Your-Part-Time-Lover

Ellie, 24, Essex, Music, Guitar, Drinking, Friends, Going Out, Walks, Make-up, Hair, Cuddles, Vegetarian, Piercings, Tattoos. http://instagram.com/ruffellse

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My best happy face. 🌞

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I'm too tired to deal with today. I fucked up last week and lost someone I really cared for, but now things are even more fucked up and completely out of my hands. I've grown close to someone else and they have a one way ticket out of the country today. I've only known him a few weeks, and those few weeks have been turbulent to say the least but I have such mixed emotions about it all and don't know how to cope or what to do. I guess I can't do anything.

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I refuse to undo all the hard work I've done to change. The last thing I'm going to do is turn back into the vile eighteen year old bitch I was. I'm so much better than you.

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I like summer flowers in the garden.

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This morning calls for biscuits, and lots of them. 🐷.

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My day.

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Off to get my dog and go to flatford for a walk.

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Apparently I tweeted this four years ago, and then #shitfriend five hours later. Same feelings to this day.

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Refusing to put her tongue away today.

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hi there sheep show.

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I guess this is the closest thing I've ever had to a love note...... Although my names not Emily.

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I cried.

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Found this bad boy. Super cool.

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Cat just helps himself.

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I can't sleep. I can't sleep because I'm happy, I'm never happy, this won't last.

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Hanging around.

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I want this amount of snow again.