[lostgirl49-deactivated20130702]

[rosycheeksandredhair]

[rosycheeksandredhair]

i don’t know if i feel authentic and warm and loving anymore. i think i feel really vapid and surface leveled because of all of the traumatizing shit that has affected me. i haven’t been, what i used to consider ‘’myself’, in a very long time. don’t know her, don’t see her, haven’t spoken to her in years.

is this how i will be forever? when will it be safe to uncase myself from this chokehold?

i have started to care about the surface leveled things because it is easier. it is safer. it won’t make me feel broken.

[rosycheeksandredhair]

sometimes the thought of my past locks me up by the chest & i’m really scared that is influencing and changing my actions in this moment

[priestessofmissouri]

missouri i love you

[zegalba]

[omenalehto]

abundance of daylight

[achillesinhighheels]

Having dating apps is pointless. The love of your life is on Tumblr

[rosycheeksandredhair]

it’s always just a little heartbreaking thinking about how much of my heart i wasted on people who weren’t good to me

[rosycheeksandredhair]

i think it’s funny when i forget that just because things have changed for me & i have grown doesn’t mean that other people have

[makingimages]

[bbunnytopia-deactivated20260507]

girls when nothing gets better

[lamignonette]

[rosycheeksandredhair]

i still don’t understand why bad things happen to good people with no lesson attached

[sophisticatedreamer777-deactiva]

[zegalba]

[yayyodolls]

Fiona Apple still at her very best 🍎