I forgot to say this last year, but happy heat haze day! A lot has changed in almost three years since I’ve left this blog.
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I forgot to say this last year, but happy heat haze day! A lot has changed in almost three years since I’ve left this blog.
HAPPY HEAT HAZE DAY!!
Indefinite Hiatus
Uwaaaaah, here's where I get all sentimental....!
This is probably the 3rd time I've went on an indefinite hiatus in the past year, and as sad as it is to say, I think this is going to be the last one -- because I think my time here has come to an end...
Ugh... it's hard to say this without being too blunt or cliche---
My muse for Shintaro... it has been gone for a very, very long time, and I don't think it's coming back anytime soon.
However -- my time roleplaying on Tumblr has not ended, I've still been roleplaying, just not here. To be honest, roleplaying on Tumblr is so fun and such a big part of my life, that I definitely don't see these times ending anytime soon -- but now I'm just getting rambly.
I spent a lot of time roleplaying Shintaro! One year! I haven't spent that much time RPing a character since I first started RPing on Tumblr. My Shintaro developed a very messy relationship with living-a-life-of-deception's Kano, has been teased by a Kido, had a sweet interaction with a Mary...
...ah... there have been some less sweet memories made in this fandom... but this isn't the time to talk about that.
As I said, I never stopped roleplaying on Tumblr -- I just moved away from roleplaying canons, and on to roleplaying OCs! Particularly, my Dangan Ronpa OC... who's URL I'm too nervous to post publicly.
But, if you're interested, I can give you the URL privately! I can also give you my skype!
Anyway... it's now officially time to say goodbye to my time roleplaying as Shintaro. Goodbye, adios! Have a good day!
Thanks for the memories! ♥
Ari...
There are so many things I want to tell you. "Don't listen to that terrible person" "don't let people ruin your day, they're horrible and horrible people shouldn't be listened to", but those are the ignorant words that were shoved down my throat by parents that make me want to spit them back at them and wear a permanent grimace for the rest of my life. It's not easy to just simply not let it get to you. It's impossible, really, to simply ignore something that you have hardwired into your personality to be offended about. That's not what I'm asking.
Upon reflex, pretty much, you get offended or sad, right? Even if you know it's not true, or perhaps especially when you feel it's true, you can't just not get upset by certain things you hear, right? The thing is... it's impossible to not be offended by things that offend you. That's not the message I'm trying to get across. The message I'm trying to send here is that while not getting offended is hard, feeling better/moving on after you've been kicked into the dirt is totally, 100 percent possible.
You think that's BS, right? That you don't want to hear "it gets better" because something snaps inside of you that makes you want to break something, right?
It's just like what you said in response to someone who sent you an ask saying they shouldn't be around anymore. It should already be fine, why can't it be now that you're happy!? You've been waiting for so long, you've been trying and trying and trying to wait and it still hasn't been getting better! Sure, you feel better for a few hours every day, but it always goes spiraling down because you hate everything you do.
I don't know about you, but that's how I feel every day.
You know, I started getting in to drawing, and every day I look at my art and see nothing has changed. It's the same boring, stale expressions on every piece. It makes me want to just... I don't know. I feel so terrible seeing my art sometimes. I keep getting told I need to practice, but why can't I be good ALREADY? I've been practicing for so long, but no matter how many drawings I do, I feel like I'm getting worse, not better.
See? You're not alone!! I feel like that too! Remember how we were talking awhile ago about how similar we were in small ways?
Oh, and you're not only not alone in experiences either! You're also not alone emotionally! I'm here for you, Ari!! I believe in you!! I'll be here whenever you need me! Do you want to talk together? Sure thing! Do you want to cry on my shoulder! Yeah!!! Forget the people who don't care enough to let you vent! Us people who are scared of venting need to stick together!
Can't think of anything to say other than "asdfhj;; *flails*"? That's okay, too! Can't live up to my length in a reply? Sure thing, friendo! Want to talk about a random thing that made you happy today? Yes, go ahead!! I'll listen to that too!
But I won't listen to "you'll just leave me because my venting is stupid." No. No. I won't take that. Please don't say that, because I'll be here for you to help you and there's nothing you can do about that.
((OllodarlingisitokayifIjustthrowKanoatyouoopstoolate)) "Shintaro-kun~!" Surprisingly enough, a certain cat-eyed deceiver nearly bowls the NEET over in his haste to get a hug from him, grinning impishly as he slings an arm around the other's shoulders rather than wrapping them around his person.
“You don’t like to leave me alone, do you?”
With the arm slung over his shoulder, his body could not have been anymore tense than it already was. At least give him some warning before you throw a cat at him!
RP munday meme
Mun: Shintaro-mun/Nisemun Age: 986 Sex: Genderfluid Relationship status: Single. Character: Shintaro Kisaragi Why are you playing them? Aaaah, because Shintaro used to be one of my favorite characters in Kagerou Project! My favorite, now, is definitely Kano though! Do you follow other [insert your character’s name here]: Not many, but yes, I think I do! Flaws: I tend to reuse old writing/metaphors to the point they're completely exhausted. Pros: I have a good vocabulary? Roleplaying experience: I LOVE ROLEPLAYING SO MUCH! It's so so so fun and my 6 years of doing so have been awesome, and I doubt I'm stopping anytime soon! First character you’ve ever played: A random OC named... er, Lily or Vilot (yes, her name was spelled Vilot, not Violet.) Ships: Shintaro/Kano (thanks a lot Ari) and, er, Haru/Takane? Favorite character besides your own: Kano, Kuroha, and Haruka! Do you play magic Aus? I've... never thought about that before-- Angst RPs? YEP YES DEFINITELY THAT'S MY FAVORITE NSFW? I’m... not of legal age yet... /////// FLuff? GIVE ME ANGST Crack? YES Are you selective? Y-yeah;; Other blogs you’d like to recommend? I'm convinced living-a-life-of-deception is the real Kano Shuuya.
Final words?: Please have a beautiful day.
ROLLS IN
Hey guys, I have to explain something real quick.
On my dash, I saw a meme sent to a-littlebirdtoldme that kinda sorta seemed like the anon were trying to make the verses merge together? I'm sorry, but that's not okay, and can make people uncomfortable. No relationships on a multi-ship blog are in the same verse. If a Kano got into a relationship with a Shintaro, and then a Seto -- these would be in alternate universes, not the same one, unless specified.
Not only that, but it's sort of an invasion of privacy even if the relationships were in the same verse. Telling someone to walk in on a character's other relationship when the character you command thought the were the only one is not something one anon can do, that's really, really butting into business that isn't yours.
It requires permission from ALL the muns who are engaging in the duel-relationship to decide, not an anon.
Ah, hm.... people seem to be liking that post instead of PMing me, and I wasn't quite sure if I was going to post the link publicly. Just so everyone knows, it's an OC, not a fandom canon.
I haven’t been here lately, but if anyone wants, I can give you all the link to the RP blog I’ve been on.
¥ "Admit that you're an uke~"
”Okay, I admit that you're an uke.”
Send me a ¥ and a command and my muse has to obey.
Take advantage of this…….
I haven't been here lately, but if anyone wants, I can give you all the link to the RP blog I've been on.
ooc. Has anyone talked to Ari (living-a-life-of-deception) recently?
"A truce, hm~? And what sort of truce are you proposing, Shintaro-kun~?"
' there's a lot of damage to repair, but let's start our truce off with a handshake, shall we? ' (he puts his hand out in offer -- and nope, there's no buzzer on it.)
' hey, kano, i think it's time we call it a truce, don't you think? '