Behind the lens

Ruby Hart. 23. 3rd out of 4 kids. Aspiring fashion photographer. Just moved here from Ohio to make some money and start fresh. "Cause I've done some things that I can't speak. And I've tried to wash you away but you just won't leave. So won't you take a...

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: my mom loves everyone.

Ian: it only took five hundred years

Ruby: Yeah, but look at whose kid I am, you know?

Ian: Doesn't matter how long it took, the point is it happened.

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: I will, don't worry. she'll adore you.

Ian: everything just feels okay. I'm glad we've gotten there

Ruby: I hope so..

Ruby: Me too, cousin, me too.

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: of course. expect to see her when Aaron is born, if not sooner

Ian: why are we crying? NO TEARS

Ruby: You have to let me know when she comes..

Ruby: Because I'm so happy for you!

[yvonnerxmos-blog]

“Sorry, I’m not saying that it was a mistake, Rubes. I just…it doesn’t make any sense. Why would she even respond in the first place if she was going to pull this?”

[ruby-hart]

“I don’t know.. that’s what I don’t get either.”

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: it'll be so weird hearing someone call mom something other than mom

Ian: no, don't cry. it's okay.

Ruby: Just let me meet her first..

Ruby: It's all good crying, promise

[ruby-hart]

Text|| Cousin-In-Law

Rory: well then dont act like yo dont

Ruby: I'm not..

[liosortega]

“For real? Yo, that is some crazy shit right there. Well, congrats on your new addition. What, like a better boyfriend too? Because, let’s be real, that was the case. The past is the past, though.”

[ruby-hart]

“She’s perfect.. her name is Jade and she’s like just a mini me and I love her. Well yeah, but I needed a lot of better stuff back then.”

[ruby-hart]

Text|| Cousin-In-Law

Rory: because god forbid you actually believe me when i tell you i have already done everything.

Ruby: I do believe you!

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: well then she'll slap you with a wooden spoon. and that hurts

Ian: sorry, don't cry. I just feel good. And it's a new thing so I'm going to enjoy it

Ruby: She won't, I'm sure she'll understand.

Ruby: No it's good crying, I promise

[liosortega]

“Didn’t they breakup or some shit? Well, like I said, I agree with her, but that’s not you, so what can you do. She still follows me on twitter and likes my tweets every once in a while. I told you that you needed better friends.”

[ruby-hart]

“Yeah but turns out they have a kid together so she’s back.. with the kid.. I’m an aunt. I guess you wouldn’t have known that. Of course she does... I needed a lot of things.”

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: you know if you call her anything other than mom she'll hit you with a wooden spoon and demand you call her mom

Ian: life is okay, you know. things feel right now. I feel right.

Ruby: I've never called anyone mom.. I can't do that

Ruby: You're going to make me cry

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: it's so weird to hear you say that. Call her mom

Ian: I don't know about that, but it feels good to finally say that I'm truly happy

Ruby: I can't do that.

Ruby: It feels really good to hear

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: she'll be perfect

Ian: man, that's so weird to think about. She's aunt Diane to you. Though she'd probably insist you call her mom. You'll love her. My step-dad too, probably.

Ian: it finally feels like things are coming together, you know? My medications seem to be working, I'm going to get married, have a family. Feels like my life is in order.

Ruby: Aunt Diane.. I like that. I can't wait to meet her

Ruby: I'm so happy for you.. honestly, you deserve this more than anyone

[liosortega]

“Your brothers hot girlfriend? Yeah, I vaguely remember her. Well, at least we know she’s smart. That’s true and she was handsy, but we never did anything serious. Lindsey Q. on the other hand. It’s always the quiet ones.”

[ruby-hart]

“That would be the one. Anyway, she’s back around and thinks I should do just that. No wonder she was so nice to me... bitch.”

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: the perfect little nuclear family. I bet she's going to be a great big sister.

Ian: my mom? I'm sure as soon as she hears about her granddaughter she'll be out here in a second

Ian: Ruby, I really don't think I've felt this happy in a while

Ruby: She'll be perfect

Ruby: Yeah, your mom, I hear about her and I've never met her and she's my aunt..

Ruby: I'm so happy for you, cousin, you have no idea

[liosortega]

“You could still send it, or go to her address and tell her to go fuck herself in person. It was! You didn’t see the wild look in it’s eyes, I did. Oh that one nah, it wasn’t even like that with her… she was nice but that’s it.”

[ruby-hart]

“That’s what Yvonne wants me to do.. remember Yvonne? I really should actually.  My hero. Seemed like it was like ‘that’ with her, she wasn’t even nice she had a voice like nails on a chalkboard.

[ruby-hart]

text | pipsqueak

Ian: eventually I'll have a child. Oh, my god, soon I'm going to have two children. A little girl and a little boy. Wow

Ian: you know, she's already making a little room for the baby when we come to visit with him.

Ian: I'm so excited to bring her home and so nervous I don't know what the hell has been going on lately

Ruby: And they're going to have a perfect father. Jane and Aaron. Adorable

Ruby:I want to meet her so badly, she sounds wonderful

Ruby: All good things are happening, cousin, all good things