of secondhand embarrassment, watching as they whispered to one another on their way out of the bar.

“I stand corrected,” he said, raising his hands in feigned defeat as he slid onto the barstool next to her. “Never thought you’d use that tactic, though. I thought a special agent used quieter methods.” A smile pulled at his mouth, showing that he was just jesting, but he still glanced around a little nervously. He had spent so much of his life undercover that it was difficult to be in public as himself.

He nodded to the bartender. “I’ll have what she’s having,” he said simply, thinking his normal order of plain whiskey would be wasted on an apparently eventful night thus far. His shoulders still ached from the rigorous training he had shown the new trainees, and his head was hurting from being in the sun for so long. But, as he leaned onto the counter and through a glancing smile as Bobbi, his troubles lessened slightly.

Maybe she had been right; maybe he did need a night off.