Hi!

age: 21 || pronouns: she/her

[rotalks]

About me!

- i’m 21 y/o

- I’m currently in my third year at university studying engineering (technically in second year because i took 2 years to do my first year), i’m planning on specializing in aerospace!

- my current celebrity crush is Tom Blyth lol

- Cats are my favorite animals!! I have a cat named Lily, feel free to ask me to for a picture of her if you’re having a bad day!

- I have autism and ADD

- my MBTI type is INTJ, though sometimes i’m more an INTP

- I love marvel, supernatural, Sherlock and House md

- i also love reading!! Some of my favorite books are Six Of Crows, Lockwood & Co, Alchemised, …

- painting is also something i enjoy. If you guys are interested I could post some pictures of my paintings.

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Okay but let’s talk about my hair glow-up though…

Left: me at 13

Right: me right now at 18

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Update: my hair now at 21

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I know this isn’t really an ed blog anymore but i wanted to share with someone that i reached a new lowest weight, while barely even trying lol (been very stressed and my adhd meds kill my appetite). I’m currently 44.9 kg and if i lose 0.7 kg my bmi will be in the 14s which is both scary and exciting

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As you guys might notice i have changed up my blogs name and description. I started this as an ed blog but i just dont really feel the need to post about my eating disorder anymore and i want to step away from that type of content anyway.

I’m currently trying out the name ‘rotalks’ as ro is a nickname of mine and i talk a lot on here so it seemed fitting haha. I might change it in the future though.

My content will continue basically being me talking to the void lol, but i might start talking more about my celebrity crush Tom Blyth lol.

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Lol so the guy i was seeing was kinda starting to ghost me, so i send him one final message to call him out on this, and that’ll probably be the end of it.

Butttt Saturday night i’m going to go out and get absolutely wasted and i’m gonna find someone new

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I take comfort in the fact that the first time he went to his current favorite restaurant in our university town was with me, so every time he goes there in the future he’ll have to think about me.

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Lol so the guy i was seeing was kinda starting to ghost me, so i send him one final message to call him out on this, and that’ll probably be the end of it.

Butttt Saturday night i’m going to go out and get absolutely wasted and i’m gonna find someone new

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Oooooh my relationship with this guy is a slow burn.

We haven’t put a label on it, we haven’t kissed yet, but it’s so obvious that we both like each other.

But here’s the thing! We won’t be able to see each other again till like the end of fucking January because of exams :(

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WHY IS HE NOT REPLYINGGGG

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Update: we talked and we’re going to get drinks on tuesday 🥰

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Aaaaahhhhh he basically admitted that he likes me and i told him it’s mutual and then he asked for my instagram omggg

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Who knows, maybe you guys are witnessing me falling in love for the first time, we’ll see where it goes

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Oof never mind. He didn’t text me at all today 😔

I mean i didn’t text him either, but i shouldn’t always have to be the one to text first yk?

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False alarm guys, we texted again on Wednesday, and yesterday. and today we had lunch together and we talked for like two hours and it was so nice!

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Ooops wait no now he’s leaving me on read lol

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Oooh i love love love that he is so tall.

I’m pretty sure he’s like 6’2 or something (though that’s an estimation lol), which is so good because i’m on the taller side myself (i’m 5’7). And also during our little lunch date today, he hugged me and when he does my head is like against his chest which is such a nice feeling lol

[rotalks]

Aaaaahhhhh he basically admitted that he likes me and i told him it’s mutual and then he asked for my instagram omggg

[rotalks]

Who knows, maybe you guys are witnessing me falling in love for the first time, we’ll see where it goes

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Oof never mind. He didn’t text me at all today 😔

I mean i didn’t text him either, but i shouldn’t always have to be the one to text first yk?

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False alarm guys, we texted again on Wednesday, and yesterday. and today we had lunch together and we talked for like two hours and it was so nice!

[rotalks]

Aaaaahhhhh he basically admitted that he likes me and i told him it’s mutual and then he asked for my instagram omggg

[rotalks]

Who knows, maybe you guys are witnessing me falling in love for the first time, we’ll see where it goes

[rotalks]

Oof never mind. He didn’t text me at all today 😔

I mean i didn’t text him either, but i shouldn’t always have to be the one to text first yk?

[rotalks]

Aaaaahhhhh he basically admitted that he likes me and i told him it’s mutual and then he asked for my instagram omggg

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Something is seriously wrong with me guys

I’m squeaking every time this guy sends me a text

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If we’re still texting in a week and it’s going good, i might ask him out for a drink

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Send him a kinda flirty message and i’m cringing just reading it again

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Okay lemme tell you guys about this guy i’m texting. He has like brown slightly curly/wavy short hair, he has beautiful brown eyes, he’s TALL, he is definitely not bad looking.

Oh and when his friends were like dancing super energetically and basically bouncing around the club and almost bumping into me and my friends, he kinda like guided them away from us with his arm so they wouldn’t bump into us (like how attentive 🥹)