Rowan

um hi there (they/them)23- minors dni - I mostly just reblog shit lmao

[buddierecs]

tooth-rotting fluff buddie fics

fics that make me giggle and kick my feet all of these are general audience, teen and up or not rated (no smut) make sure to kudos/comment on these amazing works :)

think i know where you belong by: stevesconverse "the one where eddie and buck live together, and things get out of hand or the accidental kiss fic." word count: 8.6k important tags: idiots in love, accidental kissing, roommates, codependency, love confessions nap trapped by: paleredheadinascifi "buck wears his pink cardigan and eddie nap traps him about it." word count: 3.5k important tags: getting together, cuddling, soft!buddie you're my home, and i'm happy here by: giselleslash "Chim teases Buck about moving too quickly with Eddie and it brings out all of his doubts. Fortunately Eddie has no doubts about them. Not a single one." word count: 2.3k important tags: established relationship, soft!buddie, sweet!eddie diaz, protective!eddie diaz i'll tell them put me back in it (and i would do it again) by: paleredheadinascifi "eddie doesn't know how to make his listening history private. buck doesn't know what to do with the words in front of his eyes. chris cannot believe he has to deal with either of them." word count: 4.8k important tags: idiots in love, crack, accidental love confession, gay disaster!eddie diaz till then be good and wait for me by: daisies_and_briars "eddie returns from el paso and asks buck on a date. in the interim between the asking and the date itself, buck acts completely normally. definitely. just don't ask anyone." word count: 6.2k important tags: getting together, first dates, first kiss love of my life, can't you see? by: wenttoafortuneteller "maddie nudges buck towards eddie, buck misunderstands horribly, and eddie suffers over facetime." word count: 10k important tags: crack, miscommunication, humor, texting, getting together have my hoodie (have all of me) by: becausebuckley "when buck visits the diaz house one morning, he's confronted by the sight of his best friend wearing his clothes." word count: 3k important tags: sharing clothes, feelings realisation, getting together, first kiss deep inside a gold mine by: marviless "in which eddie is in love and a bit clingy about it." word count: 8.4k important tags: established relationship, cuddling, possessive!eddie, needy!eddie the elephant in the room never forgets by: exvichan "secrets are spilled and truths brought to light when the 118 and their partners go on a camping trip. oh, and there’s malaphors. Lots of malaphors." word count: 19k important tags: camping, crack, getting together first kiss, humour

[animentality]

[uncle-dre2-deactivated20210813]

[highhoneypiee]

Pick a bottle any bottle lol

[artisanalbooty]

[volumenviridis]

I recently read an article about a therapy group for depressed people who had all attempted suicide at some point. The breakthrough question for them was, “If your goal was to be just as miserable as possible, what would you do?” Most of them listed things like not getting enough sleep, or isolating themselves from everyone… the list goes on, but the point is, they listed things they already do. But now they saw those “coping mechanisms” for what they really were: things that were actively making their condition worse.

I read that article at 2:00 AM, asked myself, am I TRYING to be miserable tomorrow? And it was easier than usual to put my phone down and fall asleep. Even my intrusive “lying down” thoughts about meaninglessness and existential dread were easier to suppress when I framed them as things I’d think about to purposefully make myself feel as awful as possible.

[crystalwitch-in-the-tardis]

Fuck that is helpful

[dovesndecay]

People talk about the surprise albums from people like Taylor Swift or Beyoncé that drop with zero warning but I have just been existing in this world where every album I've ever heard in my life has been a surprise album because I didn't know that musicians had schedules that we could see

[cool-names-are-overrated]

Everything is a surprise when you don't pay attention

[willstardis]

[starchaserfanatic]

Me: Yeah I read a lot, like every night before bed!

Random Person: Oh that’s so cool! What do you read?

*Me, realizing I’ve said too much, hiding my phone, and internally screaming.*

Me: …No.

[pato-roldnart]

While is still winter💦, here are some of the pieces I did for the drarry zine @hdwickedwixen . I'm happy I could take part in such a fun project!💕

Probably i'll post later my other pieces :3

[spicymochi]

he is sitting and pondering

[akkpipitphattana]

if alphas in the omegaverse knew that we referred to it as the "omegaverse" and not the "alphaverse," they'd throw a fit

[rowanintoyourlife]

the happiness i felt when finding an almost 100k worded fic with all the goods (ps its not completed)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[rowanintoyourlife]

just finished bible study and.... chrostians be delulu fr

[rowanintoyourlife]

true mental illness is only reading fics yk arent finished and wont be updated for a while

[mcmactictac]

my favourite type of fan fictions are like. Slightly canon divergent. Like everything is the same but we fix this one annoying detail you can’t stand and let it butterfly effect the whole story.

[ao3feed-irondadspiderson]

...Hey... dad...

https://archiveofourown.org/works/50716498 by KattFanfiction Howard Stark comes back to the present (around after Homecoming) through an unknown means of time Travel and Dr. Strange does not exist yet, so they need to figure out what to do. (I'm kinda sucky at summaries.) Words: 1601, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English Series: Part 2 of Fix-Ups Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Iron Man (Comics), Iron Man all Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Tony Stark, Howard Stark, Pepper Potts, Peter Parker, Morgan Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Harley Keener, Maria Stark, The Aveners Team Relationships: Howard Stark & Tony Stark, Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Harley Keener & Peter Parker & Morgan Stark (Marvel Cinematic Universe), Howard Stark/Maria Stark Additional Tags: A Fix-Up, Bad Parent Howard Stark, Time Travel Fix-It, Howard Stark redemption, Eventual Happy Ending, End Game never happened, The Avengers never broke up, Morgan Stark is five, minor steve/bucky, Peter Parker is Tony Stark's Adopted Child, Harley Keener is Tony Stark's Adopted Child read it on AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/50716498

[piratefishmama]

Corroded Coffin front man Eddie Munson and his massive lights and music displays for Halloween and Christmas where the lights flash along with Corroded Coffin music in a huge fantastical display

and Tired Single Dad™️ Steve Harrington glaring at it from his bedroom window because it plays at all hours and while his daughter loves it, Steve kinda wants to strangle his realtor because while getting a house in the 'rich people' neighbourhood was great for good schools, he got stuck living opposite a rockstar.

And he's so very tired.

Might have to go over there and yell at him.

[piratefishmama]

It's extra annoying because Eddie Munson, international world wide rockstar, really isn't that bad of a guy outside of the ridiculous light displays.

He's actually pretty awesome. Emphasis on pretty, infuriatingly enough.

He's always around for Christmas with presents for the whole street handed out at lovely Christmas parties and Halloween, where he often dresses up like a vampire.

The one year he wasn't around for trick or treaters, stuck at a gig halfway across the country, a lovely blonde lady looked after it all dressed in a cool dead cheerleader outfit, handing out candy to everyone who knocked on, no kid went without there was ALWAYS enough for everyone. The full-size shit too, not the fun size bullshit.

So he knows Eddie is awesome and stupidly attractive, but his light displays are the bane of his existence so he's just going to HAVE to go over there at 2am in his pyjamas, slippers and thick Christmas themed onesie, and force that beautiful asshole to share in his sleepless night pain.

If only he could have prepared for Eddie to answer the door, sleepy and shirtless, hair a wild mess of curls.

How does one even prepare for that?

[piratefishmama]

Even worse, how does one prepare for a genuine rockstar's sleepy once over of your very cosy get up of both pyjamas and onesie, and his shameless,

"Santa wrapped you up good, Harrington, I know i've been a good boy this year but gosh i dunno if i deserve a present of such fine quality"

how do you prepare for that, because Steve blanked and found himself back in his home face flushed having rapidly exited stage left from a cackling Eddie Munson.

[rebelspykatie]

Steve’s never had anyone show any genuine interest in the things he likes. Robin rolls her eyes when he brings up sports or silly movies that don’t have a bigger plot or character work. Even though she played soccer, she doesn’t care about it in the same way that Steve cares about basketball or football. 

The kids make fun of everything from his taste in music to his choice in snacks for movie nights. Mike calls him a little housewife for baking one time and he never shows up with cookies again. They’re never intentionally mean spirited, or at least he doesn’t think so. He knows he can give as good as he gets when it comes to catty, sarcastic comments, but he tries to steer clear of personal attacks on someone’s identity these days. He learned that lesson with Jonathan. 

But even before the party came along, it was like that. His parents never stuck around long enough to find out what he was up to, never attending a game or meet, and certainly in the dark about what he might be up to outside of school. Tommy only ever cared about himself and Carol, only following Steve around for clout, popularity by association. If he asked him right now, he’d bet a lot of money that Tommy doesn’t even remember his favorite food or the movie he used to watch when he was sick. There was a point where he thought he could share things with him. Until he realized mid ramble about sports cars that Tommy wasn’t even listening to him. He was staring at Carol and nodding along with a vacant expression. 

So he stopped sharing. Stopped caring if people knew anything about him because they never asked. People always made assumptions about him anyway. The girls he slept with only wanted one thing. The kids were happy to let him chauffeur them around with no questions asked. Robin was the only one he let in, the only one that cared about digging deeper. But, and she never said in so many words, he could tell that she thought his interests were mundane, and clearly not something that sparked any enthusiasm from her. She couldn’t even keep up with the girls he slept with, giving him the same bored stare as Tommy. 

Even now, after a few years, Steve’s reminded that they never would have become friends if not for trauma and the secret inner workings of the Russian’s within Hawkins. He’s lucky to have her, but he doesn’t think she ever would’ve chosen this, chosen him. And that’s fine. He’s used to not being chosen. His parents didn’t choose him when they started leaving him alone at age 12. Tommy and Carol chose each other and the reign of a new king when Steve fell from his throne. Nancy chose Jonathan. 

He doesn’t think he has a lot to offer. 

Well, at least until Eddie comes along. He’s taken by surprise when Eddie asks after the song that’s playing in his car. He’d assumed Eddie only liked metal music, and yeah he pokes fun at the genre of music Steve seems to stick to, begging him to give metal a shot, but he doesn’t say a word about how lame it is. When they’re having a movie night, Eddie notices that Steve gravitates towards coke and brings him one without Steve asking.

After Eddie sees his bedroom, Steve gets a pack of hot wheels for Christmas. Eddie jokes that he should give one to each of the kids as their new ride, since they seem to be ungrateful little twerps. Steve places them right under his posters on his dresser and Eddie grins at them every time he comes over. They lay in bed and pretend to drive them on the ceiling like they’re kids again. It shakes something loose in Steve’s chest. 

Eddie hates sports, but he invites Steve over on Mondays, when Wayne is perched in his chair for football. He quietly works on his campaigns while Steve and Wayne watch the games. Eddie somehow worms his way into Steve’s heart, digging deeper and deeper with each new thing, like he wants to know more. Steve’s history is a minefield, but Eddie expertly navigates through it, leaving who they were behind, building something new together. Steve’s already halfway in love with him before he even realizes that Eddie is something that he likes. 

He expects to freak out a bit more, but who is going to stop him? Who is going to care if he wants to be with this boy? He’s spent so long ignoring parts of himself for others that he wants to cherish this fragile thing, to cradle it in his hands, make sure no one can ruin it for him. When he kisses Eddie, it feels like coming home, like he’s finally found that place he’s been searching for his whole life. It’s a kind of devotion that Steve’s not used to, born of love and not obsession or jealousy or anger. 

He’s not sure he deserves it, but he’ll do everything in his power to keep it.

[blorbodiaz]

this is how it went right