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Found family in this group called YENGSTERS 💞👭👭Hi kuya @vcasuncion #SwabeMgaTol (at Vista Mall Sta. Rosa)

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Thank you my loves, my ate @yeng for always making me happy and feel loved. I will always be here for you. I love you so much and Congratulations 🤗😘👭💘 (at Vista Mall)

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Tahimik

Yeng is about to release a new single entitled Tahimik. I was at work by that time she's on TWBA and sang few lines from the song. While I was on lunch by 2 am my friends leave a message on the group chat saying that Yeng wrote a song for me. Wow! I was so curious about the song. What's the lyrics, the sound and the meaning and why they say that it is for me.

When I came home. Saw the episode of Yeng's TWBA guesting and my heart melted.

They are definitely correct. It seems like Yeng saw my tweets way back 2015. Oh I'm assuming. Please forgive me but the lyrics is so perfect.

Just so you know. I fell in love with someone I used to be with. We're just friends and he's so fun to be with that I didn't notice that I'm falling in love with him. Without him knowing that I love him. Yes, I did. I hide my feelings just like what others do for the sake of friendship that we have. I secretly smile whenever I see him smiling. But it breaks my heart when he's with someone else.

Here's the lyrics of the song I'm talking about.

"Sabi nila'y duwag daw ang katulad ko hindi maamin ang nadarama para sa katulad mo. Pero diba mas matapang ang umibig nang di naghihintay, nang kapalit at nang sukli kahit sobra ang binibigay"

Do you agree that people like me are stronger or weak? We may have different preferences but in my case way back then people who hide their feelings are the strongest. You are ready to be hurt just to hide the feelings.

Years ago also, I decided to tell him everything. It takes a lot of strength and courage to tell the truth.

I made one of the hardest decision in my life and faced the consequences.

He loved me months before I do.

We had the right love at the wrong time.

He was the first one to fell in love without me knowing that he does. He also do the same. He feels the same.

"Minahal natin ang isa't isa sa magkaibang panahon. Hindi tayo nagkatapo"

Disclaimer: No one knows who Yeng stalked and used as an inspiration to write this song.

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YENG KISSED ME ON A GIG LAST 01/06/16

“OMG!” “I love you Yeng!” Yun lang yung mga nasasabi ko pagnakakafangirlgoals ako. Hahaha.😍 Walang wala sa mga plano ko yung mga nangyari. Wala talaga! My plan is makita lang ulit siya, mapansin with my tarp and okay na ko don eh pero nabago sa isang tanong. 😍 Host: Ilang magkakapatid sina Yeng at pang ilan sya? May sumagot pero mali, salamat talaga sakanya. Hihi. Me: Lima po. Bunso po. Host: Tama! Anong pangalan mo at tiga saan ka? Me: Jinky po. Pangil.

Tapos binigyan ako ng marshall pass. So I get inside the baricade kasi nasa labas kami before at hirap na hirap sa siksikan. My friends are saying “Go! dalhin mo na tarp mo” kahit naiwan ko sila sa labas. *Fast Forward sa time ni Yeng*

Nakaupo na ko sa loob sa sponsors, lumabas na sya tapos binuka ko na yung banner ko at sinimulang sumigaw, nakita ako nung mga organizer tapos pinapunta sa pinakaunahan. OMG! tapos lumipat ako sa side para nakatayo nalang. Kinanta nya yung Roar then Hello. Nung una hindi ako makapaniwalang nalimutan nya pero naniwala ako at ilang araw ang lumipas narealize ko na Na-PLOT TWIST AKO kunware nalimutan yung lyrics. Hahahaha. Nagtatanong sya kung anong kasunod na lyrics, tapos ako yung pinakamalapit tiningnan nya ko tapos nakita nyang dinidikta ko tapos pinalapit nya ko. Grabe! Nakakahiya yung pagrerecite ko ng lyrics sa mic. Hahahaha. Tapos hanggang sa natandaan nya na KUNWARE yung kasunod sa pagdidikta ko NAGTHANK YOU tapos KINISS nya ko right after. Grabe! Naguusap kami pero pabulong. Hahaha Thankyou sya ng thankyou tapos nag I LOVE YOU ng nakatingin lang sakin so I replied “I love you too! I love you! I love you!” Grabe! Tapos nagwawave at ngumingiti ako sakanya tapos nagwawave at ngumingiti din sya. Haaaaay! Goals na goals si ateng. Buong gig nakatingin nalang ako sakanya, wala na kong paki sa mga nakakakita saken kahit hiyang hiya na ko! Hahahaha. Sabi ko pa“nananaginip lang ata ako ah” kasi yung nangyari sa panaginip ko last December yun yung nangyari ngayon. Woooooo! First time. I LOVE YOU Yeng Constantino SOOOOOOOOO MUCH! Inspired na inspired na, makakatapos na ng thesis. Hahahaha.

Thank you to my supportive fangirlfriends (left to right) Kate, Deza, Me, Powley, Erna and Geniel. Kami lang talaga ni Kate ang Yengster at iba ang gusto nila. I love you guys! Kayo pa naluha nung hinalikan ako. Hahahaha. Thank you Lord!

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SMILE POR YU! :) hello… :)

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First time to see Yeng LIVE at SLSU

First time ko magbloblog. Hehe. Di ko alam paano ko sisimulan andami kong gustong sabihin. Okay! Let’s start!

Month of January noon nang may isa kong facebook friend na nagpost ng “Yeng Constantino at SLSU on March 13, 2015″ hindi na ko nagpatumpik-tumpik pa. Karakaraka akong nag-ipon at naghanap ng kasama.

Naging alanganin pa ang pagpunta ko kasi may schedule ng Finals sa P.E. ng 14-15 buti nalang namove ng 17. Thank You Lord! Pero sinubok pa din ako, pinapili kami ng prof namin kung 16,17,18,19 namin gagawin ang overnight activity. Umiiyak na ko sa mga kaibigan kong kapwa Fan Girl at pinush nilang 16-17 gawin para makapunta ako. At Success! Thank you classmates!

May ticket na ko at reading ready na sa gig pero wala akong sure na kasama.

March 17 na! Makikita ko na siya. Wala akong tulog mula sa overnight Seminar Workshop sa Personhood Development Wooooo kayanin natin ituuuu!

At Southern Luzon State University Lucban, Quezon. Wooooooo this is it.

7 PM na kami nakapasok at pumwesto kami kalapit ng speaker sa right side ng stage.

The time has come siya na yung next na magpeperform. Ayiiiiii. Narararamdaman ko na ang siksikan. Grabe ang init ng mga tao.

Naririnig ko na yung boses nya pero hindi ko pa sya makita kasi ang liit ko :( natatabunan ako ng mga tao sa harap ko. Pero iba ang maliit, mabilis makasingit. Oha Rhyme! Sumingit ako sa mga nasa unahan ko hanggang sa makarating sa baricade at nakita sya. Woooooo. Napatunganga ako sa ganda nya. Wow! Iba yung feeling. Totoo na ‘to inky. Nakikita ko na sya. LIVE. WIDE SMILE.

Hawak ko yung cam sa for video at phone naman na may nakalagay na I LOVE YOU YENG! (sana nakita nya.hehe) gusto ko kasing mapansin nya ko. lol

The whole gig was fun and amazing. Nakangiti lang ako hanggang matapos. Hindi ko malilimutan yung sinabi nyang “Isa ‘to sa mga gig na hindi ko malilimutan” wow! on my first time to see her pa. At yung sarap na sarap sya sa longganisang lucban. Hihi. 

Ang saya saya ko kasi nakita ko na sya. March last year mula nung mahalin ko sya. So I consider March 17, 2015 as our first anniversary. Hihi. Iloveyou Josephine Eusebio Constantino - Asuncion. :* See you and pls see me the next time. Mwa