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I want to run and never come back

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I can’t but you can

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I let anger and fear destroy the things I love. I don’t think we can make it back from this one

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You knew you loved me and I knew I loved you, but we waited to say it during our goodbye

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We both know how this ends, how long do we continue before we admit it won’t ever be the same

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You don’t look at me the same, of course the fear is kicking in

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Fucking weirdos

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You said it. Sure it was a dream but you said it

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I had such a beautiful week, I dreamt of being my most vulnerable self with you

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This feels right. I’m able to be gentle and soft without fear holding me back

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And just like that I felt like I’ve said too much

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I would have done anything for us to try again and try to work things out, anything. Remember that

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I wish I could still come home to you, end the night with you.

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I fell asleep watching old videos of us, scrolling through the pictures i have left and fell asleep mumbling the words “ i miss you”

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I can’t get you out of my head, and it’s draining to have so much to say and not talk to you about it

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I miss you so much and it hasn’t gotten any easier

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I miss you, there’s so much I want to catch you up on