Go on without me

I like guys with big fat titties, I like guys with deep vaginas

[rudythecannibal765]

Hi, my name is Rudy the Cannibal, aka Solfeggio, Envy

I'm 19y/o, they/them/theirs

Aroace Non-binary Queerplatonic

I make music on Bandlab for fun, and I make fan reduxes of songs that already exist.

Social Anarchist, anti anti, chaos witch, element magic

I feel as if it's safe to say, this is where creators come to die. The pit of despair, the thing I swore to never come back to ever again, sadly is now refuge for myself as the dreaded KOSA takes over YouTube, chasing nearly every creator off-site.

🌈🍋/🌈🍖/🌸🌙/🕊️⚰️/🍟🐾/🍿🐾/🍰💫/🐜🚫/🐞🤍/🎱🎀/🌕💫/🌫️💎/🧁🐾/🌪️🌊/🍓🔊/🎭💞

MDNI

I didn't want to come back. There wasn't really a choice. The second YouTube gets rid of stupid age verification, I'm ditching Tumblr.

Fuck the orange joke.

Fuck ICE.

I hate existing.

[rudythecannibal765]

You know what, fuck this website. I don't care if there's a risk of my YouTube channel being compromised, I'm fucking done with staying here on Tumblr!

I've only been here for almost two months and the people I cared about hate me for their own cynical, selfish reasons.

After all the positivity I've shown them, they're all nothing but but trouble.

Mavander, Intistone, Agileo-101, Dnihallofshame, you people honestly aren't even worth my damn time if you're gonna take anything I say as a bruise to your fragile little egos and start hating me despite having done nothing bad to any of you!

And fuck all the disorder-faking freaks and uglyass antiship skanks! I don't want nothing to do with you monsters! I'm sick of seeing your ugly fucking mugs everywhere in every goddamn fandom I come into!

Good fucking riddance to this shithole!!!

[rudythecannibal765]

"and drawing multiple explicitly romantic drawings of their OCs."

So apparently the fact that she had fictional preferences that people found disgusting is a higher priority than her grooming somebody.

Damn, it seems like some antis DEFINITELY had it out for her.

I don't wanna think people are lying about allegations like these, but when I hear somebody "being outed as a pedo," I don't know if I should even believe them.

If they were an actual predator, or if they were just proship.

The lines have become so blurred that I can't stand when people claim somebody is a predator because I don't know if they're just mad because that person ships a ship they don't like or is into a fictional character they find hot, or if they've actually done something horrible to a real minor.

[rudythecannibal765]

I hate Della Duck so much. She's literally my fucking abuser in duck form. I wish she would die a brutal and painful death for being an abusive piece of shit.

I can't believe people support her being abusive, that just goes to show how normalized child abuse is.

Those people don't deserve children, just like how Della doesn't deserve children, I want to brutally tear her apart.

[rudythecannibal765]

I don't wanna live anymore, I'm too stupid and unstable to function, what did I do to deserve being cursed with this plague of rage and uncontrolled emotions?

I should just let the pain consume my soul and slowly kill me and eat at my rotting corpse.

[rudythecannibal765]

You know when you're just getting into a new franchise, and there's already over 100 dumb chode bastards faking DID that have already gotten your favorite characters?

Yeah, the Broken Script fandom has a huge problem with Disorder-faking freaks and uglyass stupid chode antishipper ratfucks spreading their disease and brainwashing everybody they come across.

You'll never understand the pure, unbridled aggression and bloodthirst I have towards disorder-fakers and antishippers who are genuinely horrible people, even if I manage to maintain my emotions and not act out on them in an uncivil and illegal way, because it's honestly not worth getting arrested over shit like this.

[homucifer-ryotan]

Can somebody please show this post to Richard Blumenthal and these other American politicians too?

KOSA will just allow hacking incidents like this to happen.

[maswartz]

[rudythecannibal765]

I'm constantly expecting something completely horrible every time I open this God forsaken app.

I used this site for 2-3 years before I quit in early 2024.

I know people on here are extremely dangerous and this place is usually where monsters live.

You can get groomed and abused by a popular person here, and have nobody believe you while they abuse the site's features to spread harmful misinformation and leave you with a lot if trauma.

Tumblr literally prides itself on being a host for bad people to maliciously torture innocent people and causing people to die.

I hope you know that I was forced back. I didn't choose to come back, not willingly. Even if now I feel slightly more comfortable being myself on here, and not afraid of being abused again, I'm still constantly on edge because that could change at any moment at the slightest misunderstanding.

Tumblr is so frightening to be on, and I'm only really speaking for those who have suffered from being abused by popular people.

Unless you're completely brainwashed and mindbroken to hell and/or an actual perpetrator of the abuse/supporting perpetratos of abuse, there's no way in hell you wouldn't notice all the pain and suffering this place creates every day.

Not that the perpetrators and their supporters care, they do it out of malice.

[intotherubicon]

Look, I’m gonna keep it a buck 50 with you when I say this, but just what does “I was forced back” mean?

I’m practically reenacting the whole “blind men feeling the elephant” philosophy rn, because I only recently got tumblr, and only use it to find funny or cute art of games I like, but is there a reason you’ve come back? Possibly guilt or shame?

[rudythecannibal765]

YouTube has made it unsafe for me to continue with my channel for now. Tumblr was just decent enough to get push my content out more. I didn't willingly make this decision, I knew of the potential psychological damage it could create for myself.

[rudythecannibal765]

Great, now Mavender or whatever his name is now hates me, and I don't know why.

Is it really me, am I the problem?

How exactly am I supposed to fix whatever's apparently wrong with me when I don't even know what it is!?

It's gotta be because it's Tumblr, where even breathing the same air as somebody else makes you hated.

Or they somehow can't even handle positive attention without it bruising their ego.

Or it's just luck. I'm simply just fucking unlucky for people suddenly starting to hate me for whatever reason I'm unaware of, maybe just for no reason at all!

It's not my fucking fault because I don't even genuinely know what I'm doing that's so utterly terrifying to other people. I haven't said many inflammatory things, and the things that I have said were either a. Criticism, b. Questions, c. Jokes, d. Praise, or e. Submissions.

I don't recall directing any sort of negativity or vile intent at anybody who suddenly started hating me out of nowhere, and any criticism was to let them know something important.

And don't come in my ask box with the stupid "uWu tHe jOKeS wRItE tHEmsElvEs,"(the one rude bitch that came in my ask box back when I found out that Dnihallofshame was mad at me), you're getting reported.

[essaq]

Hello everyone, I'm Issa, and some of them don't know me. I've been helping in the service of my people two years since the war, and I was also an ambulance driver for 6 months and a lot of services, but now after special problems that happened to me, I decided to move to the south of Gaza, but here I don't have a job or any source of income except your generosity through your donations, I can help myself and my family

I was saving some hero children like this little child and now I ask you to save me privately and urgently

Donate to Help Essa and his family rebuild their house, organized by Mousa Abualqumssan

My name is Essa Abualqumssan, and I’m from Gaza. Right now, I am livin… Mousa Abualqumssan needs your support for Help Essa and his family r

6050 / 10،000

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We should show some interest here

If you are unable to donate, you can participate to reach those who donate

[rudythecannibal765]

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY FUCKING ANTIS AND DID FAKERS IN THE BROKEN SCRIPT TAGS!?

At this rate I'll never find any potential community in this damned fandom!

[mahmoudzatr]

Very important and dangerous, read, please ‼️⚠️🇵🇸

For the tenth day in a row, we are sleeping on the streets with no shelter.

We are 13 people from the same family, with nothing above us but the sky filled with the sounds of Israeli aircraft, and nothing covering us but bullets and missiles.

Every passing moment is a new struggle for survival. We cannot reach the so-called “safe zone” because transportation costs are too high, and no one is helping us. We feel trapped between life and death, waiting for what feels like a “mercy bullet” to end this unbearable suffering.

All we want is a safe place to shelter, and a way to preserve what is left of our humanity and dignity.

We are urgently calling on anyone who can help or donate—please do not leave us alone in these dire circumstances.

Even a small amount can make a big difference in saving our lives.

We urgently need support for transportation, food, water, and medicine for our family.

If you are able to donate or offer help, please contact me directly.

You are our last hope after God.

0£/700£ !!!!!

Help save Mahmoud and his family in Gaza

My name is Mahmoud Zaatar and I am 25 years old. I am currently living in Gaza in a tent with my parents, my sister Asma, my brother Mohamme

[rudythecannibal765]

Featherfall by Aaron Cherof:

Null's real name is Vincent Deloitte, and Faraway's real name is Mary Ann Johnson.

[rudythecannibal765]

Agileo 101 hates me now...

I don't know what I did wrong.

This is very triggering for me. I don't like this, somebody make it stop.

This is why I didn't want come back to Tumblr.

You do absolutely anything, even breathing, it rubs somebody you care about the wrong way...and you lose everyone. Forever.

I genuinely have no idea what I did to deserve this.

I guess I'm just not fit to be a living person.

I can't even kill myself because I'm afraid of the idea of death in such a morbid way.

I just wish I could simply disappear. I feel like there's nothing left in me anymore...

[rudythecannibal765]

Intistone isn't mad at me anymore?

I'm still scared to approach them again. What if they decide I'm not worthy enough for them and start hurting me!?

[rudythecannibal765]

Fucking Christ, even Dnihallofshame is still pissed at me.

I'm being punished for something I have no clue about!