OCs x Tokyo Ghoul *Closed Roleplay* Thread #5
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-Later that day-
The bell above the store’s door had chimed, so Uta had to return downstairs to take care of the customers. Alex hummed happily as he snuggled deeper into the blankets. He took this time to think over a few things.
‘I told him what I felt, and he told me that I should consider what I want….what I want is to not get hurt again. But of course he wouldn’t do that on purpose…he wouldn’t. I hate being alone…so I want to stay with him. But what do I do if I do stay? Do I want to stay friends? Do I want nothing else other than this physical relationship? Do I want something else? Something more?’
Alex hugged his pillow and sighed heavily into its plush fabric. ‘I do like Uta…I wouldn’t act like this with him if I didn’t, but does he know that? I guess I could ask him how he feels about this thing between us.’ He rolls over onto his back then pushes himself up to a sitting position.
He gets up out of the bed and walks into the bathroom for a brisk shower. He looks in the mirror and right away notices the hickeys that Uta left on him. Alex grinned and felt all bubbly and warm inside knowing they were made by him. He tilted his head to the side and admired the little bruises, softly brushing his fingers over them.
Uta finished up with the customers, waiting until the door shut before walking over to his desk. He pulled out the mask for Alex and studied it. Uta had embroidered his name onto the inside of the mask so he would, in a way, always be with Alex. He just hadn’t given the mask to Alex yet, the right time hadn’t come…yet.
There were only a few customers in Anteiku now as Ellie walked into the back to hang up her apron. Her shift ended, so Ellie decided to go walk around the city for a little while before it was time for her training session with Yomo.
Alex turned the water on and waited for it to warm up before stepping in. He starts washing his hair.
‘What if something like feelings does happen between us? What kind of feelings would they be?’ he wondered. He rinses out the shampoo and grabs the body wash. ‘How different would things be if we were together in that sense? Would anything change at all? Anything? Or…would things just be the same as they have been?’ Alex shakes his head and starts washing himself with a wet washcloth soaked in the soap.
As Alex finishes his shower, and dries himself off, he comes to realize something. ‘Wait…’ He pauses his drying. ‘Why am I so worried about this? I mean, I’ll admit that I like him but…not like that…do I?’
Uta gently placed the mask back in its hiding spot and looked around the shop. Even though the colors were dark, the place seemed brighter with Alex around. With a sigh, Uta wished he could tell Alex how he feels. He had that exact thought almost every day, yet continued to act as if those feelings weren’t entirely there.
Uta went back up to the apartment since no more customers had come in. If they did, he would hear the bell ring. When he didn’t see Alex in bed, Uta figured he was in the bathroom, so he went and grabbed a snack out of the freezer, munching on it as he made himself comfortable on the couch.
Ellie put on some warm clothes and exited Anteiku through the back. As she made her way down the street, Ellie would occasionally pass by a window display for a clothing shop and think about how good Yomo would look in something. She usually caught herself when she had those thoughts, but sometimes she would let the image linger in her mind. She blushed in the cool winter air and rushed by anymore clothing stores to avoid those thoughts.
Ellie passed by an electronics store and stopped in her tracks, taking a few steps back. She slowly turned towards the numerous TVs in the window and watched the news in shock.
“-recent disappearances in the Tokyo area are believed to be connected with this ghoul.” The newscaster gestured to the picture of an older, female ghoul on the screen behind him, “The ghoul was taken out last night by none other than Kishou Arima of the CCG, and is no longer a threat.”
Ellie stopped breathing. She knew that ghoul. She’d recognize that face anywhere. It was her mother. She must have come looking for Ellie and gotten caught by the Doves. Ellie could feel tears threatening to fall, but held them back out of fear someone around her would discover she was connected to the ghoul in question.
‘Disappearances? Mother would never kidnap anyone or kill someone. She only took from already dead bodies, never the living. So then why? Why did the Doves kill her?’
She forced a smile on her face and continued walking as if nothing was wrong. If she went back to Anteiku now, she would most definitely break down, and Ellie wasn’t ready for that, so she walked. Ellie didn’t know where she was going, she just needed to walk.
Alex heard Uta walking around the apartment, so he quickly finished drying off then dressed himself into his boxers, jeans, and a t shirt. He grabbed a smaller towel and used it to lay over his head to dry his hair as he walked around.
He wanders out of the bedroom and sees Uta on the couch. He smiles and folds his arms over his chest as he comes to stand in front of him. “You look a little distressed there, Uta. Is everything alright?” Alex could tell that something was on Uta’s mind by the way he had been gently gnawing on the same area of frozen flesh for longer than necessary.
As Yomo finished his round of surveillance for the morning, he ducked into an alley before removing his mask and stowing it away inside his coat. He casually strolled onto the sidewalk, but not before nearly getting cut off by someone. He quickly halted to let them pass before he realized who it was. “Ellie?” he called. He walked up to her and gently placed his hand on her shoulder. As she turned to face him, he saw the distress and sadness in her eyes, and he felt his chest grow tight. “Ellie…what happened?” he asked gently.
Uta pulled the piece of flesh from his mouth as he looked up at Alex.
“Hm? Oh, nothing. Just thinking about some stuff is all.” He studied Alex’s face and could see curiosity. “Something on your mind again?”
Ellie forced herself to smile even bigger at Yomo. “What? Nothing ha-” Ellie’s face fell and her voice faltered as she remembered what she had just seen. The tears came back to her eyes, once again threatening to fall, and Ellie just kept opening and closing her mouth trying to gather her words. She stopped and looked Yomo in the eyes. “I-I can’t talk about it here. Not around so many…people.”
Alex rubbed the back of his neck as his eyes averted off to the side. His cheeks flush a bit. “Uh, yeah actually.” he sits down on the coffee table so he could face Uta directly. He pulls the towel off his head and lets it hang around his neck. “I’ve been doing a lot of thinking since last night…since I told you those things. I thought about you asking me what I wanted, since I didn’t seem sure of myself, and I did.” He knots his fingers together and looks down at his hands shyly. “Honestly the biggest thing I want is to not get hurt again. I know that you wouldn’t do that purposefully, but I don’t really mean it in the way of just regular heartbreak or physical pain. I mean it in the sense of-” Alex stopped himself short and clenched his jaw as he tightly clasps his hands together. ‘Should I tell him? I might as well…now is as good as ever considering I’ve already started talking.’
Alex took a deep breath and slowly let it out, trying to breathe out whatever nerves were keeping him from opening up to Uta. “About six or so years ago, I was in a relationship with a boy named Cain.” He began.
Yomo nodded. “Right.” He moves them both to the side to let other people pass them. “Is there any pace in particular you want to go?” he asks.
Uta listened to Alex intently.
‘So, I finally get to hear about this mysterious Cain.’
“Go on.” He spoke gently.
Ellie shook her head.
“No. Just somewhere private.”
Alex felt himself smile at a few little memories that came to mind. “I don’t really want to babble on and on about it, so to make a long story short, he and I were very close. He was kind of like my other half, and me to him as far as he would tell me. We loved each other very much.” His smile faded away to a sorrowful frown. “But….there was a night when I had to leave for a while, and he was sick at the time, I told him to just wait for me at home since I’d be gone only a little while. But he kept insisting that I stay.” His hands tensed.
“I got frustrated because he wouldn’t let it go and I ended up snapping at him, but I quickly apologized and assured him I’d be home as soon as I could. I kissed him and then left. When I came back home, the door was opened slightly, and it was very dark and quiet inside.
I looked through the whole apartment, looking for signs of a break in or any indication that Cain was in a struggle. I didn’t find any. So I went to the bedroom and saw him asleep in bed. But, nothing was the same about that scene. All I could smell in there was the blood of a corpse.” Alex brought his legs up against himself and hugged them to his chest. He trembled as he recalled the dark memory. “I hoped to any god I think of that it was just a sick prank, that there were just buckets of blood in the closet or something….
I went over to the bed and took the blankets off of Cain….what was left of him.” Alex bit his thumb nail and closed his eyes as his shoulders shook. “He didn’t have any limbs or organs. He looked like a spread open dissection experiment in a science classroom.” He described with disgust. “Even his eyes and tongue were taken…he wouldn’t have been recognizable if I didn’t know it was Cain by the two freckles under his left eye.”
Alex felt like he was going to vomit. He fought it. “I couldn’t eat or sleep for weeks after that. Every time I closed my eyes I’d just see his mangled body in the bloody bed.” He muttered. He places his hands over his ears. “I can still see the image of his dark, bloody eye sockets that look to descend into nothingness and stare into my soul. I can still hear the gurgling bloody sounds his corpse would make from my nightmares. He’d keep asking me ‘Why did you let me die, Alex? Why did you leave me alone? It’s your fault…it’s your fault….” Alex had to slap himself to force himself out of the trance before he started another downhill spiral. He breathed heavily for a few moments, staring angrily at the floor. “Anyway…” he takes a calming breath before continuing. “…ever since that night, ever since I’ve had those nightmares, I kept blaming myself for all that had happened to him. I became terrified to get too close to someone again in fear of being alone again. in fear of losing another person precious to me.”
He lifts his head and makes eye contact with Uta. His eyes were wet and dripping as his bottom lip began to quiver. “And now…here I am, three years with you…and I’ve spent my night and morning trying to figure out if I’m in like with you or not. Whether or not if I want to open my box of security and secrets and let you in…” he blushes darkly. “and whether or not I want our kisses to have meaning.”
“Alright, let’s go then.”
Yomo keeps his arm over Ellie’s shoulders as they walk through town for a little while. He leads her to one of the upper floors of the parking garage he had been sitting at a while ago while looking out for Dove movements.
He sits Ellie on the concrete against a wall, out of the open and sits beside her. The area was a little nook by the door that lead to the stairs and elevator. It was hidden enough that no one would pay mind to it. He lets Ellie calm down before he asks her again. “Ellie, tell me what happened. If you can.”
“Alex.” Uta whispered his name. He suddenly reached out and pulled Alex toward him in a tight hug. “When you figure it out, let me know. I’ll be here no matter what you decide.” Uta decided that would be the closest he would come to a confession without straight up saying it.
“I saw…on the news…A dove, Kishou Arima, killed a ghoul last night.” The tears welled up and became harder to hold back. Ellie wrapped and arm around her stomach, as if to comfort herself. “She was my-my mother.” Ellie let the tears fall with a loud sob. “I-I think she came t-t-to look for me. Oh god. I have no one left and it’s all my fault.” Her sobbing became worse, so she put her free hand over her mouth to try and muffle the sound.
Alex wrapped his arms around Uta and held onto him as much as their position would allow him. He closed his eyes and nuzzled his face into Uta’s neck. After a few moments, Alex pulls away, and gently pushes Uta’s hair out of his face. He gives him a reassuring smile. “I’m alright though. I don’t really have as many nightmares anymore. I’m mainly just remembering the good parts now.” he slides his hand down and gently rubs Uta’s cheek with his thumb. “It makes me feel so much better to have someone than not at all.” He wipes away his tears with his free hand and sniffs a little, but he can’t help but to smile.
“Uta, I know that you care about me. Probably more than that…but just that knowledge alone makes me feel so alive inside. Knowing that someone sees me like that again…” his smile brightens and his blush darkens as fresh tears make their way down his face.
“I don’t think I’d know how to say thank you enough.”
Yomo’s hand twitched slightly upon hearing that name. His jaw clenched, but he kept a straight face while he waited for Ellie to finish speaking. His eyes fell to the ground and he pulled Ellie closer to him, holding her shoulders. “I’m sorry.” He whispers. He rubs her shoulder with his thumb. “Ellie, no matter what you think happened, do not blame yourself. You are not at fault for your loss. What happened wasn’t your doing.” He continues whispering gentle words to Ellie, and reassuring her over and over that things will be alright. He says the things he wished he had been told a long time ago when he lost his sister. “You may have lost your mother, but you do have everyone at Anteiku, so you’re not on your own. We are here for you. No matter what.”
“I’ve told you this before, and I’ll tell you as many times as I need to: You do not need to thank me. You do enough of that just by being here.” Uta was really happy knowing that Alex was happy, and the smile on his face caused Uta’s heart to skip a beat.
‘I love you, Alex. I love you so much. I can’t wait for the day I can tell you that out loud.’
Ellie buried her face into Yomo’s shoulder and clung to his jacket with the hand that had been covering her face. She continued sobbing for several minutes before being able to calm down enough to form coherent words. Her voice was no more than a soft whisper.
“I didn’t even get to say goodbye.” A few more tears made their way down her cheeks. “I didn’t six years ago…and now…I never will.” The tears returned, although this time they were the silent, uncontrollable kind.
Alex chuckled softly. “Right.” He puts his hands on the sides of Uta’s face and gently pulls him into a sweet kiss. “On another note, I loved our sweet playtime earlier~ I’ve never had it so gently before. It was a nice change of pace.”
Yomo wrapped both his arms around Ellie and rested his chin on the top of her head. He understood how she felt; never being able to say goodbye. He gently rubs her back as he softly repeats sweet words and hums a few notes in attempts to soothe her even a little. He would let her cry as long as she needed. He understood her pain too well, no matter how many years it had been for him.
Uta smiled at Alex. “I’m glad. I’d be happy to oblige in any…future situations.” He gave Alex another sweet kiss.
After several more minutes Ellie had managed to stop crying, although she wasn’t ready to go anywhere yet. She just wanted to stay there wrapped in Yomo’s arms a little longer. Ellie took a deep breath, inhaling Yomo’s scent.
‘He smells nice. It’s relaxing.’
Ellie gently pulled her head back so she could look Yomo in the eyes, not caring that her own were red and puffy from all the crying. “Th-thank you.”
Alex hummed happily into the kiss and gently rubs his nose against Uta’s. “Hey, I’m curious, what do you think is the lamest pickup line you’ve ever used one someone?”
Yomo gently moved some hair out of Ellie’s face and smiled warmly at her. “You don’t need to thank me. I understand the pain you’re going through. I just wanted to make sure you were given the comfort it didn’t get.”
Uta thought for a moment before smirking at Alex.
“If it’s true that we are what we eat, then I could be you by morning.”
Ellie knitted her eyebrows together with a look of concern and slight confusion.
“Wh-what do you mean?”
Alex snickered before laughing out loud. “Oh my god, that’s actually a good one! Damn if you used that on me it would work.” He grins at Uta. “But, you don’t really need them now~”
Yomo’s smile falls a bit. He turns his head and stares at the concrete ground. “That same Dove killed my sister some years ago.”
“Oh really? I might still try them out on you, just because I can.” Uta loved hearing Alex laugh.
Ellie’s breath caught in her throat. She leaned forward and gently hugged Yomo around the neck, whispering into his ear.
“I’m so sorry.”
Alex chuckled softly. ”I won’t stop you. I’ll likely play along at some point anyway.” He shrugs lightly and stands up to move to the couch beside Uta. He settles back into the cushions and sighs contently before thinking, ‘Have we had sex on the couch yet?’ he looks down at the dark stained canvas fabric and gently tugs on a loose thread. He hums thoughtfully with a playful smile.
Yomo moves his hand up and gently pets her hair. “Thank you. I’m alright though. It happened a long time ago. The pain eased away with time, and with having friends.”
Uta raised an eyebrow at Alex. He wasn’t too sure about the look on Alex’s face.
‘I wonder what he’s up to.’
“What’s that face for?”
Staying in that position, Ellie sighed.
“I’m glad to hear that. Because I can’t imagine having to live with this pain every single day. I’m glad it gets better.”
‘I wonder how long we can stay like this.’ Ellie blushed at the sudden thought. Here she was, being comforted because she just found out her last living relative was killed, but all she can think about is the fact that she’s hugging Yomo. Instead of pulling away, Ellie buried her face in his neck in an attempt to hide her blush.
“Hm?” Alex looked over at Uta. “Oh, nothing~ I was just trying to think if we’ve done anything on the couch yet or not.” He shrugs lightly and turns himself so he could lay back and prop his feet into Uta’s lap.
“It will. I promise you.” He muses. Yomo didn’t mind how long Ellie needed the hug. He had just finished his morning route, so he could spare some time to stay and make sure Ellie was alright. She buried her face into his neck, and he couldn’t help the smile. ‘How cute.’ He thought.
“Hm.” Uta looked away from Alex. “Actually, we did.” Uta glanced at Alex in his peripheral. “A couple nights ago.”
Ellie let out a small, shaky sigh, then gently pulled away from Yomo. She brought a hand up and chewed on a nail as her thoughts went back and forth on what she should do, then glanced up at Yomo’s face. Ellie quickly left a gentle kiss on Yomo’s cheek, then she looked back down towards the ground, her whole face a nice shade of red.
“Th-thank you…for everything.”
Alex blinks at Uta. “We did?” he looks down at his hands resting on his stomach. “Hmm…well, whatever kind of high fever I had then must have fogged my brain, because I don’t really remember doing anything.” He looks up at Uta. “What happened?”
Yomo’s eyes widen slightly and a subtle pinkness rose to his cheeks. He blinked at Ellie curiously. “You’re welcome…” he says quietly. He averts his eyes away, but doesn’t make any attempts to move. He wanted to wait until Ellie was ready to leave.
Uta debated whether he should tell Alex everything or not. He didn’t want to make Alex upset again, but he also felt Alex should know what he did. Uta ultimately decided honesty would be best. He sighed as he slowly looked Alex in the eyes.
“You took control, and while you were doing your thing, you…called me…Cain. Several times.” Uta looked away from Alex again. “You looked so sad and pained. I left for a little bit to clear my head, and you begged me not to go, but I came back a few minutes later and that’s when you calmed down.” Uta’s jaw clenched at the memory. He’d hated seeing Alex in so much pain.
Ellie remained where she was, enjoying the feeling of Yomo’s arm around her shoulders, processing what she had just done. She made a mental note not to tell Irimi, but she would probably end up telling her anyway and be teased even further.
“Ah!” Ellie suddenly looked over at Yomo. “You were probably working before you ran into me, weren’t you? You need to get back to that, right?”
“Oh…” Alex felt queasy. He made an effort to not hide himself as he sat up properly. “Well…when I found him…it was s huge shock. One time I see him, he’s alive and just sick with a little cold, then I leave and come back and he’s been ripped apart. I guess…I just didn’t really have any closure after that.” His face flushed and he covered his eyes with his hands. “God…I’m sorry, Uta.”
Yomo shook his head lightly. “Not until later in the afternoon and evening. I have time to spare for now.”
“Hey.” Uta spoke softly as he took Alex’s hands in his own. “It’s alright. You had a fever and didn’t know what was going on. I don’t think any differently of you, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
“O-oh, alright then.” Ellie looked down for a moment, then got an idea. “Would you like to go for a walk? No racing, just a nice, leisurely stroll through the city? I’m not really ready to go back to Anteiku yet.”
“Okay…” Alex huffed. Being told that, he felt a little less embarrassed of himself. His hands still shook slightly as Uta held them. He took a few trying breaths before he was able to relax again. He relaxed his shoulders and smiled again. He looked down at their hands and felt his face heat up. The irony of it all was Alex was more confident in things that went on behind closed doors compared to how shy and timid he was when it came to the simple romantic gestures, like holding hands.
“Sounds alright with me.” He stands up and offers his hand to her. “We can head back whenever you’re ready.”
Uta smiled at Alex, then looked around, spotting the piece of flesh from earlier. He let go of Alex’s hands and grabbed his snack off the table.
“Ah. I almost forgot about this.” He tore off a piece and offered it to Alex. “Want some?”
“Alright.” Ellie gently took Yomo’s hand and let him pull her up. They remained that way for a moment, before Ellie awkwardly clears her throat and pulls her hand away. She follows Yomo out of the parking garage and they start down the street, no destination in mind.
Alex reached for the slab of flesh presented to him as his eyes changed. He bit into the meat and gnawed a bit before a small chunk tore off. He hummed at the taste and made sure to take the time to enjoy the food. Some defrosted blood slowly dripped down from his lips to his chin and soaked into the fabric of his pants. Alex paid no mind to it though, and continued eating.
Yomo walked beside her with his hands in his pockets. He looked into shop windows they passed, looked around at advertisement signs, whatever seemed to catch his attention. Of course he did keep his eye out for Doves, just in case.
Uta noticed the blood that had dripped onto Alex’s pants. He resisted the urge to lean down and lick it up, eating his own chunk of flesh instead. Continuing to eye the spot on Alex’s pants, Uta quickly finished up his piece, then slowly leaned down, grabbing Alex’s leg to keep him from moving it. He stuck out his tongue, and licked at the spot of blood.
Ellie looked at everything and everyone that passed her by to keep her mind off of the events from earlier. They had passed by several clothing shops when Ellie stopped, running up to a window. Her eyes widened and it felt like her breath had been taken away. In the window, a beautiful blue gown was on display. The dress itself was a simple design, but the small details were so intricate.
“Wow.” Ellie didn’t know what else to say about the gown. It was too beautiful for words. What she would give for a dress like that, but Ellie would be too afraid of messing it up to wear it. Besides, fancy dresses weren’t really Ellie’s style. She was used to wearing t-shirts and jeans, a dress like that wouldn’t suit her very well. That didn’t mean she couldn’t appreciate it, however.
Alex huffed quietly when he actually took the time to see how close the drip was to his crotch. He blushed and pushed Uta’s hair out of his face as he watching him lap at the spot. He leaned back on his elbow and opened his legs more, giving Uta more room to let him do what he desired. Alex kept his eyes on Uta, watching him closely as he continued to nibble on his meaty snack.
Yomo stopped walking and waited for Ellie a few feet in front of her. He follows her gaze into the shop window at the dress. “Hm.” He walked over to stand beside her and takes a better look at the gown. “That’s a nice dress…same color as your eyes.”
Uta had better access to Alex’s legs now, and decided to go a step further. He wanted to see how riled up he could get Alex before he actually did anything. Uta started using his to gently bite the area.
“Yeah, I guess so.” Ellie couldn’t take her eyes off the dress. “It sure is beautiful, isn’t it?”
Alex ripped off a small chunk of meat and leisurely chewed it as he spectated Uta’s actions. He gets goosebumps at the feeling of Uta’s teeth. He holds the last bit of his meat snack between his lips and sucks off some dripping blood. A few drops fall onto his chin and trail down his neck.
He rises up to an upright position and grabs Uta’s jaw and pulls his face up. He leans in and passes the blood in his mouth into Uta’s. At the same time, he moves his hand down and firmly gropes Uta through his pants, growling low and deep in his throat. “Wanna be cute for me today~ Uta~?” he purrs huskily against Uta’s lips.
Yomo hums thoughtfully. “It is indeed.”
‘It’d look lovely on her.’ he thought. He turns to her. “Shall we keep going?”
Uta happily hummed in response. “Have your way with me, Alex. I can’t always be the one in control.” He leaned forward and licked the trail of blood up Alex’s neck and chin.
Pulling her eyes away from the dress, Ellie smiled up at Yomo.
“Ah, yes.” They continued walking. Some kids ran by and shoved Ellie as the passed her, causing her to fall into Yomo. She held onto his coat to keep from falling entirely. “S-sorry. Those kids pushed me.” Ellie straightened herself up and started walking again.
Alex tilted his head as Uta licked up the curve of his neck. He hummed at the subtle tickle. He bites down halfway on the last piece of his meat snack then guides Uta to take the other half. Alex wasn’t about to waste good food, and sharing was fun, especially when the meat was especially juicy with blood.
Once the meat was out of the way, he gave Uta a few quick kisses then Uta’s crotch a firm squeeze. With his other hand, he gently cups Uta’s chin and rubs his thumb against his bottom lip. “I’d love to see you show off that ass for me. How’s about a strip show~?” he purrs.
Yomo looked over his shoulder with annoyance to the kids for not being considerate of other people on the sidewalk. He sighs lightly and returns his attention to Ellie. “Don’t mind it. It’s alright. You alright?”
“Anything for you.” Uta breathed out in a seductive whisper.
Uta stood in front of Alex, maintaining eye contact as best as he could. He reached down and slowly pulled his shirt up, biting the end of it to hold it up. Uta slid his hands down his stomach and unbuckled his belt, sliding it out of the loops and tossing it close to the couch, just in case Alex wanted to use it at any point. He unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, letting them fall to the floor. Uta hooked a thumb underneath the edge of his boxers and pulled it down just enough to give Alex a sneak peek, before letting go and pulling his shirt off completely. Now Uta was in nothing but his underwear. He stretched his arms above his head as he turned around to give Alex a view of his behind, then reached his arms behind him and grabbing on to his boxers, slowly pulling them down. He let them fall to the floor and stepped out of them, stretching again. Uta turned his head to look at Alex from behind.
“Like what you see?”
Ellie sighed. “Yeah. I’m fine. Just lost my balance is all. If you hadn’t been there, I’m sure I would have fallen flat on my face.” She laughed at the thought, remembering the first training session they’d had.
Alex made himself comfortable on the couch to watch Uta strip for him. By the time Uta was down to just his underwear, Alex had his hand down his sweatpants and lazily stroking himself. When Uta was fully naked, Alex squeezed himself a bit as a wide, Cheshire cat grin spread across his lips. He gazed over the beautifully tattooed body before him, his eyes outlining every curve, every flex of a muscle. He bit his lip hungrily. “Hell yeah I do. You’ll look even better with your ass pressed to my hips though.”
Yomo smiled upon hearing Ellie laugh. “Falling on your face is funny?” he wondered.
Uta wiggled his hips teasingly. “Then hurry it up. I’m not the one in control today, now am I?” He moved his hands down to give his own butt a squeeze.
“No, I was just remembering our first training session and how I’ve improved with not falling on my face, yet here I am getting shoved by little kids…almost falling on my face. I just thought that was funny in itself.” Ellie’s face fell slightly. “Although, honestly, I just feel like laughing. My whole life feels like one big joke right now. Like I’m gonna find out all of this, Anteiku and everything, isn’t real, and it was all just some elaborate prank. I know that’s not the case, but after today, it feels like it, and it makes me want to laugh.”
Alex pulled his hand out of his pants and shoved the garment down to his knees. He lightly patted his legs. “Lay here, on your stomach.” He commands. Once Uta had made himself comfortable, Alex moves his hand over his shoulders and back, following his spine downwards to his ass before giving him a good squeeze. “Now…” he begins. “How about you tell me some of your own kinks~?” he asks, teasing the tip of his finger between Uta’s cheeks. “What gets your gears moving?”
Yomo’s smile fades away. He moves his hand over and takes Ellie’s. He stops them off to the side of the pathway, letting other people get by as he pulls Ellie into another hug. “That’s not the case at all. Everyone at Anteiku is real and is here for you. No matter what it is.”
Uta let out a soft moan. “Let’s see. I like it rough…really rough. I like being both dominant and submissive, so give me instructions. Tell me what you want me to do and I will do it. Biting, scratching, any kind of forcefulness. Bondage, just about any level. Quite honestly, I’m into just about anything under the sun.” He pushed his ass towards Alex’s hand, hoping to get a little more pressure there. “Does that answer your question?”
Ellie clung to Yomo’s coat as she hugged him back. She took a shaky breath, trying to hold back the latest onslaught of tears. Her voice was only a whisper.
“I know.” She buried her head in his chest and let his warm embrace calm her down again. It was definitely going to take some time to get sued to the idea of never seeing her mom again, but with the help of Yomo and the others, Ellie knew she could make it through. “I think it’s time for me to head back to Anteiku for a little bit.”
‘Any kind of forcefulness? Interesting…’ Alex hummed thoughtfully. “It does answer my question.” He pressed two fingers further between Uta’s cheeks and rubbed them over his entrance as praise for giving him a good answer. “I think I can work with those~” he withdraws his hand and pats this butt a bit. “But I gotta get a couple tings from the bedroom before we get any further.” When Uta was in a position that let Alex get up from the couch, Alex cupped his chin and flashed him another cat-like grin. “I’ll be making you feel good soon, so wait here with your ass in the air.” He rubs Uta’s lip with his thumb again. “Can you do that for me, Uta~?”
“Of course.” He tells her, gently rubbing her back. on their way back, he walks closely beside her, in any case that she would need him. Soon the streets became less busy as they got closer to Anteiku.
“Yes~” Uta wondered what Alex had in store for him. Once Alex had walked off, Uta laid on his stomach, his arms above his head, and his knees tucked under his body, letting his ass stick as far up into the air as he could get it. He figured he would start off by doing everything Alex told him, but later on would defy him a couple times, just to see what Alex would do.
Ellie continued taking deep breaths to keep herself from having another mini breakdown. Instead, she focused on how close her and Yomo had been walking. Ellie found his presence to be very calming. They approached Anteiku and stopped just outside of it. Ellie turned to Yomo and looked up at him.
“You don’t have to walk me inside. I think I’ll be alright until I get up to my bedroom.” Ellie paused for a moment. “Thanks again. I don’t know what I would have done if you hadn’t run into me like that. It really means a lot to me.”
Ellie stood on her tiptoes as she gave Yomo another kiss on the cheek, this one lasting just a few seconds longer than the first one, but still caused Ellie to blush at the fact that she was actually doing that. When she pulled away, Ellie looked down at her feet.
Alex wandered into the bedroom and opened the draw he knew Uta kept the condoms and lube. He blinks, pulling out a newer looking box, one that hadn’t been opened yet. He looked at the front and smirked. He opens the box and takes out a couple of condoms then grabs the lube and walks back into the living room. His smirk broadens seeing Uta doing as he was told. He saunters over and gently rubs his hand over the curve of Uta’s back. “You’re being so good already.” He purrs.
He kneels in front of the couch, facing Uta as he holds up the two condoms he grabbed. “You got condoms that fit me. Could it be that you were anticipating this~?”
Yomo felt himself blush for the second time that day as Ellie kissed his cheek. He didn’t make any attempts to move away though. This time when she pulled away, he could see her blushing. A thought clicked in his mind, and his chest felt a little bit warmer than usual. He reaches his hand up and gently pets her hair. His hand ends up on her cheek, then her chin. He smiles at her gently when she looks up. “I’m more than happy to help you, Ellie. Don’t hesitate to ask for anything, ever.”
“I like to be prepared for anything.” Uta stared up at Alex innocently.
Ellie’s heart sped up at the sight of Yomo smiling and the feeling of his hand on her chin. She was having trouble forming words, so Ellie just nodded her head in acknowledgement of Yomo’s words.
“I can see that.” Alex sets the condoms and lube on the coffee table then moves around behind Uta. He kicks his sweatpants off to the side and stands on his knees on the couch, facing Uta. He rubs his hands over his ass and wraps his fingers around his hips, and pulls him back, pressing his clothed erection against Uta. He bites his lip, admiring the way Uta’s back arches at the motion and the way his ass presses beautifully against his hips. “God, what a lovely view.” He mutters. He rubs Uta’s hips softly as he lazily rubs himself between Uta’s thighs. “Tell me what you want, Uta. Be sure to be specific~”
Koma was cleaning up a couple of tables near the front of the café, when he looks out the window to see Ellie and Yomo together. He blinks curiously.
Yomo moves his hand to gently hold the side of her face, and softly rubs her cheek with his thumb. He dips down slightly and gently presses his lips to her forehead.
Komo’s eyes nearly bug out of his head as he tries to get Irimi’s attention. It didn’t take even a second for Irimi to be spying with him once the names “Ellie” and “Yomo” were mentioned.
Uta groaned as he pushed his ass back closer to Alex’s crotch. “I want you to dominate and punish me,” Uta craned his neck to look back at Alex behind him, “In any way you see fit.”
Ellie froze and her eyes widened. She hadn’t been expecting this.
‘He’s kissing my forehead. HE’S KISSING…MY FOREHEAD.’ Ellie swallowed hard and took a deep breath to keep from fainting. Never in her wildest dreams had she imagined that would happen. Sure, it wasn’t on the lips, but Ellie didn’t care; all she cared about was that it was actually happening.
When Yomo pulled away from her, all Ellie could do was stare at him, her face ten shades redder than before.
“I-I-I-I…uh.” Ellie swallowed again. “I-I’ll see you at training t-t-tonight.”
Alex hummed, gripping Uta’s hips a little tighter. “That sounds like it could be fun~” He leans forward, moving his hands down to Uta’s legs and forces him completely on his stomach. He pushes Uta’s legs apart with his knee then lay on top of him, pressing and rubbing his erection right up against him. He leans in close to Uta’s ear and purrs. “It might be a little hard though considering how good you’re being. I’d hate to be hurtful to an innocent one~” He presses his hips against Uta harder and moans quietly into his shoulder. He presses a light kiss on Uta’s shoulder and slowly trails his fingertips down Uta’s side, then brings them around to grope at his butt.
“But, because you’re being such a good boy, I could possibly pull a couple of strings.” He then lowers his voice to a whisper as he sighs, “Just~” he kisses Uta’s jaw. “for~” another kiss. “you~” He gently nibbles on Uta’s earlobe.
Yomo smiled down at Ellie sweetly. “I have some more rounds to make for a while, so I’ll see you then, Ellie.” He gently tucks a bit of her hair behind her ear before walking past her down the sidewalk to begin his rounds. He makes sure to look over his shoulder and give her a subtle wave goodbye before disappearing down an alley.
Uta shivered underneath Alex’s body. “I can be a bad boy too~”
Ellie watched Yomo turn down an alleyway, out of sight. It took her a moment to process what just happened before slowly turning towards Anteiku to find Irimi and Koma staring at her.
‘Did they see all of that?’ If Ellie’s face could have gone even more red than it already was, it would have in that moment. She snapped out of her trance and quickly walked into Anteiku. She tried to rush by Irimi and Koma, but was stopped by a hand on her wrist that pulled her into the back. Ellie turned around as soon as she was released and saw Irimi and Koma looking at her expectantly.
Alex chuckled softly, nuzzling his nose behind Uta’s ear. “I won’t doubt you~” he pulls himself away and pulls his shirt off and tosses it aside. He backs up a bit, sitting back on his feet while grabbing the bottle of lube off the table. He grabs Uta’s hips again and pulls him into his lap, pressing their erections against each other. Alex sets the lube beside him and moves his hands to Uta’s ass and spreads him open. He signs shakily as a shiver travels up his back, and the blood in his body rushes to his hardening cock. “God, you have any idea how sexy you look?” He presses his thumb against Uta’s entrance teasingly. “I’d play with you all day and night, and never get bored.”
Alex picks up the lube bottle and squirts some out onto his fingers, rubbing it all together to warm it up a little. He sets the bottle aside and lightly prods his middle finger into Uta.
Koma had his arms crossed over his chest with a knowing smile, whereas Irimi had a more cheeky, playful glint in her eye while her hands rested on her hips. “Well~?” Irimi starts. “Are you not going to tell us about what that just was??”
“You and Yomo seem to have bonded pretty well since you got here. You must have more charm than you thought.” Koma adds.
“Oh~ I can imagine~” Uta reached down with a hand and started rubbing their cocks together. He also pushed his ass against Alex’s finger, hoping for a little more pressure there.
“A-ah, w-w-well, I guess I’ll start from the b-beginning.” Ellie looked at anywhere but Irimi and Koma’s eyes. She knew there would be no beating around the bush with them. “I went out just to walk w-when my shift was over. I happened to p-p-pass by some televisions.” Ellie swallowed at what she was about to tell them. “On the news, was a picture of my mother. Apparently she’d been k-…killed by a Dove last night.” She had to pause for a moment to keep from tearing up again. “I just needed to walk. That’s when I ran into Yomo. He took me to a parking garage and listened while I told him what happened, then let me cry on his shoulder. After I had calmed down, I gave him a-” Ellie’s blush returned, “a quick kiss on the cheek. Just as a thank you. He had some time before he needed to get back to work, so he walked with me for a little bit. I started having some doubts about things, so he pulled me off to the side and hugged me again, then we came back here. I thanked him again with another kiss o-on the cheek and then that happened. I-I’m not really sure what it means, to be honest. I’m sure he was just…being friendly.”
When she had finished telling Irimi and Koma about her day, she looked up at them to see what they had to say.
Alex fully inserts his finger into Uta and starts working him until he’s able to comfortably insert a second. He moans at the much welcomed attention to his cock. He could feel the wetness from Uta soaking into the fabric of his underwear. It was warm and a little sticky, just enough to make Alex want to plow into Uta right then and there. He didn’t want to rush this though; he wanted to be sure to fully enjoy himself with Uta.
Once he felt Uta was prepared enough, his moved himself out from under him and stripped out of his underwear. He slid one of the condoms on, then hovered over Uta and dragged his tongue up the curve of his spine, crawling forward until his hips pressed against his ass again, and his erection rubbing against his warm skin. He moves his arm around and pinches one of Uta’s nipples between his fingers as he leaves little nippy bites around his shoulder. “You’re all stretched and wet for me~ you want my cock inside you~?”
Both Irimi and Koma’s smug grins turned to looks of surprise. Koma stayed silent for a moment, giving Ellie a little smile. He shrugs lightly. “Well, I can’t really say what he thinking. I’m not a mind reader. Maybe he was just returning the gesture? I don’t know.” He waves his hands absentmindedly as he turns and walks back out to the café area to return to work.
Irimi watched Koma walk out then turned her attention back to Ellie. She gives her a shrug as well. “I guess I’d just have to say the same as Koma. I don’t really know him well enough o say what he might be thinking, so for all we know he might just be returning the gesture since you kissed his cheek twice.”
Uta’s whole body shivered again under Alex’s touch, this time more violently. God he just wanted Alex inside him, but he also wanted to have some fun with this. Uta laughs quietly through his moans.
“What if I say no? What would you do to me then?”
“You’re probably right. I doubt he sees me as anything more than a friend.” Ellie looked down at her feet. “But in all honesty, I kind of hope he does it again. It felt nice, calming.”
“Oh even if you did say no, your body is much more honest with me~” Alex breathed warmly against Uta’s ear as he spoke. He reached down and teased the head of his cock against Uta’s hole. “It says that you want nothing more than for me to spread you open with my hard cock.” He presses the tip of his cock a little more firmly against Uta and growls deeply. “To make you whimper how good I make you feel, moan for me, and when I start pulling your hair, you’ll cry out, begging me to fuck you so hard you can barely walk after. Then, I’ll keep fucking you until you can’t cum anymore and you’re crying my name.
And after all that, I’ll watch as you worship my cock with your mouth and I cum all over that pretty face of yours.” He moves his other hand to Uta’s neck and pulls his head back by his jaw. “What do you say, Uta~? You going to be my pretty little slut tonight?” he purrs, lightly pressing his lips to his ear.
“Well, in either case, I’m glad you’re going okay.” Irimi smiles reassuringly at her. “And if it doesn’t turn out in your favor, then we’re here for you. And if it does, then, we’re here for you too.”
Uta laughed again.
“You sound pretty confident for a guy who was begging for my cock just the other day.” Uta knew a little defiance would get him exactly what he wanted. “It’ll take a little more than that to make me your slut.”
Ellie smiles back at Irimi. “Thanks. I appreciate it. Now, I think I’m going to go think some things over in my room before training tonight, and you need to get back to work.” She looked past Irimi to all the customers beginning to come in. “It looks like business is starting to pick up.”
Alex’s smirk turns to a frown. He decides not to comment, and instead dives for Uta’s neck, and aggressively bites down on the tender flesh. He tightens his grip on Uta’s neck and tightly grabs Uta’s hip, digging his nails into his flesh as he thrusts into Uta in one motion. A thick trail of blood flows down Uta’s neck and soaks into the couch cushion underneath them while his hands leave pink imprints on his side and on his neck. Uta’s groans and his quiet cry fuels the burning heat inside of him. Alex sucks and laps at the blood and lets out a low, carnal growl into Uta’s ear. “While you are under me, you will understand that I’m a heavy biter, and you are at my mercy.” He tightens his grip on Uta’s throat more. “Be a nice boy for me and I won’t be a total cannibal on you.”
Irimi huffed. “Yeah. will do.” She turns and starts walking back to the front, waving over her shoulder at Ellie. “Good luck tonight~” she sings.
The pain, oh, the pain. It felt amazing to Uta. And the blood dripping down his neck. Uta never realized Alex was capable of that, he wasn’t going to complain though. After spending most of his teenage years in a constant battle with Yomo, a wound like that was practically nothing to him. Uta smiled, even though he was gasping for breath. Alex’s cock deep inside him felt amazing too. If only Alex would start moving.
Ellie sighed as she went up to her room.
‘What am I gonna do with Irimi fi she keeps teasing me like that?’
‘Absolutely nothing. You absolutely adore her teasing, because it means you’ve got a friend who cares.’ Ellie answered her own thoughts and smiled. She really did enjoy finally having some friends.
When Ellie reached her room, she shut the door and plopped down on her bed with another sigh. A lot had happened that day. She found out her mother had been killed, and had gotten the courage to kiss Yomo, even if it was just on the cheek. Ellie blushed lightly at the thought. She knew she should be sad, but how could she when Yomo had been so sweet to her?
Alex quietly growled as he felt the warmth and tightness of Uta’s body wrapped around him. it felt incredible. He decided to take a moment to grind his cock into him, feeling how deep he was and sighing at the way Uta’s body squeezed him. He released his grip on Uta and hoisted himself upwards and reached for the belt that Uta had kept nearby. He made do with it as a collar and leash for the time being, making it tight enough, but also keeping it loose enough to let Uta breathe.
Alex tugged on his makeshift leash, pulling Uta upwards to his hands and knees. “Hold yourself up.” He orders. Uta complies. “Good boy~” He pulls back his hips then brings them forward again hard. He thrusts into Uta starting with a steady, slow, but deep-hitting pace. He pulls on the restraint a bit and reaches his other hand around to grab onto Uta’s twitching cock. He swirls his fingertip over his urethra opening. “Ah, you loved that bite, didn’t you~? You want more~?”
Once Yomo had rounded behind a corner, he pressed his back against the cement wall and hid his face behind his hand. He takes a few deep breaths to calm himself down. A warm, fluttering feeling grew in his chest as he recalled her reaction to what he did. He felt his cheeks warm up slightly. ‘Why did I kiss her?’ he wondered. ‘Was it…just in the moment? It felt right?’
He sighs deeply and slips his mask on before heading for the rooftops to begin his final surveillance of the prefecture for the day.
Needy whines mixed in with Uta’s moans. Alex was moving too slow and he wanted more. “Nng. Yes, Alex. I want more. Give me more!” Uta begged.
Ellie thought about the way his arms felt around he when he hugged her, and then the way his hand gently caressed her face just before he kissed her. She thought about the way he tucked hair behind her ear. Ellie rolled over and groaned into the pillow. She had it bad. Ellie wondered who else she could talk to about what happened and her thoughts went straight to Alex.
‘I bet he’ll be able to help me. I’ll visit him a little later. Right now I want to relax.’
Alex chuckled quietly and decided to comply to Uta’s wants. He secures a grip on Uta’s hip and starts quickening his pace, pulling Uta back to meet his thrusts, and hitting him deep. He looked down as their connected parts and shuddered at how beautifully Uta’s body swallowed him up so easily. He releases his hold on the restraint and puts his hands on Uta’s ass and spreads him open so he could watch himself fuck Uta. “Oh, if only you could see how wonderfully you’re taking me, Uta~ You’re doing so well~” he praises, practically clawing Uta’s skin to keep himself from getting drunk from how fucking incredible Uta felt on his cock. He was sure that if he were doing it with them facing each other, Alex wouldn’t be able to hold on to much of his sanity.
While Yomo was able to keep himself occupied with his job, every so often he’d catch himself thinking about Ellie. It frustrated only because he needed to not think of personal matters while on a job that was to keep others safe.
Uta’s moans became louder as Alex sped up his thrusts. He had moved an arm up to grip the arm of the couch, his fingers clawing into it, and his eyes rolled into the back of his head from the pleasure. Uta wanted more. Needed more.
“Uhn~ Alex, fuck. B-bite me again.”
Ellie’s mind traveled from Yomo to the reason why he comforted her in the first place. Her mother should have known why she left, so then why did she tried to find her? Is that what she’s been doing all these years? Ellie was having a hard time coming up with good answers to those questions. Then there was the matter of the Dove that killed her, Arima Kishou. According to Yomo, he’d also killed Yomo’s sister. Instead of crying again, Ellie’s blood boiled. It sounded like this man had killed many innocent ghouls and needed to be taken down. Ellie decided that from then on she would train harder and become stronger, so that someday she might be the one to exact revenge for both herself and Yomo.
‘Yomo. Such a sweet guy.’ Ellie’s thoughts were all over the place today as they jumped right back to Yomo. She wondered what he was like in his younger days.
Alex leaned forward to bite down on Uta’s shoulder. His eyes changed again as he broke skin. The scent and taste of blood sent Alex’s mind into a spiral. He wanted more of Uta. He shoved Uta’s face down into the cushions and dug his toes into the couch as leverage before he starts ramming into Uta as hard as his body could handle. He puts his fingers in Uta’s hair and tugs hard, pulling his head back so growl in his ear. “Fuck, Uta…your ass feels so fucking good. You’re so fucking good for me, Uta~ say my name again~”
After a while, Yomo takes a few minutes off to try and clear his head. He sits on a rooftop with his feet dangling over the edge. He looks down at the street below, watching the people walk by, carrying on with their day. As he looks around, his eyes land on a familiar little shop. He rests his chin in the hell of his hand as he thinks.
The pain and the pounding all felt so good to Uta that he could barely form words. He was in heaven, or at least his version of it.
“Oh g-god…A-A-Alex~ Alex!” Uta could feel himself become tense as he came closer and closer to climaxing.
Ellie let out a sigh as she flipped onto her back and stared at the ceiling.
‘What am I gonna do if he doesn’t like me? What am I gonna do if he DOES like me? I’ve never been in a relationship before, hell I’ve never even had friends before. Why do I have to feel things? Life would be so much easier if I didn’t feel things.’ Ellie paused for a moment, remembering how everything felt. ‘But then again, these aren’t bad feelings. They actually feel really nice.’
Alex lets out a shaky sigh that melded with a deep moan at the sound of Uta’s voice. “A-aahhh yeah~ you sound so beautiful right now~” he reaches for Uta’s cock again and starts stroking him with a quick pace that matched with his thrusts. “You wanna cum, Uta~? You want to cum for me~?” he purrs. He could feel the tension building up inside Uta with the way he squeezed around his cock. Alex groaned and quickened his pace some more as he moaned Uta’s name, feeling the tight heat in his own body. “Cum.” He commands with a growl.
Yomo stands back up with a sigh and checks his watch. He still had a little more time before his shift was over, so he resumed checking around the other half of the prefecture.
Uta’s entire body tensed up under Alex’s touch. Then, when Alex growled in his ear, Uta was sent over the edge. He obeyed Alex’s command and released himself all over the couch and his stomach.
“A-Alex~”
Ellie decided to go see Alex now. She changed into her training outfit, putting her jacket and a pair of sweatpants on over it, in case it takes longer than expected and she has to go straight to training afterwards. Once she was dressed again, Ellie headed down the stairs into Anteiku, greeting people on her way to the door and avoiding Irimi’s gaze.
Alex shudders as he feels Uta’s orgasm squeeze him. He continues thrusting as he rides out his own high, then slows to a stop.
Alex pushes himself upwards and pulls out of Uta. He flips him over onto his back and chuckles darkly with a wide grin. “Oh, if only you could see how adorable you are right now.” he leans down and gives Uta a gentle kiss. “You look so beautiful with your face all flushed and your eyes all sparkly with tears.” His eyes trail down Uta’s body. His eyebrows shoot up. “Ohoho~? What’s this?” he lightly pokes at Uta’s member, still fully erect. “My~ my~ your body seems to want seconds.” He looks back up at Uta’s face and tilts his head curiously, gently rubbing his hands over Uta’s hips in a soothing motion. “Am I right, Uta~? You want me to keep going~?”
Uta’s body twitched when Alex poked his still erect cock. He steadied his breathing and looked Alex in the eye. “Of course. What did you have in mind for this round?”
Ellie stepped back out into the cold air and started towards HySy. After a few minutes of walking, she stopped to look at some clothes in a display window. They were cute and she wished she could buy them, but she didn’t have any extra money at the moment, so she continued on her way.
Alex hums thoughtfully as he removes the belt from Uta’s neck. He sets the belt behind him for the time being and pulls off the condom then ties it off and sets it on the coffee table. “How do you feel about being blindfolded?” he asks, idly stroking himself.
“Like sensory deprivation? Sure. Go ahead and put my headphones on as well. Make it extra fun. There’s a piece of cloth in the nightstand drawer and my headphones should be right on top.” Uta smirked at Alex.
Alex smiles at him. “Alright.” He leans forward and kisses him softly. “Wait here for me~” he gets up from the couch and walks to the bedroom to get the headphones and piece of cloth he was told about. He grabs the items and returns to the living space. For the moment being, he sets Uta’s headphone and phone on the coffee table while he tied the cloth over his eyes. “If for any reason you need me to stop or take it easy, just say red or yellow, alright? And of course, if you need more, say what you want I’ll do my best to comply.” He leans down and gently kisses him again. “Sound good~?”
“Understood~” Uta was getting excited. It had been awhile since he’d experienced sensory deprivation accompanied with sex.
Alex grabs Uta’s phone and headphones from the table and lets him adjust them comfortably. He takes his phone and scrolls through Uta’s music library before settling on some heavy rock music. He turns the volume up enough to where Alex knew Uta wouldn’t be able to hear anything outside of the music, then sets the phone on Uta’s stomach.
He takes a few deep breaths to collect himself, then reaching behind him and grabbing the belt again. He takes Uta’s hands and ties them together. Alex backs up a bit, then pulls Uta down the couch so he could comfortably stretch his arms over his head without strain. He leans down and starts kissing and nipping at Uta’s neck again. He moves his hand down and pulls one of Uta’s legs up to meet his body. He leans back and starts leaving rough bites up his thigh.
Uta gasped and moaned as he felt Alex bite his thigh. With the sensory deprivation, he could feel everything so much better than before. Then Uta thought of something that would make everything even better and would be fun for Alex too.
“Hey, Alex~” Since Uta couldn’t hear past the music, he assumed he’d gotten Alex’s attention. “Have you ever tried orgasm denial~?”
Alex raised an eyebrow curiously. He remembered the first time they had sex, that Uta had abruptly stopped right in the middle of it, just as Alex was about to have his release. He pouts at Uta, even if he knew he couldn’t see him. he crawls forward and pulls one side of the headphones off of Uta’s ears. “I’ll take a wild guess and say that you want me to not let you cum, right?”
“Now you’re getting it.” Uta chuckled. “All you have to do is get me close to orgasm, then prevent me from reaching it, however many times you’d like. It makes the end result even sweeter~.”
Alex furrowed his brows and frowned a bit. The whole idea of orgasm denial wasn’t exactly on the top of the list of his favorite things, but he wanted to give Uta what he wanted, so he decided to go along with it. “Alright…if…that’s what you really want…I’ll do that for you.” He properly sets the headphones back over Uta’s ears, then leans into his face and kisses him softly. He rubs his nose against Uta’s tenderly before leaning back on his heels. He took a moment to be sure that he got a good mental image of Uta like this; bound, blindfolded, and open to him.
Uta squirmed a little in his spot when he couldn’t feel Alex anymore. “Alex? Did you go somewhere?”
Alex blinks out of his daze and gently places his hand on Uta’s thigh, letting him know he was still there. ‘I’m still here, don’t worry. I won’t leave you alone.’ He leans over to the table and reaches for the other condom packet, but keeps a hand or his leg touching Uta so he knows he’s still there. He sets the little packet on Uta’s stomach for the moment, and inserts a couple of fingers into Uta, just so he could be sure that Uta was still stretched enough. He picks up the condom and rolls it on.
Alex lifts Uta’s legs up onto his shoulders as he lightly presses himself against Uta’s entrance. He liked to watch Uta squirm and whine at that. A wave of warmth came over Alex, making him blush. He huffed and brought himself back down to earth again. He tucked his knees securely into the couch and pressed himself into Uta again, sighing shakily at the tight heat wrapped around him. “Fuck…” he muttered.
Uta let out a loud moan. With his heightened sense of touch, the feeling of Alex pushing into him like that felt amazing. “Ah~ Yes~”
Alex held Uta’s legs in place and he started thrusting his hips. The way Uta’s legs were pressed together, the sensation was so much tighter. It felt incredible. He moves a hand down and begins stroking Uta’s cock again, matching it with his thrusts. Uta’s moans were intoxicating to hear, and Alex felt like he could fall into a trance just from Uta’s voice.
This time Uta could feel the tension building just a tad faster since he was still somewhat sensitive from before, and the fact that Alex was both inside him and stroking his erection at the same time, wasn’t helping.
“A-Alex~”
Alex’s breaths became heavier, and he felt that tightness starting to grow inside him. ‘Shit…feels too good…’ He halts his thrusting and shifts Uta around a bit; putting him on his side, with his right leg rested against Alex’s chest while Alex straddles his left leg. Alex starts hitting Uta faster and harder while he makes new bites on Uta’s leg. He reaches down and firmly holds the base of Uta’s erection, pressing it hard enough to block any flow from coming out.
Uta started whimpering again for the second time that day. Alex was doing exactly what he wanted by preventing him from reaching his climax already.
Ellie had finally made it to HySy. She had taken her time getting there, since she wasn’t in any rush. She pushed the front door to the store open, hearing the bell jingle, and looked around.
“Uta? Alex?” No answer.
‘They must be up in the apartment. I’ll just go up there and knock on the door.’
Ellie made her way up to the apartment and softly knocked on the door. When she still didn’t get an answer, she tried the doorknob. Sure enough, it was unlocked and Ellie peeked inside. Her eyes widened and she let out a loud squeak.
Alex looked over his shoulder towards the door and saw Ellie standing at the front door. He smiles at her warmly. “It’s alright, you can come in, Ellie.” He says as he gives Uta a couple rough, hard thrusts, then slowing to a more teasing, steady pace, keeping Uta’s urethra flow blocked by his hand. Alex looks down at Uta through his peripheral and chuckles. “He can’t see or hear us, so don’t worry about it.” He uses his free hand to beckon Ellie over towards the couch.
“Oh~” The pace Alex slowed down to was agonizing. Uta wanted him to go faster, but at the same time he liked this kind of teasing.
“Oh, um, that’s alright I can just…come back another time.” Ellie blushed at the sight and focused her eyes on the floor.
Alex looked back over at Ellie. “Really, it’s okay for you watch. I want you to.” He shivered a bit as he feels his cock twitch inside Uta. “You’ve gotta see how cute Uta is when he’s like this~” Alex has always love the idea of being walked in on, and being watched like this, he just never thought it would actually happen to him. It made it all the better that he was the one topping while it happened. “Ohh~ fuck..” he moans as his eyes flutter closed. He quickens his pace a little, then reopens his eyes. “I’m sure you wanted to tell me something, so- Aahhhnn~ -g-go ahead~”
“Oh god, Alex~ Right there!” Alex was hitting just the right spot and Uta was being sent over the edge, except that he couldn’t since Alex was preventing him doing that. Uta was becoming more and more sensitive by the second. As soon as Alex let go of him, he knew he’d make a huge mess.
Uta’s words were causing Ellie to blush harder.
“U-u-u-um, I-I guess if that’s a-alright.” Ellie swallowed hard as she stepped into the room, shutting the door behind her. She looked anywhere but Alex and Uta, trying to block out their moans and the slapping of skin on skin. “W-well, I just wanted some advice about something.” Ellie took a deep breath and walked a little closer to Alex. “You remember when I told you about having a crush? W-w-well, today I kissed Yomo’s cheek…twice, just as a thank you for being there for me, b-but, you see, he kissed my forehead, and I’m not really sure w-w-what it means. I was wondering if you could help me figure out what to do about…it.”
Alex smirked. “Ah~ so you like big, tall, and whitey? I don’t blame you, hun~ he certainly has a mysterious charm about him.” he turns his attention to Uta and bottoms out inside him and grinds his hips around, rubbing deep inside Uta, knowing it would drive him crazy. He sighs deeply at the feeling as his eyes glaze over with lust. “Sounds like you’ve got it bad, Ellie.” He looks back to her. “ How did you feel after he kissed you? Did you get those butterflies in your belly and the feeling of walking on air?”
“Fuck~!” Uta clenched his fists. He was sure Alex knew exactly what he was doing to him.
Ellie ignored Uta and thought about how she had felt earlier.
“Yeah. I-I guess so. I sort of froze when he did it and. I didn’t really know what to do. A-a-and then earlier, before he kissed me, every time he hugged me I-I felt comfortable. Like I was at home.” Ellie paused for a moment. “I haven’t been able to stop thinking about him.”
Alex continued to grind into Uta long enough to properly respond to Ellie. “Well, if I was in your situation, I’d take a leap of faith and tell him how those hugs and that kiss felt to you, and about you developing these feelings for him. The sooner, the better.” He looks back down at Uta and starts up his fast and rough pace, grunting and moaning and panting with a blissful smile on his face. He glances over at Ellie. “Wanna stick around to watch him cum?”
Uta continued moaning and whimpering at the top of his lungs when Alex picked up the pace. He dug his nails into the palms of his hands and his body twitched, begging for release.
“U-um, no thank you. I’d rather not.” Ellie turned and headed for the door as quickly as possible. Before she slipped out she glanced at Alex. “A-Alex? Thanks for the advice.”
Without waiting for a reply, Ellie slipped out of the apartment, quickly shutting the door behind her, then she exited the shop. Not even the cool air could get rid of the heat in her face. She doubted she’d be able to look at Alex or Uta the same way again.
Alex could only laugh to himself at how adorably innocent Ellie was. He figured that he’d scared her for life, but it didn’t bother him in the slightest. He looks back down at Uta and picks up his pace a bit more to get himself to reach his own high before he finally lets off his grip on Uta. The two ended up releasing themselves at the same time, making Alex shiver and whimper from how incredible it all felt. He could only imagine how Uta felt.
Alex was still slowly spiraling down from his high as he removed the headphones from Uta’s ears and the blindfold off of his face. He then scoots forward and releases Uta’s arms from their restraints, and carefully pulls out of Uta, shuddering from the overstimulation.
Once he’s taken off the condom and tied it off and put it on the table, he crawls on top of Uta and snuggles in close, softly kissing his body wherever his tired body could reach.
Uta’s whole body shook once Alex had allowed him to release himself, with several loud moans and gasps. Then he gently wrapped his arms around Alex when he crawled on top of him. Uta’s chest heaved as he tried to steady his breathing and calm his body down. He swallowed as he looked down at Alex.
“That was…amazing~” Uta blinked a couple of times, allowing his eyes to readjust to the light. “You did a good job, Alex. I’m not sure how well I’ll be able to walk after that.”
Ellie made her way back to Anteiku, hurrying this time because it was almost time for training and she didn’t want to be late. In no time at all, Ellie had reached the front door of Anteiku and stepped inside. She went straight down to the basement, realizing she was a little early, but figured she could just wait down there or even get an early start.
Alex smiled and lifted his head, tucking his hands under his chin. He looks at Uta with droopy, gentle eyes. “Hmm~ I’m glad to hear you felt good. Seems like you underestimated me a little bit~” He leans forward and presses a quick kiss to Uta’s lips. “And you flatter me, but I think you’ll walk just fine after some rest. I may not have a tiny dick, but I know it’s not big enough to leave that much damage on you.” He says with a soft chuckle. He lifts a hand and softly brushes his fingertips over the bite mark on Uta’s neck. “How’s your neck feel?”
Yomo had arrived at Anteiku a little while ago, but had loitered in the bathroom on the upper floor for a while. He had so many thoughts swimming around his head, he just needed a little while to think before he saw Ellie again.
After a few minutes, he heads downstairs to the basement.
“Hmm. True, but with how rough you were with me, I wouldn’t be surprised if I’m at least a little wobbly on my feet.” Uta tilted his head so Alex could get a better view of the bite he’d left. “It feels alright. Should be fully healed soon.”
Once Ellie had reached the basement, she slipped off her jacket and placed it in its spot. Then, she slipped off her sweatpants and put them with her jacket, so that she was wearing her usual tank top and shorts training outfit. Ellie decided to think about Alex’s words while she began stretching.
‘The sooner the better, huh? But when would be a good time? Tonight after training? Or would that be too soon? Do I even WANT to tell him how I feel? What if he doesn’t feel the same way?’ Ellie wasn’t sure how to answer any of her questions. She figured she would just know when the right time was.
“Well, you did say you loved it rough. So, I complied with what you enjoyed.”
Alex sighs contently as he continues to feel Uta’s skin under his fingers. ‘He’s so warm…’ his eyes drooped more the longer he laid on top of Uta. He wakes himself up and sits up. “It might be a good idea for us to move to the bed instead of staying out here. I’d rather not have either of us catch a cold. Plus, the bed has more room to spread out.” He lifts his hands and wiggles his fingers. “I could also massage you a bit if you’d like~”
Yomo walked down the steps the lead to the basement, his mind still a little fogged. He reaches the bottom of the stairs and finds Ellie was already here. He feels himself smile a bit. “Hey.” He greets.
“Oh, I’m not complaining, I enjoyed every bit of it.” Uta sat up as well. “A massage sounds amazing right now.” He stood and followed Alex into the bedroom, leaving their clothes and everything else in the living area. Uta laid down on the bed on his stomach and let Alex work his magic fingers.
Ellie was pulled from her thoughts by Yomo’s greeting. “Ah, Yomo. H-hello…again.” She looked up at him with a light blush on her cheeks, but still managed to give him a smile.
Once Uta made himself comfortable on the bed, Alex climbed over him and sat on his legs. He rubbed his hands together to warm them up, then pressed his hands into his lower back and hips. He worked his fingers in firm, yet gentle circular motions. ‘This is the first time I’ve really felt Uta’s muscles…he’s built himself well.’ Alex felt himself blush at his thoughts. He brings his hands to the center of his lower back, then leans all his weight in as he pushes his palms up the curve of his whole back, then spreading them apart at the shoulders.
Several whispering voiced from his subconscious kept his mind busy while his hands worked on Uta’s back and butt. These voices weren’t saying any different than what he’s already heard in the past ever since he starts sleeping with Uta. Then, he recalled what he had told Ellie a little while ago. ‘-take a leap of faith and tell him how those hugs and that kiss felt to you…The sooner the better.’
Alex’s hands eventually used less strenuous pressure on Uta’s back as he eased into more calming, relaxing motions. He stares at the back of Uta’s head and eventually, his hands stop moving altogether as he gets lost in a daydream.
Yomo wanders over to Ellie, shoving his hands into his sweatpants pockets. “Did the rest of your day go well?”
For reasons Yomo wasn’t sure of, he couldn’t seem to stop smiling when he looked at Ellie. But then again, he didn’t really find himself complaining about that.
Uta sighed as Alex massaged his back and shoulders. He could feel all the tension from earlier being released. Gradually, however, Alex’s movements slowed, then stopped altogether. Uta carefully twisted his torso around enough to look at Alex.
“Everything alright, Alex?”
Ellie’s thoughts traveled back to what she did after he left her at Anteiku.
“Um, I-I guess you could say that.” Her blush now covered her whole face. “I, uh, w-went to visit Alex and accidentally walked in on him and Uta in a very…compromising position.”
In the few moments that Alex was lost in his daydream, he recalled many occasions that he and Uta had adventures together. Smiling, laughing, even times when they were annoyed or angry with each other, they’d always end up together again at the end of the day. But the times that seemed to stand out more than the happy ones, were the sad times…especially when he remembered how Uta helped Alex build himself back up since the first day Uta took him in from the street.
Through those foggy, depressing memories, much sweeter, tender moments shone through. Alex remembered many occasions of seeing Uta smile…hearing his soft laughter…the gentleness of his hand on his head…the sound of his voice in that soft octave whenever it was just the two of them alone together.
Alex eventually brought himself out of his daydream and looked Uta in the eyes. He felt so many emotions weighing him down all at once in that one look, and it overwhelmed him. “Uta…I-” he cut himself short before he even said it. ‘No…don’t say it. You didn’t do anything wrong. Stop blaming yourself for having emotions.’ Says his subconscious. ‘You have romantic feelings for Uta, and that’s perfectly okay. Cain will not be upset in the slightest about it. If anything, it’s make him much happier to see you smiling with someone that cares about you rather than you being miserably alone.’
‘Take that leap of faith, Alex!’ said another voice.
Alex felt his heart begin to pound in his chest, and his eyes felt wet. He clenches his jaw and takes a deep breath. He moves to the side and lays next to Uta, facing him. He reaches out and touches Uta’s cheek. “Uta….just now, I think…” He pauses a moment, trying to find the right words. His face warms, flushing a dark red as he averts his eyes to the empty space between them. He moves his hand and rests it on Uta’s arm. “I like you. I really…really like you. I’m aware of it now.”
Yomo raised an eyebrow curiously. “Compromising position? What do you mean? Were they fighting over an eyeball or something? ‘Cause I can tell you right now how much Uta would be willing to go to get his eyeball snacks.”
Uta felt his chest tighten. And he moved forward, taking Alex into a tight hug. His voice was a whisper.
“I’m glad. I’m really, really glad to hear you say that, Alex. I really like you too.”
‘I love you so much, Alex.’
“Ah, not quite.” Ellie chuckled nervously, then looked away from Yomo. “Let’s just say Uta was blindfolded and they were both very, very…naked. And instead, of letting me go, Alex made me stay and watch them while we spoke.” Ellie covered her face with her hands. “I don’t think I’ll ever get that image out of my head.”
Alex’s face got hotter after Uta pulled him into a hug. He sighed and closed his eyes as he snuggled in close to him. but then he opened his eyes again. Uta’s words seemed to echo in Alex’s ears. His felt tight, but at the same time, he felt like he was floating in the clouds. He furrows his brow and buries his face into Uta’s neck. He wraps his arm around Uta’s waist and intertwines their legs together. He clings desperately to Uta and closes his eyes when his body threatened tears.
Alex felt extremely vulnerable and exposed, but he still felt safe in Uta’s arms. He felt his heart quicken as he whispers back, “Take care of me…please.”
Yomo felt a chill run up his back and he froze, her words flying around his head over and over. He felt his cheeks warm a bit and he coughed lightly to pull himself out of the shock. “Well then…uuhhh…” he rubs the back of his neck. He tried his best to not show off the anger growing inside of him. ‘How could they do that to Ellie? Why would Alex do that? Ugh…he must have some kind of kink for being watched. Gross.’ His body tensed the longer his mind ranted on and on about the matter.
Yomo takes a deep, calming breath and les his arms rest at his sides, his hand tightening into fists. “I wouldn’t imagine Uta being open to being walked in on…so it’s likely just Alex’s doing.” He turns and starts walking towards the stairs. “You stay here and just work on some target practice for now. I’ll return soon.” He disappears to the first floor of Anteiku, shutting the door to the basement as he leaves.
“Haven’t I always?”
“Hm?” Ellie pulled her hands away from her face and watched Yomo leave. ‘I wonder where he’s going? Probably just remembered something he’d forgotten before. Or…might it have something to do with Alex and Uta?’
Ellie shook her head to clear her thoughts and decided to focus on training. She set up the targets herself and began.
“I know that you have. And I’m thankful for you in my life, but…..it’s just different this time.” Alex feels his lip quiver. He bits his lip to compose himself. He has to force himself to not tense up and shut Uta out. He moves his hand back to Uta’s face and gently turns his head and kisses him. “Accepting these feelings, and deciding to let another person inside…it makes me feel very vulnerable, and it scares me. It’s been to long since I last let someone else in. Someone that was more than just a friend to me.”
Yomo grabs his coat from the rack by the front entrance to the café, and exits the shop. He heads straight for HySy.
Uta reached up a gently stroked the side of Alex’s face.
“Alex. I have never cared about anyone more than I care about you. I know it’ hard letting someone else into your life like this, but I’m glad you chose me.” Uta rested his forehead against Alex’s. “We’ll take things a little at a time. Go at a pace that’s comfortable to you, so there’s no need to be scared.”
Ellie had decided to try going faster, so she sped up her movements, pretending the target was an enemy trying to hurt her.
One look into Uta’s eyes told Alex that he could trust him with his heart, and his words held the truth. He closed his eyes and smiled as he felt a weight rise off his shoulders. “Alright.”
Yomo arrived at HySy and went straight inside.
Alex turned his head as he heard the bell above the store door ring, and sat up. “Sounds like there‘s someone in the shop.” He turns around and smiles at Uta. “I’ll go down and take of the customer for you.” He slips out of bed and quickly dresses into a t shirt and his jeans, not bothering with his boxers. He slides into a pair of slippers and exits the apartment, heading down into the shop.
Yomo hears someone coming down, and first assumes it to be Uta, but is a little surprised to see it was Alex. He approached him.
Alex saw a speck of white out of the corner of his eye and turned his head. He saw Yomo and grinned welcomingly. “Ah, you’re Yomo, right? What can I do for you?”
Yomo crossed his arms over his chest and huffed. “I don’t know what kind of relations you and Uta have-”
Alex cut him off short. “He’s my boyfriend. Is that a problem?” he asks, cocking an eyebrow curiously.
Yomo blinked. “Wha- No, that’s not an issue. That’s not why I came here…not really.”
Alex tilted his head to the side. “Oh? Then what’s the problem?”
Yomo points an accusing finger at Alex with a deep frown. “My problem is you. You making Ellie stand around to watch while you and Uta are doing…things.” Yomo gets a sudden chill from the mischievous glint in Alex’s eye. “A-and…I just think you shouldn’t be doing that to such an innocent one like Ellie. It’s not right.”
Alex blinked at Yomo with a straight face. After a moment, an idea clicks in his mind, and he smirks. He puts his hands on his hips and chuckles. “Aw, is big~, scary~, Yomo jealous?”
Yomo gaped. “Why in the world would I be jealous?!”
“Because your sweet, pretty Ellie got some action with me and Uta instead of you. Whether she just watched us or otherwise.” Alex almost sang his words. He presses his hands together and folds his fingers together, then pokes Yomo in the chest. “It sounds to me like tall, handsome, and white has a crush on our dear Ellie~”
Yomo swatted Alex’s hand away from him, blushing curtly with embarrassment. “Let’s say I do…what would give you that big idea?”
Alex’s eyes widened and his mouth puckered forward before spreading back out into a cheeky grin. He chuckles quietly and taps his fingers together. “Oh~ so you do like Ellie~ interesting….I was just messing with you, but now I know for sure that you do like her~!”
“Ah-” Yomo stopped himself abruptly. He opened and closed his mouth a couple of times, once or twice pointing an accusing finger at Alex again, before choosing to say silent. Alex hums quietly, wiggling his eyebrows at Yomo.
Instead of staying put, Uta decided to follow Alex down. He threw on some clothes and made his way down to the shop. He looked curiously between Alex and Yomo.
“Well, hello, Yomo. What brings you here tonight?”
Ellie had to stop her attacks for a moment, letting out a small squeak as she sneezed. She rubbed her nose with a finger to prevent anymore sneezes.
“I hope I’m not getting sick from being outside so much.” Ellie mumbled to herself before going back to her training. She was going at it much faster and harder than she ever had before. Her mind wandered back to the television screen from earlier in the day, and her mother’s face came to her, then the dove’s face popped up. The image of his face sent Ellie into a rage. She went at the dummy with everything and more, and hit it multiple times.
Yomo and Alex both turn their attention to Uta at the same time. Alex smiles warmly at him. “Oh, Yomo was just telling me about his little crush on Ellie~” he chirps.
Yomo whips his attention back to Alex. “I didn’t say anything like that at all!” he returns his attention back to Uta and points at Alex. “Ellie told me that she came here a while ago to talk to Alex, but she walked in on you two. She also said that Alex made her stay and watch while she talked with him.”
Alex snickered and covered his mouth with his hand. He was looking forward to seeing how Uta would react to that.
“Oh? I didn’t know you have a crush on Ellie.” Uta blushed lightly as Alex’s words sank in. “Wait. You made innocent little Ellie watch us while I was unaware? Alex! You’ve probably scarred the poor girl for life!” Uta looked over at Yomo. “We’ll be sure to apologize to Ellie first thing in the morning, won’t we, Alex?”
Ellie continued hitting the dummy until she’d worn herself out and collapsed onto her knees. Her chest heaved from the overexertion. She laid down and pressed her face against the cool, concrete floor, to keep from overheating. Ellie glanced up at the dummy from where she lay, and noticed all the scratches, and even a few dents, that she had managed to leave on it. ‘I need to calm down before I tear the thing apart.’ Ellie took a deep breath. ‘I’ll just wait for Yomo to get back before I continue.’ She drifted off into a light sleep.