HI!!!!!!

★ he/they ★ 19 ★ call me rue / ruben ★ @rueckus on twitter + yt ★

[rueckus]

i lwk only ever draw 4x

[rueckus]

life update: i recently discovered that i have a dissociative disorder and that my long internet absences are, in fact, because other alters are fronting who don’t own my “main” accounts. 🥲 blehhhh T_T

[yaviiib]

Im very happy with this so i'll post this on its own :]

maybe i might color this digitally soon when i get the time :0

I almost forgot but this is the reference photo i used teehee

[rueckus]

hello tumblr today i give you more 4x doodles (surprise)

[rueckus]

ugly four i just drew he’s so ugly we gotta kill him

[soapyysoda]

self reflection

[yaviiib]

they're all ive been doodling honestly qvq

[rueckus]

I've been studying storyboards and animatics and cinematography and such lately and I wanted to ask: could I possibly use one of your songs to practice?

of course!!! i’m flattered that you’re considering one of my songs, thank you!

[rueckus]

I really loved the 'Believe In Him' fansong and had to make something immediately

Thank you for blessing the world with absolute peak <3

THIS IS SO AWESOMEEE!!! TYSMM :D THE PERSPECTIVE ON THIS IS SO COOL

[yaviiib]

I almost forgot to post this here UH-

I had the urge to doodle this based off the Album cover of this song, it was too cute qvq

So i guess this is in the spirit of valentines??? Totally not because im coping from tpot 21 nope nu uh/silly

and this other thingy based off smth i wrote..

i drew this one with a finger at 3 am right at the moment i got the notification for Tpot 21. Horrifying

[rueckus]

HAIII there :D

I want you to meet my oc times she is a four and x child and she is a she/they :3

cuteee!!! :D

[jimmerzz0905]

allan. we. are so. fucked

[fleetofaroaceshrimps]

So. I made more. :)

"I'm going to ALL my playlist" proceeds to only do the tpot songs

[rueckus]

I LOVE THESE

[rueckus]

Is the inst for Part of you, Part of me ever going to be released? (If it already is I’m so sorry for asking this T-T)

hello!! i could very much release it, if you’d like! i’ll go put a link to the instrumental in its Soundcloud description now :)

[rueckus]

angst i just drew OOOOOOKAAAAY

i feel like four keeping so much to himself and tending to live in his head would bug x at least a little bit. out of worry

[rueckus]

You've infected my brain with Fix You

So I made a thing, no background because I'm lazy and this looked good enough 🥹

Love your music btw :D

OMG I LOVE IT!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!! :D i love your artstyle! i’m so glad you enjoy my music :)

[junkerpink]

your life through the screens