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CURRENT BLOG THEME: all the things i believed - ivan [alien stage]

👁️‍🗨️ ✧.⋆ mawsdev / rotkad for strangers

👁️‍🗨️ ✧.⋆ genya / prince / cheshire / razor / jester for mutuals

👁️‍🗨️ ✧.⋆ now playing: absolute zero - natori

👁️‍🗨️ ✧.⋆ minor

👁️‍🗨️ ✧.⋆ artist! my only other active socials are discord and toyhouse

👁️‍🗨️ ✧.⋆ it/they + repulsed aroace

👁️‍🗨️ ✧.⋆ old account was @rottenkadaver

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further updates include!

the highschool girl life really is setting in

i might get jumped soon

my friend got accepted to her dream college abroad and im now grappling with the fact that im not a kid anymore [i havent applied to any colleges yet.]

this is my final year of highschool

EVERYONE I KNOW IRL IS A LESBIAN

this is my final year of highschool

I FINALLY GOT BURNING SPICE COOKIE. FUCK

this is my final year of highschool

not emotionally ready for round 8

this is my final year of highschool

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anyways baiiii im going back to new account hell

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further updates include!

the highschool girl life really is setting in

i might get jumped soon

my friend got accepted to her dream college abroad and im now grappling with the fact that im not a kid anymore [i havent applied to any colleges yet.]

this is my final year of highschool

EVERYONE I KNOW IRL IS A LESBIAN

this is my final year of highschool

I FINALLY GOT BURNING SPICE COOKIE. FUCK

this is my final year of highschool

not emotionally ready for round 8

this is my final year of highschool

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first love's one and only love

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GUYS UPDATE ON THIS DRAWING SPECIFICALLY!!!!!!!!

so the girl included here """""rejected""""" (heavy quotations because she didn't say so herself. i had to find out from a friend that she liked someone else) me back in september and is now, as of yesterday, dating one of my best friends

BUT MY TOXIC YURI ARC DIDNT GO UNREWARDED MY LESBIAN ASS HAS AN ALMOST BOYFRIEND [we're not official yet]

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also for the record i logged into this account by total accident i meant to go on my new one and i got the email completely wrong

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WAIT I GOTTA UPDATE YALL ON THE LORE THOUGH

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also for the record i logged into this account by total accident i meant to go on my new one and i got the email completely wrong

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btw i am SERIOUSLY trying to get to my inbox but it is NOT working, TRUST ME I SEE YALL

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btw i must say this as well

i cannot donate to palestinian donations [due to personal restrictions] and my family has expressed to me that they are no longer willing to.

i apologize to everyone who have reached out for donations and especially to those who i had promised to get in touch with my family members who would donate in the past but it's just not possible anymore on my front. i will continue to support and spread donations anyhow. i hope you're all doing okay.

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genuinely tragic i missed the mouthwashing phase of tumblr. im so sorry yall AUGH

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this is the part where we act like i didnt have a mental breakdown and flee to make a new account out of paranoia again for the fourth time hiiii guys hiiiii [more context in tags]

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Hello, I am Bilal.

My life, like the lives of many, has been divided between two places. My family is now divided between Gaza and Egypt, and each part of it carries within it stories of pain and resilience. Gaza, where part of my family remains, witnesses daily the bitterness of life under siege and constant fear. However, it is their home that they cannot easily leave.

As for me, I was displaced with some of my family members from Gaza to Egypt. The decision was difficult and costly; we paid a heavy price not only financially, but emotionally as well. The cost of displacement was heavy on all of us. Our arrival in Egypt was not the end of the suffering, but rather the beginning of a new phase of difficulties.

Life in Egypt is not what we expected. It is difficult and very expensive. Everything here requires money; from the simplest daily needs to costs that cannot be easily afforded. Because we do not have residency, it has become necessary to deal with complex and difficult circumstances. Every day we face a new challenge, and every day we try to adapt to our new reality.

Despite all these challenges, we try to find our way in this exile. Life in Egypt is not what we hoped for, but it is our current reality. We are trying to adapt to this new life, yet our hearts remain attached to Gaza, where we left part of our family and dreams.

We are here, trying to maintain what remains of our dignity amidst these circumstances, and we know that the road is long and difficult. But we continue, with the hope that one day we will find the stability we are looking for, whether here or in our homeland that still lives in our hearts.

Please donate to support my family in overcoming the challenges we face, every contribution will help us a lot. You can donate through this link: [https://gofund.me/ba5b76e9]

my heart goes out to you and your family mr bilal! i'll be sure to spread this around as much as i possibly can. i cannot donate myself but i know people who can and who are willing to. i hope you can find some comfort or safety wherever you may be

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Wow guys, thank you so much!

Donate to Your donation today, new hope tomorrow - Emergency support, organized by Maher Gaza

Help Us Rebuild Our Lives After the War in Gaza، Hello, my … Maher Gaza needs your support for Your donation today, new hope tomorrow -

Bilal's fundraiser (@shadowyavenuetaco) has gotten a lot of love these past couple of days, and ever since I've made this post, the campaign has reached £1,132!! In only a few days!!!

Since then, more than 250 people have reblogged this post. If each one of them donated £5, then we'd reach...

£1250 more!

That would put this fundraiser to £2382 total!!

Incredible!

I have seen some concerns about the vericity of this fund, as well. Fear not, Bilal is Mohammed's nephew!

Donate to Help my Uncel’s family , BE THE CHANGE, organized by Roba Ayyad

I am writing to you in a time of dire need, seeking your compassionate assistance fo… Roba Ayyad needs your support for Help my Uncel’s fami

(while you're here reading this, please also donate to his fundraiser, even 5 dollars makes a difference!)

Please donate if you can, and if you can't - you can share!

Tags for outreach!

@mulchette @neatfrog @edenslice @soome-loozzr @buttonmillipede @switchbladeclub @rainy-in-magicant @rainbirdart @ferretly @rat-butch @rainbowywitch @thelooneymary @cyborg-cinderella

£1,132/£50,000

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Hi, I hope you're doing well. I'm writing to you with a heavy heart and an urgent request for help. My family is in a very danger situation due to the ongoing war, and I've launched a GoFundMe campaign to save them. Could you please share my campaign post from my profile? Each share could be a lifeline for my family. 🙏 Feel free to share it in any other social media platform if you would like. Our campaign has been verified ⭐️ by operation olive branch, and is entry number 26 on their spreadsheet. Also with ⭐️ Project watermelon,line 249/(212) on their spreadsheet. From the bottom of my heart I want to thank you in advance for all of your support and kindness.

i apologize for coming to you late, i hope you and your family have found some form of safety, even if just temporary.

you and your family deserve a peaceful and happy life. im so sorry that you have to be going through this. i'll spread this as much as i can! please keep safe

[hayanahed]

Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR

Dear Humanity,

I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my parents, two sons, and four daughters (two of them suffer from allergies).

Donate to Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR, organized by Ahmed Alshawish

Dear Humanity, I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my… Ahmed Alshawish needs your support for Emergency: Help Evacuate My Fa

I've witnessed the evidence of the tragedy that has struck our lives in Gaza, where my family and I have survived amidst numerous previous wars. But today, we face the most dangerous and fierce battle in the current war. The urgent need intensifies for us, as we have nothing left and are unable to secure our basic needs such as food, water, and safe shelter.

Here is our story - On October 7th, our lives changed forever, my family and I evacuated from northern Gaza to southern Gaza, hoping to return soon, but it wasn't meant to be. Our home was surrounded, burned, and then completely destroyed, Our home, once a fortress of hope, now lay in ruins, a stark reminder of our shattered dreams.

The night before we left from the north to the south was terrifying. Shelling sounds were everywhere, making a loud noise that felt like it went through our souls. Every explosions shook the ground like earthquakes, sending shockwaves of fear through our trembling bodies. filling us with fear. The air smelled of destruction and blood, making it hard to breathe. When dawn came, we saw the devastation around us, realizing our home was now a symbol of loss and despair.

We ran into the streets and with each step we took into the unknown streets, we felt as if we were plunging deeper into the abyss of our shattered existence, leaving behind everything we own in our home: Clothes, important official documents, the car, and literally it's almost everything - the enormity of our loss weighed heavily upon us.

Our home it was where we found hope, safety, and made precious memories. Losing it felt like losing years of our lives, leaving us adrift amidst the wreckage of our shattered existence.

A brief video depicting the devastation that struck our home and our entire neighborhood in Gaza.

Desperate Plea: Escaping Gaza's Allergy Nightmare

I, Haya, suffer from severe allergy to penicillin-derived medications, and my sister, Amal, also suffers from severe allergies to medications from my family such as Paracetamol and Ibuprofen.

These allergies create a deep sense of fear and anxiety for us, as we live in a constant state of tension and fear of anything that may require a visit to the hospital. We fear being given inappropriate medications due to the unavailability of suitable treatments in Gaza because of war or lack of awareness and not informing the doctor of our allergies, which could lead to serious consequences threatening our lives.

MY Father Income

Our dreams are heading towards oblivion in the labyrinth of an uncertain future

My story, along with my siblings, represents a united team of four individuals, three of whom are skilled programmers and one graphic designer. We work as freelancers in the world of freelancing.

As for my younger sister, she is a student studying at the College of Architecture. She has always carried a big dream in her heart, a dream of being part of changing Gaza, of making it more beautiful and better. She looked forward to the day when she would receive her degree and start building this dream. But the beginning of the war changed everything. The destruction of infrastructure and universities cast shadows of despair over her dreams.

When I think of my brother in Belgium, I can't help but feel deep sadness. He has been suffering from unbearable anxiety and insomnia since the outbreak of the war. Sleep eludes him at night, and his physical and mental health collapses under the weight of these heavy burdens, negatively affecting his performance at work. Problems and challenges pile up in front of him without the slightest opportunity for rest.

We all feel psychological pressure and extreme anxiety. The war hasn't been limited to external attacks but has deeply infiltrated our daily lives. We search among the rubble for a little safety and the basic resources for survival. Every day comes with a new challenge that we must overcome.

As we sway amidst the rubble of shattered dreams, our souls wrestle and our hearts beat strongly challenging the ravages of war.

Our parents earnestly seek a way to rescue us from this hell, feeling the heavy responsibility for every moment we spend under the shadows of fear and destruction. They dream of a safe place where they can build for us a better future, filled with security and hope, for we deserve life in all its meanings of comfort and peace.

Perhaps this fundraising campaign represents a light in the midst of darkness, it is indeed the only hope we cling to firmly.

I appeal to the world as a whole to hear my cry and the mournful cry of my family in Gaza. We need the helping hand that reaches out to wipe our tears and build a bridge to safety.

Your donation is not just a donation; it's an opportunity to rebuild life and brighten a better tomorrow. Be part of our hopeful story, for we need your hand to start anew.

The purpose of the fundraising campaign

The goal of this fundraising campaign is to rescue my family - my parents, my siblings, and me - through the Rafah Crossing to Egypt, which currently requires $5000 per person. This campaign is our only chance to stay alive, and I humbly request your assistance at this critical time. I will provide you with a comprehensive breakdown of the expenses, committing to transparency and clarity.

Donate to Emergency: Help Evacuate My Family From GAZA WAR, organized by Ahmed Alshawish

Dear Humanity, I'm Haya from Gaza , from a family of 8 people: my… Ahmed Alshawish needs your support for Emergency: Help Evacuate My Fa

All of our important links are here https://linktr.ee/hayanahed

Verified by :

⭐️ operation olive branch, number 26 on their spreadsheet. (On Master list)

⭐️ Project watermelon,line 249 on their spreadsheet. Or you could see it as number 212 here is the photo for more clear proof

Thank you for your kindness and support.

.جزاكم الله خيراً

yours sincerely;

Haya Alshawish.

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Hello Dear, I hope you get my message while you're fine.🙏

I'm Ola, a graduate student from the faculty of science at Al-Azhar university Gaza, Palestine. I'm a dedicated and passionate student, striving to become a good researcher and teacher.

Unexpectedly, After October 7th, my life took a drastic turn with the commencement of the cruel war on Gaza, transforming me from a passionate student to a person struggling for survival. 🥺

I have created a campaign to help my family rebuild their lives and get the basic needs of food, drink, etc in these cruel conditions. And also it will help me to complete my education.

All of what I am asking of you is your support, you can support us by making a reblog of the pinned post on my page or by writing a post about my compaign, it would provide invaluable assistance in reaching more potential supporters and I would very grateful if you share the campaign link with your friends and family via mail or other social networking sites.❤️

I sincerely wish if you can empathize with my dire situation and consider supporting us. Please be certain that any help gets us closer to our goal and no matter how small your donation might be, it will make a significant difference in my family's lives.

I would be very grateful if you could follow me to stay updated, as I will always need your help.💔

My compaign vetted by @90-ghost and @northgazaupdates and @el-shab-Hussien and @nabulsi's vetted list, line 205.

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/u/0/d/1yYkNp5U3ANwILl2MknJi9G7ArY4uVTEEQ1CVfzR8Ioo/htmlview#gid=0

Thanks in advance for your kindness and support. I am waiting for your response ❤️

This is my GFM link:

https://www.gofundme.com/f/empower-olas-pursuit-of-education-amid-crisis?qid=30ec4c502382b9962b96d698a687d9a8

Please donate and/or share with others 🥺🙏🇵🇸

Sincerely,

Ola

hello ola, i apologize for getting back to you so late. i hope you and your family are doing alright in your current situation. i'll be sure to spread your message around and help you get the support you need to survive a dire situation like this <3

please stay safe!

[olasfamily]

URGENT HELP 🚨

Hello, I'm Ola, a graduate student from the faculty of science - Al-Azhar University in Gaza Palestine. I truly appreciate you taking a moment to read my story. As you reading my message, myself and my family, “my mother, father, three sisters, and my little brother,” are fighting death in northern Gaza and trying to survive under all kinds of suffering including but not limited to destruction, fear, and instability, starvation, thirst, and poverty.

For nine months until now, we have been struggling to get proper food after prices increased by 15 to 20 times, struggling to have clean water for use and drinking. We lacked security and stability as we were forced to evacuate our house and left everything behind. Then we had to move at least three times since every new area we seek refuge to gets bombed.

I sincerely hope you can empathize with our dire situation and consider supporting us. You can follow me to make sure I am not a scammer and to inquire about any details. Your generosity has the power to make a significant difference.

Please reblog my post, follow me and boost my posts, and repost the link to our campaign across all your social media.

Thank you for standing by me ❤️.

Please donate and/or reblog 🥺🙏🇵🇸

Donate to Ola's Family Call for your Support Amid Crisis, organized by Nesma Khazendar

Hello, I'm Ola, a graduate student from the faculty of science - Al-Azh… Nesma Khazendar needs your support for Ola's Family Call for your S

@rinnie @sweetoothgirl @palestine @nabulsi @el-shab-hussein @northgazaupdates @sar-soor

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Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Is it possible to republish the campaign from time to time? Thank you. This is a new account due to restrictions. I'm really sorry for sending you so many questions🙏🇵🇸🍉🌹This donation campaign has been vetted by: @90-ghost

it's completely alright man <:] im sorry for getting to this as late as i did, i've been on a bit of a mental health break.

i cannot donate myself but i hope you and your family get the financial support you need <3