Gutsy Bodec

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Dear Laica,

If all the karmas l have suffered from lead me to where I am now.

It was all worth it.

Because it led me to you.

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And in that moment of quiet acceptance, he/she finally understood that love, no matter how fiercely it burns, cannot ignite a heart that has chosen to remain cold.

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If it's not me that you heart beats for, then I will always pray that you will find the man whose intentions you never have to be afraid of.

[catchymemes]

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To my BBshark

You are both the storm and the calm,

the chaos I thought I never needed,

and the peace I never thought I was waiting for.

-hm

[rufusbruts]

Despite what happened, therr is still a blessing in everything.

I thought I'd die without seeing you.

The day we met at the medical clinic, I felt like it was something of a comfort from God.

All I could do was smile in every minute that I am next to you while waiting for our numbers to be called.

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[rufusbruts]

ki na so n ᜃᜒᜈᜐᜓᜈ᜔

I do not want to be your friend because I know eventually,I will be going to ask more than that. And I do not want a reason to encourage something -that is to be angry with God just because I cannot have you.

Maybe in another time, things would not have to be this complicated. That I can get to you easily without any judgment along the way - when it comes to showing how much I love you.

[rufusbruts]

You are both the storm and the calm,

the chaos I thought I never needed,

and the peace I never thought I was waiting for.

-hm

[everythingfox]

They’re vibing

[everythingfox]

A bashful young wombat trots up to you… Your day improves.

[rufusbruts]

She is the plot twist of all the plot twistnin my life.

Damn.🥹

[thememedaddy]

[hopelessbaka]

[majinsoul]

No other place I would wanna be🤍

[philly-peroxide-deactivated2026]

if you ever feel down just know that someone in this world probably has one sided drama with you

[rufusbruts]

1:11

I remember going to the clinic around 3 pm to get some meds. I was not feeling well.

I saw you inside the HR's office with Sir Jerald who was taking a look at your laptop. I asked for yournpermission if I could get some meds and you just nod. After I got them, I said my thanks to you but you went outside and said your kumusta.

"Huyyy.. Kumusta naman ka, Gold? Mingaw nami nimo?"

I was about to say "Okay ra, Miss". But something in me stopped me and it was the first time I realized that you have beautiful eyes. Round-like, doe-eyed almond eyes. Just can't figure it out if they are brown or black.

Worse. My heart started beating differently. But I shrugged it off and responded to you.

"Unsay gimingaw mi nimo. Yuck kaluod miss. Eww eww.." And you laughed and tried to gently slap my arm for such a foolish reply.

I bid goodbye and thanked you for letting me get some meds.

But as I walk towards the elevator, I know my heart is saying this is going to be different.

I know and convinced myself that I was still trying my best to win my ex back but you just came in like a plot twist - that I was unable to shield myself.

Next thing I know, my heart is under arrest again.