Lena Divine

::::: NSFW | 30s | UK | PAN | ENBY | DOMME ::::: Dark, depraved, disgusting Light, loving, luscious. Embraced juxtaposition of beauty + depravity. Slop doll trainer Former owner of the beautiful @lucyvslucinda

[rubber-lena]

Love / pure Being / pure consciousness is our true nature

Shutting down for a bit / some gentle hibernation. Thank you all for your kind words about my d/s relationship with my amazing owned pet @lucyvslucinda, the thousands of likes and reblogs you've all given and the amazing support / connection through chatting, meeting genuinely beautiful souls and being made to feel that I am not alone with my kinks.

I really have found my home here for reasons that I know most of you won't understand, but that perhaps I will share more openly with you all one day. However there is an even deeper, closer home where I now need to reside for a while and rest my weary head.

Sleep, Lena, sleep, it was only ever you chasing your tail ✨💖🌸💖✨

I Am at Home (Edit) - Snorri Hallgrimsson ℗ Moderna Records ________________________________________________

Hey, thanks for checking out my blog. I'm Lena and I live from a place of pure consciousness, the absolute non-relative pure Being that exists in all of us prior to experience, thoughts, feelings and emotions and believe we all share that same Being / unified field of pure consciousness. Life is beautiful, we are beautiful and at the same time life is dark and dark are we. Two apparently contrasting aspects on the surface but that when explored deeply are just manifestations of the same underlying pure Being. Thus, there will be dark posts here, there will be light posts here, there will be things you love and things you hate, but all come from that place within me of pure Love, of pure consciousness and of pure desire to bring joy and pleasure to other souls because after all, it is Love that is our true nature. Heavily into mind expansion and expanded consciousness through the exploration of deep kinks and desires and leaning into / pushing through fear. This allows for the opening up of experiencing higher and higher states of consciousness, awareness and ultimately sexual pleasure. Let me awaken you to the expansion and freedom which you have always deeply craved, knowingly or not.

Rules: Minors, ageless blogs, racists, bigots, misogynists, homo/transphobes and terfs DNI DMs are open to all others, come say hi, I don't bite (in our first few messages at least) 

Playing: To any subs/switches interested in doing hybrid role play (role play chat with tasking / me instructing you) please note that I am first and foremost a humiliation and pleasure Domme, therefore pleeeeease make sure you meet all 5 of the following criteria before enquiring about this:

You own toys and/or are willing to purchase

You are willing to send photos (not necessarily of yourself but of situational things such as your drool covered dildo)

You can no longer count on your hands the amount of times you have given yourself an orgasm imagining some humiliating or disgusting scenario happening to you

You are okay with me making you cum at your own humiliation, mostly intense and gross. Oh and me corrupting you to crave increasingly disgusting things being done to you

YOU ARE HAPPY FOR ME TO GET TO KNOW YOU FIRST AND BUILD TRUST (partly as I need to know you can safely handle my level of play 😏)

Limits: anything illegal, everything else is to be enjoyed, especially whilst you are forced to cum at it

Proud owner of my beautiful submissive pet @lucyvslucinda. She will always come first and before all others 🌸 And yes she has a girlfriend too and has the best of both worlds- suck it up buttercups because God fuck does she deserve it 💖

Stay safe beautiful people,

Miss Lena x

[bellesfillesligotees]

[rubber-lena]

Someone is ready for some water torture 💦😏

[rubber-lena]

Make that messy torture actually 🧁🍨😈

[knotunderstood]

@rubber-lena Can we do this miss? I’ll try to be on my best behaviour, my helpless quivering body, ready to receive the worst slops your able to handle 🫦 xx

[rubber-lena]

@knotunderstood why of course dear, though it won't be my handling of the slop severity that will be tested I can assure you of that 😏 Let's see how bad we can make the substances I'm pouring over that beautiful, helpless, ring-gagged face until either you safeword or come, my money is on the latter but then that's just as bad really isn't it; coming at something so horrifically disgusting and humiliating happening to your strapped down, helpless, trembling body and mind 😈🫦 xx

#slopbondage #slopdoll #goodgirl #humiliationkink #limitpushing

[casualexpertdonut]

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[knotunderstood]

@rubber-lena Mmmph your whimpering slaves endless panic when she awakes from from her deepest slumber. Only to find inescapable darkness, capured by the hands of her ‘loving’ domme. Please Miss, I’ll service you anyway you choose, not that’ll I’ll have any way to resist what’s cummin my way hehe 🫦😈 xx

[rubber-lena]

@knotunderstood mmm good girl realising you won't have a choice in what happens to you, nor what you come at, that is my choosing and as you should know by now sweetie I like to make my sluts come at super humiliating and gross things just to see that look of contradicted fear and arousal in their eyes as they realise they are turned on by their disgusting predicament, soo ridiculously humiliated and embarrassed yet simultaneously so sooo horny from the forced stimulation 🫦😈😏

#humiliationkink #corruptionkink #forcedslop #forcedorgasms

[latexwolf0612]

[rubber-lena]

Our willing and UBER kinky little humiliation slut giving us official consent for the kink party next week, I wonder how many times we can make her come at her own humiliation and whether we can get through her whole list? 🫦😈🫦

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[transstuffandmore]

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

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If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

[rubber-lena]

My new toy - the self feeding machine! That's right slut, today you're going to be strapped down hard and locked into this beautiful work of art that I built just for you! This will be just like previous force-feeding sessions you have *enjoyed* but with one key difference- YOU will be pulling your own strings to make the cups pour down into your funnel, so I can just sit back in the corner with your vibe remote whilst pleasuring myself as you completely humiliate myself for me 🫦 You'll earn one edge for each cup that you pull and you'll earn an orgasm on the last cup as this one is by far the worst, most disgusting thing you'll have swallowed to date and I want you thoroughly edged, trembling and desperate to come just before you pull the string on that nasty cup and you'll be forced to come just as the contents pour down into your helpless awaiting throat and you have to begin swallowing down like a good girl whilst you're coming uncontrollably at your own disgusting humiliation, knowing you are being corrupted at the same time to associate this gross degradation with P L E A S U R E 🌸 #edged #desperate #trembling #slopdolly #humiliation #forcedorgasm #forcedfeeding #grosskinks #kinkcorruption

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[rubber-lena]

Tell me everything

Subs who pretend they don’t have deep dark cravings and say they just want to do anything to please me are so cute but NO slut, tell me everything, tell me the depraved, disgusting, humiliating things that you’ve been too scared of trying but that you can’t stop thinking about so I can strap you down hard and make you cum whilst making them a reality for you. Let me free you of your fear and help you experience these new sensations and scenarios and expand your mind so we grow deeper together. I live for that moment of catching each other’s eyes when I am about to make you cum harder than you ever have because we are expanding our minds into fresh experiences and you have pushed through your fear to please me and ultimately yourself too

✨💖✨

[angel-in-your-basement]

Here’s the thing that some people don’t seem to understand about sex & kink. You have to respect boundaries before you get to push them. You have to show people they’re safe before you get to make them feel scared. You have to respect people before you get to degrade them. You have to be normal with people before you get to be dirty with them. You can’t be skipping steps. Treating them like a person always comes before treating them like a toy.

[little-miss-latexx]

I’m back againnnn 🖤 pls rb to help me find my mutuals 🫶🏻

[the-sensitive-sadist]

Your account is so lovely, do you have any recommendations/advice for aftercare specifically suited for after heavy verbal degradation? <3

Hi @sweetsirenmasochist, thank you for the kind words and the question. Aftercare is absolutely essential, so I'm very glad you asked about it.

Aftercare ideally involves a calming intimate comfort and the deconstruction of the roles that the scene's participants were playing. It should make you feel whole and more like yourself. Everyone is different, and I can't tell you what will work best for you and your partner(s), but I can give you questions to ask yourself:

After a scene, what makes you feel loved and appreciated? What helps you feel like yourself instead od character or role you were playing? What are some of the negative feelings your specific kinks can cause you to feel during a subdrop or domdrop (e.g. guilt, insecurity, dissasociation)? When you do have those negative feelings, what helps you combat them and feel better?

Generally, for aftercare the standard recommendation is cleaning each other, cuddling, massages, intimate touching, and reassurance.

I would also recommend gently discussing the scene that just happened, asking each other what worked and was enjoyable, as well as what could have been better and if anything was miscommunicated. This both encourages trust and open communication (the key foundation for any dynamic) and builds excitement for future scenes by creating a sense of a constantly improving dynamic. The goal with this type of talk isn't to be critical of each other whatsoever, but should instead be focused on honest emotional communication.

I hope this is at least somewhat helpful, thank you again for your question.

[lucyvslucinda]

The end of an era.

It is with a mixture of excitement and sadness that I announce a change in circumstance. My girlfriend has moved in with me and we have agreed to expand our domme and pet roles from just the bedroom to be a 24/7 dynamic (I'm buzzing).

However, that means that I have to take a step back from my amazing online owner Miss Lena @rubber-lena.

I can't begin to describe how absolutely amazing Miss Lena has been to me, not only in the normal kinky Mistress role (teasing and torturing me through tonnes of mind shattering orgasms) but also helping me to expand my thinking, to seek to better myself and become a better person as well as a better sub. To see the world in a brighter light and understand the core being at the centre of every person. To understand how were all connected and to take delight in the happiness of others.

I've had many long conversations with Miss Lena and it will be a hard change for both of us but as she taught me so well it's best to focus on the happy times and the beautiful memories we have made together.

I will be keeping this blog going but in a reduced capacity to store things I like and get inspiration and possibly to write out stories of my progress in becoming a better pet for my amazing new Miss.

Miss Lena @rubber-lena may have some free time to chat to kinky people but if you are looking to sub for her then (to avoid overloading her) please read her pinned post and only message if you meet the conditions.

With Love, Lucy.

[rubber-lena]

Lucy, Lucy, Lucy, where do I start. These last 10 months have been the best of my life and you have played such an integral part in this. It commenced with my PTSD therapy trial which began in June and I met you shortly after this in the early stages of the preparation for it. You have, knowingly or not, been my companion on this intense journey through exploring the deepest parts of myself that were locked away for the best part of the last 15 years or so. You supported me at every step of the way and allowed me to support you where I could. You joined in my leaning into fear things that I learned on the trial. You showed me how brave we can be when we relax into fear. You taught me so much and helped with my anxiety and confidence on such a deep level, both in a Domme sense and wider life. You gave me the strength to allow myself to be who I wanted to be without fear of judgement. And you were SUCH a good girl for me, words cannot express just how much they really can’t. I don’t even know where to begin in thanking you for being beside me during all of this and being such an amazing friend and pet I really don’t, you have really changed my life and I will be eternally grateful for you and this epic journey, I will never ever forget any of this and will cherish these mind-blowingly amazing memories for the rest of my life. We laughed so much together, cried so much (mostly me haha), gave each other feelings of intense pride, were there almost everyday for one another through whatever life threw at us, we expressed so many emotions, exchanged intimate moments of deep trust and connection, we riled each other up soooo much, played so hard it hurt and made each other cum so very very hard! Here are a few stats:

Days owned: 206 

Days of communication: 200

Punishments received: 2

Orgasms received: 35

Non orgasm days: 171

Edges: 426

Please Miss posts: 144

New kinks given: lost count

Times pet cried: 3

Times Miss cried: 300

Times pet nearly tapped out from the fear but carried on and then actually came at it: 5

Times pet came at her own humiliation: lost count

Times Miss made pet soak her pants at work telling her what she was going to do with her: 18

Level of corruption: off the chart!

There is so much I could say here, I could write 10,000 words with ease but no-one would read that and I think I can summarise by saying that we discovered and built together such a beautiful owned d/s relationship that I will never, ever forget and I will always hold in my heart the most immense gratitude for what we had and the effort you put into it Lucy. You were the most incredible submissive and your partner is the luckiest girl in the world to have you and now also to have you in an owned 24/7 setup. I wish you both so much happiness together and the kinkiest of fun 😏 Miss Lena ✨🌸✨

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[rubber-lena]

#ambiguity

[rubber-lena]

Love / pure Being / pure consciousness is our true nature

Shutting down for a bit / some gentle hibernation. Thank you all for your kind words about my d/s relationship with my amazing owned pet @lucyvslucinda, the thousands of likes and reblogs you've all given and the amazing support / connection through chatting, meeting genuinely beautiful souls and being made to feel that I am not alone with my kinks.

I really have found my home here for reasons that I know most of you won't understand, but that perhaps I will share more openly with you all one day. However there is an even deeper, closer home where I now need to reside for a while and rest my weary head.

Sleep, Lena, sleep, it was only ever you chasing your tail ✨💖🌸💖✨

I Am at Home (Edit) - Snorri Hallgrimsson ℗ Moderna Records